A/N: These chapters are a little dark

It was October 2nd. Peter didn't really want to spend his last few days by doing everything he hasn't done. He's not that type of person anymore. Peter is now the quiet, keep-your-head-down, lonely, kid. There is no more joy in his life, no more fun. It's just empty.

Peter is currently at school, keeping his head down and hood over his face. Everyone bumps into him but he just keeps walking. Ned and MJ are irrelevant to him. He doesn't talk to them anymore. As for Flash, he noticed the change in Peter and only increased his bullying. Peter gets to class and sits in the back, like always. He doesn't look up or pay attention. Therefore, his grades drop. Forgetting to turn in assignments, and not doing homework, is also a factor to his below-average grades. The teachers don't even bother talking to him about it, cuz he just says the same thing "I'll do it next time."

Pepper is very observant. You'd think she has figured out that her son is not okay, but no. Well, yes. Kind of, she gives Peter glances and tries to talk to him, but it never works. Peter puts on a cheesy smile and says that he's all good.

Peter stopped going out as Spider-Man, his butt-kicking double life is over. Not because it got taken away, because he hung up the suit. Tony asked him about it. He just said he needed a small break. This happened 3 months ago. Everyone forgot about the crime-fighting-spider. Another reason why Peter isn't needed.

School ends and Peter goes home. He gets there and throws all the papers he got, like his homework and stuff, in the recycle bin. He looks over at his calendar, every date after October 4th is ripped off. Peter sits down and begins to write his goodbye/ suicide letter.

Dear Mom, Dad, and Morgan.

Hi. It's Peter. This is hard for me to write. You guys have been an amazing family. Don't feel guilty that you didn't know about this, it's not your fault. The only person that knew was Nat, and I made her not tell you. Life has been hard for me. I've lost my friends, my family, my double life, and I've lost myself. You all would be better of without me. You have Morgan. She is nice, smart, cool, and happy. That is definitely someone who would be super good at running Stark Industries. I want to firmly apologize to each of you.

Dear Dad, I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused as Spider-Man, and as your son. You deserve a son who is good, smart, works hard, and makes a name for himself. That's not me. I couldn't live up to your amount of greatness even if I tried. I had been the bad boy for a while, and you punished me for it. And that was fine. I understand why you did that now. I just wish you hadn't, not because of my pain, because of yours. You shouldn't have to do that, I disappointed you every time and didn't learn my lesson. I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused you.

Dear Morgan, It's your older brother. The one who taught you how to ride a bike. We always had a lot of fun together. But you probably want a better, stronger, more balanced, older brother. I'm not that. You are so amazing and happy. If only you could have passed on that happiness to me. I'm sorry for yelling at you when I was mad and getting annoyed at your happiness because I was jealous that you were happy and I wasn't. I'm sorry for not being the big brother you wanted.

Dear Mom, You brought me into this world. You have always fought every limb to keep me here. But the fighting needs to stop. You don't want me here as your son, I don't want me here either. You are so incredible and nice. I'm probably the last thing you wanted for a son. I'm a sad, lonely, horrible teenager who can't work out anything that comes his way. You have always made me feel like somebody but I now understand that I'm nobody. I'm sorry you had to waste all your time on me. I'm sorry for not being the son that you wanted.

I will forever and always be a Stark, just not one that is with you guys. I love you all with my heart, but it's over for me. Goodbye. family.

Goodbye, Peter Stark.

I put the pen back and hid the letter in a drawer. Goodbye family.