Will I ever have what is rightfully mine?:

Kaggie's Past

Kagome shot out of bed. No, he couldn't…It was a weird fact of life that Kagome had a strange connection to her ex boyfriend. She could sometimes feel or hear him when he wasn't anywhere near her.

She slowed her breathing, reasoning to herself that he would never in a million years come to get her. But something about her dream led her to believe that wasn't true. Kagome pulled her knees to her chest and placed her forehead on them. She fought the urge to scream, the sick scream that she could feel bubbling in her throat. They had been together for so long…

Flashback

Miroku passed the pipe to her while they sat on the floor of their foster parent's living room. She inhaled deeply as she always did. She was only vaguely aware of Miroku greeting some people. These people ranged from ages 12 to 24. But Kagome was very much used to Miroku having people around. He was a people person, whatever he did, wherever he was, people flocked to him. Kagome felt someone sit next to her and she was surprised to see a very handsome older boy looking at her. She passed the pipe to him, which could be the only reason he was sitting next to her, and he declined.

A conversation started and after a few more hours and after the pipe had made a few more rounds the older boy's hand found it's way to Kagome's upper thigh. Kagome leaned into him and put her head on his shoulder, she moaned slightly when his hand rubbed her through her jeans. Kagome had never let a boy touch her at that point in her life. He looked down at her and kissed her passionately and had no rejection in her when he pulled her up and took her to her room, though she didn't know how he knew which one was hers. Kagome was still pretty high when he slipped her hand down his pants, but still jerked away. He held her hand where it was and guided it up and down himself. Kagome watched his face in fascination as it tightened with pleasure. He pulled himself out of his pants and worked Kagome's hand, showing her how much pressure he liked and the speed. He gently led her to her knees…and with his hands securely on Kagome's head taught her another lesson.

Kagome could still taste him in her mouth and the hot feeling in her mouth when he exploded.

Suddenly he picked her up and turned her so her back was to him and his hands were down her pants and up her shirt. Kagome was too slow to react and too excited to pull away. She focused on how skilled his hands must be to cause her so much pleasure. He led her to her knees again and bent her over her bed. Kagome felt fear as he pulled down her pants. Gripping her hips, kneeling behind her, and with Kagome crying out, she lost her virginity to him. They were together from that point on. She was 15, he was 20 and his name was…

At that same time across the city Ayame lay net to Rin. Rin had already passed out but Ayame was still drunk and wide awake. Ayame slipped out of the bed silently and down the hall. She staggered to Koga's room and knocked lightly. When there was no response Ayame entered anyway. She found Koga on his side and slowly climbed into the bed next to him. She snuggled closer to him and felt his body relax. Getting brave she slid down the bed to his boxers and slipped them off.

Koga woke with a moan as he felt a warm mouth sucking gently on him. He ripped off the blanket and Ayame stared up at him and he felt the pull of her mouth grow harder. Koga couldn't bring himself to stop her and whimpered when she did. Ayame pulled off her own pants and straddled Koga's waist. He looked up at her and whispered a half hearted protest. Ayame looked down at him through hooded eyes and whispered words he wanted to hear.

"Shut up, Koga" Ayame smirked…

A sated and quite happy Ayame lied down next to Koga and snuggled into his sweaty body. "Ayame," he snuggled in her hair. "If you want this to happen again you can not tell Rin."

Ayame felt tears prick at her eyes. "I want this to happen again." Ayame's heart ached that she would have to be hidden, but she loved him enough, that for now, this would have to be enough.

So I get that it's short and long due, but I'm gonna do my best to wrap this story up and this is the start of where it all comes together! DUN DUN DUNNA DUN!!!! Sorry I'm a forever taker...