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Things couldn't get any better for me. I know Christian and I can still work things out. Together we can face anything or anyone can throw at us. I am just still too mad at him for coming home so freakin drunk last night and after reading that bitch trolls text on Christian's phone push my p-d off meter far beyond the red. I can't believe he went to see her. What did they talk about? Me, or the baby or even both? Just thinking about it just makes me so mad. Yet every time I get this mad, like last night I feel really nausea's.

I took a couple of deep breaths to calm myself. My assistant brought me some herbal tea maybe that will settle my stomach a little. I quickly check my phone for any messages from Christian. Just one to inform me that he is going to Portland, but the message doesn't sound like him at all. When I came out of the playroom this morning and the whole penthouse was in some sort of orderly chaos he had such a cold panicked look on his face. Good, he should have a panicked look on his face after the stunt he pulled last night when I told him I was pregnant.

Yeah, it was the biggest shock of my life as well but I would have thought he would have reacted a little differently then he did last night. I finally settled in on my work for today. We had our monthly meeting in Roache's office this morning and I had a one on one with Roach later on where I will be moving to a bigger office on the seventh floor since I am now the CEO of Grey Publishings.

Hanna, my assistant and I will be packing up the office and moving our stuff in a few days since they are redoing my office in the homey style for me. Christian insisted on new office furniture who am I to go against the big- big boss. I also informed Roach about my pregnancy. I got a warmer congratulations from him then from the man I was supposed to be married to. I got back to my office after and got back to work. I got an e-mail from Christian letting me know he will be working late tonight. I replied letting him know I will be waiting for him at home, and that I miss him.

His reply was a rather sad one, I can also pick up in the tone of his e-mail that he is completely freaking out by all this. I bet he thinks he will not make a great father. At ten past six Sawyer and I head back to Escala. I only ate half my plate of food and stored the rest in the fridge for later. How on earth are we going to work through this issue at hand?

Don't worry mommies little blip mommy and daddy love's you really very much we just need to help daddy over his fear. It is somehow a huge hurdle for him. I would just like to know why he would think that at all. I know he had early childhood issues with his bio-mother but it doesn't mean that he has to be. He is the only one that can change that and just like every parent on earth try our utmost best to raise perfect civilized human beings. Hopefully with much better table manners than people I have seen in the past. I got in the bath it was nice, the smell of rosemary mixed with jasmine filled the bathroom.

Later when I got out I almost tripped and grab the edge of the bath to steady myself. I dried myself off and was starting to feel really dizzy for some reason. I was almost to our bed when I passed out for no particular reason. Lucky for me I was wrapped in my robe. I just couldn't open my eyes or move my limbs. I drifted away when I drift back I heard Christian's voice panicked and on the phone with his mother. What time is it? When did he get here? What is going on?

'Ana! Ana baby wake up!' He yelled at me as he shook my shoulders I was on the bed now or so I hope with ever was beneath me was nice and soft. Now I hear we're in a car with the engine roaring like a lion. What? Where are we going? Is he taking me to the hospital? I lost consciousness and drift back off again. I don't know how much time has passed but I turned my head away from whoever was holding me and was hit with a wave of nausea and was sick on the floor of what looks like Christian's Audi. I was still sick when in a split second I were frozen to the core.

'Jeez, Ana you're colder than ice.' I gave me a tissue for my mouth.

'I'm sorry. I'm sorry.' I just whispered over and over. Christian shrugged out of his jacket and wrapped it around me. It sure felt really nice to have his body heat to warm me up. He held my head to his chest as Taylor and Sawyer raced down to North West Hospital. I was still laying against his chest when I finally cried and repeated I'm sorry and again passed out in Christian's arms. We arrived at the hospital and they raced me off to somewhere I heard Christian behind me.

They took me to the private section of the hospital since we are the Seattle celebrity couple and since our engagement and wedding photo's leaked on the internet and in some cases news channels. They are doing all sorts of tests and attaching all sorts of funny machines to me. They took a very thorough look at our little blip. According to them, our baby is perfectly fine. Now they can focus only on me. With supervision from Dr. Greene over little blip. Christian, I felt him beside me as he held my hand and kissed my fingers.

'What's going on with her?' Christian asked the doctors and nurses.

'We are still trying to figure that out, Mr. Grey.' He rests his forehead on mine as they kept working around my bed. I was being poked with needles. I heard running feet and then Carrick and Grace's voice rang around the room.

'What happened?' Grace asked Christian, walking closer.

'I was working late and when I got home Ana was laying on our bedroom floor unconscious. If only I've gone home earlier like I intended I would have found her earlier. I don't know how long she has been laying there. It felt like my whole world came to abrupt halt when I saw her on the floor. I didn't saw any blood or other bodily fluids when I reached her or picked her up from the floor. I immediately picked her up and we raced over here. She just found out yesterday that we are going to have a baby and we had a huge fight about it and me …'

'Hey… Hey… It's going to be okay, honey. You and Ana can work through this but right now we need to focus on her and the baby.' I felt his body shake I guess he just nods his head at Grace.

'Hi, dad.'

'Hello, son. Congratulations on the baby.'

'Th-thank you.' Now with all these doctors around me, someone will probably find out how to fix me. I would really like to wake up soon. I want to be there for Christian, I know he is freaking out now and freaking out even more about the baby. I tried to force myself to move or open my eyes. My heart started to race and it felt like it is going to climb out of my chest then someone massages my neck and the intense beeping over the machines slowly started to calm down. The person massaging my neck felt I was freezing and ordered the nurses around to get more blankets.

I was covered with more blankets and then they treated me one symptom at a time. Finally, they treated me for my chills I still seem to be having. Slowly but surely I started to feel like myself again. I fell asleep and when I woke up it was early morning. Christian was fast asleep on his arms holding my hand. I lightly squeeze his hand that held mine. His head snaps up and looked at me sleepily. It made me smile as I look at him. Carrick walked into my room and he brightly smiled at me and Christian.

'Good morning, Ana.'

'Good morning dad.'

'It is really nice to see you finally awake, Ana honey. You had all of us so worried darling.'

'I am so sorry, it was not my intentions. I was taking a bath and was on my way to bed when I blacked out from nowhere.' I explained.

'No need to explain honey, you're better now and have a bit of color back in your cheeks. Dr. Greene, Grace and a few other doctors tried to figure out all night what is wrong with you then they settled on treating you for each symptom separately and it finally worked.' Carrick explained to me. Christian just held onto my hand like I would vanish at any second.

'Thank you for coming around I know you must be busy winning cases.' I smiled at my wonderful father-in-law. The best lawyer in my books in the whole of Seattle.

'You're welcome, honey. I am just so happy and glad to see you're awake and doing better Ana. Christian mentioned last night you are with child.'

'Yes, it is true it is only seven weeks.' I confirmed with a shy smile.

'Still congratulations. I can't believe we're going to be grandparents, it's such a thrill. Grace almost couldn't sleep last night over this exciting news. I had to make her go to bed so she'll be fresh for work today.' Both Christian and I chuckled at the story Carrick told us about Grace.

'Thank you and thank you for visiting.' I spoke as Carrick gave me a peck on my cheek and a handshake for Christian and Carrick was off again. Taylor storm into my room.

'Taylor?'

'Sir, it's urgent. Morning Mrs. Grey.' He spoke out of breath.

'Hello, Taylor.'

'What's going on?' Christian asked. It was clear Taylor wanted to see Christian alone out in the hall but my fifty didn't want to leave my side for even one second.

'What is it Taylor, Mrs. Grey and I don't have any secrets?'

'Very well, sir. Welsh just phoned and informed me that someone unknown has posted bail for Jack Hyde.'

'What?!' Christian yelling rang very loud in the small room. Instantly furious, he paced around my private room. My panic meter just skyrocketed in the blink of an eye. After what Jack did to me in the kitchen of SIP. He almost raped me and he had his hands all over me. Who knows what he will concoct once he is out of jail. He nearly killed Christian with his sabotage of Charlie Tango. I brought my knees up to my chest and fold my arms around my legs slightly rocking myself as I lay my head on my knees. Tears dripped onto my knees.

'How would you like to proceed, sir?' Taylor asked

'Double the security for all the Grey's and place extra guards outside Ana's room. Please find out who posted his bail and be on the lookout for Jack.' Christian said and walked back over to me where I was still rocking myself in an all-out panic.

'Yes, right away sir.' Taylor said and rushed out the room.

'Hey- hey he is not going to touch you again I promise you.' I just couldn't stop crying, but manage to nod my head. Christian later climb in with me and pulled me onto his lap as he held me in the safety of his arms. Rubbing my back he tried to make me feel better. I finally stopped crying.

'Feeling better?'

'Yes, a bit.' I dried my eyes with a kleenex then with another wipe my nose.

'Good we need to talk.' Christian held me so I can lay in his arms.

'Yes, we do.' I said wiping my nose again.

'I just want to start first and say I am so sorry for the way I behaved when you told me really wonderful news and I acted like a total asshole. I am really sorry. I am also sorry for getting drunk yet you still took care of me in that state. I really don't deserve a wonderful warm-hearted wife such as you Ana Grey.'

'Apology accepted Mr. Grey. Blip and I will have you if you will have us.'

'Blip?' He asked with a rather funny question mark on his face.

'Yes, when Dr. Greene did the first ultrasound of our baby, it really looked just like a blip so, for now, his or her name is Blip. After that it just kind of stuck with me.'

'So Blip then till we find him or her a much more suitable name later. Ana, I know my reaction was totally uncalled for and I am really happy about the baby it's just…' he trailed off and I know what he meant.

'You know Mr. Grey, you don't have to doughty yourself at all. You will make the best father to who knows how many kids, we'll have one day but you will be the best father to all of them. If you are as great a husband as you are to me, just think how great of a father you will be in nine months.'

'How did you even know what I was thinking?' Christian had a rather shocked expression on his face.

'Woman's intuition.' I spoke looking up at him with a smile for him.

'How can you be sure, that I will make a great father?' He asked brushing my hair back from my face.

'You are very strict, you set clear boundaries and we both can only do what everyone else does on a daily basis and just try our best. Our kids would really want for nothing more than just our love for them.' He just kept staring into my eyes.

'Do you know how perfect you are to me, Mrs. Grey?'

'I have a pretty good idea, Mr. Grey.' I said and he leans in and gave me a kiss. All my doctors of last night came into my room and came to check in on me. They would like to keep me here for today and will only send me home tomorrow. They set out drawing more samples of my blood for yet more tests. All my other tests came back okay. Grace stayed behind once the other doctors left and literally jumped up and down in my room of excitement of becoming a grandma. She has already required baby catalogs to start ordering everything we need for Blip.

Christian finally talked some sense into her somehow but I know it only lasted till she heads out of my room. My hospital breakfast arrived and my scrambled eggs and toast smelled wonderful but I had to reach for the recycle bucket at the side of my bed and was sick in it as two strong waves of nausea hit me. I always hated being sick like this. Everything else I can take but nausea I hate the most. Why can't we just flick our finger and trays upon trays of yummy food appear when you pregnant instead of feeling sick like this in the mornings. Damn Eve.

After that, I brushed my teeth and rinsed my mouth with mouthwash and sat down and ate my breakfast that was okay It is clearly not Mrs. Taylor's yummy breakfasts but it will do for today. Christian was just busy talking animatedly on his phone with what I can make out is Ros.