Yuzu,

I wish that we hug, held hands, and take a walk in the park altogether again; and I hate to see my shadow over the pavement without yours beside it. I am sorry that I have to leave you alone with all the burden and vague feelings that I have for you. My shadow over a sunny sky is nothing with your absence. I fear that one day I had to walk with just a half of my shadow - half of me, importantly.

I wrote this letter because there's no word could express how I miss you day by day, dear sister. I always looked towards the sky, wondering if there are any possibilities that the wind, would lead me back to you; at the very least, send this scrabble of words to you, without hesitation. Just as like yourself, showing your love, affection, and compassion to me. Maybe, all of your faults doesn't mean anything to me back then and just a mere nuisance. Now, I understand, I understand it all. You opened new gates for me to explore, yet I still stuck in the old ways of living, for the sake of Aihara family.

I wish that I can hang out with you a bit more, I want the day I left never arrived and should never interfere with our relationship. The night I slept in the new house seems empty, although it's cramped with a lot of my stuff and studies works, there is one thing I forgot to bring.

I am sorry that I forgot to bring our relationship together.

I am sorry that I forgot to say goodbye in person.

With this letter, my yearning is for you all, sister.

I miss you. I wish we can go back to the way we used to be.

Sincerely,

Mei Aihara.

A/N: Hello, everyone. This series of letters is my first fanfiction for Citrus Manga. I have read all the chapter (might re-read it soon for future references and fixes), this is what I've been thinking throughout my morning lecture (that's just... exaggerating). If you wish, you can leave any responses, comments, critiques, or what should I do to make it more enjoyable and readable. Thank you for reading, have a good day, everyone. :)