[A/N] My second Saiyuki fic! (^v^) I borrowed the title from the movie itself because it really matched! WARNING: Foul language, lime (though I can't tell how much lime it will contain), and most of all…..um….. maybe you should just see for yourself…..
Tears Of The Sun
by: Crimson Devil
Chapter 1: Realization
Heaven, Nirvana, Elysium, Civitas Dei…..Paradise.
Peaceful and serene as it should be.
Until…..
"Where is that fucking baka saru?!"
/-Kuso! He's really done it this time…..-/
With his lavender garments; flaxen hair and a throbbing vein on his temple, Konzen angrily stormed in and out of the labyrinth which was Heaven, all the while flinging out curses at the bottom of his throat.
He was mad. Really mad and for a good reason…..
@* Flash Back *@
/-Damn, it's morning already? I suppose my god forsaken aunt already has some paper work for me to finish. Ch', I guess I might as well sta…..wait a minute…. why do I feel like…..there's someone else with me?-/
Konzen slowly removed his blanket from his body, revealing another form snuggling against him. And then…..
*WHACK!*
@* End of Flash Back *@
/-What the heck was he thinking?!-/
Konzen was clenching his fists as if his own hands were around Goku's neck; cursing and loathing like there was no tomorrow.
Many gods sweat-dropped and watched the blonde kami rant away as he disappeared into one of the corridors, still searching for his pet.
-@-@-@-@-@-@-@-
"*sigh* What's his problem? I just slept in his bed last night since I hated being alone in the room. And why did he have to hit me on the head like that?"
In an empty room, with Konzen's blanket still in hand, Goku poked his head out to see if the coast was clear while rubbing the sore spot where Konzen had whacked him earlier.
Goku shrugged off the painful memory…..
then smiled.
He remembered the feeling. He remembered the feel of Konzen's robes; his skin, his warmth. He remembered how it felt to have his guardian so close to him; to inhale his scent, his very being.
Goku snapped back to reality, realizing that he still had Konzen's blanket.
/-Oops….. I practically brought it with me. I guess I should return this or else he'd get really mad at me.-/
He shuddered at the thought of Konzen's violet enigmatic eyes glare at him with fury.
He shook his head, trying not to think about it. Folding the blanket, he hugged it close to his chest and breathed in what was left of Konzen's scent.
/-Wait, what if he's still mad at me if I return it? What'll I do?
Um….. I've got it! I'll give him something and when he likes it, then he might like me again!-/
Keeping that thought in mind, he hurried out to prepare his surprise for his beloved guardian.
-@-@-@-@-@-@-@-
"Ch', that baka saru, making me chase after him all day….."
Konzen scoffed and cursed as he stopped in front of his door. He looked out a nearby window and saw that it was dark. All he could see were the ivory moon and the silver stars' light, forming silhouettes of trees in the field.
"I suppose it doesn't fucking matter now."
He entered his room and lighted a lamp. The room was dim and quiet. All he could hear was his own breathing, his own pulse…..it was so, so quiet.
Being tired, he freshened himself up with a damp towel, still thinking about what happened that morning.
/-Why was he in my bed anyway?-/
He suddenly recalled how Goku looked as he slept in sweet slumber; how he hugged him with his svelte arms around his torso, the way his russet hair gently brushed his face….. the way he perfectly fit in his arms.
Goku's warmth still lingered on his body; his sweet smelling fragrance still clung to his nostrils…..his innocent face still portrayed in his mind.
Konzen turned to face his bedroom window, but instead, his gaze fell onto his four poster bed.
His eyes met a beautiful array of flowers of all shades and colors. They were neatly placed on his folded blanket.
/-Who put these here?-/
He picked up the beauteous bouquet to examine it.
The wonderful aroma of nature took its toll on Konzen's senses until he noticed a small card fall to the floor.
/-What the…..-/
He bent down and read the card which said:
Dear Konzen,
I'm really, really, really, really, really sorry if I ever did anything to make you mad today. I hope you can forgive me. Mou ichido, gomenasai.
Love,
Goku :3
"*sigh* Was he too scared to tell me that he was sorry?"
A wry smile crept onto Konzen's face as he stared at the flowers in his hand…..
@* Flash Back *@
"You brought the kid, didn't you?"
"Hai, Kanzeon Bosatsu-sama, but he's really a handful….."
"Let me go! You said that you'd feed me, you liar!"
"Keep quiet! That's no way to talk in front of Kanzeon Bosatsu!"
/-I told myself that he was more like an animal than a kid, particularly a saru…..then he turned to me.-/
"Sugee! Your hair shines like the sun!"
@* End of Flash Back *@
/-The sun…..Sou ka. Since that very day, I knew that my life would never be the same again…..-/
Konzen closed his eyes and pondered for a few silent minutes, and thought and pondered and thought and pondered…..
Until it hit him.
/-Ever since that fateful day, my life really did change. When Goku was first brought to Heaven and when I was made his keeper, I thought my life couldn't get any worse than it originally was…..
But I was wrong.
He made me feel alive again. He gave me a purpose; a reason to live.
Now that I think about it…..
Goku is my reason to live.-/
As Konzen was about to put the flowers into a vase, he suddenly froze in his tracks.
He could've sworn that he heard something. Something so faint to his ears but yet so clear in his mind.
He felt his gut cringe as he recognized the inaudible scream.
He made no mistake.
With out a doubt, it was definitely his voice that he heard.
It was none other than…..
Goku.
[A/N] Yak! I can't believe that I wrote this! Please send me your reviews. I am really eager to read them all. (^v~) Sorry for the exaggerated spaces. *smiles sheepishly* I swear it looked good in Microsoft Word…..somehow fanfiction.net expanded the spaces. T_T GOMENASAI! I swear I did not expand them! Please don't blame me if the succeeding chapters will end up the same way this did.
I hope you liked it so far. (^v^)