AN: This story is rated M for a reason. Trigger warnings to many things are present in this story.

I don't own Twilight.

I just like to play around in different worlds with them :)

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Bella parked Tanya's Mercedes in her usual spot in front of the school and chuckled at the look on Jessica's face. She beeped the car locked as Angela approached her with a grin, "Morning Bella."

"Morning Angela." She raised her eyebrows at Jessica, "Something wrong?"

The girl stuttered for words causing everyone to laugh. She grunted once before spinning on her heel and stomping off towards the building. Mike shook his head as his laughter subsided, "She's just jealous that not only did you have Cullen chasing you but now you have his cousin Denali on you."

The sarcastic side of her was tempted to tell him just how on point his statement was but she bit her tongue to refrain.

"Oh she'll get over it." Angela snapped angrily, "For once it's not all about her and she can't handle it."

Eric grinned and fanned himself with his folder, "A little steamed there Angela?"

She grimaced at him, "Come on. If the spot light isn't on her she gets pissy."

Bella sat on the hood of the Mercedes as the Cullen's arrived, "Way to go Angela."

Lauren chuckled, "Who knew you had some spitfire in you."

Angela rolled her eyes at them, "I'm just tired of her attitude when she doesn't get her way."

Bella frowned, "What exactly did you two do after I left the mall?"

Angela clenched her fists at her side, "She kept going on and on about how Tanya is all over you."

"I wouldn't say she's all over me exactly," Bella shrugged.

Laughter erupted from the boys and Tyler elbowed her in the ribs, "How exactly is she all over you then?"

Bella pushed his shoulder hard enough to knock him off the car beside her. Angela smiled and shook her head, "She's just jealous that they like you when they wouldn't talk to anyone else until you got here."

Mike hopped up on the car beside her and threw his arm around her shoulders, "She's just a natural."

Bella and Angela rolled their eyes at him. She glanced over at the now parked Cullen vehicles and watched excitedly as Tanya stepped out of Rosalie's BMW. Golden eyes instantly landed on her and she smiled widely. Bella chuckled before turning back to her group.

"So the upcoming dance," Mike nudged her, "We're all meeting at the gym at eight."

She shrugged, "I don't know if I'm going."

"Why?" Angela asked.

Before she could answer the bell rang and she sighed in relief. They all made their way to their classes and she couldn't help looking over at Tanya before she slipped into the building. The morning passed smoothly and when lunch arrived she was anxious to see Tanya.

Angela hurried up to her in the hallway at her locker, "Did you turn in your book report?"

"Shit." She searched her locker and finally found the four page report, "I'll catch up with you."

Angela nodded with a smile, "She said she'd give you five minutes to get it there."

Bella shook her head, "Could have warned me but thanks," She slammed her locker and pushed her way through the students to run back to English class, Angela's laughter following her.

She made it just in time to hand her paper to the teacher and received a small lecture about responsibility. She gritted her teeth through it wishing she could tell the teacher she had no idea how much responsibility she's had the last few years.

Afterwards she began to slowly make her way to the cafeteria in the empty hallway. She finally had time to think, alone. It wasn't that she wasn't happy having everyone around all the time but there was always this small need to be alone. She knew why it was always in the back of her mind, after all Edward had said to her that day in the forest she thought she was meant to be alone.

She couldn't exactly answer any question about her ex which made her laugh as she thought of how she would answer it, 'oh yeah he was a vampire that thought he found his mate but I was nearly killed by this psychotic vampire that liked to play with his food before he ate and then there was that time that his brother tried to kill me on my birthday so he decided to break up with me'.

She shook her head as she passed the exit to the parking lot. No that was absurd.

Tanya was the only one she wanted around all the time. She couldn't get enough of the woman, her laughter, her smile, even her intoxicating scent. It sent a shiver down her spine just thinking about it. She could feel Tanya inside of her, she was the reason her heart beat, the reason she breathed. She needed her like she needed oxygen.

It was strange how life could change in a blink of an eye. One minute she thought she knew what love was and the next her entire idea of love was flipped upside down. Tanya was the reason for her existence, she honestly believed it. She couldn't make a move without thinking about how Tanya would react or what she would say about it.

Come to think about it since last night she hadn't even thought about just being human, about not being enough. Even now she could feel the pull that Tanya was giving her. Deep inside her heart she could feel a small tug and she smiled, Tanya was waiting for her. She picked up the pace but after three more steps a cloth covered her mouth and nose as a strong warm arm wrapped around her neck. A strong smell entered her nose and made her eyes burn for a moment before her mind quickly became foggy and then everything went black.

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Tanya sat anxiously at the table in the cafeteria with her family waiting for Bella. Alice chuckled at her, "She had to turn in a book report that she forgot about she'll be here soon."

She shook her head, "Something doesn't feel right."

"Are you doubting Alice?" Emmett grinned.

She glared at him for a split second, "No. I've been anxious all day. I'm over a thousand years old and I've never been this anxious before, even during the plague."

Jasper frowned, "You've never had a mate and said mate is human."

Emmett nodded, "A very delicate human."

Irina snorted, "Laurent is adamant that she is by no means delicate anymore."

Alice burst into laughter, "Tanya's absolutely positive about it."

Emmett couldn't hold his laughter in while Kate hid her face behind her hands. Rosalie shook her head, "Leave the human alone."

Tanya shook her head, "If you know what is good for all of you, you will leave my mate alone."

Alice suddenly froze, her eyes glazing over and seeming to be a thousand miles away. Jasper sat up straight quickly at attention, the tension quickly engulfing all of them. Tanya jumped to her feet with Kate and Irina following, quickly making their way through the very empty halls. Tanya followed her mate's scent to the exit and once they were in the parking lot she stopped.

"Car?" Kate said as she scanned the area in front of the school.

Carmen stepped out of the trees across the street, "Laurent is following the vehicle. It's the dog. They are speeding towards the border."

Without a thought Tanya slipped into a full sprint with her sisters following. After a moment the Cullen's appeared beside them. They could see the sleek car on the road and knew that Edward was the one driving just by how smooth the vehicle moved at such a speed.

"They really think we won't follow?" Kate grinned evilly as the car crossed the treaty line.

Tanya didn't hesitate as she followed the vehicle down the road. A large black wolf appeared from the woods with two others on his heels, all focused on the it but vehicle was faster and soon it disappeared around a corner.

The sound of skidding tires and the smell of burning rubber filled the air as the car turned at top speed onto a dirt road, heading deeper into the woods surrounding the area. Crunching metal hurt everyone's ears as the car flipped and Tanya spotted two people standing in the middle of the dirt road. She skidded to a stop as Laurent and Bella stood shoulder to shoulder watching the vehicle slam into a tree before resting on its side.

"So when were you going to tell me?" Laurent asked.

Bella shrugged, "After I found out."

They both laughed and Tanya cleared her throat, "What's going on?"

Sam slipped out of the tree line with anger on his face, "They made it to the water."

Bella quickly limped to Tanya as the vampire eyed her carefully. "They didn't dose me enough I guess."

Carlisle shook his head, "Smells like chloroform." He quickly gave her the once over while Tanya watched.

"We have one other problem."

Tanya quickly pulled her mate into her arms, "What's that?"

"Victoria is coming. She's doing exactly what we thought. She's making a newborn army. Jacob and Edward were discussing it while they thought I was out. The plan was to get me out and then Victoria would move in with the army to kill at least some of you and distract the rest." She leaned against Tanya even more as the pain in her leg intensified.

Carlisle frowned at her, "Bella let me see your leg." She sat on the ground at Tanya's feet and pulled her pant leg up carefully. He sighed, "Your bones are already healing but I need to set it."

Sam knelt down beside her, "What's happening to her doc?"

"I believe the vampire venom that was left over from James has reacted to whatever Jacob did. Some of his blood may have mixed with hers the day he did this. The venom may have attached to it and is slowly changing her."

She shook her head at him, "Fine but into what exactly?"

He frowned, "I don't know but eventually the changes will be very noticeable to everyone."

Sam sighed heavily, "Bella tell Charlie your staying with us tonight." He stood and looked at Tanya, "Take her home and keep her there. We'll be over tonight and figure out a game plan."

Carlisle took Bella's hand and helped her stand, "Don't put pressure on it. Sam I appreciate the help."

"Jacob is as much to blame as Edward."

Bella reluctantly allowed Tanya to carry her as she ran at vampire speed back to the Cullen house. Carlisle set her broken leg, causing her to scream out in pain which nearly started a vampire war between him and Tanya. Afterwards she had the pleasure to watch the thousand year old vampire throw a temper tantrum about having to return to school so no one would suspect anything.

Esme began doting on her but she was too exhausted to really stop or thank her. Carlisle sat beside her on Tanya's bed, "Unfortunately all of this had forced our hand. I need to know what your choice is Bella."

"It has been and always will be to remain with all of you Carlisle. I choose Tanya, always and forever."

He smiled, "Just making sure." He frowned suddenly, "I'm not one hundred percent sure what is happening to you."

She nodded, "I know. I feel stronger than ever and I haven't felt very good either."

"Does your arm burn?" he asked curiously.

She shrugged, "Nothing like when James bit me but it does a little. I didn't think anything of it though."

He quickly began writing everything down and then busied himself with taking her temperature and asking all sorts of questions. Finally Esme reentered an hour later and shooed him out of the room leaving her to sleep.

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