Okay, so when I first saw Infinity War, I was on the verge of tears when Loki died and have been trying to read as much fanfiction as I could that have him survive Thanos. While there are a good amount of them, I haven't really found the Perfect Fanfiction if you know what I mean. So I'm going to try and write one to my liking, spinning off to see what could have happened if Loki had survived in Infinity War. I do not own Infinity War along with the entire MCU and all of the characters...*sigh*

The moment the ship came into view, Loki knew he was going to die.

Before, he was prepared for death. Ready to let go at a moments notice. To leave everything behind without a single trace of regret or fear. Now, he was not prepared. Not even the slightest bit.

Fear clawed at him like a beast, desperate to make a wound on him. It was unbearable, making Loki want to curl up and cry...and cry and cry and cry. For everything. For his mother, father, for Asgard, his crimes on Midgard, for all the hateful words and lies told over the years, for faking his death...twice, for being the worst fricken brother in the world...his brother. He couldn't leave now. Not after everything, he just couldn't. He wouldn't.

Loki snapped out of his thoughts as the ship shuddered. Turning around, Loki grabbed onto his brother,

"Brother, you must evacuate everyone immediately."

"But-"

"Now! Or everyone will perish and it will be all your fault!"

Thor took one look at his brother and knew it was urgent. He was pale, more than usual, his mouth was set into a thin line, and his eyes...there was a flicker of emotion. Fear?

He took this and shouted to the guards outside their room to start evacuating the people into the ship's escape pods. Taking one last look at his brother, Thor sped off to go help the process.

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"The Tesserect, or your brother's head. I assume you have a preference."

Loki schooled his face into a blank expression as he stares at the monster in front of him. The monster that killed millions from all across the galaxy without blinking an eye, without a single thought of regret...or mercy. Swallowing his fear for his brother and himself he says,

"Oh I do. Kill away."

Loki watches as Thanos places the gauntlet with the power stone occupying one of the six spots on the metal hand against his brothers head. As the stone begins to glow, Thor screams bloody murder as the stone slowly kills him. He watches as Thanos grins, eyes flicking over to him every few seconds to see the if Loki gives in. He does. But only when he's watched too much. It could have been seconds or it could've been hours, but Loki couldn't take it anymore. To watch a sibling die is nothing anyone should ever have to endure. Loki begins to pity Thor, for all the times he's left him.

"ALL RIGHT STOP!"

Thanos removes the stone from Thor's head, but keeps him at arms length just in case the trickster decided to make things complicated again Thor, who is panting and looks pretty roughed up, says between gasps,

"We don't have the Tesserect. It was destroyed on Asgard."

Loki sucks in a breath and glances at Thor. He is met with blue eyes gleaming with suspicion as to why Loki didn't second his words. Swallowing his guilt, Loki lifts his hand into the air and summons the Tesserect into it.

"You really are the worst brother," Thor says.

"I assure you brother," Loki says after a pause as he advances towards Thanos. "The sun will shine apon is again."

"Your optimism is misplaced, Asgardian," Thanos says, glaring down at the two of them.

"Well for one thing, I'm not Asgardian," says Loki. "And for another... we have a hulk."

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Loki watched as the Hulk battled Thanos valiantly. He watches as Thanos begins to beat Hulk in a manner of punches and kicks. He watches as the Hulk is defeated, fainting onto the ground and crushing all of their hope as he descends.

He also watches Thor, the oaf he is, slam a metal bar across the back of the Mad Titan, proven to be harmless as LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE!

Ebony Maw, a noseless disgusting being that is part of Thanos army, uses his powers and binds Thor in place with a bunch of metal debris, effectively trapping him from almost any form of movement.

A sudden large flash of rainbow light catches his eye as he sees the Hulk getting carried away by the Bifrost off to Midgard.

Thanos growls.

"That was a mistake," was the only thing he said before he stabbed his child's glaive into Heimdall.

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Loki watches as Thanos puts the Tesserect, now Reality Stone into a socket in the gauntlet, and his mind begins to race. Thanos and his children are done here, and they aren't very merciful beings. He isn't going to leave without one of them being killed. Loki glances at Thor from the shadows. No, not him. Desperate, Loki begins to rack his mind of every prank, trick, joke, scheme, and lie he's ever told that could save their lives, even if it's just one of them, today. Lightbulb.

Pushing down his fear, he steps out of the shadows and puts on a brave face.

"If I may interject...If you're going to Earth, you may want a guide. I do have a bit of experience in that area."

"If you consider failure experience," Thanos says, looking unimpressed.

"I consider experience, experience."

He sucks in a breath.

"Almighty Thanos, I...Loki...Prince Of Asgard..." he looks at Thor and continues, trying not to let fear and regret completely take over him. "Odinson...The rightful heir of Jotunheim...hereby pledge to you, my undying fidelity."

By now, Loki knows Thor can see the dagger. And he can tell how much he's screaming at him internally by the look Thor gives him.

The sun will shine upon us again.

And then...he lunged, dagger in hand.

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Loki must have been very close to death looking back apon it to have saw or thought he saw, at least, his mother. He thought he must've been delirious from the constant crushing pain on his esophagus, and the lack of blood flow in his head. She had been wearing the same thing as she wore the day she died, her hair the same way along with her features. But to Loki, she'd never looked so beautiful.

"Mother?" Loki croaked, his neck very sore from Thanos's grip.

"Oh Loki, my son. Do not come any closer," Frigga said in a warning tone.

"Mother, it hurts."

"I know, I know. But you can fight it, Loki. I know you can. You have so many things to live for, so many new people."

Loki sniffed. Was he crying?

"Oh darling," Frigga continued. "Your brother needs you, more than ever. I fear he might break if he loses anyone else. He needs his brother, Loki, and you need him."

"But mother...I miss you. And...and" at this, Loki let out a loud sob. "I'm so sorry!"

"Oh my son, there is nothing to be sorry for."

"But th-"

"That's the thing about living, Loki. You and your actions control the present, past, and future. If you keep going back to the memories of your crimes and failures and acting out on them, you ain't gonna fix a thing, but if you move on and let them free, you can get anywhere you want and create new memories with people. And even if they don't forget what you've done, they're gonna remember the good memories now as well."

Loki wipes away tears, trying to get back his little to no scraps of dignity that he has left and says,

"I love you, Mother. I'll never forget you."

"As will I. Goodbye, Loki."

"Goodbye, Mother."

And everything fades away with a sickening crack!

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Through the vast expanse of space, a Midgardian ship hurtled past the cosmos.

It was a relatively small ship but it was well made considering it was made on Midgard, a planet technologically behind if compared to Asgard or some of the other planets throught the realms.

Inside of the ship held 3 Midgardian teenagers and a young boy. Each one was on the verge of tears from fear and anxiety.

"I can't believe you brought us into this mess. We would never be here in the first place if you had just done what you were told for once" said the oldest teen, a tall girl.

"Oh Shut up. You need to loosen up a little. It's kinda cool if you think about it" said a slightly younger boy, with an athletic frame

"COOL?!? We have limited food, water, and probably air, and we have no idea how to pilot this thing. Plus, the middle of nowhere with no idea how to get home. We can die out here," said the girl.

At this, the young boy, at only the age of 7 began to sob.

"Great, you freaked him out."

"I didn't mean too- shh shh, it's okay...hey, ugh."

The boy jerked from her grasp and ran sobbing to the sleeping area of the ship.

You could cut the tension in the room with a knife.

Finally, a smaller boy with glasses and curly hair who had been silent throughout the whole argument spoke,

"So what now?"

"I don't know."

"Me neither."

"But you're the one who's supposed to know everything."

"Well I don't, okay! Nobody's perfect."

There was a small silence until the girl broke it with a barely audible whisper,

"I'm scared, guys. I don't want to die."

"I think you speak for all of us."

"Yeah."

The girl swallowed,

"I'm sorry, for everything I said...before"

"It's okay, you're forgiven. It doesn't matter anyways," said the athletic boy.

"Yes it does! I was cruel and I-"

"Uh guys."

"Don't interrupt me," she said giving the quiet boy a glare. "Yeah, I was mean and cruel and I didn't even think about what I said."

"Don't act like your the only jerk here. I was too. I took everything for granted an-"

"Guys!"

They ignored him.

"I should have-"

"I didn't mean to-"

"GUYS!!!"

"WHAT IS IT!" Both yelled.

The quiet boy just pointed to the window overlooking the space in front of them. Outside...

"What the f-"

So that's chapter one. This is my first fanfiction ever sooo idrk, if it's bad lmk how I can fix it, and give me some ideas, I appreciate everything. I promise it will get better, I'm not really good at rewriting and copying things from books and movies and I prefer to write them on my own with my own ideas. Like the Midgardian four, they will come into play soon...you'll see. Idk when chapter 2 will be out but I hope soon, and I can't wait