Someone requested about Yami's perspective and to be honest, I had a hard time writing this. If you're going to add the fact that I don't have a laptop and only used phone then yep, difficult. But I had fun!

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'If we're both still single when we're old, wanna take care of each other?'

Yami thought he will die.

It was an impossible situation, the leader of the Eye of the Midnight sun is posed to release an enormous amount of magic that even if they surpassed their damn limits, run away like hell or even fight without never giving up, he can only come up with one ending.

Death will welcome them in any second.

Yami was prepared to whatever the outcome will be, but he is not fucking ready when an uninvited company arrived in the moment of his fate's acceptance. He was ready to die for those brats, sacrifice his damn self for their survival. But shit came crushing down when they arrived... Charlotte arrived…

Realizations becomes visible in his eyes. This happens all the time. Specifically when that woman is involved.

It's always in this kind of situation that he always realizes that he doesn't want another regret in his life. That he will be a damn fool to let this situation go to waste. That if he won't say it now, it will be another agonizing sleepless night of fucking what ifs.

It's always in this kind of situation that he realizes that he cannot die yet.

Regrets will eat him alive with no mercy. Like it always does every single day.

And so, he said it. He teased her. He made fun of her. He admitted his feelings to her.

It was nerve-wracking, but he continued to babble his stupid mouth. He hid his true feelings behind those vague words. Indirect. Confusing.

Yami was not surprised when the Blue Rose Captain rejected it.

"Wha-" Charlotte gasped and sputtered as blood rushed quickly to her cheeks. "Y-You can't be serious! I wouldn't be caught dead with you!"

Yami expected this.

Rejection should feel hurt. He should feel disheartened. Angry. Devastated.

But all he felt was relief. Comfort. Assurance.

Because she was lying.

And for him, it is what all that matters.

Because what matters is that he knows the truth. The truth that she feels the same.

'I'm so pathetic,' Yami thought as he relished the fact that he is the only one who can transform that cold, unfeeling gorgeous woman to a soft, blushing mess.

He is pathetic because he would rather accept the lies that leaks out of her mouth rather than the truth that she desperately locks inside her heart.

He is pathetic because he is taking advantage of this blissful feeling of acceptance, that Charlotte Roselei likes him for god knows why. Until now, it was a complete mystery how a woman like Charlotte managed to see the goodness in his crude and barbarian side.

'That woman is insane.'

He watched fondly as Charlotte tries to calm herself from the shameless teasing she received from him. The Briar woman carefully took deep breaths to cool down her burning cheeks which, in Yami's perspective, was failing miserably because her cheeks stubbornly keeps its pinkish hue.

It was adorable but Yami won't admit it out loud in the presence of the braid captain and the bean pole captain around. He would rather die than embarrass himself in front of those prick heads.

While Charlotte is busy composing herself, Yami took this opportunity to inspect her whole body for any signs of wound or injury. Yami is painfully aware of how strong Charlotte is. But he cannot help but be worried of that woman from time to time because of her reputation to do things by herself. She is stubborn but she listens when must.

Yami resumed on observing the Blue Rose Captain as her back faces him, showing off the insignia of her brigade, the proof of her hard work and dedication.

The Blue Rose symbol is a proof and a reminder that firmly held him back in his place. It is the proof that constantly slaps him to reality. It is the proof that unfailingly reminds him that this woman is invincible, untouchable.

It is a reminder that Charlotte is a woman that cannot be caged down, tied or forced.

It is a reminder that he is a foreigner that is unworthy of her heart.

But still... 'She wants to grow old with me huh,' Yami mused with a small smile on his face. He pushed down the soft flutter that stubbornly caresses his chest at that thought.

'I think it's time to go back and squish these feelings down to the toilet. I want to take a shit.'

Yami stood up with a loud grunt, causing Asta, who unfortunately became a living furniture, groaned in utter exhaustion.

"Oy, Finral, you lazy ass! Be useful and open a damn portal."

"Excuse me?! But I am very useful for your information, Yami-san!" Finral whined weakly.

Yami clicked his tongue. "Just bring us back, you damn playboy or I'll kill you." He then pointed the knocked out Asta on the ground. "And carry that crazy brat with you. I think he's on his last breath."

"Ehhh?! Then you shouldn't have made him your personal chair, Yami-san!"

"But I'm tired," Yami deadpanned before stretching his sore muscles and bending his weary bones with a satisfying pop, exhaustion was slightly evident on his tone, but he forced himself to stand taller, ignoring the itchiness of the gashes he acquired from his lack of awareness with his surroundings.

Finral only stared at him, his eyes observing his captain's condition and sighed, understanding. "You're hopeless."

Yami froze on his place, causing Finral to stop and glance at his captain weirdly. Finral cannot help but jump when his captain suddenly laughed for unknown reasons then said…

"Yeah, I am fucking hopeless."

He hates to admit it, but he is really fucking hopeless.


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Update: 02-20-2019

I missed my laptop so much! What a wonderful feeling of happiness! I fixed this story, there are some major editing because ideas popped out of my mind! Again, if you have any request please feel free to comment! Thank yooouu!