I'm currently writing my main story called Age Gap and while it has been asked of me to add lemon scenes to it, I'm not sure if I will. One: I don't think it will fit in the vanilla story. Two: I haven't really written sex scenes. As such I've kind of wanted to test my ability to do so. I'm making this story to test a few things: see if I can write lemon, see if I can keep a first person story, and see how I can divide scenes. I've been having trouble in my other story with some of these and my next chapters might depend on them so I'm testing out how it might turn out. So I'll be writing this little side story a chapter at a time.

I hope this isn't too weird.

-Whimfu1

I felt so lonely once Lori left.

For the first week I could only feel sadness. Lori's bed laid empty on the opposite side of the room. I would lay in it when no one was around, hoping to get a sense of her.

We were sisters.

The first sisters.

Now I was the oldest sister though. Life has gotten a lot harder. Now my family depends on me. I wasn't ready and they realized it very quickly.

I had been so dependent on Lori that I couldn't get by without being told what to do. When Mom and Dad were home, things were great but that wasn't often. Instead my siblings started depending on Luna.

Luna was mature, chill, and most importantly smart. The family knew it. She was a better big sister. I couldn't compete. I would never be as good as her at anything.

But I didn't need to be.

I cried. Oh yes I did. In that lonely, lonely room for two. I was so alone.

Then he came to me.

I had such a hard time sleeping with Lori gone. I would lay in bed with my sleeping mask on but dreams never came. My eyes were opened to the blackness of the mask. And I listened to the sounds of my siblings snoring.

I would realize later that his habit would be to come around 12:30 AM every night. This first night, I had no idea.

I listened to the sound of a toilet flushing from someone's late night visit. I wondered who it was, simply due to curiosity. Little did I know he would let me know.

I heard two footsteps exit the bathroom, the hiss of the resetting water covering the approach slightly. Someone fiddled with my door. I forgot to lock it, because Lori wasn't here to remind me. It swung open slowly and he looked in.

From his eyes the coast was clear. Nothing to be concerned about, he thought he entered unnoticed. But I was awake. I always was.

He was at that age. His interests had been growing. His gaze had been on me for a long time but he did not act until now. He crept across my room to me. Just standing. Staring.

I knew he was there, well I knew someone was there. I found out later it was my Lincy. Either way he stood, lightly breathing in and out. His breaths were calming if he wasn't here for other reasons I could fall asleep to them.

I waited calmly for the figure to call for me. To need me. But he had a different need of me.

I felt him tug at my blanket. It pulled away with ease as I released them for the person's ease. I thought they wanted to join me in bed. I was wrong. This time.

The blankets were lifted up allowing the cold night's air to grace my skin. They should really hurry up I thought. Goosebumps were already covering my body. I really hoped they got in soon.

That's when I felt it.

A small tug.

Not on my blanket but on the hem of my skirt.

A pinched fingers slowly lifted up my skirt to reveal my legs. The movement was careful and gentle, he did not want me to wake up. The silly boy.

"Leni...You are so beautiful…"

This was the way I learned it was Lincy. He couldn't help it. My long slender legs in view, of course he couldn't.

I bet Lori would have felt disgust.

I simply felt beautiful.

The hem of my skirt raised some more. It dropped and I could feel a chill on my stomach. My panties were on display for him. His breathing became louder and I bet he had an erection. He always did later.

Lincy looked, gawked, examined me for minutes. It was unfortunate that I wore simple light green and white stripes this night. Had I worn something sexier, this whole process could have been quicker.

Tonight was not the night. He was just curious. But this was the foot in the door. It would escalate.

He lowered my skirt and placed my blanket back over me. Lincy could be such a gentleman when he wanted to. Walking to the door he left as silently as he came.

I sat up in bed. My sleeping mask removed I looked around my room. Nothing had changed. Lori was still missing, yet I didn't feel lonely anymore.

Lincy made sure of that.

I wrapped my hands around myself in a tight self hug though I wish they were Lincy's. He thought I was beautiful. Beautiful. He's told me it before but this was different.

My thighs rubbed together. He had been staring at these. I lifted my skirt up. I felt disappointed. My panties were so simple. I wanted to go and knock on Lincy's door right away and apologize for him seeing me in these. Then I remembered.

He still thought I was beautiful in them.

I giggled. I laughed more than I have in the entirety of the past week. Oh. What are you doing to me Lincy?

I laid back on my bed. My fingers explored my body. My breasts, my mouth, then I reached my legs. The legs Lincy found beautiful. It tingled my senses. I've never felt like that before.

My nipples were supposed to be sensitive but they were nothing compared to my thighs. I rubbed them and rubbed them. If it had been colder my breaths would be steaming clouds of arousal. I rubbed and rubbed, then my finger grazed my crotch.

Electricity.

A jolt went up my body. Then I remembered. Lincy had looked there too. More and more. I rubbed and rubbed. My legs kept on spasming. I arched my back as I thrusted upwards grinding against my fingers.

My mouth was opened and my tongue was out but I didn't care.

"Lincy."

"Lincy."

"LINCY!"

My juices tainted the panties I once found disappointing. Fireworks filled my vision. White flashes left and right only interrupted by images of my cute Lincy. My cute Lincy.

He wanted me.

He needed me.

My body slowly descended from its lustful pose. I returned to my usual sleeping position. My arms crossed over my chest as I slowly returned to how I was. I felt happy. Someone still needed me.

I wondered what my little intruder will ask of me tomorrow?

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I was annoyed. Lincy avoided me all day. I was ready to accept him with open arms but he avoided me. I tried to greet him but he ran.

I was so lonely again.

I wanted to cry.

I went through my day alone.

I went to bed alone.

But I did not spend my night alone.

I abandoned my usual sleeping position to face the wall in annoyance. I was so angry that Lincy ignored me that day. I thought he wanted me. I thought he needed me. I was right.

At 12:23 I heard a door open at the end of the hall. It was Lincy's. He came to my door again.

This was the last night I forgot to lock my door. After that night I just abandoned the idea entirely. He opened the door and came to me.

I did not move. He always prefered it when I seemed asleep. I found my blanket was slowly moving away and once again his eyes explored my curves. I could feel them. His gaze turned me on.

My position had been a happy accident. My butt jutted out to him. He couldn't get enough of it. He hesitated this time. The only time he did.

I found the tug lifting my skirt hem again. My rump was exposed to him. I was glad I choose better underwear that day. Lime colored laced panties, by his heavy breathing I knew he liked them. His eyes were boring a hole in them.

My Lincy stood there for minutes just staring. I imagine he thought about touching himself this night but he didn't risk it until later. Instead he reached out. His cold fingers touched my warm flesh.

I gasped.

His fingers retracted. Don't do that Lincy. Go ahead and take a hold. I want you to. My little Lincy got scared and held still for nearly an hour. Or it felt that way.

He continued.

I felt his fingers, then his palm. He gently messaged my butt check. He wanted to be rougher, I knew he did. He couldn't risk it tonight.

"Leni…" I heard his call. "You are so soft…"

Soft. I liked it. Maybe too much. My pussy was getting wet. His touch was nothing compared to mine. I wanted to twist and turn in ecstasy but he would know I was awake.

"This isn't enough…"

Then take more Lincy. My body is yours. Need me Lincy. Need me.

His hand left me. He replaced my skirt and laid the blanket back on me. His steps moved away from me. I bet he looked back at me. Guilt, lust, love I wonder which emotion it was that night.

I knew he'd be back though.

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Lincy avoided me till the last second the following day.

"Hey, Leni." He came to me.

"Yes, Lincy, do you need me?" I know you do.

"Yes I do." I smirked. Tell me, Lincy, what do you need of me. "I came across this smoothie recipe to help people sleep."

He held out the purple smoothie to me.

"Could you test it out for me? Being the smoothie expert I mean." Lincy knows me so well.

"Gladly Lincy!" I patted his head. Grape. It was very tasty.

"Could you give me the cup when you're finished? For cleaning, of course." Hmm...that was strange. He left the room regardless.

I felt a small pebble rise up my straw. It hit my tongue. I stopped drinking and checked it.

A pill.

A sleeping pill.

Lincy needed me to be very asleep for what he was planning. I found another pill in my smoothie. Two sleeping pills.

Had he crushed them I would have finished my smoothie and not gotten to enjoy the night. I'm glad he didn't. I'm glad I fooled him because he never crushed them afterwards.

I drank.

Once finished I returned the cup. My Lincy looked into it and smiled. I would have smiled too but that would have given it away.

I went to my room and changed into something easily removable. I laid in bed and waited. I waited watching my clock till I heard him enter. The time was 12:16 AM. I placed my night mask over my eyes and pretended to sleep.

He walked up less stealthily this time. With the pills he didn't need to be.

"Leni, you awake?" I stayed silent. He liked my response.

He came up and pulled my blanket away. I laid on my back this time but my nightie was easy to remove. He hiked up my skirt and pulled down the torso. My crotch and breasts were his to take. He looked at them and instead went to my lips.

His tongue forced his way into my mouth. Exploring every crevice of my mouth, his tongue danced about. I moved my own to feel apart of it but not enough for him to realize. His face moved back and hovered above mine. His drool still dribbled into my mouth.

"Leni…" Yes, Lincy? " I'm sorry about this…" Don't be Lincy, use me as you want.

"It's just during the day you look so sexy…" Hmm. I'm sexy now? "Your platinum blonde hair, the dress, your angelic attitude… how could I not feel this way?"

You've been looking at me for so long, haven't you Lincy? To think your hungry eyes were on me every day. I'm so happy.

"This will be the only time I do this, okay?" He said it but he didn't mean it. I could tell.

One hand found my left breasts and the other rubbed my pussy mound. It took all my effort to not have a sputtering, juttering orgasm. His mouth found mine again.

He continued on like this till I found him grinding against my hip. His erection was about to force its way out of his pjs. He removed his hand from my crotch sadly to free his hard on. My Lincy continued to kiss me as he mounted my torso.

I could hear it. He was jerking his dick. He leaned backwards and gazed downwards. My little brother was masterbating while looking at his sleeping sister's chest.

His strokes were becoming violent and his breathing ragged. Don't do it too hard Lincy! If you don't use some lotion you'll chafe yourself.

I felt the bellend of his penis touch my lips.

Or you could use my spit.

His shaft slowly opened my mouth. He went slowly not sure if this was too much even with pills. He had to build up his courage with each thrust as he fucked my face.

"Leni! Leni! I love you so much! Leni!"

Yes, Lincy! Tell me that you love me, tell me that you need me. My hands had secretly been massaging my pussy but Lincy was too distracted by my beauty. He thrusted more and more before pulling out suddenly.

"Leni!"

His hand quickly jerked the head of his cock near my tits. His warm sperm flooded outwards onto my breasts. My own hand brought me to, at that point in time, the best climax I've ever had. I had to do it silently but my squirting stained my panties once again.

He breathed heavily coming off his high. His eyes were obviously on me and my afterglow. He shifted his position and got off the bed. Oh I wish I could see his face at this moment. I would savior it for a lifetime. Instead I would later order a sleeping mask that was secretly one way, just so I could see my little Lincy's face while he came.

Lincy stumbled around the dark room looking for something. I heard a loud thud and a long but restrained whine of pain. I wanted to get up and kiss Lincy's little stubbed toe better, but I held myself back. After a minute, he continued his search. He came back to me carrying a box of tissues.

"Sorry, Leni. Let me clean you up."

I wanted to keep it on me as a proof of his being there. His mark upon me. Claiming me. He was still too embarrassed to do it. I never understood why. Why be embarrassed about loving me? I would show my love for him openly but he wouldn't do this during the day. It was too risky.

The tissue dabbed off his seed. I bet he was getting turned on once again rubbing my breasts all over but he didn't want to reclean me. The tissues were not enough, I was still sticky but Lincy's didn't realize. I'm glad he didn't.

Lincy gently reclothed me, luckily he didn't notice how wet my undies had gotten. To his eyes I was still asleep, I always was. Redressed and the blanket thrown back over me he came up to my ear.

"I love you Leni."

He kissed me again. Even after his dick had been thrusting in and out of it, he still kissed my lips. I wasn't just some toy for his lust, though I wouldn't mind if I was, I was still the girl he loved.

He left with his urges fulfilled. I missed his warmth. He said it would be the only time, I wouldn't let it be. I would just have to convince him tomorrow.

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"Lincy!" He froze after hearing my voice that morning. He turned to look at me, his eyes filled with unnecessary guilt. I stood right behind him in line for the bathroom.

"H-hi Leni, how did you sleep?" He gulped in fear. Don't be scared Lincy.

"Like a baby!" I told him, I wasn't lying after he left I slept better than I have in my life. "You should totes make me that smoothie again tonight!"

I could see it in his little eyes. Temptation.

"A-are you sure Leni?" His voice was shaky. How adorable.

"Of course! Like you should totes do it every night. Whatever you did made me feel amazing." I edged him forward.

"Really, Leni?" His erection was visible only to me, his back was turned from the rest of them.

"Of course, Lincy!" I leaned down and gave him a kiss on the mouth. "I loved it~"

I hadn't brushed my teeth yet so he might of gotten a little taste of last night. He licked his lips in remembrance. His breathing was picking up and his arousal was evident only to me. For me. He adjusted his crotch hoping to hide his growing hard on from the rest of the family.

"Yeah...no problem…" Lincy had the eyes of a predator. He would take me now if he could, I wish he did.

The rest of the hall looked at us, unsure of what transpired. The one most concerned was that stupid Luna. I could tell she wanted to say something but she couldn't bring herself to say anything.

I had started a cycle of night time visits. I gave him permission though he didn't realize it. He still felt guilt, he would for a long time. He should have just accepted his feelings from the get go.

Lincy needed me.

And I would never let him go.