To my dearest Landon:
Words can't describe the love I have for you. And as I pass on, I know that I'll leave with the undying love that I feel now. You always say that I saved your life, and that I'm the best person you've ever known, but somehow I can't seem to think that that's not true. Landon, your life shines with color... radiance. You reflect all sadness and always try to live for the positive. Loving you was the best thing I've ever accomplished in my short life and I'll never regret one minute that we had together. But, you, you saved my life. In school, I never really experienced friendship, until you came along. I mean yes, Sally was my friend, but I always felt like I wasn't whole. This may surprise you, but when we did the play, I was indeed singing to you, because that's exactly what I felt for you. Forgive me for being selfish when you came to talk to me in the cafeteria. I was scared Landon, because I knew that I fell for you. My time is coming. I can feel it. My bones are weak, but my soul stays lit. You've kept me happy in my worst times and to you, I thank you with my life. You've shown me what being cared for really feels like. I can't stay any longer, even though you'd like me to. I would wish nothing more than to be with you forever. I've left you a piece of me, which shall fill your darkest days, our daughter. I know that she adores you. Landon, please... move on with your life after I'm gone. Don't dwell in the past. I hope all your dreams come true, and complete your list, for me!! I'll always be with you, in your heart, in your dreams, and whenever you feel the wind blow, it will be me! I'll be here waiting for you, my love!!
With my Deepest Love,
Jamie
Words can't describe the love I have for you. And as I pass on, I know that I'll leave with the undying love that I feel now. You always say that I saved your life, and that I'm the best person you've ever known, but somehow I can't seem to think that that's not true. Landon, your life shines with color... radiance. You reflect all sadness and always try to live for the positive. Loving you was the best thing I've ever accomplished in my short life and I'll never regret one minute that we had together. But, you, you saved my life. In school, I never really experienced friendship, until you came along. I mean yes, Sally was my friend, but I always felt like I wasn't whole. This may surprise you, but when we did the play, I was indeed singing to you, because that's exactly what I felt for you. Forgive me for being selfish when you came to talk to me in the cafeteria. I was scared Landon, because I knew that I fell for you. My time is coming. I can feel it. My bones are weak, but my soul stays lit. You've kept me happy in my worst times and to you, I thank you with my life. You've shown me what being cared for really feels like. I can't stay any longer, even though you'd like me to. I would wish nothing more than to be with you forever. I've left you a piece of me, which shall fill your darkest days, our daughter. I know that she adores you. Landon, please... move on with your life after I'm gone. Don't dwell in the past. I hope all your dreams come true, and complete your list, for me!! I'll always be with you, in your heart, in your dreams, and whenever you feel the wind blow, it will be me! I'll be here waiting for you, my love!!
With my Deepest Love,
Jamie