Ghost Man: Like the earth, there are many levels of love that go deeper and deeper depending on the persons involved. Sometimes that love remains at a strong friendship where one or more persons feels the need to protect the other. Then there's a family-like love, though that doesn't have to be due to blood. There's those many levels of romance love as well and more I cannot describe .

This was so perfect that I had to put it in up front. Wonderfully said.
More Author's notes at the end.
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Chapter Ten: Below the Belt

Shinji woke to a sharp pain in his side. He blinked slowly, trying to figure out just what was going on, and then he felt the sharp pain a second time and realized that he was being kicked in the side. He looked to the other end of the couch slowly and saw Asuka curled up, save for her one leg that was in the process of kicking him again.

Shinji closed his eyes again and let out a slow sigh. This seemed to go unnoticed by the girl at the other end of the couch, who simply kicked him again. Baka! Baka!

He opened his eyes again after several more kicks and caught her incoming foot with a hand. He was somewhat surprised when she didn't pull away from him, and only looked at him. I am going to ask you to listen to me, just this once, please? he said in a voice so soft that he didn't believe it was even his. He looked straight into her cold blue eyes, and he saw them soften almost at once for a split second before they hardened again.

And just why should I listen to you? she said coolly. You certainly didn't listen to me, did you?

Shinji nodded his head. I know, he admitted. You said you wanted to talk, and then I offered to walk...

Shut up, she said harshly, wrapping his blanket around her a bit tighter as she stood up. Just save it for someone who cares.

Funny you should mention that... Shinji said as she started to walk away. Because that's what I wanted to talk to you about.

I'm tired and it's the middle of the night, and I'm pissed. You really think it's a good time to talk to me? she demanded as she entered the hallway.

This is the only time I think I can do it.

She looked back to him for a moment, an odd expression on her face that he couldn't place, and then she made her way back to the couch and plopped down at the far end again. He took a deep breath to start talking, but she stopped him by throwing his SDAT Player at him. Your music sucks.

he said, ignoring her comment completely as he caught it. After a few seconds of silence, he looked back to her. Can you just let me talk for a minute, without interrupting? I don't think I can tell you this otherwise.

Do you think I want to hear that? Asuka said fiercely. You keep building me up as though I'm going to try and kill you after I've heard you. She ignored the sinking feeling in her stomach as she said that, and held back her foot from kicking him again. I don't like suspense, baka.

Just... don't interrupt.
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It took a moment for everything to register in his mind clearly. At one moment, he was walking Rei home, intent of getting back to hear what Asuka had been trying to tell him before he left. Truth be told, that was almost all he was thinking about on the long walk over to Rei's apartment.

The next moment was still a bit of a blur to him. He remembered closing his eyes, and then the next thing he knew was the feeling of soft lips against his, and a passion burning deep within him as he returned the kiss. When he found himself pressed against the wall on the inside of her apartment, he felt her tongue start to gingerly explore his mouth, slowly, sensually, almost methodically, and he could think of nothing else.

When the quiet Rei Ayanami finally released him a stepped back, his mind started to work in overdrive, and he could only stare at her. That was not exactly what he had expected when she asked him to close his eyes a moment ago. How long ago was that, exactly?

You are a wonderful teacher, Shinji Ikari, he heard her say in an incredibly soft voice. He just stared at her, not sure if he had passed out and was dreaming or not. He looked around slowly, half expecting to see either Asuka nearby to yell at him, or Nephilim to warn him. Seeing neither, he looked back to Rei, who had her fingers on the buttons of her white blouse. Now seems like a better time to repeat your first visit here.

Shinji struggled to find something to say as his body started to react to her suggestion. He held himself back and against the wall, and could only stare as she started to unbutton her blouse. He opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out.

A time when I will also enjoy it. I feel at ease with you, she whispered as she slung the article of clothing to the ground in front of her. It was then that Shinji came to a realization that he would have rather not known. Rei hadn't been wearing a bra. She stood there for a moment before closing the distance between them again and wrapping her arms slowly around his waist. I take it from that blank stare that you like what you see... she whispered into his ear.

When Shinji didn't respond, she relaxed her hold and looked into his eyes. He blinked once he realized that, and put his hands on her shoulders, being very careful to keep himself focussed on her red... very red... eyes. He swallowed deeply and opened his mouth to speak again, but as before, no words came out. After a moment of standing there like a guppy, Rei leaned up to kiss him again. When she started to gently nibble on his lower lip, he finally seemed to snap out of his daze and held her close to him, forcing her to break off the kiss before it had really begun.

he started, but then his words died again. She just held him close, and he closed his eyes as he forced out of his mind the fact that she was holding him topless. After a few moments of only being able to see her standing before him, he opened his eyes again and gently broke away from her. He made his way to the bed, and she followed closely afterwards. When she wrapped her arms around him as he sat down, obviously intent on continuing what she had started a moment ago, he stopped her and put her blanket around her. Confused, she held it to her for a moment, and then looked at him. Even to her, it was obvious that he was more relaxed suddenly.

What is wrong, Shinji? she asked quietly. Is this not what you desire?

Shinji shook his head carefully. I would be lying to you if I told you that I didn't want you right now, Rei... he said in a whisper, his voice catching several times as he spoke. He smiled sadly to her, and then looked to the ground again. But this isn't... I mean... I think... he stopped when he realized that he really didn't know what he was planning on saying.

You don't care about me, is that it? Rei asked. The hurt was obvious in her face, and she sat back, just looking at him. He sat closer to her at once, and put an arm around her.

That's not it, Rei! he said quickly. I do... I do care for you... he admitted, searching deep within himself to latch onto what his heart was telling him. He remembered Nephilim's shining face suddenly, and found the courage to speak the words he truly felt. I... I tried to explain it to you before, remember? he asked in a whisper. He felt her nod against him, so he went on. I did a poor job, I think...

What do you mean? she asked when he fell silent again. I thought you did an excellent job.

Shinji shook his head. Obviously not if you thought this was the only way to express love, he whispered, looking down to her and giving her a slight squeeze. But there are many kinds of love... dozens of them. More than that even. Only one type of love is between a man and a woman like this...

So you do not care about me in this way? she asked.

Shinji tensed as she spoke, and then sighed. I told you that the heart speaks for love, right? He didn't wait for her reply before continuing. And, although I'm sure my body wouldn't object to your wishes, I can't go along without my heart agreeing. Sometimes it makes a decision for you, even when you don't know if it is the right one or not. You just know you have to follow it. I... He faltered again, and looked down to her as she looked up to him. I care about you a great deal, Rei Ayanami, he whispered. Almost as much as I cared about... about her.

Pilot Soryu? Rei asked at once, feeling an odd sensation in the pit of her stomach, and a strange burning in her mind. You... you care about Pilot Soryu more than me?

Not her... Shinji interrupted. I wasn't talking about her. I was talking about... he faltered again, and then released her slowly and reached into his shirt to remove the necklace from the folds of his clothing. He held the cross out for her to see, and, holding the blanket closed with one hand, she took a hold of it to look more closely at it.

It is... beautiful, she admitted, latching onto the right word as it came to her.

It belonged to my sister, Shinji whispered.

Rei looked up to him at once, confused. She knew about his family... probably more than he did himself. She had heard the Commander talking to Unit-01 before, calling it by the name of his dead wife, the name of Shinji's mother. She knew... Your sister? she asked, despite all the logic in her mind telling her that he must not be telling her everything.

You could call her that, he said softly. He shook his head after a long drawn out sigh and looked to her again. I'm not even sure why I feel like telling you this suddenly... but I know you would not understand otherwise. Her name was Nephilim...

You cared about this Nephilim, she pointed out when he faltered again. Like you... care for me?

Shinji nodded slowly. I think that's what I'm trying to say, he admitted. I have looked at you as a friend for a long time... as an ally... He smiled sadly to himself and tilted his head to one side as though lost in his own thoughts. And I guess there was a time when I thought about having you as a lover... of sleeping with you...

He looked deep into her eyes, and wasn't sure if he was seeing hurt or understanding within the red. I thought that was the only way to truly love another.

It depends on your meaning of love, Shinji said softly. And if that is the only one you can understand, then I do not love you.

But you care about me? Rei prodded when she noticed him trying to speak again, but failing once more. It almost hurt to speak suddenly, but it hurt more to see him in apparent pain. As more than a friend? she whispered. She wasn't sure what she was feeling without warning, but she thought it could have been an odd sense of hope. Shinji did not reply to her, and only shrugged. After a moment, he opened his mouth to say something, but nothing audible came to the surface. You think of me as a sister, but not a lover?

I don't know, he whispered. All I know is that I can't give you what you want right now.

This is about Pilot Soryu, is it not? Rei asked, surprising even herself by the coolness in her voice.

Shinji said nothing as he stood up after a moment. With one last look to her, and a quick glance to her shirt that was on the ground, he turned to leave. I'm sorry... Rei... He was forced to stop when she wrapped her arms around him from behind.

I can not stand to see you hurt, she whispered fiercely, holding him close. And Soryu hurts you so very badly so often...

Again, Shinji did not reply as he gently eased her arms from around him. He turned, smiled briefly at her, and then stepped out into the night again.
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As Shinji's quiet voice died down in the large apartment, Asuka could only stare at him for a moment. Before she could act on anything that she was feeling from his explanation - be it rage or otherwise, and she felt a bit of both - she looked up sharply as she heard the door open. She looked back to Shinji and saw that he had also heard the sound.

he whispered, closing his eyes. As if he needed something else to go wrong all of a sudden.

His fears were confirmed a moment later as she stepped into the living room. I thought I might find you two up this late! Misato shouted almost at once. Plotting against me again, are you? What are you going to do this time? Shut the hot water off? Break the TV?

Shinji started, looking up slowly, but she didn't even seem to hear him.

Hiding my beer like that! she said harshly. Look, I don't know just what was going on, but you just don't do some things in this house, do I make myself clear? she demanded. Asuka started to say something then, but it was obvious that Misato wasn't finished yet. Kaji tried to tell me that you were just acting out, rebelling against me as a parent, but I don't buy that for a second!

It wasn't like...

Don't start with any excuses, Ikari Shinji! Misato said fiercely. I think you both need a lot of time to think about what you have done. I want an explanation now, and it had better be a damn good one, do I make myself clear?

She started as she saw Asuka fumbling for Shinji's hand. He seemed to be almost sobbing quietly to himself, and Asuka looked almost worried about him. Misato, it's my fault, Asuka said softly, not meeting her guardian's eye. So don't yell at him for it, alright?

Misato looked back and forth between the two for a moment, and then looked away, shaking her head as she started towards her room. I must have had far too much to drink tonight... she muttered loud enough for both to hear. If she's sticking up for him, then I must be dreaming...

Asuka released Shinji's hand after a moment, and he looked up to her. As he opened his mouth to say something, Asuka put a finger over his lips. Say one word, and I'll kill you, she whispered fiercely. She leaned in and gave him an extraordinarily light kiss on the lips slowly. Hearing anything would ruin everything, she whispered. She then stood up with his blanket and SDAT Player again and walked out of the living room and into her room.

The next morning, Misato groaned as she woke to the sound of shouting from the kitchen. She made her way out of her room slowly, still not completely awake - not to mention dressed - and took a beer out of the fridge. A cold, delicious beer. She opened it and downed it in one gulp before screaming her morning to a start. Looking around, she found Shinji standing over the stove and Asuka yelling at him.

Baka! I told you that I don't want Japanese food all the time! she said fiercely. Why don't you ever listen? What even happened to testing your pancakes for longer?

The eggs went bad... Shinji said in a soft voice.

Then you should have gotten more! Asuka screamed.

Misato sighed as she took a seat at the table. I knew I was dreaming last night. I just wish I knew why my bed felt so short... As she set her head down on the table, she failed to notice Shinji and Asuka exchanging a quick glance, a smile playing over both lips as they remembered the last prank that Shinji had pulled. When Misato looked up again, the two were no longer looking at each other any more. I should have left it in the note yesterday, but then again... maybe I didn't even leave one. She shook her head. It had been a long time since she had been so drunk that she hallucinated odd things. You didn't have to get up early today. You are both excused from school, as Ritsuko said she wants to do a couple of new tests with you today that should take most of the day.

All day tests with the doctor? Asuka asked, looking at Misato quickly. When Misato nodded, she groaned. Just what I always wanted. She then looked back to Shinji quickly. That means that you have time to go get those eggs now! she said in a loud voice.

Shinji sighed and turned the burner off the rice. It would keep until that evening, he hoped. He picked up Misato's card that she had left for him for to buy groceries with and walked out of the apartment without a word to either of them. Although he was sure he did what his heart had told him was the right thing, the only indication of that had been the light good night kiss he had received. Otherwise, the shouting had not decreased, and if anything, she seemed even madder than before.
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Gimme that, Wondergirl, Asuka demanded, ripping the paper from the other pilot's hands to read over it quickly. She threw it on the ground as she turned again and slammed an open locker shut with more force than she thought. Great. Yours says the same thing as mine!

Rei picked up the document herself and scanned it. Am I given to understand that you do not agree with this procedure?

Great guess, Asuka muttered. I couldn't think of anything I'd rather do that stride through this bloody complex naked!

We can make it to the testing area with towels wrapped around ourselves, but once we are inside, it does appear that she is asking us to go into the Units without our clothing, she admitted. There was a pregnant pause then, during which time Asuka cursed a couple of more times as she shed her clothing and wrapped her towel around herself tightly. Would you wait a moment?

What for? Asuka demanded. Think I've got anything to say to the likes of you?

Rei found herself at a sudden loss for words until the other pilot started to head for the exit. I wish to talk with you about Shinji.

You're not helping your verdammen case, you know? she spat, not stopping.

He refused me last night, Soryu, Rei said, trying to get her words out before Asuka could leave. I offered my body to him, in the safe privacy of my own apartment, and he refused me. He said that I am only a friend to him... He said he had something else he had to do. Someone he had to talk to.

We have to get to testing, Asuka said, opening the door.

He cares about you, Asuka.

The door swung shut again, and Rei found herself in the very uncomfortable position of staring down the Second Child with less than a couple of inches between them. Do not presume to tell me anything about that baka! You can keep him for all I care.

I believe you were the one who told me that he could not be claimed like you are suggesting, Rei said with more courage than she suddenly felt. She was pleased, however, that her voice did not falter as she spoke. And he made his choice.

Don't start quoting me, Wondergirl.

Rei closed her eyes, partially to hide her own pain and partially to hide herself from the flashing anger that she saw in her fellow pilot's eyes. I would have much rather things had gone different last night. But he went home. To you. As she wrapped her own towel about her, suddenly thinking that she didn't really feel like walking through the building naked any more than the other girl did, she walked to the door and looked back. I hope you gave him the chance to speak.

Without another word, Rei walked into the corridor and started the long trek to the testing chambers. She found herself more nervous than she ever had been, although she couldn't really place where the feeling was coming from. Part of her felt it was from the fact that she would be seeing Shinji again, and after his refusal last night, she found herself confused about her feelings for him. Another part, however, was nervous because of all the people around watching her walk towards the lab. She was quite sure that she would have been happier in her clothes again.

You are the first to arrive, Rei, Dr Akagi said with a nod as she stepped into the large room. The doctor motioned her over to one of the three doorways at the far end, and she nodded and shed her towel as she stepped inside. She stood in silence for a few minutes until she heard the door open again.

Hi, Ritsuko, Shinji said as he nodded to her. He was feeling more than a little uncomfortable in just a towel, but she had been the one who gave them all many physicals over the past few months, so he felt a bit more comfortable around her than the others.

Hi, Shinji, she replied, tapping her clipboard impatiently as she looked up at the clock. Your entry is on the right, she added, pointing to the doors. And Asuka will be in the middle, if she ever gets here... She trailed off as she looked back to Shinji. Nice necklace. I'd like you to leave it here, please.

Shinji took a step away from her and clutched at the necklace in one of his hands, while the other held up his towel. I'd rather keep it, Ritsuko. I don't intend to pilot without wearing it, so it would be best if you ran the tests while I had it.

She was forced to admit that he seemed to make sense with the suggestion, and she nodded. Very well. The girl who gave it to you must be pretty special... she stopped her teasing when she saw him pale almost at once. Never mind, Shinji. As I said, your tube entry is on the right.

Shinji stepped into the doorway before tossing his towel back and closing the door swiftly. The lights were soft and warm, but he still felt cold and very exposed. The thought that both pilots would be in the other doorways wearing just as much clothing wasn't helping his state very much. He closed his ears as he heard a loud commotion outside, and assumed correctly that it signaled the arrival of Asuka. She had apparently not taken kindly to a comment from a guard earlier on.

I'm glad you all made it here... mostly without problems, Ritsuko's voice came over the comm system after a few minutes of silence. As you are no doubt aware by this time, this testing will be quite different than anything you have done before. We are trying to determine the validity of the plug suits, and if you actually need them or not. The doctor who examined Shinji after the last battle seemed to think that they could be a danger to you.

I'd rather take the danger than go like this! Asuka muttered back, looking at the walls on either side of her, as though looking to each of the other pilots for their interpretations of the idea. Cause I'm not fighting an Angel in the buff!

I would have thought you'd have been pleased with the chance to show off, Kaji's voice said before anyone else could reply. Before she could respond to him, he chuckled and continued. But then again, I wouldn't be caught dead in your positions right now, so you can make up your own minds.

There are six levels of decontamination that you must all go through before entering your entry plugs, Ritsuko said after a moment. It was as though she was arguing with Kaji and whoever else was out there with the comms turned off. So please make haste, and then the testing can begin. It will be prolonged exposure, and we will determine just how much effect our suits have on your ratios.

Shinji didn't think he had ever taken so many showers in such a short span in all his life. Each spray of water felt different, though, and the smell and steam told him that it wasn't actually water each time, though it sure felt like it for the most part. At the last room of cleaning, he was surprised when a red light started to flash through his room, and everything seemed to grind to a halt.

What's going on? he asked, feeling even more exposed. He was sure that they would turn on the cameras to check on his status, and that didn't help him much as he tried the best he could to keep himself covered.

Your necklace, Shinji, Ritsuko said.

You should take it off for this part, Misato added when the doctor didn't say anything else.

Shinji started to lift it over his head, and then stopped just before he took it off all the way. Why should he take it off, when I didn't have to take off any of my jewelry? Asuka demanded just before he could finish.

I didn't know you wore any... Shinji started, but she cut him off at once.

If mine doesn't make a difference, his shouldn't either. You probably just don't want him wearing it for the test! Asuka accused the doctor. Shinji felt a strange twinge in his stomach as he heard her so close, and looked over at the wall as that thought struck home. He immediately wished he hadn't after his body started to react to his imagination, and he looked away, only to look at the other wall, which didn't help matters.

Very well, Ritsuko said harshly after a moment. She must have been arguing with Kaji and Misato again. You can keep it on. The last room is next, and then you can enter the plugs.

Shinji opened the door and found himself in what seemed to be a stall, with partial walls on either side of him, and a large, narrow corridor leading to the other side. He jumped when he heard two more doors open in the room, and looked around. He caught a glimpse of Asuka's red hair as he looked to his left, and immediately looked to the ground again, not wanting to risk upsetting her. By the sound further on, he was sure that Rei had also just entered the room.

What gives? Asuka demanded as soon as she realized what was going on. I am not walking through here with that pervert standing over there to watch! she shouted so loud that it echoed through the chamber, and Shinji winced.

You must walk to the other side and enter the plugs, Ritsuko insisted a second time, only to be backed up by Misato.

A couple of long, slow minutes passed before anyone moved, and then Rei walked slowly out. If we must cross, then we will cross, she said as flatly as she could manage. She glanced over to both Asuka and Shinji, her eyes hovering on Shinji for a moment extra, before she turned to keep walking again. At least one of us appears to be enjoying this, she said as she pushed open her door at the far end.

Shinji immediately turned to the far wall, so he was looking away from Asuka in case she glanced around the divider at him. Just what was that supposed to mean? Asuka's voice could have broken steel, and Shinji winced.

I'm sorry, he said softly.



It's not like I wanted this! he said sharply at the insult.

Asuka said, her voice sounding tired suddenly. I'm not crossing this room with you standing there with the chance of looking at me.

I won't look, he promised at once.

I've heard that before, she reminded him.

You told me not to look before, Shinji corrected her. I didn't say I wouldn't. This time, I promise I won't. His voice dropped so low that she had to strain her ears to hear what he said next. I swear I won't look at you by her.

By her? Asuka whispered in return. She took his silence to assume that he was nodding his head and, with a deep breath, she walked swiftly out of her stall across the room. About halfway across, she chanced a quick glance backwards and saw that he was standing facing the entrance, his back to her. Her eyes raked over him slowly before she realized what she was doing and, blushing more than she wanted to think about, she turned and quickly went to her entry plug.

You are the only one left now, Shinji, Ritsuko urged him to move.

Watching us, are you? Asuka demanded.

We can tell that two pilots are in their entry plugs, the doctor corrected her. And we know that Shinji is not in his.

While the two were arguing, Shinji darted across the room and out the door to his own plug. When he sat down in the seat, he felt almost more uncomfortable than he had before, if that were possible. He definitely preferred having some fabric separating himself from the seat, even if it was skin tight fabric.

Well, now that you are all in your plugs, we can begin the testing. Just relax while we flood the LCL, and then it will begin. Shinji sighed as the yellow liquid surrounded him and, when he could hold it off no longer, he expelled his breath of air and took in the foul tasting stuff.

What jewelry are you wearing, Soryu? Rei asked after a few minutes of complete silence once the start up sequence had finished.

None of your business, Wondergirl, Asuka said harshly.

I didn't realize you had any, Shinji whispered to himself. Unfortunately, with his comm system turned on, it was still picked up by both pilots.

Great, so now you're teaming up, are you? she demanded. And here I was just trying to help. See if that ever happens again!

That's not what I meant, Shinji stammered quickly. I just... I hadn't noticed, that's all. I'm sure its beautiful.

Just save it, Asuka muttered. There was another long silence, this time lasting for almost half an hour, before anything else was said.

I am turning off my comm system, Rei suddenly announced. The light in the plugs showed that she had, indeed, just sealed herself off from the other two pilots. There was another long silence before Asuka said anything.

I'm not wearing any jewelry, Shinji, she admitted softly.



Just what were you trying to tell me last night, baka? she asked after a moment. Because your story only served to piss me off further.

But you kissed me afterwards, Shinji pointed out. I thought that meant you understood...

It meant nothing, Asuka lied. I was just reminding you about what you had just lost, that's all, she added after a moment.

She heard Shinji's sigh, but said nothing until he replied. This would have been so much easier to say if I could see you right now, he said slowly.

she screamed at once, covering herself with her arms subconsciously. I should have known that's all you were...

I'm sorry! Shinji said, interrupting her. That's not what I...

Stop saying that! Asuka demanded, interrupting him. It's sickening.

But I am sorry! Shinji insisted. I didn't mean now, literally! I just wanted to talk with you... face to face. He sighed again. Look, this isn't easy to say, alright? I left Rei's last night with the intention of talking to you. I wanted to know what you wanted. Even though part of me wanted to stay with Rei... I simply followed my heart where it wanted me to go.

The beeping interrupted whatever Asuka was about to say in response as it indicated that the comm system channels were all open suddenly. How does everyone feel? Ritsuko asked.

Anything different than usual? Misato added.

Nothing feels different, Shinji said slowly. But then, I haven't been paying attention too much to it, either.

Yeah, you've been thinking about trying to get into one of the other plugs... Asuka muttered, lifting an arm up to test it in the LCL. Everything feels a little out of focus suddenly. Especially my right arm. I can look at it, but I can barely feel it...

A series of sounds followed her statement, as though the doctor or someone else was pushing a few buttons in the control room. Everything is reading properly at this end, Misato announced after a moment. How long have you felt like that?

About since you asked the question, Asuka said sarcastically in response.

I, too, feel different, Rei admitted in the silence that followed Asuka's reply. My vision is a little blurry, and I can not find the strength to grip the controls with my full potential. I can barely wrap my hands around them.

Misato asked him again.

he stopped. He was glowing again. Only much more than before. He was practically pulsing in the seat of the entry plug, the white energy beating out of him like a heart pumps blood. Don't ask me how or why... but I'm gl... he stopped himself again, looking up. Something had just flashed through his mind.

What was that? Ritsuko asked when he trailed off. What were you saying?

There's an Angel above us! Shinji replied, rather than say what he was going to. He suddenly felt the presence, and it was getting bigger. Not just closer, but the Angel was growing. Iruel is getting closer!

His voice was echoed almost at once by the Angel alarum siren. Misato looked to the other two in the control room, her face paler than usual. Where is it? she asked quickly.

Ritsuko typed a few things into her computer quickly, and then blinked. It's eating through the 87th Protein Wall, she explained. I'm jettisoning the entry plugs, she added, pushing a button. At once, the three plugs that were sitting in the water shot out of sight, behind another set of massive doors. Just as it shut, the ceiling above them started to turn red and though it were being devoured.

Code blue, Misato breathed, looking at the flashing computer screens all around them. He was right. The Eleventh Angel has arrived.

The doors burst open suddenly, and all three turned to Maya, who looked out of breath. It's eating through the computer system! she said in a rush. It's like a virus, and it looks like its trying to set the Magi to Self-Destruct mode!

Misato said to Ritsuko immediately. Just go! Save them. We'll deal with the part that's here.

It appears that the Angels are getting smarter, Kaji observed as he tried several things at the computer closest to him. It was weak to Ozone, but now it appears to thrive from it.

Can you worry about the Angel later? Misato said hurriedly sitting down at another console. For now, we have got to get the pilots out of harm's way!

I'll do what I can. Let's just hope Ritsuko is as fast at her end.
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The three pilots sat in relative silence within their floating entry plugs for almost an hour before a small blip came to their attention. Rei had turned on the comm. system again. Both Asuka and Shinji reached forward to toggle the sound.

I hope this does not take much longer, Rei said softly.

I don't know about you, Wondergirl, but I've got better things to do than just sit here, Asuka said coolly.

I need to use the facilities, Rei said after a moment. So I do have something I have to attend to... before too long.

Asuka couldn't help but laugh at that comment, while Shinji just sat back and sighed. He was getting cold in the plug and, although the LCL had been dispelled, he still smelled it. There were gobs of the yellow goo sticking to different parts of his skin, and it was rather uncomfortable. He was sure that the girls weren't too much better off, either.

We should be out there fighting! Asuka said after a moment. I can't stand just sitting here... especially like this! Just how long do they expect us to sit in these plugs naked?

I'm sorry, Shinji offered when Rei did not reply.

Of course you are! Asuka snapped back.

There was another pause before Rei spoke up again. Do you two wish to continue your conversation at this point, or may I leave the channel open?

Like I have anything to say to that baka! Asuka said, venom in her voice. He isn't saying anything I want to hear right now.

I believe he said that it was important, though.

It will have to wait until we are face to face, then, Asuka said fiercely. Because nothing important can be said like this.

I understand.

Shinji folded his hands together around his necklace for a moment, trying to block out the glow that seemed to be radiating from it. As he did so, though, the light simply focused on his body instead, making him glow from head to toe. He released it at once in shock, but he continued to glow anyway. Before he could worry about it, he snapped his head up, and then hit a few switches in front of him quickly. On the screen in front of him appeared a view of the room that they were floating in. Asuka's entry plug - marked with 02 on the side - was drifting against the doors that they had come through a few hours ago, while Rei's 00 was floating at the other side. He seemed to be floating in the middle.

Asuka, can you move your plug away from the doorway? he asked in an urgent voice.

she asked in surprise. Just how do you know where I'm floating.

It doesn't matter, he said quickly. Just move!



Misato's voice interrupted them. We are moving you to the next room over, she explained quickly. All three of them felt a strong current suddenly, and Shinji's face drained of all colour as he watched the door that Asuka was next to turn a bright red.

The three pods started out of the room in the sudden current, but Asuka cried out as she lurched to a stop, hitting her head on the side. Cursing under her breath, she rubbed her head and hit the comm. system switch again. What happened? she demanded.

Shinji hit a few switches of his own, as his monitors had suddenly gone dead. He couldn't see what was going on any more. We are doing what we can, Misato replied to Asuka's question. The beep that usually said the comms were down again sounded, but Misato's voice continued. It was obvious that she was talking to someone else, though. She's stuck out there. How long do you think the plug can last before the Angel destroys it?

It ate through the wall in three hours, Kaji's voice replied. Given that the plug is supposed to protect, it should last a while, but it is quite thin comparatively. She could have an hour, if that.

Asuka demanded, pounding on the mock controls that sat in front of her. It wasn't like they were connected to anything. What's going on? She received no answer, making it obvious that the entire comm. system was malfunctioning.

Shinji called.

I'm fine, baka! she replied, surprised that she could still hear him.

I believe that they are doing all they can, Rei offered. But your plug seems to be held by the Angel.

I said... she started, but they looked up as she saw the top of her plug starting to turn a bright red.

Do something, Kaji! Misato shouted. She has less than a couple of minutes at this rate!

I'm doing all I can! he replied with a lot of heat. Try anything yourself, too! We should be able to figure out something! together!

There was a silence that was nearly deafening as Asuka watched her plug slowly dissolve above her. She doesn't stand a chance... Misato whispered. Only a miracle could save her now...

Shinji's heart leapt to his throat as he heard that, and he clasped his necklace firmly. I wanted to hear what you had to say... Shinji... Asuka whispered into her own comm. system as the sides started to buckle slowly around her. I'm sorry. She then toggled the switch off and curled up in the seat of the plug. It didn't take a genius to tell her that she wasn't going to make it. She didn't even have her Eva to protect her.

Shinji screamed as he slammed into the door of his own entry plug. Two more similar assaults blasted the door from the metal hinges and let it sink to the bottom of the water. He stepped out onto the lip of his entry plug and looked around quickly. He saw Asuka's plug starting to sink as well, and saw the bright red surrounding it.

He took a deep breath, fully aware that he didn't know how to swim at all, and leapt into the water. The bright light that was surrounding him reacted to the water, lighting up the entire room, making it nearly impossible for anyone to see anything on the monitors. He knew that Misato was probably screaming at him, but he didn't care.

With a power that he knew was not his own, he shot towards the sinking plug and grabbed the sides. The moment he touched it, he felt a burning grasp his entire body as the Angel virus leapt from the plug to his own bare skin. He curled in on himself as soon as the Angel had released Asuka's plug, and closed his eyes against the pain. Bubbles started to form above his sinking form, and the red that surrounded him turned blue as he approached the bottom of the water filled room.

The moment he touched the bottom, the bright white light burst from his form again, and the blue dissolved around him. As the light faded, allowing Misato and Kaji to see him on the monitors again, Shinji released his last air bubble and hung limply in the deep water, spent and out of air.
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Just as a note, I was going to end the chapter here originally. Thought people would like to know that... As it is, you are getting part of the next chapter, too.
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Can we get a reading on him? Misato said softly to Kaji as she placed a hand on his shoulder. She needed support suddenly, and she didn't care where she got it from anymore.

He has no sensors hooked up, Kaji said in equally soft tones. But it doesn't look good. He reached up and grasped her hand in his own, giving it a light squeeze.

He looked back to the screen as Asuka's plug opened slowly. He is not saving me, and then not giving me the chance to even the score, Asuka said in a determined voice as she dove into the water. She reached him quickly, being the expert swimmer that she was, and pulled him to the surface. Looking over to her own entry plug, she saw that it was starting to sink with all the holes that had been eaten into it. Shinji's was still floating, though.

She struggled for a moment to get him inside, and then swung herself up as well. As she knelt in the entrance, breathing hard from the effort, she looked up as he started to cough. she said in a whisper and she leaned towards him to hold him. You can't even swim!

It took Shinji a moment to register his surroundings, and almost as soon as he had, he wished he hadn't. He certainly did not expect for Asuka to be holding him when they were both naked. It appeared that she remembered that too, suddenly, as she struck the side of his face almost at once, and he winced as he looked away.

You even think of looking at me until we're out of here, and I'll throw you back in. Got it? she demanded, sitting in the seat in the entry plug. Shinji nodded without turning around, and managed to sit in the small space behind the seat, with his back to her as well.

Is Shinji alright? Rei asked just as Misato was about to do the same.

I'll live, he said softly, coughing a little as he did so. He could feel the water in his lungs still, and it was extraordinarily uncomfortable to be curled up so tightly because of it. He could practically feel each of his ribs pressing against his lungs with each breath he took. But I want to get out of here as soon as possible.

I need to have a word with you when you are dressed again, do you understand, Shinji Ikari? Misato asked in a strict voice. He hung his head as he sighed, but he did not answer right away.

I will make sure he heeds your request, Rei offered.

Don't worry, Rei, Shinji countered. I'll be there. I don't think I want you two to be, though, he added after a moment. He knew what was coming. Even though he had saved Asuka's life... just like he had before... he knew that he had ignored Misato's orders to stay in his plug. He knew what she had been shouting. He clutched at his necklace again for some form of comfort, but he found that he could barely remember the soothing sound of Nephilim's voice this time.

Asuka said from the seat in front of him. Cause I'm going with you, and by the sounds of things, so is Wondergirl.

Rei said softly.

Yeah, like I said, Asuka shrugged.

There was a long silence, save for the occasional cough from Shinji, before anything else was said. It appears that the Angel split itself into several parts, Kaji offered after a while. While part of it went after the Magi, another part attacked the pilots. It looks like Shinji's defeat of this part helped Rits, though.

The Magi are safe, then? Rei asked.

Misato said with a sigh. And the Angel threat is finally over, she added as the entry plugs started to move again. We'll clean up the systems once we have you out of them. Through the lack of door on the entry plug, both Shinji and Asuka saw the platform approaching them to let them get out.

Shinji didn't wait for Asuka to tell him this time, but he ducked down and looked at the ground beneath him as she climbed out. She looked back and, with a satisfied smile, walked to the changing rooms. He waited until he was sure that Rei had enough time to leave as well before emerging.

Once he was standing upright, he felt the pain in his chest start to fade again. He had almost forgotten how nice it was to breath without pain. Taking a deep breath, he walked towards the changing rooms and pulled on his clothes. He would come back later for a shower... he just wanted to get the yelling out of the way before the other pilots would be finished cleaning off.

He emerged to find that both Asuka and Rei were waiting for him, neither of them having cleaned off either. It is customary for us to speak with the Major together, Rei explained at his shocked expression.

Shinji simply shook his head and walked into the room. Glad to be dressed again? Kaji asked from the other side of the room. Misato shot a glare at him, but he simply smiled in response as he looked to all three pilots. Must have been the longest any of you have ever gone without clothes. He then grinned to Misato. Though I can think of someone else who might have beaten that record when she was younger.

Get out, Misato growled at him. She then turned back to Shinji, Asuka, and Rei. Well. You all survived, which is great. The first Angel defeated without the Eva Units, I might add, she said with a small grin. You two are dismissed, she added, motioning both Asuka and Rei out of the room. When neither of them moved, she glared at both of them.

Faced with no other option, they both turned and left. As soon as the door closed, Asuka leaned against it, pressing her ear against the paneling to hear what was going on on the inside. Rei didn't seem to notice, and kept going to the changing rooms. You disobeyed a direct order! Misato said angrily. Risking your own life again!

I am aware of that, Misato, Shinji said wearily.

That is your second strike, do I make myself clear? she demanded. Two now! If you step out of line like this once more, then we will have no choice but to have you incarcerated for up to two months. Understand?

I was only trying to save Asuka's life! Shinji objected.

Just like the last time! Misato pointed out, her voice still harsh. And, while I am glad that she survived, what you did could have killed you both! Again! I didn't accept that last time, and I certainly am not accepting it this time, either. Nephilim would not have wanted you to throw your life away like this!

Shinji asked, his voice cold suddenly.

She would have wanted you to live your life to the fullest, I'm sure.

Shinji did not reply, and Asuka stepped away from the door quickly as she heard him walking towards it. Goodbye, Misato, Shinji said coldly as he threw the door open and stalked down the hall. Asuka saw the tears in his eyes as he turned the corner, and she stepped into the room at once, even before Misato had a chance to turn.

What do you think you're doing, throwing that out like that? Asuka demanded.

You listened in anyway, did you? Misato asked as she sat down at a computer console. I was only telling him what was best for him.

You threw her in his face! Asuka shouted in response. And just what do you mean by second strike, anyway?

Keep that up, Asuka, and you'll be getting a strike of your own! Misato replied angrily. I don't have the energy to fight you right now, got it? He stepped out of line by jumping into that volcano, and now he jumped into the water, even though he was ordered not to. I had no choice!

You didn't have to mention Nephilim! Just what do you know about her, anyway? Asuka asked, her blue eyes still flaring. She knew how much it had hurt him when she had thrown mention of her around. She couldn't even begin to imagine how Misato had learned, nor why she would do the same thing that she herself had done, only ten times worse.

I am trying to convince him of how important it is not to break orders. It is for his own good, Misato said softly. I don't want to, but I have no choice.

You didn't have to break him like that, Asuka muttered as she stormed from the room. She had no idea where Shinji had gotten to, but she had the feeling that it was not a good time to leave him alone.

Shinji slumped against the wall of the changing rooms after he pulled his shirt off. He knew he was crying again. It was more than he had ever cried before, too, and he knew it. It... it must have been Kaji... he whispered to himself as he shook with uncontrollable sobs. He... he was the one that... that she warned me about. The one I would least suspect...

He heard something move close by, but he could even bring himself to look up. I can't believe it... I even went to him when it happened before... He clutched at his necklace feebly, but found that he barely even had the strength to hold it tightly as his shuddering was draining him of his energy. I wish I had just died... I wish Asuka hadn't bothered saving me... then I wouldn't have even known... that he...

He tried to punch the floor in his frustration, but he couldn't even do that. The motion managed to knock him over, though, and he just laid on the floor, his face pressed into the cold tile as he continued to cry. He didn't care what happened anymore. Nothing really mattered... no matter how hard he tried to open up to people, even the nicest of people, they always turned on him. They always destroyed him, every time, and they always would.

Rei let the door shut to the changing rooms slowly. She had tried to talk to Shinji, but he hadn't even seemed to hear her. But she had heard him. She walked deliberately down the corridor until she found the lounge near the changing rooms, and walked in. As she had predicted, she found Kaji sitting on one of the benches.

Rei looked back in surprise as she heard Asuka shouting. She was about to reply when the red head stormed passed her and actually slapped Kaji across the face. It was you, wasn't it?

Kaji looked almost as surprised as Rei was sure she did. I what? he asked. What did I do this time?

You told Misato about Nephilim!

He knew I would, though, Kaji objected, taking a small step back from the two girls as Rei stepped towards him to stand next to Asuka. I told him that I would tell others, if it meant getting closer to the truth.

Closer to getting Misato in the sack, you mean? Asuka demanded. I can't believe I used to love you!

Didn't you do the same thing, though? Kaji pointed out.

Don't you dare bring that into it! Asuka shouted.

He is crying in the changing rooms, Rei offered. I tried to speak with him but he couldn't even hear me over his own sobs. I believe what you did is actually worse than what Soryu did to him before. I would be surprised if Shinji forgives you as he forgave her.

Asuka didn't say a word as she turned to stalk off. She knew where he was now, and that was what she wanted to find out. Not like she needed Wondergirl's help, though... She pushed the door open to the changing rooms with a bang. she called. She received no answer, so she called out again. After a minute of listening, she heard a sound near the back of the room.

She found him lying on the ground, shaking as he continued to cry. She hauled him into a sitting position and slapped him hard across the cheek. Snap out of it! she demanded. He hiccuped, stopping his tears for a moment as he looked up to her. As soon as he blinked, though, he started crying again.

He... he was like a father... Shinji tried to get out.

Not now, Asuka said harshly. Don't tell me now. I don't care. Just stop crying. It's pathetic. She actually felt a little bad yelling at him when he was like that, but she knew she had to shock him out of sobbing any more. That, and part of her was still mad as hell at him.



Look, telling me you enjoyed Rei's kisses didn't do anything for you, you got it? she demanded, slapping him again. So just don't try to say anything right now. Just stop crying! When he continued to cry, she sighed and hauled him to his feet and pushed him towards the showers. As soon as she managed to get him under one of the sprays of water, she turned on all the cold and off all the hot, to try and shock him into stopping a different way.

She pulled him out again and wrapped him in a towel as he slumped to the floor, leaning against the wall again. He was obviously still depressed... broken, as she had said earlier... but at least he had stopped crying. That, at least, gave him the chance to get some strength back.

Don't you get it, Asuka? he whispered up to her. He betrayed me... just like she said he would!

Nephilim warned you about him? Asuka asked in surprise. And you didn't believe her?

She said that it would come from the one I least expected... he admitted, letting his head drop forward with a long, drawn out sigh that sent him flopped forward, if not for Asuka's quick hands catching him.

She sat on the ground next to him and held him up, but said nothing else. Well, I don't think even seeing you again could break him any further, Nephilim...' she thought to herself, wondering if the being had any way of hearing her thoughts. She looked up as Rei entered the room as well and sat across from the two of them.

He will be alright? she asked in a whisper, looking to Asuka.

The German girl hated to admit that she didn't know, and so she did not reply. With a sigh, she gave him a little squeeze. If ever there was a time to appear, Nephilim, now would be that time...
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nicknack: I guess you have a fair point... and she did admit her feelings first. But Rei was the first to do so to Shinji directly, I suppose. I'm glad you've liked it so far.

ignorantly grinning: I don't usually think about it either, but my current novel seems to be more focused on character interaction than anything else. I had to take a serious time out to examine it to try and figure out why, because I found myself not caring where it went next, so long as I could figure out how the characters would respond. I just wanted to see if anyone else had ever felt the same way.

Rusty Knights Productions: Thanks for the answer to the question. The reason I was asking is because with the novel I'm working on right now, I believe it is focused almost entirely on the characters (in about a 70/30 ratio), and I'm finding it interesting. Usually I try to balance it better, but...

Lonely Magician: Glad you found it amusing. Here is the actual update, and I hope it was worth the wait.

RedShadow64: I agree that Scenario number two is rather close, but not bang on. Hopefully it will all become clear in time.

BAKAMAN: I thought about not replying to this review at all, as it is just yelling at me to update and saying nothing at all about the story. It did make me consider strongly not updating for longer, though. Your second reply, your one to my author's note, made me think even harder about delaying it, but then I thought that it would not be fair to everyone else who was waiting.

ominix: Yes, Rei is a bit OOC. But there you have it.

Anonymous: Glad you liked the story. Yes, Rei is a little too OOC too quickly, but I do intend on fixing that. Just later. It will be a more gradual change in the end, but for now, I'm leaving it.

Red Horseman: Interesting two scenarios. I suppose that scenario 2 is closer to the truth, but neither are dead on. Will Rei betray him? That remains to be seen, I suppose. But she will not be the only one. All I'll say right here is that Kaji is not the one that Nephilim was warning him about.

Lonely Magician: I thought so too, which is why I toned down the kiss a little before. Here is Chapter 10, incidentally, in case that wasn't obvious by now. I did mix in a bit of Chapter 11 as well... which sort of messes up a couple of things, but there you have it. Just a bit more work on my end, is all.
Thanks for mentioning the profile. All updated now...

KoalaKiller: Hehe... I thought of Kuno for a bit too, but that just wasn't going to happen. Not with what else I have in store, anyway. I do realize that the characters are young - and a little volitile at times, too... - but they are also rather mature for their age most of the time. They are facing death on a regular basis, which does wonders for the maturity levels... well, some maturity levels, anyway. I can't see a twenty year old, for example, fighting at some of the levels that these three manage later on, even though Rei accepts being out of the running for that type of love. As for the TOILI fic... I am going to have to reread that from start to finish one of these days. And the author comments, I think.
Wow... I just clued in that you left two comments for this chapter. Cool! Thanks.
You definitely have more experience with the fanfiction side of things than I do, that's for sure. I'm glad you find this piece as a good one still. As for Rei being out of character... I found that she moved a bit too quickly too. I am planning (later) on updating some of the earlier chapters to make the transition smoother, and more logical, but there are other things to deal with first. Like, for example, dealing with the fact that Kaji isn't the one that Nephilim was talking about.
As for the pairings, the interesting interactions between Shinji and Asuka are what make them perfect for me, too. Of course, nothing has really happened by this stage... and Shinji's explanation won't be happening for a little while, either, but I am making this a Shinji/Asuka fic at this stage.

Jaxis: Evil? Me? Well... they do say that I am the evil twin, so I guess I should live up to the reputation sometime, right?

TOILI: Hmmm.... stabbed with a pencil, eh? Given that I am used to being attacked by swords all the time, a pencil doesn't seem like that much of a threat to me...
On that note, however, it will not be an easy transition to the pairing. Yes, Shinji has decided, but Asuka is being as stubborn as ever (or more so, even), and just doesn't want to hear his explanation. Even though he was being honest.

NefCanuck: Here is the beginning of the resolution, though the complete cycle will not happen until much later in the story... this incident should span at least six chapters still. And even then... well... I won't spoil anything else just yet.
I guess you were reading from the beginning to the currently done last time, as you left two reviews as well - one for chapter 4. I'll reply to it, as well. Nephilim's full impact in the story is only beginning to show itself, really. By the time everything is said and done, well, we'll see just how much affect she has.

Rust Knights Productions: You are right. She does see it wrong. Mostly. She has just cause to be upset, in my mind, but he is just trying to be honest with her. Maybe a little too honest, but honest just the same. As for possessiveness, that she is. But she is also proud and stubborn. What she really needs at this stage is a good talk with Hikari - or, failing that, someone with a big stick to beat some sense into her...

Mike: He will not be getting both, sorry. He just won't be pushing the other away, that's all.

Ghost Man: Hope you don't mind that I put part of your review at the top. It's deep. Very deep, and I thought it deserved to be noticed. And you have a very valid point. One that Rei seems unable to grasp right away, too.
Unfortunately, the relationship hasn't really paired out yet, I guess. Yes, Shinji has decided, and Rei understands - mostly - but Asuka's just pissed. I was very tempted not to post this chapter until I had the next several ready to post at the same time, but then decided that I might as well. Even though nothing is really resolved.

Uniden: That would be quite the read, I think. I'm glad you like it, too. As for not having a plan devised... well, I do have a plan, somewhat, like key points ready, but you are right. I don't have a concrete plan. I can't write using one. I only plan a couple of chapters ahead at any given time. The story can't develop properly if it is stuck in a grove.
As for when the story will end... I do intend to keep this going until the Angels are defeated at least. Possibly more. Probably until things are resolved, as well - unlike the Anime series originally.
I am sure that I have upset someone with this chapter, at least. Picking a pair does that. But I wrote the piece, and I'm happy with it, so that's all I can do. I wasn't going to leave it hanging forever. I hope you still like it.

JC Fabulous: He has made a decision. But it seems he's pissed Asuka off anyway...

deinku: Well, I could have left this chapter worse too, I suppose... if you really want me to...

TheLegendaryManHimself: I liked Asuka's description myself. She can be mature when she wants to be, I suppose. Stubborn, but mature. As for feeling sorry for Shinji... even in the show when he wasn't forced to chose or anything, it wasn't hard to feel sorry for him. He was just one screwed up little puppy.

ignorantly grinning: And here is the blubbering like an idio... er... the Shinji Rei kiss scene! There is some action in this chapter, and there will be more next chapter, too. The Dirac Sea is approaching, after all.

Dreka: Well, I'm glad you found this fic now, anyway. Always nice to know more people are reading, and liking, my work. I, too, would always chose to disappoint my readers first, than myself, but at the same time, I'd rather keep more people happy, too. In this case, however, I just went with my gut. As for staying true to my vision... well, I wear glasses, so it might not be a straight line.

Cyber-Undead: Well, it took a while, I guess. Seems like each time I say it will take a while, it is instant, while if I say it will be shortly, it takes weeks. Oh well. As for out/in character moments, and Shinji being shy. I agree with you in some cases, but as you pointed out, the boost thanks to Nephilim certain helps somewhat. In this case, however, it was the worry that Asuka would just kill him when he got home that got him through!

Talker: I have tried to mix the Asuka from the anime and the Asuka from the manga - not an easy challenge by any means. And she has evolved a little, too. Still stubborn as hell, but she has a softer side, too.

dennisud: I will try that at evamade, though I haven't had the chance recently without my computer. That was a pain in the... well... you get the idea. As for the friend, and how he handles both girls (love/friendship idea), it will be worked out, eventually. I think. It will just take a lot longer than most fics, where he simply makes a decision, and everything changes.
And I hope it is a fun read.

supereva 01-02: Glad you liked it. And you definitely latched onto different cliffhangers than I would have thought, but they are fair, too, I guess. Misato must have hallucinated the whole event, though... No way Asuka would ever take the blame for Shinji, right?
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Well, there you have it. Chapter Ten is done. I hope everyone liked it, and I want to thank everyone for their patience, and their reviews. With any luck, my computer will not be having any problems for a while, but we shall see. As I mentioned in the replies, this is not going to be a fic where Shinji makes his decision, and then everything is tied up in a neat little package. I didn't really think it fit. I will assure you all that everything will tied up... mostly... eventually, but it won't be for a while. Life is complicated and uncertain, afterall.
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(And, if you are like me, then that phrase should be followed with Eat Dessert First.)
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Until the sun sets upon a broken world,
The Shadows