Silver-Kitsune Kazeko: Sorry for not updating in a while.I was
working/finding on my website, and I just need to make some avatars for my
site ^^!!
Thank you for the following reviewers:
Luen-chan, Yaoishojo, Silver, Mistress of the Darkness
I hope I can get more reviews ^^!! If you know the show, "Whose Line is it Anyway?" Visit one of my Shaman King style of it and one by Des ^^!! Hers is really good ^^!!
This is probably the last chapter, cause I'm running out of ideas, and I decided not to do the Lyserg + Ren thing..too weird, and it's a bad approach..
~*~
The Lost Angel I Found
By: Silver-Kitsune Kazeko
~*~Recap~*~
Yoh opened the door to Ren's room, and saw everything was neat and clean. He laid Ren on the couch for a while, and then he unpacked his CD player and headphones so he can sleep through the wonderful music when he actually goes to sleep.
Yoh picked up Ren and walked to another room, which he remembered was Ren's room, and he laid him there. Yoh placed the covers over Ren's shoulders and then he sleep next to him. Yoh placed his arms around Ren, holding him hold that he felt like he wants to be with Ren for the rest of his life.
~*~END OF RECAP~*~
Chapter 4: Jealousy arrives?
~*~
The next morning, Yoh woke up to find that Ren was still sleeping.
"Aa..Ren is still sleeping..I have to wake him up to tell him that I have to stay over at his place for a while.."
Yoh looks at Ren and he looked at Ren carefully. He reached out to Ren's hair and stroke the silky hair, though it helped made Ren's hair sharp. Yoh started to turn red when he saw how close he got to Ren during the night. He knew he should move a little bit farther from Ren, but his body wasn't obeying.
Yoh started thinking that maybe he shouldn't obey his family's wishes and be with the one he knew that he would love forever.
'If only that would be very simple to do...I wondered when Ren will wake up..I still have to tell him that I have to stay at his place for a few days..or until I find my own place to live for now..'
Yoh moved his arms down around Ren's shoulders, and pulled the rest of his body closer to himself, and then he felt something that he never felt with Anna.
His body's temperature was rising, though he isn't sick. His chest was burning with desire, and his body felt like it was really warm and flushing.
'Hm..today's Sunday..I wondered what will happen tomorrow at school..hope Ren isn't after something..though I do felt that I went a little too hard with the rejection..'
Yoh looked at Ren's face and was going to lean closer to kiss him, but he didn't want any trouble from either Anna or Ren. Though, Yoh was very tempted to kiss him, but Yoh can't understand why.
Yoh planted a soft kiss, because of his urge, and doesn't want to wake up Ren. He felt some great feelings inside of him until he decided to break the kiss. Yoh got up from the bed and then checked Ren's temperature. It felt normal, luckily for Yoh. He walked to the mini kitchen and then he decided that he would try to cook something good for Ren and himself.
~*~When Ren wakes up~*~
Ren woke up and there was a special feeling lingering from his mouth.
'Feels like something kissed me or someone..wait a minute!! Aren't I supposed to be dead? I can't stand living if I know that someone I love belongs to someone else.'
Ren got up from bed and smelt something cooking in the kitchen..though he doesn't cook everyday..neither does Jun..
Ren went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face. He thought about some things, and then he started to wonder who was at his place, since he saw some bags next to his bed.
He looked who's at the kitchen, and he can't believe it's actually Yoh, the one who broke his heart by saying that he's engaged to Anna and supposed to be with Anna for the rest of his life.
"Yoh..why are you in my apartment?"
Yoh turned around, and saw the conscious Ren now. He saw a glimpse of light gold in Ren's eyes, and he began to fall for Ren again.
"Simple, Anna kicked me out for a few days, and I found you at the waterfall, so I just decided to take you to your place."
"You know that we're not together anymore, so I expect you to not go all weird on me again...you act different when I'm around you and when you're around others.."
"Ren.."
"I'm going to go out for a walk, respect my privacy and don't follow me!"
"But.."
"JUST DON'T FOLLOW ME!"
Yoh saw the depth of Ren's eye, and the light gold iris of his eyes turned to dark yellow. Ren abruptly got to the front door and slammed the door, leaving Yoh stunned and thinking that Ren's going to go suicide again.
'I have to follow him! I can't have him killing himself again. If he does die this time...I can't let him die! My life will be meaningless once again...'
Yoh took the food from the counter he made, and put it in the backpack he brought with him. Yoh knew that Ren didn't eat anything, so he knew if he saved Ren, he would be hungry.
Yoh knew that Ren didn't want him to follow, but he feels a little guilty letting Ren off just like that. Yoh opened the door and then locked the door from behind.
~~To Where Ren is~~
Ren ran down the streets out of the apartment building, and he took a short cut to the same waterfall, but he knew he's going to have to go to the other side of the waterfall to avoid Yoh catching him. Luckily, he didn't show Yoh that way to the waterfall, and hopefully Yoh didn't learn the short cut to the waterfall.
'I can't have Yoh around me anymore. I have to end it soon, or I'll regret seeing Yoh and other people and not having him by me.'
As soon as he got to the waterfall area, he quickly ran into the small cave he found a few days ago before Yoh broke up with him, while going to tell him about the cave. If he knew that Yoh didn't love him (his thinking, not reality! WAKE UP REN!!), he wouldn't have spent sooo much time into making the cave into a shrine just for the two of them.
"I guess it was a big waste of time doing this..and it was for love too.."
He stood in front of the cave entrance, and then he knew it was now or never.
~~~ YOH ~~~ (don't you hate me for changing views X_X)
Yoh finally caught up with Ren, and saw him take a different way around the waterfall.
'When in the world did he learn to take this way? It's sooo long!'
Yoh deliberately run a little faster, trying to not lose track of Ren and not making sounds around the two.
He saw Ren stopped in front of an entrance to somewhere and behind the waterfall.
~~ Both Ren and Yoh ~~
Ren put his hand into the waterfall, feeling the water rushing down. He felt somewhat sad that his feelings were a waste, and that Yoh is better off with someone else besides him, since he was evil before Yoh actually changed him.
'I'm grateful that Yoh taught me that humans aren't bad, and I'm glad that I was his lover for a small time, and now, let me rest in peace.'
Ren was about to step into the waterfall and fall, but something grabbed him and fall down on a patch of grass next to them.
Ren felt the person holding him onto the ground, and then he looked up to the face and apparent it was...Yoh!
"Yoh! Get off of me and let me die already!"
"Don't be mean! You can't die too.."
"And why not?"
"Ren..it was my mistake that cost our relationship..I shouldn't have listened to Anna, and she kicked me out of my house anyway too. Will you ever forgive me?"
(Kind of OOC for Yoh, but hey! It's fanfiction! Ren can be odd too^^ Nah, nah, I'll try to keep him in character without complete OOC-ness.)
"I can't forgive you yet, Yoh!"
"I'm going to just get our breakfast from the bag. Stay where you are!"
"What would you care if I didn't stay!"
"Can't you just listen to me for once?"
"You and your rotting decisions! You should have let me die right then and there for crying out loud!"
"I can't just leave you! There are some..well..someone who loves you!"
"And who the hell could that be?"
"Anoo..Jun would!"
"She's in no need of me now! She's busy back at China, and one thing is.WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT ME AS A BROTHER? YOU KNOW THAT NO ONE LIKES MY BEHAVIOR AND MY LIFE!"
"But Ren!"
"You know Yoh that no one else loves me, so why bother living!"
"Cause.."
Yoh began to realize that he feel something longing for Ren. He place his hand to his heart, and then he thought harder.
'Did I actually love Ren? I didn't think I would be gay..especially now! But..my heart is longing for Ren..and now I think I need him now more than ever..since Anna kicked me out..and I have a feeling that she loves someone else. I think now..after all these weird trials, I'm beginning to think that..Ren is all I ever needed.'
~Disclaimer: I do not own "Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You" by Glenn Medeiros. This part will be having the lyrics..so try not to confuse yourself ^^~
b// If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong ///b
"Ren..you're my only love."
"Then explain about Anna."
"There's nothing to explain about Anna except that my parents forced me to become Anna's fiancée."
"You should have rebel against them before now..or we wouldn't be in this trouble."
There was silence in the air for a short while.until..
"You're right Ren. I should have done that long ago."
"There's nothing you can do about it now."
b// Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you ///b
"Who said there's nothing I can do about it?"
"How can you rebel against them now when you could have long ago!"
"Love will lead the way Ren, and you're the love I need to do it."
"Why do you need me?"
"I don't want to live without you."
b// Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love ///b
"Just face the facts Yoh! You can't make me love you!"
"Ren..you should know how much I love you, and how much that I can't lose you!"
"Well.get a better life for all I care!"
"I..just..can't move on without you there with me...What's *sniff* wrong with *sniff* that?"
Yoh began letting tears sliding down his face. He didn't care if Ren thinks he's weak..he's just suffering from the sorrow inside of him.
b// Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you ///b
Ren looked at Yoh carefully, and then he saw the tears falling freely.
"Ren..there's *sniff* nothing I..can *sniff* do about..*sniff*me loving someone..*sniff*."
Ren didn't feel like talking, and he began to feel himself trembling by just staring at Yoh.
"I can't let..*sniff* you walk *sniff*..*sniff* out of my *sniff* life..just like that *sniff*."
Ren can't stand the sniffling Yoh's making, and he began to feel all the guilt running through him..He just can't believe Yoh was admitting all of these things for a long time.
b// If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too ///b
"Ren--"
"Yoh..just stop crying! You're making me die of guilt just seeing you like this!"
Yoh can't help but feel a little down and more depress by the tone of Ren's heart.
'Ren sure does sound so selfish..but I can't help that he can't return the love he built so hard in the past..and I was too blind to see it.'
"Yoh..don't cry for crying out loud! You're killing me by looking all depress! Stop crying and cheer yourself up and look for someone else more worthy for yourself!"
Yoh can't believe after all this, Ren thinks he's not worthy of Yoh's hospitality..
"Ren.*sniff* it was me..who wasn't worthy for you! *sniff, sniff* Why can't you just *sniff* be with me when you love me!"
b//..*skipping to last verse since the rest of the middle is the silence.*
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you ///b
"Ren.."
"Yoh.just go look for someone else---!!"
Yoh can't help the urge to shut Ren up, so he can't resist the urge and he planted a very deep kiss on Ren's lips.
'His lips taste so sweet..like sweet mangoes and apple mixed together..Ren got some mouth to kiss everyday!'
Yoh didn't felt Ren pulling back, nor responding. He waited a while for Ren to respond, but he thought that now Ren wouldn't respond.
Ren, on the other hand, was in complete shock by the kiss. Ren imagined Yoh's lip to taste very sweet like strawberries and cherries, but the new sensation is even better than his imagination. He figured if Yoh's lips were on his for a long time, he would be the happiest man alive. He felt Yoh pulling away a little, and then he realized something.
No matter how much he wants Yoh to be happier with someone else, Yoh would be miserable, and he wouldn't taste those sweet lips for a long time.or possibly never.
Ren finally decided to return Yoh's affection, after trying to delay Yoh for a long time. Yoh was just about to pull away, since he doesn't want Ren to be uncomfortable, but he suddenly felt something he wouldn't have imagined.
Yoh was silently in his head thanking Ren for being with him now, and he needed someone by his side more than ever now.
Ren continue to kiss Yoh mercilessly and tasting the sweet flavors of Yoh's mouth. He couldn't have imagination all these wonderful sensations he is feeling now, and he knows that it's reality.
Ren and Yoh needed oxygen, so Ren broke the kiss and breathe in and out while looking down. There was silence in the air when they were breathing, thinking about what the other would say or do.
Yoh can't stand the silence, so he broke it.
"Ren..did you mean it?"
Ren was slightly confused, so he asked Yoh, "What do I mean what?"
"Do you put meaning into that kiss?"
"I-I---I think it---has meaning.."
"I wouldn't have liked it if you just did it for some awful reason just to hurt me."
"Yoh..I can't hurt you..but I shouldn't be with you.."
"Ren, I don't care if you're impure or have an awful past! I love you for who you are, and I can't live a day without you by my side..can't you see that?"
"I just wanted the best for you Yoh, and I can't help to feel that I will ruin your life later on if we stayed together."
There was silence for a moment, and Yoh continued to have a conversation.
"If you want the best for me, you can at least let me know what you feel towards me! I have loved you for sooo long, and I was blind to see that until I almost lost you when you almost committed suicide."
Yoh had tears in his eyes. The tears were tears of sadness, and Ren hated to see Yoh be like this. He continued to talk and the sadness made his voice a little scratchy, so it was so painful for Ren to see this side of Yoh.
"I almost lost you..and I would have made the biggest mistake in my life..and I should have rebel against my family when I was younger so I don't have to have an engagement with Anna..I was too---"
Ren had to stop making Yoh talk, so he did the only thing that had came into his mind. He quickly grabbed Yoh's shoulder and pulled Yoh's body towards his, and Yoh's mouth to reach his.
Ren kissed Yoh with a lot of emotions, and he isn't confused about his feelings now. He knows now that Yoh needs him, and he needs Yoh, too.
Yoh replied back, and they were rejoicing every moment they have.
Ren suddenly remembered the little shrine he had for Yoh, but he didn't want to break the kiss, so he would tell Yoh after Yoh's lips stop tasting sooo sweet.
After a few moments, Yoh and Ren broke the kiss and breathe for the fresh air around them, and letting each other go for a moment.
"I have something to show you Yoh..follow me if you think you trust me."
"I'll trust you and I trust you now."
Ren stood up and helped Yoh up also, since Yoh wanted Ren to help him out. Ren led Yoh into the cave, and light the place up with some of the lovely strawberries candles he had in store in case he did accept Yoh into his life.
The cave was beautiful, and Yoh knows that Ren put a lot of effort into the cave.
"It's wonderful Ren."
"It's not as beautiful as you Yoh, and you're the greatest thing that ever happened to me in my life..thank you for making me realize that.."
"You're welcome, and you're the greatest thing that happened to me too."
The boys were side-by-side, turning towards the direction of the sundown, and the mixtures of colors filling the sky.
Yoh knows that the lost angel he found..is Ren....
"I will never let you go out of my life, Ren."
"And I will stay by your side forever, Yoh."
Yoh and Ren looked up into the sky, and the wind blew the leaves into clouds above.
'Ren is..'
'The Lost Angel I Found..'
Yoh and Ren sat side-by-side, looking at the horizon, kissing sweetly and living peacefully forever and more..
~~The End~~
Silver: Sorry for the very late update! This is the last chapter! And I'm happy that this is very long ^^
Thank you all you reviewers!! Keep reading Yoh + Ren fanfics! They're awesome to read, and they're my favorite couple for this anime ^^
Thank you for the following reviewers:
Luen-chan, Yaoishojo, Silver, Mistress of the Darkness
I hope I can get more reviews ^^!! If you know the show, "Whose Line is it Anyway?" Visit one of my Shaman King style of it and one by Des ^^!! Hers is really good ^^!!
This is probably the last chapter, cause I'm running out of ideas, and I decided not to do the Lyserg + Ren thing..too weird, and it's a bad approach..
~*~
The Lost Angel I Found
By: Silver-Kitsune Kazeko
~*~Recap~*~
Yoh opened the door to Ren's room, and saw everything was neat and clean. He laid Ren on the couch for a while, and then he unpacked his CD player and headphones so he can sleep through the wonderful music when he actually goes to sleep.
Yoh picked up Ren and walked to another room, which he remembered was Ren's room, and he laid him there. Yoh placed the covers over Ren's shoulders and then he sleep next to him. Yoh placed his arms around Ren, holding him hold that he felt like he wants to be with Ren for the rest of his life.
~*~END OF RECAP~*~
Chapter 4: Jealousy arrives?
~*~
The next morning, Yoh woke up to find that Ren was still sleeping.
"Aa..Ren is still sleeping..I have to wake him up to tell him that I have to stay over at his place for a while.."
Yoh looks at Ren and he looked at Ren carefully. He reached out to Ren's hair and stroke the silky hair, though it helped made Ren's hair sharp. Yoh started to turn red when he saw how close he got to Ren during the night. He knew he should move a little bit farther from Ren, but his body wasn't obeying.
Yoh started thinking that maybe he shouldn't obey his family's wishes and be with the one he knew that he would love forever.
'If only that would be very simple to do...I wondered when Ren will wake up..I still have to tell him that I have to stay at his place for a few days..or until I find my own place to live for now..'
Yoh moved his arms down around Ren's shoulders, and pulled the rest of his body closer to himself, and then he felt something that he never felt with Anna.
His body's temperature was rising, though he isn't sick. His chest was burning with desire, and his body felt like it was really warm and flushing.
'Hm..today's Sunday..I wondered what will happen tomorrow at school..hope Ren isn't after something..though I do felt that I went a little too hard with the rejection..'
Yoh looked at Ren's face and was going to lean closer to kiss him, but he didn't want any trouble from either Anna or Ren. Though, Yoh was very tempted to kiss him, but Yoh can't understand why.
Yoh planted a soft kiss, because of his urge, and doesn't want to wake up Ren. He felt some great feelings inside of him until he decided to break the kiss. Yoh got up from the bed and then checked Ren's temperature. It felt normal, luckily for Yoh. He walked to the mini kitchen and then he decided that he would try to cook something good for Ren and himself.
~*~When Ren wakes up~*~
Ren woke up and there was a special feeling lingering from his mouth.
'Feels like something kissed me or someone..wait a minute!! Aren't I supposed to be dead? I can't stand living if I know that someone I love belongs to someone else.'
Ren got up from bed and smelt something cooking in the kitchen..though he doesn't cook everyday..neither does Jun..
Ren went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face. He thought about some things, and then he started to wonder who was at his place, since he saw some bags next to his bed.
He looked who's at the kitchen, and he can't believe it's actually Yoh, the one who broke his heart by saying that he's engaged to Anna and supposed to be with Anna for the rest of his life.
"Yoh..why are you in my apartment?"
Yoh turned around, and saw the conscious Ren now. He saw a glimpse of light gold in Ren's eyes, and he began to fall for Ren again.
"Simple, Anna kicked me out for a few days, and I found you at the waterfall, so I just decided to take you to your place."
"You know that we're not together anymore, so I expect you to not go all weird on me again...you act different when I'm around you and when you're around others.."
"Ren.."
"I'm going to go out for a walk, respect my privacy and don't follow me!"
"But.."
"JUST DON'T FOLLOW ME!"
Yoh saw the depth of Ren's eye, and the light gold iris of his eyes turned to dark yellow. Ren abruptly got to the front door and slammed the door, leaving Yoh stunned and thinking that Ren's going to go suicide again.
'I have to follow him! I can't have him killing himself again. If he does die this time...I can't let him die! My life will be meaningless once again...'
Yoh took the food from the counter he made, and put it in the backpack he brought with him. Yoh knew that Ren didn't eat anything, so he knew if he saved Ren, he would be hungry.
Yoh knew that Ren didn't want him to follow, but he feels a little guilty letting Ren off just like that. Yoh opened the door and then locked the door from behind.
~~To Where Ren is~~
Ren ran down the streets out of the apartment building, and he took a short cut to the same waterfall, but he knew he's going to have to go to the other side of the waterfall to avoid Yoh catching him. Luckily, he didn't show Yoh that way to the waterfall, and hopefully Yoh didn't learn the short cut to the waterfall.
'I can't have Yoh around me anymore. I have to end it soon, or I'll regret seeing Yoh and other people and not having him by me.'
As soon as he got to the waterfall area, he quickly ran into the small cave he found a few days ago before Yoh broke up with him, while going to tell him about the cave. If he knew that Yoh didn't love him (his thinking, not reality! WAKE UP REN!!), he wouldn't have spent sooo much time into making the cave into a shrine just for the two of them.
"I guess it was a big waste of time doing this..and it was for love too.."
He stood in front of the cave entrance, and then he knew it was now or never.
~~~ YOH ~~~ (don't you hate me for changing views X_X)
Yoh finally caught up with Ren, and saw him take a different way around the waterfall.
'When in the world did he learn to take this way? It's sooo long!'
Yoh deliberately run a little faster, trying to not lose track of Ren and not making sounds around the two.
He saw Ren stopped in front of an entrance to somewhere and behind the waterfall.
~~ Both Ren and Yoh ~~
Ren put his hand into the waterfall, feeling the water rushing down. He felt somewhat sad that his feelings were a waste, and that Yoh is better off with someone else besides him, since he was evil before Yoh actually changed him.
'I'm grateful that Yoh taught me that humans aren't bad, and I'm glad that I was his lover for a small time, and now, let me rest in peace.'
Ren was about to step into the waterfall and fall, but something grabbed him and fall down on a patch of grass next to them.
Ren felt the person holding him onto the ground, and then he looked up to the face and apparent it was...Yoh!
"Yoh! Get off of me and let me die already!"
"Don't be mean! You can't die too.."
"And why not?"
"Ren..it was my mistake that cost our relationship..I shouldn't have listened to Anna, and she kicked me out of my house anyway too. Will you ever forgive me?"
(Kind of OOC for Yoh, but hey! It's fanfiction! Ren can be odd too^^ Nah, nah, I'll try to keep him in character without complete OOC-ness.)
"I can't forgive you yet, Yoh!"
"I'm going to just get our breakfast from the bag. Stay where you are!"
"What would you care if I didn't stay!"
"Can't you just listen to me for once?"
"You and your rotting decisions! You should have let me die right then and there for crying out loud!"
"I can't just leave you! There are some..well..someone who loves you!"
"And who the hell could that be?"
"Anoo..Jun would!"
"She's in no need of me now! She's busy back at China, and one thing is.WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT ME AS A BROTHER? YOU KNOW THAT NO ONE LIKES MY BEHAVIOR AND MY LIFE!"
"But Ren!"
"You know Yoh that no one else loves me, so why bother living!"
"Cause.."
Yoh began to realize that he feel something longing for Ren. He place his hand to his heart, and then he thought harder.
'Did I actually love Ren? I didn't think I would be gay..especially now! But..my heart is longing for Ren..and now I think I need him now more than ever..since Anna kicked me out..and I have a feeling that she loves someone else. I think now..after all these weird trials, I'm beginning to think that..Ren is all I ever needed.'
~Disclaimer: I do not own "Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You" by Glenn Medeiros. This part will be having the lyrics..so try not to confuse yourself ^^~
b// If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong ///b
"Ren..you're my only love."
"Then explain about Anna."
"There's nothing to explain about Anna except that my parents forced me to become Anna's fiancée."
"You should have rebel against them before now..or we wouldn't be in this trouble."
There was silence in the air for a short while.until..
"You're right Ren. I should have done that long ago."
"There's nothing you can do about it now."
b// Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you ///b
"Who said there's nothing I can do about it?"
"How can you rebel against them now when you could have long ago!"
"Love will lead the way Ren, and you're the love I need to do it."
"Why do you need me?"
"I don't want to live without you."
b// Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love ///b
"Just face the facts Yoh! You can't make me love you!"
"Ren..you should know how much I love you, and how much that I can't lose you!"
"Well.get a better life for all I care!"
"I..just..can't move on without you there with me...What's *sniff* wrong with *sniff* that?"
Yoh began letting tears sliding down his face. He didn't care if Ren thinks he's weak..he's just suffering from the sorrow inside of him.
b// Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you ///b
Ren looked at Yoh carefully, and then he saw the tears falling freely.
"Ren..there's *sniff* nothing I..can *sniff* do about..*sniff*me loving someone..*sniff*."
Ren didn't feel like talking, and he began to feel himself trembling by just staring at Yoh.
"I can't let..*sniff* you walk *sniff*..*sniff* out of my *sniff* life..just like that *sniff*."
Ren can't stand the sniffling Yoh's making, and he began to feel all the guilt running through him..He just can't believe Yoh was admitting all of these things for a long time.
b// If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too ///b
"Ren--"
"Yoh..just stop crying! You're making me die of guilt just seeing you like this!"
Yoh can't help but feel a little down and more depress by the tone of Ren's heart.
'Ren sure does sound so selfish..but I can't help that he can't return the love he built so hard in the past..and I was too blind to see it.'
"Yoh..don't cry for crying out loud! You're killing me by looking all depress! Stop crying and cheer yourself up and look for someone else more worthy for yourself!"
Yoh can't believe after all this, Ren thinks he's not worthy of Yoh's hospitality..
"Ren.*sniff* it was me..who wasn't worthy for you! *sniff, sniff* Why can't you just *sniff* be with me when you love me!"
b//..*skipping to last verse since the rest of the middle is the silence.*
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you ///b
"Ren.."
"Yoh.just go look for someone else---!!"
Yoh can't help the urge to shut Ren up, so he can't resist the urge and he planted a very deep kiss on Ren's lips.
'His lips taste so sweet..like sweet mangoes and apple mixed together..Ren got some mouth to kiss everyday!'
Yoh didn't felt Ren pulling back, nor responding. He waited a while for Ren to respond, but he thought that now Ren wouldn't respond.
Ren, on the other hand, was in complete shock by the kiss. Ren imagined Yoh's lip to taste very sweet like strawberries and cherries, but the new sensation is even better than his imagination. He figured if Yoh's lips were on his for a long time, he would be the happiest man alive. He felt Yoh pulling away a little, and then he realized something.
No matter how much he wants Yoh to be happier with someone else, Yoh would be miserable, and he wouldn't taste those sweet lips for a long time.or possibly never.
Ren finally decided to return Yoh's affection, after trying to delay Yoh for a long time. Yoh was just about to pull away, since he doesn't want Ren to be uncomfortable, but he suddenly felt something he wouldn't have imagined.
Yoh was silently in his head thanking Ren for being with him now, and he needed someone by his side more than ever now.
Ren continue to kiss Yoh mercilessly and tasting the sweet flavors of Yoh's mouth. He couldn't have imagination all these wonderful sensations he is feeling now, and he knows that it's reality.
Ren and Yoh needed oxygen, so Ren broke the kiss and breathe in and out while looking down. There was silence in the air when they were breathing, thinking about what the other would say or do.
Yoh can't stand the silence, so he broke it.
"Ren..did you mean it?"
Ren was slightly confused, so he asked Yoh, "What do I mean what?"
"Do you put meaning into that kiss?"
"I-I---I think it---has meaning.."
"I wouldn't have liked it if you just did it for some awful reason just to hurt me."
"Yoh..I can't hurt you..but I shouldn't be with you.."
"Ren, I don't care if you're impure or have an awful past! I love you for who you are, and I can't live a day without you by my side..can't you see that?"
"I just wanted the best for you Yoh, and I can't help to feel that I will ruin your life later on if we stayed together."
There was silence for a moment, and Yoh continued to have a conversation.
"If you want the best for me, you can at least let me know what you feel towards me! I have loved you for sooo long, and I was blind to see that until I almost lost you when you almost committed suicide."
Yoh had tears in his eyes. The tears were tears of sadness, and Ren hated to see Yoh be like this. He continued to talk and the sadness made his voice a little scratchy, so it was so painful for Ren to see this side of Yoh.
"I almost lost you..and I would have made the biggest mistake in my life..and I should have rebel against my family when I was younger so I don't have to have an engagement with Anna..I was too---"
Ren had to stop making Yoh talk, so he did the only thing that had came into his mind. He quickly grabbed Yoh's shoulder and pulled Yoh's body towards his, and Yoh's mouth to reach his.
Ren kissed Yoh with a lot of emotions, and he isn't confused about his feelings now. He knows now that Yoh needs him, and he needs Yoh, too.
Yoh replied back, and they were rejoicing every moment they have.
Ren suddenly remembered the little shrine he had for Yoh, but he didn't want to break the kiss, so he would tell Yoh after Yoh's lips stop tasting sooo sweet.
After a few moments, Yoh and Ren broke the kiss and breathe for the fresh air around them, and letting each other go for a moment.
"I have something to show you Yoh..follow me if you think you trust me."
"I'll trust you and I trust you now."
Ren stood up and helped Yoh up also, since Yoh wanted Ren to help him out. Ren led Yoh into the cave, and light the place up with some of the lovely strawberries candles he had in store in case he did accept Yoh into his life.
The cave was beautiful, and Yoh knows that Ren put a lot of effort into the cave.
"It's wonderful Ren."
"It's not as beautiful as you Yoh, and you're the greatest thing that ever happened to me in my life..thank you for making me realize that.."
"You're welcome, and you're the greatest thing that happened to me too."
The boys were side-by-side, turning towards the direction of the sundown, and the mixtures of colors filling the sky.
Yoh knows that the lost angel he found..is Ren....
"I will never let you go out of my life, Ren."
"And I will stay by your side forever, Yoh."
Yoh and Ren looked up into the sky, and the wind blew the leaves into clouds above.
'Ren is..'
'The Lost Angel I Found..'
Yoh and Ren sat side-by-side, looking at the horizon, kissing sweetly and living peacefully forever and more..
~~The End~~
Silver: Sorry for the very late update! This is the last chapter! And I'm happy that this is very long ^^
Thank you all you reviewers!! Keep reading Yoh + Ren fanfics! They're awesome to read, and they're my favorite couple for this anime ^^