Title: Gwendolyn

Chapter: Chapter Two; Even Tells Herself Stories

Rating: PG… currently =)

Disclaimer: It would be nice to own something that I don't own. Like Peter or Wendy or Hook or the Lost Boys. Ahahaha. Okay, well, y'all know the deal. They're owned by J.M. Barrie. Which, honestly, I can deal with better than them being owned by Disney.

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            Wendy hummed softly to herself as she pulled weeds up from the near-perfect gardens of Bertram's. She paused for a moment to look up into the beautiful sky, a great expanse of baby blue dotted with picture perfect, creamy white clouds. She held a hand up to her flushed brow to shade her pretty blue eyes from the sun. She saw a tiny spec of nothing in the distance and disregarded it, wiping the tiny beads of sweat from her forehead and leaving behind an endearing smudge of dirt.

            She happened to glance back at the sky, where the spec was suddenly taking shape. An odd bird, she mused to herself. But no, it was more than that. It was – it was a boy! A familiar boy dressed in green leaves with a tiny, winged girl flitting around him. Peter Pan!

            Wendy jumped up and waved her arms, getting his attention. He grinned cockily and landed in front of her, looking just as she remembered, though maybe a bit taller. He bowed regally, and she curtsied, her dress stained with grass and dirt, but that made Peter smile.

            "Hallo, Wendy."

            "Hallo, Peter."

            Four words and that was all he needed to lean in and gently kiss her on the lips… To give her a thimble, as the two called it. She leaned in to kiss him back, his lips rough, tasting of boy and Neverland and… and…

            And of nothingness. Wendy sat, still, in the gardens, weeds clutched tightly in her hands as she had become lost in her daydream. She pouted to herself, full lips wanting a Peter and getting nothing but a stray fly. Wendy swatted at the bug, quite unfulfilled with just the dream of her beloved. She leaned back, sitting on her knees, turning her head to watch a couple of the other Bertram's girls playing tennis, or perhaps badminton. Whichever, Wendy didn't even know the difference. Those kinds of games were not her forte.

            The girls were familiar. One swung her racquet with a certain sort of grace. Wendy always admired her from afar. She was one year Wendy's senior, quite old to still be at Bertram's. There were whispers around the classrooms that she was engaged to a rich man, old enough to be her father, who was already married and had devious plans to murder his wife to be with this beautiful eighteen year old. Wendy usually didn't listen to rumors of that variety; it was rare that she was ever whispered to, rather than about, anyhow. But she rather liked the intrigue of it all. It was a quite different tale than her and Peter's.

            Wendy's eyes followed the little object being tossed and hit about the court. The other player was much more vigorous in her game. She ran about, without so much as a huff or a puff. She was in good shape, one of those who enjoyed the Bertram's physical education classes. Her name might have been Jane, or Sarah, or something else just as painfully plain. Sarah-or-Jane was one of the girls who would snicker behind her hand at Wendy. Why she was playing anything with the older, much more polite girl was a mystery to Wendy. They almost looked alike; they could have been cousins, or even sisters.

            Before she could stop it, her mind began to tell her little lies about the girls in the form of stories. Jane-or-Sarah was the elegant one's cousin. Her father was a money-grabbing fool who wished nothing more than to marry his daughter rich. He had found out about his niece's engagement to the wealthy, older man, and seen it as a prime chance to get into the upper-most circles. He sent his daughter a curt letter, with absolutely no love in it at all, the sort of love one should receive from their father, and told Sarah-or-Jane to become her cousin's closest friend. But of course, the cousin knew right away about her uncle's plan. She mailed her lover right away, a young, handsome man, who was not at all rich, telling him to be wary and watch what he writes. Jane-or-Sarah was not at all above reading other people's mail. The cousin could not risk being told upon. Her parents were quite certain she was going to marry flush, and she risked being disowned!

            It was all too dramatic, Wendy decided. She dropped the weeds she clutched into a basket at her side, and reached for another pesky plant. No, it would have to have less scheming. She smiled to herself, the sort of smile that showed most at the right corner of her mouth. It would also have to have more Peter.

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            Wendy pulled weeds until the sun began to set, moving steadily closer to the captivating edge of the forest. For all the time that she had worked, the amount of weeds she'd pulled was a bit meager. Her basket was half empty. She yawned, vaguely wondering if someone was planning on coming out and "collecting" her, or if she'd have to end this punishment on her own.

            Deep inside, Wendy hoped nobody would come get her. She had always wanted to spend a night outside of Bertram's. And right near the forest… Wendy shivered, thrilled by the very idea of it all. Or perhaps she shivered because a frigid breeze had just wafted by. She pulled the collar of her starched, once-white Bertram's shirt up, and untied the uniform blue bow in her hair to cover her neck with the honey-colored tresses.

            Wendy looked at her watch, the one her mother had given her as a going away present with the hope Wendy would use it to get to her classes on time. It was late, and if no one came soon, she'd miss the last of supper. Supper. She shouldn't have mentioned it to herself; her stomach growled. Wendy sighed and stood up, picking up the basket near her feet. It was so much darker than she had realized, now that her eyes had to focus to larger scenery.

             With a cautious step towards the large, stone building, Wendy found she was aware of every sound around her. Every cricket's chirp, the rustle of the leaves in the slight wind, her own feet on the soft grass, each was louder than life. It reminded her of the night in Neverland when the Lost Boys had been hunting and forgotten poor Wendy, lost on the shores near the mermaids. She'd been frightened, eerily in tune with her surroundings. She had been able to see the mermaids beneath the dark water, shimmering tails silently bobbing in and out of the water. The dark silhouette of Captain Hook's ship loomed in the near distance and she could only imagine the horrible things he'd do to her once he caught her, his wicked hook poised above her head, polished to a shine that mothers rarely achieved on their valuable candlesticks. His arctic eyes suddenly would flash crimson red and she'd know, with every bone in her body shaking, she would be at his mercy.

            A loud crack came from the virtually quiet forest, the telltale snap of a twig that appeared in all of the storybooks. Wendy spun around with a loud gasp.

            Nobody.

            Of course there was nobody, she told herself, feeling silly. Scared by her own story of Hook, how childish. Wendy laughed nervously and reminded herself how Peter had flown down to her and shown her the way back to the Hideout. The Lost Boys had been so ashamed of leaving their mother by herself that they gave her every prize they'd gotten during their hunt; two slain rabbits, a live mouse, and a banana bunch.

            The thought Wendy had been trying to keep locked away escaped. Disconcertingly, a tiny, authoritative voice told her, "There are no Lost Boys at Bertram's. There is no Peter Pan in England. You are alone here." It upset Wendy, and she began to move at a quicker pace towards the school. Neverland instincts kept her from running. It was a lesson Peter taught all his boys, and of course, Wendy. Never run. It – whatever is chasing you – will most certainly catch you that way. Hide, fly, duck into a convenient cave, but never run.

            Another silence shattering noise came from the darkness behind her. She fought the urge to look back, another tiny voice added to her thoughts.

            "See what it is. You can't fight what you don't know."

            Another chimed in, "Just go. It's dark, it's late, and you will get to Bertram's in minutes if you just go." They began to fight in her head, a battle of instinct against gut feeling against nature against instinct. Wendy dropped the basket, slamming her hands over her ears, doing nothing but trapping the voices, making them louder. Fear overran what the little Wendys had to say. She turned around.

            She watched in horror as a shadowy figure stumbled out of the forest. Too large to be a wild animal, and most definitely standing on two legs, it held onto a tree for balance. It glanced up at Wendy, expression barely visible, but one she recognized as a plea for help. The shape fell forward, and Wendy feared greatly that it was dead. She became a mother, a worrier for anyone despite their intentions, and ran to the dim form, which lay curled around itself in pain and weakness.

            The lump of creature slowly took a shape as she dashed towards it. It was a person, a grown man, a man who was hurt, disheveled. He looked as if he hadn't seen a mirror in years. He looked as if he hadn't seen another person in years. The only word to give him, besides bloodied or hurt, was overgrown. His hair was long and tangled, and his beard was uncut. The poor man seemed to resemble the men in pictures who'd been living on a deserted island for years upon years.

            His eyes were closed, and Wendy was terrified that he was dead. She gingerly touched his shoulder. The man moved, and she could now see that he was breathing. Wendy let out of a sigh of relief. He groaned, and she leaned down.

            "Are you quite alright, sir?" She could have smacked herself. Of course he wasn't alright! His next groan proved that. He was in rather a lot of pain as far as Wendy could tell. She hesitated, not knowing what to do. "Er… stay here!" Another silly statement, she winced at her own lack of tact. "I'll get help…" His eyes were still closed, but his mouth opened with some effort,

            "Thank you."

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Author's Note: Yeah, it took me a long time to get this up, and it's not even super long to make up for it. You guys still love me, right? =) I love you guys. This is the story I've written that's apparently been the most liked, so I'll have to continue it! ^_^ 3