Summary: Harry gets turned into a werewolf by Remus Lupin by accident in his fifth year. Horrified with himself he runs away from the world. In his adventure to find out who he is now, he finds love in a most unexpected place.

Characters: Remus Lupin, Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Fenrir Greyback, Albus Dumbledore, Dakota Malkin, Gray Johnson, Hunter Robins, Sebastian Vane, Silver Twycross, Due Black, Mingan Vance, Ulva Rowle, Adolphine Spinnett, Blevine Nott, Lovota Travers, Sassaba Flint, Seath Vector, Ylfa Runcorn, Channon Warren, Fillan Dolohov, Harou Thomas, Tala Cresswell

Warnings: Male X Male, possible smut, violence, killing, possible character death, mpreg, minor/major swearing (I still haven't decided... I really need too...), Dumbledore bashing, more may be added later

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. If I did None of the good characters would have died, Sirius and Remus would be together, Ginny would have died in a hole and Harry and most of the other boys would have ended up gay.

Songs that come to mind: Wait for you by Elliot Yamin, Count on Me by Bruno Mars, So What by Pink, Glorious by One Voice Children's Choir, Running with the Wolves by Aurora, Warrior by Demi Lovato, High Hopes by Panic! at the Disco

Four weeks later was the full moon again. Silver had prepared Harry for this exact moment. Everything that Silver has told him, everything that Silver has pushed him to do is to ensure that he has an almost painless first transformation. And Silver had been right when he assumed that Harry was a submissive wolf.

They had been prepared to leave for the pack on this night and they had everything packed. Important things were put into two bags that would be carried easily by the two wolves. Things like bottled water, some food, and clothes were packed into these bags that were going to be tied onto their backs so they would not fall off if they started running.

It didn't take very long at all for Harry to transform. It took a lot less time than he had originally thought. The whole transformation took about a minute and the only pain he felt was his teeth coming in. After the transformation was complete he was a wolf that was a little bigger than the average wolf but smaller than most werewolves. His fur was gray and his eyes were bright green just like on his regular person. He looks over to where Silver had been standing before the moon came out.

In Silver's place stood a large silver wolf with grey eyes. He was much bigger than Harry but that still didn't stop Harry from playing with him. Harry crouched down and waited for the best moment. When Silver swung around to see into the forest Harry jumped on his back, the part that wasn't covered by the bag that Silver was carrying. Silver yelped in surprise and just shook him off. Harry landed in the dirt barking out laughter.

Silver swung back around to Harry and growls a bit at the younger, submissive, wolf. Harry whines a bit and Silver puts his nose to Harry's neck showing that all is forgiven.

Both of the wolves are on their feet in a matter of seconds. Silver starts off into the woods with Harry trailing slightly behind him. Harry eventually gets fed up with the slow pace and starts running. Silver runs after him and they make it a game of seeing who can run faster. Harry was a little smaller and thinner making him a bit faster than Silver. But Silver made up for it by knowing by experience of what large landforms were in this forest. For instance, Harry had to slow down a few times to avoid running into large rocks. But soon they were on their way towards getting to Silver's wolf pack.

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Remus and Sirius were a wreak by the time this full moon came around. They had fought with each other and Snape many times. One of these times had been earlier that day when Snape had come over to give him his potion.

~Flashback~

Sirius and Remus were eating breakfast in the kitchen when Snape came through the floo. Snape walked into the kitchen and handed the vial to Remus.

"Here is this month's Wolfsbane. May we all hope that it works this time and you do not attack anyone." Snape sneered. "Merlin, you already have enough on your record. Another incident and they might have to put you in Azkaban."

Sirius stood up suddenly and growled out. "What would you know of getting sent to Azkaban Snape? Everyone knows that Dumbledore saved your ass from going there in the first place. If you think about it if it wasn't for Dumbledore you wouldn't be here and we wouldn't have to deal with you. So count yourself lucky that Dumbledore saved you because I don't think anyone else would care enough to do the same."

"Well Black, at least I knew what I was doing and didn't run off and do something stupid without thinking." Snape huffed back.

Before Remus could do anything Sirius had flung himself at Snape and knocked him to the ground. Snape got out of Sirius's hold and marched to the floo with the last few words he left.

"Albus will here about this Sirius. Then you will have to face him."

After he left the two just stared at the floo before looking around. When Remus caught sight of the broken glass on the floor and what smell was coming off of it he turned to Sirius. "Why did you have to start a fight with him? Now the Wolfsbane is on the floor and I cannot use it. Do you even think before doing, Sirius?"

Sirius only huffed, "He was insulting me and you Remi."

"Does it look like it matters? We should learn to keep a cool head when talking to him because Merlin knows that he can test our tempers. I am trying to be reasonable around him, but it seems like you don't even try." Remus shakes his head. "You need to grow up Sirius. You are still acting like you are in school with Severus and we are adults!" Remus stands up and starts to leave the kitchen. "Now if you excuse me, I have to figure out what I am going to do now that I do not have the Wolfsbane."

"You always have me Remi!" Sirius says before Remus can leave. "I will be in my animagus form and can help you."

Remus shakes his head. "No Sirius," Remus sighs, "I am not letting you come out tonight. Not until you change your behavior around Severus. You could consider yourself grounded."

"I am not a little kid!" Sirius whines after him.

With a final huff Remus says, "Then stop acting like it." and then he leaves.

~End of Flashback~

Remus was feeling horrible about it but still refused to let Sirius be with him for the full moon. He needed to learn to grow up and act like an Adult. The moon came out and Remus slowly and painfully changed. When he was done his wolf was tall, thin, and sickly looking. His wolf looked healthier than other full moons but he still looked sickly.

With a whiff of the air, he smelled for his cub. With a slow sad howl, he tried calling for him. It had been too long since he had been in this area and his scent couldn't be followed anymore. Getting nothing in reply Remus whimpered and curled up into a ball, falling asleep and hoping that his cub would come back soon.

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Hours of running later found Silver and Harry getting close to the pack. A wolf that was a bit bigger than Harry but still smaller than Silver walked up to them and started sniffing Harry. The wolf was brown and black with green eyes.

The said wolf barked back to another wolf three feet behind it. This wolf was larger than Silver and bulkier. This wolf was black and had amber eyes. The other barked back and the first wolf backed off to the treeline. Silver started walking and walked in between them and Harry followed, watching the two wolves closely.

When they got passed the treeline Harry and Silver walked past many other wolves. They stopped in front of three wolves.

The smallest of the three was around Harry's size, maybe a little bit bigger. This wolf was a female and she walked forward and started walking around Harry, sniffing in some places and shoving in others, testing Harry's patience. Harry stayed still and she nodded in approval at Harry's patience. Stepping back Harry got a better look at the she-wolf in front of him. She was a grayish-black colored wolf with green eyes.

The second tallest was a bit taller than Silver. This wolf was red colored with amber eyes that could glow in the firelight. This wolf stood still for the most part, except when the she-wolf walked back to it. The wolf moved around the smaller and sniffed her closely. When it found nothing wrong with the smaller it licked her and sat back in its place.

The tallest wolf, the tallest wolf Harry had ever seen, was all black with blue eyes. The wolf observed Harry for a while before standing up and getting closer. Silver rolled over as the wolf got closer but Harry didn't. The larger wolf growled and Harry rolled over, feeling the need to please this wolf. The bigger wolf got closer and sniffed his belly. The wolf growled a little and Harry rolled over to his back. The wolf curled around Harry and growled softly as if to tell him to go to sleep. Harry did as he was told and went to sleep, hearing a slight barking laugh from Silver and then a yelp as if he was hit with something.

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When Harry awoke again he was alone, a human again, and covered in a nice warm fur. He looked around and saw that there was a pile of clothes next to him. He scrambled up and got into them. Looking around at his surroundings. He was in the same place as he was when he fell asleep last night, but now as a human, he noticed more things about the area.

For one thing, there were four stumps in front of him. All cut at different lengths. Looking back in his memories he realized that the three wolves had been sitting on three of the four stumps. The smallest had been sitting on the shortest stump. The second tallest was sitting on the third tallest stump. The second tallest stump had no one sitting on it that night. The largest stump had held the largest stump.

That was when Harry realized that he had met the Alpha of the pack as well as the Beta and the Beta female. A laugh caught his attention and he looked at where it had come from. There was Silver resting on a tree. "You did well last night, lupis paulo(1). Now come. We have to meet Alpha."

Harry shifted before following Silver through the woods until they came to a camp full of people...

(1) This is a nickname I made for Harry. It means Little Wolf in Latin and it suits him. Mostly for the fact that Harry has been smaller than the two other submissive wolves he has met.

AN: I am so sorry this took me forever! I really have no excuses, for the fact that I am now on Summer break. I got out of school a week ago and I just couldn't think of anything to write for my current stories. I am going to try to have another chapter out for Going Back to the Marauder's Age done soon, but I still cannot tell.

I have been getting into a new book that I am writing. It is a Sirius X Remus X Harry fanfiction and I am in the process of cleaning it up. I just don't know if I want to publish it yet because I already have two works that I am working on that are published.

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