Disclaimer: I own nothing.
A/N-
This came to me from my really messed up muse. I place the blame all on it. Before you start, I'd like to tell you all just go with it, don't try to make sense of it, it's odd. Yes, it's odd. I'm well aware of this fact. Thank you.
Hope you enjoy, please review, and no flames allowed.
P.S
If you didn't get it by now, this is shonen ai (yaoi)! Don't like, don't read.
On with the fic!
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Control:
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"Takato?" Jenrya questioned, walking up to figure sitting on the railing of the boardwalk separating the street from the beach.
"Hmmm...?" Takato murmured not tearing his gaze from the darkening sky.
Jenrya leaned again the railing next to him, "What're you doing out here?"
Takato looked down from the sky and at him, "Just thinking."
Jenrya blinked, "Not meaning to be nosy but, about what?"
Takato laughed softly, "About all that's happened to us, the tamers, from when we first met, to now."
"Aah." Jenrya mused, "we've all changed a lot haven't we?"
"Hai, that we have." Takato replied refocusing his gaze on the waves.
"Something's bothering you though" Jenrya said, more of a statement then a question.
"Hai." Takato replied, still staring at the water.
"May I ask what?" Jenrya asked concerned.
"Control." Was Takato's only reply.
"What do you mean?" Jenrya asked confused.
Takato sighed and turn his head, focusing his crimson eyes on Jenrya's silver ones, "Ever since the time I created Megidramon with my anger, I've had to be in constant control over my emotions, I don't know how much longer I can keep them locked away. My anger is part of who, what, I am, just as sorrow, joy, hatred, and love is. I need it to be whole, to keep me sane. I know I can let some of my anger out, but I'm afraid to lose control like I did when Leomon was deleted. I don't think I'm strong enough to resist it anymore."
After finishing his 'speech' Takato looked down, not wanting to face Jenrya, but was quickly startled as he felt two strong arms wrap around him from behind.
"Takato, listen to me, you're the strongest person I know, we all make mistakes, what happened, happened, it's all in the past, and that's where we should leave it." Jenrya said, bringing his mouth close to Takato's ear.
Takato leaned back into the others embrace slightly, "You have too much faith in me."
"Only what you deserve." Jenrya replied.
Takato pulled out of Jenrya's embrace and jumped down from the rail to face him. "You trust me not to lose control?"
Jenrya smiled. "I'd trust you with my life."
Takato closed his eyes, "You shouldn't."
"Well, I do, that will never change. I'd follow you to hell without looking back." Jenrya said seriously.
Takato's eyes snapped open and he looked at Jenrya in shock.
"Jen..." he said his eyes watering slightly.
Jenrya smiled again opening his arms slightly, which Takato instantly dove into.
"I mean every word of it." Jenrya said running his finger through Takato's hair as Takato nuzzled his head into his chest.
Takato looked up, watery crimson meeting bright silver, "Arigatou."
Jenrya pulled him closer, "Any time."
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A/N-
Ack. The fluff! The fluff! The Angsty fluff!! *falls over and dies* x_X *gets back up* Is 'angsty fluff' even a word? Oh well, it is now! LOL! Please Review!
A/N-
This came to me from my really messed up muse. I place the blame all on it. Before you start, I'd like to tell you all just go with it, don't try to make sense of it, it's odd. Yes, it's odd. I'm well aware of this fact. Thank you.
Hope you enjoy, please review, and no flames allowed.
P.S
If you didn't get it by now, this is shonen ai (yaoi)! Don't like, don't read.
On with the fic!
*****
Control:
*****
"Takato?" Jenrya questioned, walking up to figure sitting on the railing of the boardwalk separating the street from the beach.
"Hmmm...?" Takato murmured not tearing his gaze from the darkening sky.
Jenrya leaned again the railing next to him, "What're you doing out here?"
Takato looked down from the sky and at him, "Just thinking."
Jenrya blinked, "Not meaning to be nosy but, about what?"
Takato laughed softly, "About all that's happened to us, the tamers, from when we first met, to now."
"Aah." Jenrya mused, "we've all changed a lot haven't we?"
"Hai, that we have." Takato replied refocusing his gaze on the waves.
"Something's bothering you though" Jenrya said, more of a statement then a question.
"Hai." Takato replied, still staring at the water.
"May I ask what?" Jenrya asked concerned.
"Control." Was Takato's only reply.
"What do you mean?" Jenrya asked confused.
Takato sighed and turn his head, focusing his crimson eyes on Jenrya's silver ones, "Ever since the time I created Megidramon with my anger, I've had to be in constant control over my emotions, I don't know how much longer I can keep them locked away. My anger is part of who, what, I am, just as sorrow, joy, hatred, and love is. I need it to be whole, to keep me sane. I know I can let some of my anger out, but I'm afraid to lose control like I did when Leomon was deleted. I don't think I'm strong enough to resist it anymore."
After finishing his 'speech' Takato looked down, not wanting to face Jenrya, but was quickly startled as he felt two strong arms wrap around him from behind.
"Takato, listen to me, you're the strongest person I know, we all make mistakes, what happened, happened, it's all in the past, and that's where we should leave it." Jenrya said, bringing his mouth close to Takato's ear.
Takato leaned back into the others embrace slightly, "You have too much faith in me."
"Only what you deserve." Jenrya replied.
Takato pulled out of Jenrya's embrace and jumped down from the rail to face him. "You trust me not to lose control?"
Jenrya smiled. "I'd trust you with my life."
Takato closed his eyes, "You shouldn't."
"Well, I do, that will never change. I'd follow you to hell without looking back." Jenrya said seriously.
Takato's eyes snapped open and he looked at Jenrya in shock.
"Jen..." he said his eyes watering slightly.
Jenrya smiled again opening his arms slightly, which Takato instantly dove into.
"I mean every word of it." Jenrya said running his finger through Takato's hair as Takato nuzzled his head into his chest.
Takato looked up, watery crimson meeting bright silver, "Arigatou."
Jenrya pulled him closer, "Any time."
*****
A/N-
Ack. The fluff! The fluff! The Angsty fluff!! *falls over and dies* x_X *gets back up* Is 'angsty fluff' even a word? Oh well, it is now! LOL! Please Review!