(A/N) I know, I just started my first ever fanfiction but this is another one that's been on my mind. Oh and this is a Mer/Mark fanfiction because I have loved the few stories out there with them as a couple. Hope you enjoy it and make sure to leave a review on what you think. This ones a bit short because I wanted to start it off on this episode and there will be a time skip in the next one. Right to when Mark comes in.

I knock back another shot. The words that had been said nearly an hour ago running through my head. You must be the woman who's been screwing my husband. How dare he do this to me. Lead me on when he had s beautiful red haired wife. Knocking back another shot I close my eyes.

"You look familiar, you been here before?" I nod, "once, that turned out really well."

He laughs and says, "I know that look it'll be one of two things, either your boss is giving you hell or your boyfriend is. Which is it?"

"Both. My boyfriend is my boss, but not as big a problem as the fact that my boyfriend has a wife."

Joe winces, "Ouch, this ones on the house." He pours me another shot which I quickly drink. Feeling buzzed, hurt, and angry I glare at my hands. Then Cristina and George are sitting down next to me. "Lets play a game of who's life sucks the most. I'll win, I always win."

"No, you don't want to play with me." Not hearing the bland tone, I continue with, "No really I'll even go first. Derek's married." George spits beer from his mouth in surprise.

"George beer is dripping from your nostrils. And no you didn't win." Getting closer to her I say again, "Did you hear me, I said Derek is married as in pig headed, adulterous, liar married. Nothing you say can possibly beat that."

She takes a sip of her water and says blandly, "I'm pregnant, I win."

Okay I guess maybe she does win. Why doesn't that make me feel better? Then someone says, "Hey Joe, you Alright?" There's a groan and the sound of glass shattering, then Joe's on the floor. "Okay maybe Joe wins." We go to help him and once he's sitting up I ask, "Your sleeping with someone?"

"Yeah so what? Why is that a surprise even George got some action."

"Correction George got some syphilis." George states.

"Look forget this the hospital is across the street I can sure as hell walk there myself." Joe says standing up and walking out the door with George following him.

We walk into the hospital and I say, "Okay, your pregnant, what are you going to do?"

She turns to me and says, "Everyone knows what happens to pregnant interns and I'm not switching to the begins squad, I'm too talented."

She refuses to tell me who she's sleeping with. Not that I blame her. "What are you doing here tonight? Thought you had a date with Mcdreamy?" Izzie asks. "More like Mcmarried." George says oh so helpfully. "What?"

"I really don't want to talk about Mcbastard right now, I just came to check on Joe." I say irritably. "Is he going to be okay?"

"He's probably gonna need an operation."

"Operation yes, okay hard to tell." Speak of the devil and he shall appear. I want it be anywhere but here right now.

I wasn't paying attention and looked to Cristina when she said, "Your doing a standstill operation?"

"I'd like to try, but first I need someone to get past records." He goes to hand me the charts but I just glare at him and say, "I'm drunk." Then walking away I hear him say my name but don't stop. Going straight for the front doors. He calls my name again as I get out the doors. "Go away."

"At least let me explain." The audacity of him! "The only explaining you should have been doing was the night we met at the bar, before any of the rest of it!" I turn to continue walking to my car and then he says something that really pisses me off. "Look I know how you feel!"

"Do you? Somehow I doubt that, because if you did you would shut up and turn around and go back inside because you would realize that I am this close to getting in my car and running you down in the parking lot!"

George comes up behind me and holds an umbrella over me and says, "Merrideth give me your keys. Lets go home." I hand my keys right over starting to cry silently. I barely remember the ride home I just remember waking up the next morning with a hangover. And I was angry. I was also determined to not let any of this get to me. So I got up and went to the hospital only to find that Dr.Montgomery-Shepherd wanted me as her intern. And for the whole day I got to listen to my patient talk about how she had to see the woman who made her husband walk out on fifteen years of marriage.

I had to repeat to myself not to respond to her goading. I kept telling myself that he was the bad guy... he should never have tried anything with anyone while he had a wife.

But I didn't let it get to me and at the end of the day I got to watch the wife perform an amazing surgery. She also defended me to our patient later when she asked four me to be removed from the case. Telling her that I was the wrong med woman. It felt good to be recognized as such and I realized that I needed to get over that jerk because he had hurt me and I would never trust him again. Not after this. I go to Dereks trailer and listen to his story about how he walked into the room and saw his best friend screwing his wife. Told me that I was like a breath of fresh air, that I saved him.

I told him it didn't matter, none of it did because I'd never trust him as anything more than my boss. I barely trust him as my boss. I end up at the bar where Cristina tells me I'm her person. We hug but I'm her person so it's okay.