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Apologies for the LONG delay. There was a chapter all typed up and ready to upload a while ago, but my stupid computer decided to delete it and make me start again. *kicks computer* Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you all for a few months ago. Happy Valentines Day for next week, not that I can expect anything *grumbles* Happy reading, readers ^_^ This chapter's for Hollie, apologies if I spelt your name wrong but my e-mail's been changed, who cheered me up with her lovely e-mail ^_^
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Draco's eyes flickered open. He wasn't in his room. He wasn't in any room he recognised. And there was a ribbon attached to his wrist.
Propping himself up on his other elbow, he looked around. The remains of a magic circle, more ribbons, weapons, and-
"Granger? Hermione?" he asked cautiously, poking the sleeping girl. "Wake up!"
Hermione mumbled something and turned her back to him. He rolled his eyes.
"Granger, you're late for Arithmancy!"
Still no response. Draco shrugged. "Alright, fine, be late. Don't say I didn't warn you."
"Malfoy, I'm awake, okay? Just ignoring you." Hermione rolled over again to face the ceiling. She blinked.
"Please tell me we did not do what it looks like."
Draco smirked evilly. "As much as it tempts me to say yes, the answer is no."
"That's good." Hermione breathed a sigh of relief, and blinked as she remembered what had happened the night before.
"Oh."
Draco had got up and was wandering around the Room of Requirement. "Yes, I think 'oh' pretty much sums it up. About as much as hippogriffs could be described as 'occasionally bad-tempered'."
"That was your own fault, Malfoy. You provoked Buckbeak." Hermione sat up and watched Draco pick up some of the random objects provided by the room. "I'm going to go and find out about that spell she used. There's got to be a way to break it."
Draco, his back to Hermione, closed his eyes briefly and winced, as if he had been stung. "Why would you want to break it?"
Hermione got to her feet and dusted herself down. "Malfoy, I don't want anyone forcing me to be friends with you. Destiny can find another puppet; I just want a normal life." Wearily she headed for the door.
"We're meant to be together, Hermione. I know it sounds clichéd, but we are. Even if you can't accept that yet."
Hermione opened the door. "If I'm ever together with you, Malfoy, it'll be because I want to be, not because I'm being forced into it." She slammed the door shut behind her.
Draco sighed and put down what he was holding. "Then I'll have to make you want to be with me, Hermione."
~ * ~
"Madam Pince, is there a copy of Spells Binding available?" Hermione had searched the shelves, but couldn't find it. The clock on the wall showed that it was half past six. Plenty of time to do a little research.
"I'm
sorry dearie, but it's currently out with Ginny Weasley, I think." Madam Pince smiled approvingly at Hermione. The girl always
treated the books she borrowed with care and respect. Her
type of girl.
"Could you let me know as soon as she brings it back? It's important," said Hermione urgently.
"Of course." Madam Pince smiled again, but then frowned as an owl swooped into the Library.
"If that's yours, please don't let it near any of the books, and remove it as soon as possible," she said frigidly, going back into her office. Hermione scowled at the owl.
"I don't have any treats. You'll have to go to the Owlery."
She took the letter off the bird's leg and watched it fly away before reading
it.
Prefects,
It has been arranged that all students will go to Hogsmeade next week, to order their dresses for the arranged Halloween ball. There will be a meeting in Professor Dumbledore's office before tomorrow at 11:30 to discuss this. Please be punctual.
Professor M. McGonagall.
Hermione folded the letter neatly and put it in the pocket of her robes. 'I need a shower,' she thought desperately. 'And some time to think.'
Wandering out of the Library, she bumped into someone carrying a large, heavy book, knocking them to the ground.
"Oh, I'm sorry," she said automatically, looking down to see Ginny, who was
watching her with wide eyes.
"Hermione! Hello!" babbled Ginny. "Just returning this!" She tried to slide past Hermione, but Hermione's hand stopped her.
"Ginny," Hermione took a deep breath. "Why did you decide to do that last night?"
"Well," Ginny looked wretchedly away. "We just, we wanted to help you. You're
not exactly helping yourself, are you?"
Hermione stared at Ginny, eyes widening. "What do you mean?"
"You can't avoid it, Hermione. You're trying to run away, just like Harry used to try to do. He didn't want to be the Boy-Who-Lived, but he is, and he can't help it. Now he accepts it, he has a much happier life. You are meant to be with Draco Malfoy, you are meant to save us all. The sooner you accept it, the sooner you can have some normality back, the sooner you'll be happy again." Ginny took a deep breath. "I'm sorry Hermione, but if we have to force you to be with him, you will be happy. We may not like him, but we all care for you and want to see you happy."
Hermione shook her head. "No, I'm not meant to do anything," she whispered. "I'm just meant to be me."
"Denial isn't just a river in India-"
"Egypt," corrected Hermione automatically.
"-Whatever. It's not such a bad thing, you know. Get together with the hottest boy in the school, save the world, be happy? It's not bad at all. You'll see that, sooner or later." Ginny handed the book over. "I assume you were looking for this. There is no reversal of it, only to become friends and lose the need for insults and petty squabbles. I spent ages researching it. I'm not stupid."
"You could've fooled me," snapped Hermione, snatching the book away. "You're trying to control my life now?"
"No!" hissed Ginny back. "I'm trying to help you face up to your life!"
"Doesn't seem like it to me," growled Hermione. "Seems to me that you're just making me do what everyone else is doing, even Dumbledore. It's my life, and I'll do what I want to!"
"Do what you want then. But the Hermione we know- knew, would have researched everything she could about the Elementals before reacting, and would have thrown herself whole-heartedly into whatever was asked of her. Our Hermione doesn't give up." Ginny shrugged. "Think what you want of us. I don't want to argue with you." She turned and walked away from the Library, feeling Hermione's hurt glare on her back.
Hermione closed her eyes tightly. 'I don't know what is so hard about this. It just seems like a fairy tale. It can't be real, and it can't be happening to me. And it can't be happening with Draco Malfoy. We've always hated each other. At least, I've always hated him. If he's right, then he's always… loved me.' Even her thoughts were reluctant to accept the apparent truth.
'But, when I was young, I always thought magic, and witches and wizards, all belonged in a fairy tale. They are real enough, aren't they.' She started wandering back to the Prefects Common Room. 'And, Malfoy has been nice enough to me. He hugged me, didn't he? He made me feel better when I was upset. And apparently, he's saved my life. It just, I can't just accept it like that, and change all my feelings in an instant. I've always hated him. Hate doesn't turn to friendship that easily, and it definitely takes much longer to turn to love.'
"Phoenix Tail." The portrait swung open and she climbed through. An image of Draco, on the train, before he knew who he truly was, came back to her. Despite herself she smiled.
'He certainly knows how to get to a girl, anyway.'
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A shower and a cup of tea later, Hermione was curled up on her chair, trawling through the book. There were many, many types of magical bonds to be broken, and the one used by Ginny couldn't, unfortunately, be broken by any spell. A brief rush of pride flew through Hermione. 'I guess I taught Ginny too well when it comes to researching work.'
"Hello Hermione!" Hannah emerged from her room. "Breakfast in twenty minutes! Are you planning on missing all classes again, just to read that?"
"Hmm? Oh, of course not. I was just doing some research." Hermione snapped the book shut. "Which can wait. Did you get an owl from McGonagall this morning?"
"Yes, at the ungodly time of half six." Hannah rolled
her eyes and threw herself down into a chair.
Hermione slipped her feet into her shoes and stood up. "I have to check my homework." She slipped off to her room as Hannah switched on the television, flicking through the channels until she found something she liked. Hermione shut her door thankfully on the loud noises of a cartoon that came on.
'So, this means I'm stuck with it. At least the only effect is that we can't insult each other. Maybe if I avoid him, that'll-'
"No!" she shouted suddenly, panicking as Ginny's words came back to her. "She's right. Before, I would have worked at this. What's happened to me?" she asked her reflection.
"Looks like you're making mountains out of molehills, dearie," commented the
mirror. "And your hair looks wonderful this morning."
Brushing off the compliment, Hermione sat back. Thankfully, Charms was first, and she had already mastered the Simulacra Movete. 'Plenty of time to think before Transfiguration, unless Harry and Ron need help.'
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Draco entered the common room with a strange look on his face, ignoring Hannah, who was laughing over some Muggle program.
"Morning Malfoy!" she chirped happily. Draco nodded briefly and entered his room, searching for some clean robes.
"Bloody house elves!" he growled as dirty robes were all he could find. "Why aren't they doing their jobs right?"
"Master Malfoy, sir?" squeaked a high-pitched voice from the doorway. Draco turned to see Dobby, resplendent in what could only be described as a hideous pink jumper.
"Dobby! Why hasn't my laundry been done?" demanded Draco. Dobby shrunk back.
"Begging sir's pardon, but Master Malfoy has wards up and Dobby and Winky can't break them, sir," he babbled quickly. Draco stared and blinked.
"You always got through them at the manor."
"But Dobby is not at the manor, sir. Dobby is at Hogwarts."
Draco scowled and found his wand. "I'll set them to drop for one hour in the morning and one in the night. If you can't get everything done then, it makes you a bad house elf." He turned to the window and started muttering spells as Dobby removed his vibrantly yellow hat and twisted it nervously.
"Dobby!" The house elf flinched as someone else called his name. Large ears quivering, he turned in the doorway.
"Miss Hermione Granger!" he squealed happily. Apart from the never ending supply of hats he received from her, she was a regular in the kitchen to talk to both him and Winky; who was settling down rather well into her post after being forced to give up Butterbeer.
"How are you?" she smiled cheerfully.
"Dobby is well, Miss Hermione Granger. Dobby will come and see Miss Hermione Granger more often!"
Hermione sighed. "Dobby, how many times have I told you? Call me Hermione. You don't need to add my surname onto the end all the time."
"Yes, he does," corrected Draco. "He's a house elf, it's just the way he is. You can't change it."
"He can try," argued Hermione. Dobby said nothing, just started gathering up Draco's laundry.
"Master Malfoy, sir, Dobby shall return these as soon as possible!" He made his
way over to the fireplace. "Goodbye, Master Malfoy sir, and
Miss Hermione Granger!" He stepped into the fireplace and disappeared
with a crack.
"So that's how they get around the school!" Draco grinned; he had been trying to figure it out for six years. Finding a clean robe, he turned to Hermione.
"You're more than welcome to stay and watch," he winked, watching a blush that could rival a Weasley's rise in her cheeks, "but if you don't want to, could you close the door on the way out?"
"As if! Insufferable ferret!" he heard her hiss as she stormed out, ignoring the electricity caused by the binding and slamming the door behind her. Draco couldn't help but laugh as he slipped into his robes and started the hunt for a hairbrush.
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Hermione absently sipped her tea, engrossed in a thick book. The rather dowdy front cover proclaimed it to be Elementals: A Study Of.
"Good morning Hermione." Neville's rather shaky voice interrupted her, and she gave a small squeal, jumping back.
"Oh! Morning Neville." Hermione snapped the book shut
and she gave a bright smile. "How are you?"
"I'm fine, really," he said, sitting down. "But I was wondering if you could help me with that potion we were making? I think I got a zero again, and I need Potions to get a good job." He said this so miserably that Hermione gave in instantly.
"Of course I can. I'll come over to the common room tonight and go through it again," she said. "Just make sure you read through the section of the book that we were supposed to in class."
"Thanks Hermione," he smiled, relieved. Hermione gave him a cheerful grin back and, reaching for a piece of toast, opened her book again.
"Have you seen Harry and Ron this morning?" she asked casually, turning a page. Neville nodded.
"Yes, they should be here soon, I think."
"That's good." Hermione ran her finger down the contents page. Neville watched, hoping for a decent conversation, but Hermione was too engrossed in her book for such a thing.
There are eight main categories of Elementals. These are Fire, Water, Earth, Air, Ice, Healing, Light, and Royals. Although the last is more of a group than a specific element, the royal family of the Elemental people is placed into their own category.
The categories exist simply to enhance understanding of this mystical race. All Elementals have the ability to use all elements. However, they are born with their power lying in one element, and this determines their appearance. The various shades of hair and eye colour merely determine the strength of the Elemental. This ensures that no Elementals look alike, and yet can still be categorised with ease.
Fire Elementals are some of the most common Elementals. Fire Elementals all have a similar appearance. Red hair and red-brown eyes are their trademark.
Water Elementals are the second of the four most common types of Elementals. Their appearance is usually a vision of blue, often with hints of green.
Earth Elementals can be split further down into four categories (see chapter 14) and are the third most common category. Their features are green and brown, or other earthy colours.
Air Elementals are the last of the four largest groups. Their appearance is usually that of grey, pale colours, and often their eyes are a sky blue.
Ice, Healing and Light are not quite as large as the above four categories. They are a much rarer type. Ice is placed into its own category, as Ice Elementals have icy blue or silver hair and eyes, and the ability to control ice is extremely complicated. It has been argued that ice is not a true element; however all those arguing this were wiped out in a freak blizzard.
Healing Elementals have the ability to use all elements to heal others, and they are recognisable by their white and silver features. The Healers of the Elementals are led by Lady Lana, the White Maiden.
Light Elementals are much rarer again, having the ability to control the sunlight, and all other forms of light. They usually have blonde hair and pale eyes, often yellow-green.
The last group, the Royals, are simply the royal family of the Elementals. They have the ability to control all of the elements with much more power.
The crown of the Elementals is passed down through the females. The only time a male may rule is if circumstances are unavoidable. It is not known why it is the females who rule. Indeed, it is only one of the many secrets kept by the Elementals.
The appearance of the Royals is somewhat unique. They share the same eye colour – that of the Aurora Borealis, or the Northern Lights. For reasons unknown, this wonder of nature is extremely important to the Elementals. All females born into the Royal family are christened Aurora; being told apart by their middle names alone. Male Royals are often named after constellations or other celestial bodies.
Male Royals are usually born with pure blonde hair, to represent the light of the sun. They tend to have a somewhat pale appearance, whereas females have darker skin and midnight blue hair - representing the colour of the night sky in which the Northern Lights dance.
Hermione snapped the book shut with a small smile. 'That makes sense.' "Oh, good morning boys," she greeted as Ron and Harry sidled sleepily over to the Gryffindor table. "I just got this book out from the Library and it really is fascinating," she enthused, not noticing the confusion on the boys' tired faces.
"Hermione?" Harry waved his hand in front of her face cautiously. "You're not angry at us?"
Hermione's smile faded and she stared at them blankly.
"Of course I am. But what would be the point in arguing, putting us all through a few days or weeks of misery, and then making up?" she said in a matter-of-fact tone. "Besides, you can do me a favour now. Help me find more information on Elementals."
Ron gave a sigh of relief. "You're back to normal, then?" he asked, yawning. Hermione gave a bright smile.
"Let's just say that your little sister talks a lot of sense."
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"Good morning class!" chirruped a cheerful Professor Flitwick as the Gryffindors and Ravenclaws filed silently into the classroom. Only Hermione was awake enough to give a smile and return the greeting.
"Now then, settle down," he said idly, more from habit than anything else as the class stared sleepily at him.
"It's too early for Charms," groaned Ron quietly as he fidgeted in his seat next to Hermione.
"It's never too early for Charms, Mister Weasley," pointed out Flitwick with a smile. Ron paled and put his head down on the desk, ignoring the titters from Lavender and Parvati. "Now don't fall asleep Mister Weasley, you might miss what we're learning today."
"Yes, sir," came the muffled reply. Flitwick shook his head.
"Now class, today we'll be continuing our work on Household Charms. This week, we'll be studying the Simulacra Movete. Who can tell me what the charm does? Yes, Miss Granger?" he asked as Hermione's hand shot up, knocking Harry's glasses askew.
"The Simulacra Movete is a charm used to make Muggle pictures and photographs move in the same way that Wizard ones do," she responded promptly, in textbook fashion.
"Oh excellent, Miss Granger. Ten points to
Gryffindor!" Flitwick's voice squeaked as he
clapped his hands. "I see you've been doing your homework!"
Ron's head lifted slightly. "Homework? We had homework?" he whispered, panicked. Hermione shook her head. "No, but pay attention."
"Why? We can just copy off you," he grumbled, sitting up and staring blankly as Flitwick rambled about the various Household Charms that they had already learnt, and which were likely to pop up in the exam.
"Mister Potter." Harry started as Flitwick teetered dangerously on his pile of books to gaze sternly at him. "Can you give me an outline of the history of the Simulacra Movete?"
Harry stared back. "Um..." he started, stalling for time.
"Then I do suggest you listen," squeaked Flitwick again. "Mister Goldstein?"
"The Simulacra Movete was created in 1956 by a Hufflepuff here at Hogwarts," replied Anthony Goldstein eagerly, reminding Harry of Ernie Macmillan in the way he stuck his chest out and assumed a rather pompous air. "Helen Lowe was a Muggleborn witch in her seventh year. She wished to make the pictures of her Muggle family move without having to buy a Wizard camera, as at the time they were extremely expensive. She decided to create a simple spell for the Muggleborn students of Hogwarts to use instead of them having to pay for a camera. The Simulacra Movete, once completed, was a tad more complex than she had intended and so only students in the sixth and seventh year had the magical ability to cast it. Helen Lowe has been recorded in Hogwarts: A History as one of the smartest witches ever seen at Hogwarts, along with Andromeda Black, Lily Evans, and just recently, Hermione Granger."
Hermione gave a brief smile as her name was mentioned. 'That's the first I've heard of it. Maybe I should read the Revised Edition.'
"Oh well done Mister Goldstein. That was excellent. Take ten points!" Flitwick beamed at the class.
"Does he know an Everlasting Perky charm?" asked Ron in a low voice.
Harry stifled his laughter as they were instructed to take out their wands.
"Probably, Ron. It wouldn't surprise me."
"Hush!" snapped Hermione as she leant forward slightly, listening eagerly to Flitwick's instructions. Harry and Ron shared smiles. Whatever Ginny had said, it had worked. They had their Hermione back. The way she was acting now, it was as if she hadn't changed, as if she had never reacted so badly to the news. It was indeed odd that she had acted that way; but it was common knowledge how much she and Draco loathed each other. Perhaps that was why she had taken everything too awkwardly and in such a un-Hermione-like way.
"Here are some Muggle pictures for you to work on. Remember, that swish and flick movement is just as important in this charm as in wingardium leviosa. If you need help, call me over!" Flitwick Banished a picture to each desk for the various groups to work on.
"Hermione, are you going to show us how it's done?" teased Harry gently as Hermione looked from her wand, to the picture, and back again. The picture was one of Marilyn Monroe, one that Hermione had seen many times as her parents watched their favourite films.
"Of course," smiled Hermione, rolling up her sleeves. She pointed her wand at the picture and her face grew serious. Harry and Ron watched closely; not at how she was casting the spell, but at the pure concentration in her curiously coloured eyes. This was the Hermione they were used to.
"Simulacra Movete!" Hermione's command jolted them from their daydreams, and they watched as a silvery light outlined the figure in the Muggle photo. It faded, and the elegant figure of the famous star blew a kiss to the trio.
"Miss Granger did it again!" cheered Flitwick. "The first in the class to perform it, as always. Take another ten points for Gryffindor!"
Hermione gave a dazzling smile to Harry and Ron.
"Your turn," she said to Ron, who blanched again.
"What?" Ron looked at the photo. "I'll blow it up!"
"Of course you won't, you're competent enough to perform this charm. Just try, and watch your pronunciation."
"Fine," grumbled Ron as another photo was sent flying to their table. "If it blows up, you'll have to put the fire out."
Hermione smiled sweetly and pointed to the photo. Ron rolled his eyes and pointed his wand at the picture, this time one of the Beatles.
"Simulacra Movete!" he commanded in what he hoped was an authoritative tone. A silvery light outlined the picture, and he watched hopefully. The light grew brighter and brighter, and the three ducked in panic.
The explosion rocked the classroom.
"Ronald Weasley!" Hermione sat back up and brushed strands of midnight hair from her face. "How on earth did you manage to blow up the photo?!"
Ron shrugged and wiped dust from his face. "It's a talent?"
~ * ~
Harry sighed.
There weren't many things that could make Harry sigh like this. After fighting Voldemort more times than he cared to remember, not many simple things caused him to despair for humanity.
However, Hermione and Ron fighting was always a reason to despair.
"Can't you two just stop for once?" he asked desperately, but his voice was drowned out by Ron.
"Just because I'm not as good at Charms as you are doesn't mean that I'm completely useless!" hollered Ron. Harry noticed that several first years were watching, fascinated. The older Gryffindors, who had had more experience at the somewhat famous fights between the two, were hiding behind chairs and under tables.
"Well why do you always need me to help you pass?" shouted Hermione back. "You're completely incapable of writing your own notes and doing your own homework! What would you do if I wasn't here?"
"I'm not incapable; I've been coping pretty well for the past few weeks while you've been wrapped up in your own little world because you couldn't accept the facts! If everyone reacted like you did, You-Know-Who would be ruling by now! Imagine if Harry went into his own little world every time he fought You-Know-Who! He'd be dead by now, and so would we all!"
"Don't you drag me into this!" called Harry, but again he went
unnoticed as Hermione clenched her fists and advanced on Ron, hissing.
"I don't see you doing anything to save the world, Ronald, and I don't see you even trying to support me. It took your younger sister to bully you into doing something to help! What does that tell me, hmm? It tells me that you didn't care!"
"Don't ever tell me that I don't care, Hermione, I care more than you know! You've just never noticed because you've been so absorbed in your precious books-"
"My 'precious' books have saved your life lots of times, Ron, don't you forget that!" spat Hermione back. The watching Gryffindors retreated to the stairs of the dorms, watching fearfully.
"Ten Galleons on Granger," whispered a fourth year. Harry whipped around.
"Accept that bet and I'll quite possibly kill you," he said calmly. The fourth year gulped and hurried up the stairs under the emerald gaze.
"You're so damn predictable!" Ron snapped. "I struggle with one spell and you put on your oh-so-righteous act straight away! Run to the Library every time you get a problem, don't ever assume that perhaps one of us can help, or that there's another way other than treating me and Harry like bloody children!"
"Ron, I can't believe how self-centred you're being!" screamed Hermione. "I was trying to help you; there was absolutely no need to start shouting because you can't cast a simple spell!"
"There was no need for you to start getting angry because I'm a little slower than you are! We're not all super geniuses, Hermione." Ron's voice dripped sarcasm. "We can't all make fire and water and all that stuff. We've not all had life-changing revelations over the summer. I'm sorry if we can't sympathise with your greatly superior self."
Hermione stiffened, and her head lowered, allowing her hair to cover her face.
"There's no talking to you when you're in this mood." Her voice was steady. "When you've calmed down and realised that I was trying to help, you know where I am." She turned and pushed past Harry, heading for the portrait between the Gryffindor common room and the Prefects.
"Hermione, wait!" Ron's eyes widened as his temper calmed down. He ran after her and went to put his hand on her shoulder. "I didn't mean-"
"Touch me and I'll do very inventive and painful things to your spleen,
Ronald Weasley. Leave me alone." Hermione whispered the password and
disappeared through the portrait. Silence, pure silence, descended upon the
common room.
"Ron, mate, leave her for a bit to calm down." Harry was the first to speak. No one moved. "Fancy a game of chess?" He got no answer. "Ron!"
Ron turned around, defeated. "Yeah, alright."
Whispers started as the Gryffindors returned to the common room. That had been the worst fight between Ron and Hermione, ever.
"I think it's because he's an Aries," commented Lavender quietly. "Stubborn." Parvati nodded, and the two discussed the Divination behind Gryffindor's Golden Trio.
~ * ~
The prefects looked up as Hermione sprinted through the common room and into her room, slamming the door.
"Hermione, we've been looking everywhere for you!" called Katie.
"Hannah had a brilliant idea for the dance in the summer!"
"I don't care!" Hermione shouted back. Hannah got to her feet and walked cautiously over to the door, knocking gently.
"Hermione, what's wrong?"
"Nothing! Go away!" Draco raised an eyebrow as the sobs now emanating from the room corrected Hermione's words.
"I'm going to speak to Harry and Ron about this," said Katie firmly, getting up. "She was back to her old self today. They must have said something to upset her."
"Most probably," said Terry, getting up and summoning his broom. "Roger, can we go out and hit a few Bludgers around? I'm not good in sensitive situations."
"I'll get my broom." Roger ran upstairs, ignoring the glares from Hannah and Katie. Draco was sitting, merely staring at Hermione's door.
"You insensitive git!" scolded Hannah. "Hermione needs support, and you go to play Quidditch? Men!" she huffed indignantly.
"Hermione, come on, let me in," she coaxed gently. Hermione gave an exasperated scream.
"Touch the door with anything, even a spell, and I'll kill you!" she yelled through the door. It glowed briefly as some form of spell was cast on it.
"Perhaps we should leave her to it," commented Hannah, pale as she turned and disappeared into her own room, throwing a disapproving glance as Roger ran back down the stairs.
Draco was completely unaware of what was going on around him. All he knew was sadness. Tears were flooding his eyes, and he was struggling to contain them.
'Hermione... I have to be with her, now,' he thought desperately. 'And then I'll kill Pothead and that bloody Weasel.'
A raw anger was flowing through him, pure, animalistic rage. How could they make her cry like that? She loved them, Merlin knows why. How could they treat her like this? Draco put his hand to his chest and closed his eyes, attempting to regain control.
'What was all that about?' he thought as he managed to come to his senses, not noticing the receding cries from Hermione's room. The loud thud that followed, however, was noticed by everyone.
"Sounds like she's angry," commented Hannah from her room. "Perhaps we should leave her calm down?"
'Screw that,' thought Draco angrily, but muttered a "Whatever" and walked into his room, closing the door. Throwing himself down on his bed, he cast his eyes around his room, wondering how to reach Hermione. His eyes closed again, and an idea popped into his mind.
"Why didn't I think of that before?" he wondered aloud, sitting up and searching for his cloak. He couldn't leave Hermione alone with her anger a minute longer. 'She might do something stupid.'
~ * ~
Hermione's head was buried in her pillow. A darker patch indicated where her tears had fallen just moments previously, and the shards of glass where the mirror had been.
She didn't understand why she had reacted so angrily. It wasn't logical to smash the mirror; it wasn't what she would have done. Ron had every right to say what he had; after all, she'd neglected both him and Harry by overreacting over the summer, pushing them away.
'They didn't deserve that,' she told herself, lifting herself up on her elbows. 'But they didn't understand. Harry should have known what it's like to find out that you're something different, someone totally different to what you've always known. Ron should have tried to understand. But they just couldn't. It's harder, the older you get, to change your ways. Harry was eleven when his world turned upside down. I'm sixteen. There's a big difference. For one thing, Harry's life turned out to be better. When I found out, nothing seemed to be good.'
Dropping herself again, she let her arm fall over the side of the bed, gently stroking the soft carpet. 'But now... I'm not so sure. I feel a lot more confident about myself, I mean, I'm so much prettier! And knowing that I have these... these powers, it makes me feel stronger. I don't need books to understand these; they're a part of me, mine to command. It makes me feel... I don't know. Unique, I guess. But at first, before I understood myself, I saw them as alien. People have always viewed me as a bookworm, a Mudblood know-it-all. Finding out that I'm a Pureblood, an Elemental, finding out who my father is- no! I can't handle that, not yet.'
Hermione realised she had been holding her breath, and let it out, gasping for air. Her head felt faint at the mere thought of being the child of Tom Riddle, the slightest hint that he was her father. She hadn't said anything about it to anyone; it was her secret, the skeleton in her closet. Oh she'd thought about it, plenty of times, but who could she tell? Harry? He had fought Voldemort many times, he was destined to kill him. Ron? Ron would disown her, would loathe her - would he? She couldn't risk it. Dumbledore already knew, after all, he had been the one who saved her from becoming a Death Eater.
Something Harry had once said came back to her. It had been after a meeting with Dumbledore, Harry had revealed that the Sorting Hat wanted to put him in Slytherin. She had been frightened, knowing that if he had been Sorted there, then there was only one fate for him.
'It's our choices that make us who we are, not our apparent destinies. We choose to be good or bad, we choose life or death. And once those choices are made, they can never be reversed.'
It was moments like those, she reflected, that showed just how strong, how intelligent Harry truly was. She suspected that in those moments, his mother shone through.
'I chose the light. I chose good. I can choose whether I want to be my father's child, or whether I'll make my mother proud. And after my past choices, there's only one possibly path I can take. But, it'll just take some time to get to grips with, that's all.'
Another thought struck her, returning to her earlier musings. 'I'm sure that Draco Malfoy can also be a good thing. He's been nothing but nice to me since he found out who I am, since he revealed that he... loved me. God knows why he started singing. Perhaps it was because of the spell I put on him last year. I guess he learnt his lesson though. Maybe now it's time for me to try and be nice to him.' She gave a wry smile. 'It's not like you can insult him. Ginny's seen to that.' She gave a sigh. 'I owe that girl.'
Hermione became aware of a small breeze blowing through the room. At some point during the night the window had been opened, and a light wind had picked up. She stared at the window - and almost passed out.
"Take a picture, it'll last longer," smiled Draco, swinging his leg idly as he made himself comfortable on the windowsill.
Hermione quickly put her hands to her face, aware that she was a tear-stained, red-faced wreck. She thanked the gods that it was dark, and then took a deep breath.
"Draco, what are you doing?"
Draco started slightly as she used his first name - willingly.
"I came to see if you were alright," he said, jumping to the floor and leaning back against the window. "Obviously you are, now."
Hermione tilted her head to one side. "You were worried about me?" she asked, amused. Draco looked away.
"Perhaps."
"Yes you were!" Hermione gave a small laugh. "Admit it, go
on."
"Alright." Draco shrugged and gave her a lady-killer smile. "I was worried about you."
Hermione gave him a long, appraising glance, and then patted the bed beside her.
"You can sit down, I don't bite," she teased. Draco gave her a concerned look.
"What happened to you? This morning you were after my blood, all... 'grr-argh-kill'," he finished, unable to think of a proper word.
Hermione shrugged and gestured to the bed again. "I've been thinking. And I've only just realised how stupid I've been."
"You haven't been stupid." Draco crossed the room and sat down beside her. "You reacted in the only way you knew. You didn't have anyone to help."
Hermione's smile softened. "Thanks, but I was stupid. I should have researched first, like I normally do. I should have talked to Harry and Ron about it, but they-"
"-Can't understand." He finished her sentence for her. "Because they don't know what it feels like, to have this power inside of you, to have your life change, all your goals and dreams shatter. Well, Potter should be able to understand, but he's an idiot."
Hermione stared at Draco. "You understand?" She paused, and then hit her head in frustration. "Of course you do! There I go again, acting stupid. You've been through the exact same thing, and yet you didn't go insane. I'm so stupid." Tears sprung to the corners of her eyes as the guilt she felt at being so nasty to Draco threatened to overwhelm her.
"Don't cry, please!" panicked Draco. "You're not stupid, and I don't blame you for being so weird towards me. I made your life hell, remember?" He hesitated, and then covered Hermione's hand with his. "Don't cry."
"I'm sorry," hiccupped Hermione, staring at their hands. "I'm just so emotional lately. I can't understand why."
Draco, inwardly pleased that she hadn't pulled her hand away, tightened his grip on her hand and lifted it to cover it with his other hand. "Please, Hermione, don't blame yourself. Everyone makes mistakes. You can't let them ruin your life. Nobody blames you. Whatever Weasley said, it was probably when he was angry. I doubt he meant it. Potter's too soft to blame you. And I definitely don't hate you or blame you or anything. Everything you did, you did to protect yourself and everyone you cared about, right?"
Hermione sniffed and nodded, confused.
"Exactly. Nobody can ever blame you for wanting
to keep everyone safe. And if Potty and Weasel say anything, just tell
me." Draco's face was serious, but a smile played at the corner of his
lips as he thought over what he could do to the two boys. "I'll deal with
them."
"Thank you." Hermione wiped her eyes with her free hand. "I'm sorry."
"What for?"
Hermione turned to meet Draco's gaze. "For being so horrible to you."
Draco shrugged. "It's okay," he said softly, thanking every deity he could think of for making it dark. If she could see him blushing...
"It's not okay." Hermione took another deep breath, and then brought her other hand up to Draco's. "I was so nasty, I didn't even give you a chance. Can you." She looked away from his gaze. 'This is it, Hermione. Time to start over. Think of it as a test that you have to pass.' "Can you forgive me?"
Draco looked startled. "What for?" he asked again.
Hermione bit her lip anxiously. "For not giving you a chance?" she asked hesitantly, so quietly that Draco had to lean in to hear. 'Please let me be choosing the right thing.'
"You silly- Gryffindor!" Draco gave a small laugh, somehow managing to turn 'Gryffindor' into a term of endearment and an insult. "Of course I forgive you."
A relieved smile crossed Hermione's face and she collapsed gratefully, falling to lean against Draco.
"Thank you," she said again, ignoring the part of her that was screaming, 'This is wrong, you shouldn't be doing this, you shouldn't be nice to him!' This was her choice to make. 'I choose to make things better.'
Draco's eyes were wide as he stared down at the top of Hermione's head. 'Wow. What did they put in the pumpkin juice this morning?' he wondered, completely confused at Hermione's behaviour. 'Either that or maybe she's had PMS for the past few weeks. Whatever it is, I think I like this Hermione better.'
Hermione closed her eyes, briefly wondering what in the world she was doing. This was Draco Malfoy, who had made her life hell for five years. Draco Malfoy, who had bullied and belittled her for not understanding her. Draco Malfoy, who at every available opportunity had tried to get her and two of her friends expelled.
Draco Malfoy, who had saved her life many, many times - if his word could be trusted. Draco Malfoy, who had been nothing but nice to her since the start of term - with a few exceptions. Draco Malfoy, who claimed to love her.
Draco Malfoy, who she was bound to by blood for eternity.
Draco Malfoy, her soul mate.
Hermione had never been so scared in all her life. Knowing that Harry was fighting Voldemort, facing down Dementors herself, being in the presence of Death Eaters; nothing was as scary as this. What had she done? 'What I had to do,' she reminded herself. 'What I chose to do.'
Draco untangled his hands from Hermione's, and very gently, placed them around her. Hermione blushed, her analytical mind running through her next choices. She took in an almost unnoticeably deep breath, having made up her mind.
"Draco?" Her voice was quiet.
Draco looked down. Hermione was inches away from him, in his arms - almost like his dreams.
"Yes?" he asked, just as quietly. Hermione's eyes locked onto his.
"This doesn't change anything," she said with a half smile. Draco, confused, opened his mouth to ask, 'What?' but got distracted as Hermione's lips met his.
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Well, that's a nice place to leave it. Six pages longer than normal too! ^_^
I'm well aware that you might well kill me for this - but if you kill me, you'll never find out what happens, or what's going through Hermione's head. (We all know what's going through Draco's head = Hermione :P)
Be aware, before reading review thanks, that it's 8.46am, I've got college in half an hour and have just had about 3 hours sleep. Oh, and am insanely hyper from finishing this before I got into college. Wooties for me!
Thanks go to Cyropi, who has uploaded her amazingly wonderful fic Fallen and is in to chapter 5 already. Well, chapter 4 and a prologue. You rock, Freda!
Before I give thanks for reviews, I'd like to thank the people who flamed for taking the time out of their oh-so-busy schedule to flame me. *lives by the saying 'You only know you're famous when you get flames.'* I think Kerbi and SycoCallie are having a bad effect on me...
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Tonnocal - Wow, long-ish review. Long reviews make me happy. All reviews make me happy, but long reviews are nice too. I'll try to answer the questions now. *ahem* 1) Blood binding gives Draco and Hermione a bond, which will be important and more complicated in later chapters but for now is just a spell to help them become friends. The spell that was used is one that makes enemies become friends (and possibly more) by preventing them from fighting and insulting each other. And the Fidelius charm? Draco's been brought up by Lucius to learn and use Dark Arts. He's powerful. Plus he's clever, and an Elemental which is useful for explaining away little things. This is as close to an explanation as I can give at the moment, but there'll probably/hopefully be a longer explanation in a later chapter.
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Dragoness Kaei - Yeah I know the makeover thing is a typical Mary Sue feature, but this is essential to the part of the plot that involves Elementals. In other words, the entire plot, lmao. Hopefully this chapter explained the reason behind that, and also revealed her eye colour (I have an unhealthy obsession with astronomy.) Her attitude wasn't so much new, as defending the old Hermione. Again hopefully, starting with this and the next chapter, we see more of the old Hermione. See, the way I figure it is that she overreacts (probably due to hormones) and then when she realises how stupid she's been, she reverts right back to the old Hermione with one or two flare-ups of temper - like at Ron. Whoo, it felt good to ramble like that. Thanks, is what I meant to say ^_^;
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WHOO that's a lot of thanks. Snuggles to everyone who reads and can't be bothered to review or hates it and doesn't want to! *has just come back from Mentoring which was fun* I'll try not to wait so long before updating (code for: expect the next update in a few months unless you get very lucky.) Coursework is almost over, but then exams are upon me and panic stations are manned. There should be a few updates in the summer holidays, which should be good. Until then, then!