"I Must Have a Death Wish"

A sonorous growl rumbled out of Sesshomaru's throat as his blood-red eyes racked up and down the lustrious naked body that was in front of him. In his right mind, he would have been cursing at himself for stooping so low as to find pleasure in a ningen's body, but this was no mere ningen, oh no. This particular ningen was beginning to become a serious thorn in his side; he was sure that this image of her, would be seared into his mind of years to come. He could no longer try and doubt her beauty, for now, he has seen her in all her glory. This Kagome. It would be easier just to kill her. He raised a single claw up, sizzling the air as it turned green, it would be so simple, to just knock her down now. His eyes narrowed at the young human woman, if she was dead, she could never bother this one again.

That sickly sweet smell was dripping from her body, most importantly, the most sensitive part of her. He almost wondered if it tasted as good as it smelled. At first, he almost found it amusing that her body was reacting the way it did; this human knew that he could kill her in less than a second, and yet when his eyes met hers, she simply melted. And he'd never admit it, but kami did he enjoy it. He was simply playing with the silly ningen, but when that lesser demon ran over and ripped that shred of cloth off of her body… something stirred deep inside of him. Something that hasn't been moved even when attempting to pup a demoness. Something that this Sesshomaru refused to allow to awaken.

Kagome knew that under his gaze she should have felt small and powerless but it seemed that it did exactly the opposite. His eyes clawed up her body, not missing a single dip or curve. Her mind was hazy under his eyes and she felt her knees tremble when she saw his tongue dart out to coat his thin lips. All of the dirty thoughts she has been having of him recently were flush at the front of her mind, and for some reason, she felt that maybe, just maybe, he was having them as well. And that made the wetness between her legs grow even more.

It was only when a slight breeze blew by her, and made one area especially cold, that all of the mist in her mind vanished. Nothing was moving slowly anymore, actually, everything seemed to be going faster than normal as her mind was jumping around trying to figure out what was going on. Wiggling her toes, she realized that the towel was no longer across her feet; her eyes grew wide as she glanced over her shoulder and saw Shippo running away with the blanket wrapped up in his small paws. She realized that he must have just tugged it and took off when he heard Sesshomaru growl. Her eyes darted back to the enraged demon in front of her, realizing that the lust she thought she saw was truly just rage; as a couple of inches from her face, she saw the radiating green glow of his poison claws. He's going to kill me.

"Gah!" She let out a sharp shriek and wrapped her arms over her chest, attempting to regain some dignity in this situation; her eyes snapped closed as she stared at the ground. "Could you please turn around Lord Sesshomaru!" The words ripped through her lips before she realized what she was saying. There is no reason for him to listen to me; Kami this only happens to me. She could hear her friends yelling and screaming behind her but all she could hear was her own heart thumping in her ears; her eyes were wide open as she stared at the ground just waiting for her head to be ripped from her body. There is no way he lets me live, right? I just disgraced his eyes, and now he is going to kill me.

Her shriek seemed to be enough to pull him from his own inner demon as all the red that was once filling his eyes, disappeared. Sickly sweet golden pools looked down at the shivering woman; he fought the urge to roll her eyes at the strange ningen, he retracted the poison from his claws and delicately tucked some loose strands of hair behind his ear. He sharply turned around, leaving the delectable sight behind him, clearly, he was in need of hunting once again. There was a growing tension in his loins that was not going away willingly as the image of her, was still dancing his mind.

"Hn." Kagome glanced through her wet bangs to see a waterfall of silver hair dancing in front of her eyes as he walked away from her. Huh, he actually turned around? "Cover yourself, Onna." Once again that words slipped through this one's mouth. "You are making a fool of yourself." She watched, still hunched over her own body, as he gracefully began walking back the way that he had come. He did not throw her his robes, or anything to cover herself with, but that just Sesshomaru. Why would he help a mere mortal?

"Rin." He casually threw over his shoulder, and Kagome watched as Run ran by her, a fully dressed Rin, she might add. While the kimono was a bit twisted, Kagome had to admit that she was pretty impressed with how she dressed. With that thought she paused, a small blush filled her features as she imagined Sesshomaru leaning down and help Rin get dressed in the morning. Like a father…. Ah, there is no way he would do that. She waved the thoughts from her head and looked back up towards the pair walking away from her, Rin had turned around and was waving at her. Kagome let a shy smile and waved back, trying her hardest not to keep her chest covered.

Her lips pursed lost in thought debating on what relationship the two actually had. Sesshomaru never turned around to check that Rin was following him, he just assumed that she would. Or maybe, it didn't matter to him if she did or not? No, if that was it, he wouldn't have come looking for her if he thought she was kidnapped. "Huh, I wonder," she muttered to no one besides herself.

She barely registered the soft towel being draped over her shoulders by her friend, it was only when Sango spoke was Kagome broken out of her trance, "Uh, what just happened?"

Kagome shook her head and quickly covered her face still beat red from earlier, "I almost died, is what." She threw her head back and let out a large groan, "Why does this only happen to me?"

"Hey, be lucky that you are still alive." Sango's held a very motherly tone as she nudged Kagome's shoulder. "I don't think there have been many creatures, humans or demons, that have been so close to his person without being beheaded instantly."

"Yeah…" Kagome trailed off, wrapping the towel completely around her now shivering body, "I guess."

"Hey, at least it was Sesshomaru that saw you naked." Sango shrugged before leaning forward with a smirk that would make Miroku proud, "At least you know he won't be thinking about it later."

Once again Kagome's face went up in a deep blush, "Stop Sango!" She groaned as the older woman was walking away laughter dancing around her. Kagome shook her head and with a grand and a quick thank you to the Kamis for keeping her alive (once again), she made her way over to her clothes.

"Well, you three are back late." An annoyed voice rang out throughout the small camp as soon as Kagome Sango and Shippo walked through the treeline. Kagome's eyes narrowed as they laned on the scowling hanyou leaning up against a tree.

"Well, maybe you are just back early." Kagome huffed as she leaned back down and began hanging the still wet towels on a tree branch near her backpack. "Plus, it isn't even dark yet."

"Whadda mean by that? Back early?" InuYasha spit out, crossing his arms over his chest, "You didn't even bring your weapon with you!" He threw his arm in the direction of her bow and arrows leaning up against the tree near her large yellow backpack. "What were you doing anyway? You two just went to bathe the other day!"

"It was hot, so we went for a swim, InuYasha." She sighed, he wasn't going to let it go, was he? He always had to turn things around on her whenever he went out to see Kikyo. It's probably because he feels guilty and needs to find some reason to explain his actions.

"No way, you guys were gone too long just to go for a 'swim'." He huffed out, the agitation clearly growing in his voice. The tension in the camp was so thick one could cut it with a knife, and everyone's eyes were dancing back and forth between the two unsure if they should step in or not. "What gives?"

"Not everything needs to be a fight, InuYasha." Kagome slammed her back on the ground with a thud; Kagome's words were filled with heaviness as she refused to turn around and look at InuYasha when he was acting like this. She took a deep breath trying to remind herself that he was just being childish and wasn't happy that she wasn't there when he got back. Yeah, got back from being with Kikyo.

"Not everything needs to 'give'." She used air quotes and intimidated his voice pleased with herself when she heard a quiet growl from the hanyou. Yet for a split second the thought of Sesshomaru's eyes raking up and down her bare body flashed in her mind along with that deep growl that slipped through her lips and she couldn't stop her body's reaction to that; some deep inside of her core coiled, her face filled with a tint of blush, and an almost oh slipped through her lips.

"I knew it!" InuYasha shot up from his seat and was now fulling yelling, "Something did happen! Huh? What was it?"

"Nothing, we went swimming and Rin joined us, that's all!" Kagome finally flung around and threw her arms in the air.

"What?!" His voice hit new levels as she could feel the anger growing in his aura, "You went swimming with Rin?" There was a slight pause, "Was Sesshomaru there?"

Letting out a rather quick sigh, there is no use lying to him now, "Right before we left, he stopped by to pick up Rin but then left." Kagome's body was preparing for the outburst that was about to come from the man in front of her. His fists were clenched by his sides and his eyes were clenched shut as the anger was just radiating off of him in waves.

"What if he attacked you!" Inuyasha finally erupted after a moment, "Have you forgotten that they are the enemy! Are you that stupid?!"

"Sango had her weapon and I had the knife that she gave me in my towel." Kagome felt her eye twitch as she could feel the anger building up inside of her, "I already said nothing happened! He grabbed her and left, that's all!" Kagome stopped her foot into the ground, her hands were wrapped around her chest as she was holding back sitting him until he blacked out.

"Oh, a knife, how convenient!" Inuyasha began walking towards her, his hands still pulled up into fists and his words laced with venom, "He could use it to pick your flesh out from his claws once he is done with you!" At this point he was standing right in front of Kagome, his eyes glaring down at the black-haired woman. "You are useless." He sneered, "Always needing others to save you."

"He has done more to save me recently than you have recently." Her voice no longer loud, no longer screaming; just a hiss as it barely slid passed her teeth.

Inuyasha growled before turning his back on her, "Well if you are so buddy-buddy with him now, why not just go leave and be with him!" He flung his arms up in the air in his fit of rage before turning around, "Or maybe that's why you have been acting so weird recently."

"What?" Kagome was thrown back at the sudden change in volume and the fast topic change.

"A couple of days ago, at the hot springs," He was slowly walking towards her now, his voice was no longer high pitched and screechy, just low and angry, "You gasped loudly right before you whispered his name…" Kagome watched as his face twisted up in jealousy and rage, "He was in the woods nearby, but it seems like you already knew that."

"Inuyasha…" Her voice was low, calm, yet filled with a venomous warning.

"No wonder you were all flustered when I arrived and your clothes were all twisted up…"

"Inuyasha sit." The words were almost silent as his body was smashed against the ground cutting him off. Her eyes were closed but she could feel the vibration in the earth beneath her feet; she tried choking down the lump that was forming in her throat. She took a jagged breath before finally opening her eyes to see him face down in a crater, "Just because you feel guilty for your actions does not mean you throw that on me."

With that said, Kagome turned her back on him and made her way over to her bag; she quickly threw it over her shoulder before turning to her friends. They were all sitting together all with shocked looks on their faces; instantly Kagome felt guilty, she totally forgot they were there and she felt a little embarrassed for losing her temper. She let out an embarrassed chuckle as she rubbed the back of her head, "Sorry about that, I think I am going to head home for a little."

Sango was the first the shake off the shock and jump to her feet, "I think that may be best." Her eyes drifted to the hanyou in the ditch who had yet to move, "Would you like someone to walk with you there?"

"No, I think I will be okay" She gave the older woman a sad smile before leaning over to grab her bow and arrows. She glanced over to Miroku and Shippo, "I won't be long, but I just need to…"
"No need to explain, dear friend." Miroku was the next to stand before walking over to stand next to Sango, "You need to take care of oneself before others. Go enjoy your family. We will be nearby when you are ready."

"Thank you, guys."

Goodbyes were said, hugs were shared, and without another peep or twitch from Inuyasha, Kagome headed towards the well.

"Ah, yes, harder, my lord." A high pitched shriek pierced his sensitive ears and he let out a low snarl, warning the bitch to be silent. A quick learner, the bitch's lips were sealed and she just enjoyed what he was graciously giving her.

It has been a long time since he allowed his body to have these carnal pleasures; yet that dirty ningen has stirred something inside of him, a heat that he cannot quell. It has brought him so low that he grabbed this high ranking demoness and brought her into his chambers yet the bodily pleasures he was seeking, he could not find. She was nothing that he enjoyed besides alive and even that, barely. She didn't have a mind of her own simply one of a lustful bitch. A life really not worth living.

She was slender, with silver hair, thin features, and fragile. Not fragile as in a literal sense, the pounding he was giving her was showing that she was quite physically strong but her body looked as if there was no muscle on it. Just fine lines and angles, as most Royale bitches are. She looked as if she never lifted a finger in her life, as she very much hadn't. As his hips smashed against hers, he felt little besides his hips hitting her hip bones; the warm tightness that he craved was not found.

Sesshomaru let out a feral snarl as he thrusted deeper into the squirming, clawing demoness; his eyes were clenched shut as his hair draped the two of them in a silver curtain while sweat caused some to stick to his forehead and neck, he could not feel his peak near. Without trying, the thought of that Miko standing in that hot springs came to the forefront of his thoughts and he felt his body shiver in pleasure.

As much as he repelled the thought and would be disgusted later, he allowed his beast to imagine it was the soft Miko beneath him and not this hard demoness. He could see her now, her face would be tinted pink as he imagined that blush would creep all the way down her chest; with how loud she was while decent, he didn't know whether she would be quiet and shy while rutting or loud and screaming out for more. He could almost feel her dull human nails digging into his back and he thrusted deep inside of her soft pussy; another growl, her hair would be fanned out beneath her and her luscious soft lips would be parted in a perfect 'o' as it would be his name, and his alone, that slipped through her lips.

His beast couldn't wait to place those perfect breasts into his mouth; since she was still pure, he could imagine that her body would be extremely sensitive to anything that he did to her. Now Sesshomaru dug his face into his 'Kagome's' throat and let his tongue dip out and lick the sensitive area; he could see her body shiver and slowly warm up to his touch. Kami, he bet she would be shy at first, blushing and trying to cover up such beauty which he has already seen twice. He would be gentle at first, just to watch her blossom into a woman; yes, he would be her first and last.

She would cry out his name as he drug his teeth against her sensitive nipples; biting on them harshly before sucking on them, rubbing the nub between his tongue. She wouldn't know what to do and he imagined her head would be thrashing back and forth. The new sensations taking a hold of her body; everything she was feeling would be drawn so beautifully on her face, those tinted red cheeks. She would be biting her bottom lip, trying to hold in the moans and groans that he was pulling from deep inside of her body. He would assure her that he "...wants to hear her voice".

Before he took her purity away, he would need to taste that sweet nectar that has been torturing ever since he first smelt it; he bet it would be the best thing he ever tasted. Her body would be covered in bite marks and claims, everyone would know who she belonged to. She would bear his scent and his alone. Oh, how gloriously her body would mold to his ever will and bidding.

He could almost hear her calling his name, and it was almost enough to bring him to his climax but then the bitch shrieked once again, "Sesshomaru!" pulling him from his fantasy, and bared her neck to him.

His eyes burned a heavy red, How dare this replacement submit to him and bare her neck, his beast raged. Sesshomaru threw his head back into a snarl, his teeth elongating, before lunging down and biting hard down on the front of the bitch's throat. Nowhere near a mating mark should be; he bit down hard, listening to the bitch scream out in pain as he felt her blood pour into his mouth. Sesshomaru sharply ripped his head away, pulling any flesh or veins with him, leaving her bleeding out.

"You are not worthy of this Sesshomaru," He pushed himself off of the bed, blood covering his mouth, yet his face blank as could be, "And for that, you must die." He quickly threw her kimono over his bare body, not bothering to wipe the blood from his mouth and chin, and made his way out of the room.

Unsurprising to him, Jaken was not far from the room which he had chosen to rut the bitch, "Jaken." His servant quickly rushed from around the corner.

"Yes, M'Lord?" Jaken stumped as he ran, his staff far too large for his body and caused his balance to be off, and almost caused him to fumble into a full roll. Once the toad demon was standing in front of him, Jaken spoke, "What can this humble servant do to please, M'Lord after a ravishing night?"

"She was insufficient." Sesshomaru turned his back and began walking towards his sleeping chambers. "Clean it up." He could hear Jaken squawking about something behind him, but that he was paying no mind to the insufficient toad. Sesshomaru knew that something must be done.

He must kill the Miko.

So, it wasn't as if she was lying to her friends, she did mean to go to the well… but, who is Kagome other than someone who could never give up a chance to take a quick dip into the hot spring? Especially after getting all angry and tense about everything Inuyasha said; she deserved a moment to relax and enjoy herself.

"That idiot." Kagome sighed as she sank deeper into the hot spring. "Who does he think he is accusing me of being with another man!" She sneered out, "Especially when we aren't even together, "Kagome paused for a moment before sneering angrily once again, "Especially with Sesshomaru."

She let out a sigh and rested her head back against the rocks; you are working yourself up again. Breathe. Kagome took a couple of deep breaths and tried to calm herself down from the tissy she was putting herself in. Yet the thoughts kept pouring in.

"Why Sesshomaru of all people?" She snorted pulled her hair out from the bun it was wrapped in, "He has tried to kill me multiple times." Her eyes slowly opened as she tried to wrap her head around his words, "And what did he mean that I knew Sesshomaru was around when I was bathing? Why would he be?"

She dipped under the water for a moment before popping back up with grace; she draped all her hair over her shoulder before ringing some of the water out, "Why would the all-mighty Sesshomaru wish to see me bathe?" While she was joking with herself out loud she couldn't hold back the thoughts of how he looked at her when her towel fell; it was as if he wanted to eat her whole. The thoughts were causing that similar warm feeling to begin bubbling up inside of her. She quickly shook her head, trying to get the thoughts out, "I probably offended him with my ugly ningen body."

But he didn't look offended, he looked as if he liked what he saw. Kagome could feel her face heating up at her own wishes; while he was completely dangerous, and a relationship with him would never happen, there was something inside of her that wanted him to want her. Maybe the whole forbidden fruit, or the devil's allure. But there was something inside of her that found him attractive and that day her brain was screaming at her to run, but her body was on fire. He set her on fire.

"I must have a death wish," Kagome mumbled as she shrunk under the water as if she was trying to cover her blushed cheeks.

"You do."

Author Notes: I know, I am an ass. Please forgive me, and comment and let me know what you think! I wrote this during an overnight at work, so there may be some errors, I plan to go back and fix those soon. I just wanted to get this out and published for all of you 3