He was standing in shadow. Dressed in black and with his eyes fixed upon hers. His expression was one of pain, loss and determination. His eyes glowed with his conflicting emotions and his lips moved slowly. They were whispering her name.

She felt a strong pull in her chest to go to him and without her meaning so, she hade closed the gap between them.

"Will you talk to me?" he asked in a low voice. He slowly stretched out a hand towards her. "I miss you." His words hit her like a sledgehammer in the chest and suddenly she was in his arms. His strong arms wrapped around her gave her the sensational feeling of coming home.

"Don't shut me out." he whispered in her ear. "Please."

"I don´t want to." she cried into his broad chest. "I need you." The words tumbled out of her mouth without hesitation, regret or shame.

His hand traveled from her back and up her side until it reached her chin. The touch of his fingers sent an electric shock through her body. He slowly tilted her head up so their eyes met.

"Be with me." he whispered. "Please." She kissed him then, her arms around his neck and his around her waist pulling her even closer to him.

As the kiss deepened, electric jolts seemed to shoot between them. Their lips parted and they both panted slightly.

"Don´t leave me alone." It was his final words before she woke up with a start.

Rey was sweating and panting like after a long run. She wiped the sweat from her brow and looked around the room. She was slouched in a chair with a one of the sacred jedi text on the floor by her feet. She had fallen asleep reading it. As she bent down to pick it up she realised her sex was wet and throbbing, desperate for some realese.

Rey swore. This hadn´t been the first dream of her and Kylo Ren. If it was dreams, she wasn´t sure about that anymore. Since the battle on Crait Rey had felt him reaching for her. She had learned to ignore and shut him out but when she was asleep he always came through to her. It was always so vivid and real. Ray had started to both fear and long for the night, afraid of it being real and long for that deep and intense connection she never felt before.

Rey stood up and stretched her aching muscles. She pulled her shirt over her head as she walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

The hot water poured down her body, washing away the sweat, dirt and grime of the day. She felt her body relaxing by the heat and soon felt back to herself.

She dressed in clean clothes and went back out to her chamber where she sat down in chair again. Rey closed her eyes and easily connected to the force. Now that she had decided what she wanted she knew what to do. She reached out until she felt his presence and then she pushed through to get to him. Rey felt him accepting her to come to him and her heart started to pound harder by that knowledge.

He was standing in front of her, his dark eyes meeting hers.

"Thank you." he said with a low voice. "For responding."

"I had to." she answered. Trying speak without her voice trembling. It didn´t work, her entire body shoock of the intensity in the situation. She could feel as well as see his reaction was simular to her own.

Kylo took a small step towards her and smiled a faint smile.

"How are you?" he asked and Rey smiled back at him.

"What a question" she said cheerfully and starting to feel the anxiety leave her body. "You can clearly tell."

"I want you to say it." he said, taking another step.

"I´m at war" she said after a moment of silence. "With the first order, with myself and with you?" she took a breath before she added. "Just like you."

"I wan´t nothing of this!" he suddenly shouted. Rey flinched but soon realised that he hadn´t been shouting at her at all. His anger wasn´t directed at her but at the entire world that had stacked the cards this way. Rey felt his emotional turmoil as her own, the anger, the sadness and the painful feeling of being unable to control any of it.

His eyes met hers again.

"I hate it." he added calmly with a very intense look at her.

"You can break it, Ben." Rey said, taking a step towards him and then two more until she stood so close to him that she could feel his bodyheat. "Come to me." she said and took his hand in hers. With trembling fingers she pulled the black leather glove from his hand before she entwined her fingers with his. "Come and join me."

"I can´t" he whispered. His eyes fell from hers to their connected fngers. "I´m not like you."

"I don´t need you to be." she said and squeezed his hand. "I need you to be you. Nothing more and nohing less."

"I don´t understand." he said witch a slight crack in his voice.

"You are being pulled towards the light but refuse to acknowledge it. I want you to embrace the light inside you as much as the dark. It´s all the force." Kylo looked at her with a stunned expression.

"You mean both?" he said. "It will not work."

"Who says?" said Rey. "Snoke? Luke?" She tightened her grip on his hand. "They were wrong."

"Rey, I don´t..." Kylo began to say but she interrupted him.

"Do you trust it?" she blurted. "Do you trust the force?" Kylo didn´t say anything so Rey kept going.

"Do you trust that the force has it´s own way? The force that binds everything together. Light with dark. Creation with destruktion. And me to you? Do you trust the force?" Reys eyes looked deep into his and waited for the answer she had come for.

"Yes." he mumbled with some hesitation.

"Then follow it wherever it leads you." She let go of his hand and stepped back. Kylo looked at her for a moment before he closed his eyes and Rey watched as the emotions he went through showed on his face. His eyes shot open and he stared at her with revelation.

"In order to bring balance you must first find it in yourself. All beings has light and dark within them but no one is ever purely one or the other." Reys words echoed in the silence of the space. She had quoted on of the sacred jedi texts and was waiting impatiently for his reaction.

"It leads me to you." he said weakly and for a second he looked both embarassed and worried. As if he was asking permission. She gave it.

"Then follow it" she said. A new light shone in his eyes and the next second he was on her in a tight embrace, kissing her with a feverish passion. Rey pressed her body firmly against him as his hands started to explore her body.

Rey felt them move in space and soon she felt the rough surface of her own bedroomwall against her back. She was grateful for the support it gave so she could focus every fiber in her being on Kylo and his magic touch.

His fingers eased off her clothes while covering her face, neck and chest with senual kisses. Rey helped him drag off his shirt and found delight in touching and kissing his shoulders and back. Kylo changed his grip on her slightly so he could move down her body. His powerful hands traveled over her breast and carassed them both before being followed by his mouth. Rey moaned as he lightly bit her nipple as his hand started teasing her legs open. Rey had her fingers in his black hair, gently pulling it as he left a trail of kisses down her belly.

"You´re so beautiful." he whispered against her skin and Rey felt a chill go through her body as his mouth decended on her clit. Rey whimpered and started to grind herself against his face while digging her nails into his back. She felt her growing closer to a climax and when Kylo entered her with two fingers it didn´t take long before she was convulsing and screaming his name over and over again. Kylo eased her down from her high with soft kisses as she lay panting against his warm skin.

"That was amazing." Rey said when she could speak again.

"You´re amazing" he said and kissed her. "You deserve to be worshipped." He still had his trousers on but Rey could feel his erection through them. He had not been satisfied yet. Rey shifted herself so that she could run her hand down his torso and over his bulge while slowy kissing him. She fumbled a bit before the trousers dropped and freeing his dick into her waiting hand. Kylo became stiff while she rubbed him in a steady pace and soon he started to growl against her ear wich egged her on to speed up. She lowered herself and took him in her mouth, moving slowly at first before moving faster and faster. He tasted divine.

Kylo stopped her and lifted her up, Reys legs wrapped around his waist as he kissed her with all the passion he had. She bit his lip as he entered her all the way. He stopped so she could get used to his presence inside her.

They quickly started to move as one, she meeting every thrust with a roll of her hips. As Kylo quickened his speed he locked her arms above her head while sucking and nipping at her neck. Rey could feel the pressure building up inside her again and moaned in his ear to go deeper. He happily abliged and soon there was all Rey could do was to hold on and ride it out as Kylos vigouros and vonderful assault on her sped up even more.

They reached their climax together, she shouting his name again and again, he with a almost animalistic growl against her neck.

They slumped together on the floor, still connected in a tight embrace. Their chests heaving in unison as they looked into each others eyes.

"That was even better." Rey finally said with a weak smile.

Kylo sat up with Rey stradling him, neither one of them wanted to break apart.

"I´m not sure what happens now." He said, pulling her hair back from her face then kissing her.

"Me neither." Said Rey. "But for the first time in a long while, I have hope." They kissed again.

"For peace and order in the galaxy?" he smirked.

"For you" she said and touched his face. "For us."

"Us." He repeated it slowly like it was the first time he heard that word. "I like it."

They remained so a moment before they had to part.

"Until next time." said Kylo and kissed her.

"I love you." was Reys final words before he disappeared.

The End.