Lu is sitting in her office staring at a picture when Andy walks in.

"Delgado can I talk to you when you have a minute?"

"Sure, I have a minute now, what's up?"

"Have you talked to Kayla lately?"

"No why?"

"Well she's been kind of off lately."

"How so?"

"It's like she's there but her mind is somewhere else."

"How do you mean?"

"She's always staring off into space."

"Did something happen?"

"I don't know."

"Well maybe you should just talk to her, ask her what's bothering her."

"So what are you doing?"

"Oh, just looking at some pictures."

"Oh, of who?"

"No one really I'm just trying to organize them so I can make Marc a scrapbook for when he comes home, sort of as a surprise."

"Oh, who's that?"

"Which one?"

"The one of the baby." Lu bites her lip for a second giving her time to make up a story.

"That's one of the first babies I delivered."

"Oh, really."

"Yeah."

"I don't believe you."

"I... it's the truth."

"No it's not."

"Look, I don't know what right you have to tell me I'm a liar, but I'm your friend and co-worker I wouldn't lie to you."

"You would if it were to keep from hurting someone."

"Like who?"

"You."

"What do you mean?"

"Lu that picture is laying next to a box full of pictures labeled family pictures."

"Look I don't know what you're implying, but whatever it is I'm sure you're wrong."

"Alright Delgado."

Andy walks out; she heads to the ICU to check on a patient when she bumps into Peter.

"Hey Riggs can I ask you something?"

"Sure, what?"

"Delgado doesn't have any nieces or nephews does she?"

"No, why?"

"Well when I questioned her about a picture she was looking at, that came out of a box labeled family pictures, she went crazy on me."

"Who was the picture of?"

"A baby."

"Look Andy there are some things Lu doesn't share with people because she doesn't want them to think any less of her."

"So are you saying it's none of my business or are you saying you don't know, what are you saying?"

"It's not my place to tell you who it is if Lu wants you to know she'll tell you."

"Then you know who it is?"

"Look I've know Lu for a long time and there are things I know that she doesn't tell me until much later, besides Lu's past is Lu's past."

"Look Riggs I don't handle not Knowing things very well if you know then please tell me."

"If you really want to know ask Lu yourself."

Later that day Andy goes into Lu's office to look for a business envelopes when she comes across the picture she saw Lu looking at earlier. It's turned over she sees it has writing on the back so she reads it.

"M. Delgado August 27th 1990"

"What are you doing in my office?" Lu asks from behind Andy.

"I was looking for business envelopes."

"Bottom right drawer."

"Thank you."

"You really want to know don't you?"

"Know what?"

"About the picture?"

"Yeah, but it's not really my business."

"No it's not but I'll tell you any way."

"Ok."

"Sit down it's a long story."

"During the spring of 1988 I decided to start dating again, I mean Marc was almost 2 so I figured it was time. In May I met a really nice guy, who liked Marc and was just a great person in general. His name was Jake O'Reilly, then in July we got engaged. In December we broke up, but well let's just say he didn't know the whole story. The next July I was grocery store shopping and I bumped into him literally. At that point there was no point of denying I was pregnant. Of course he wanted to work it out, but by that time he had already enlisted, before Maria was born he was deployed, the next day I found out there had been a bomb and he was killed, so there I was 19 years old with 2 kids, I had no idea what to do. I was in the park one day with Maria trying to clear my head when a couple came up to me and said "Oh she's so cute you're lucky to have such an adorable baby." I replied by saying: "Cuteness doesn't pay the bills." Then they were telling me how they couldn't have kids and I kept thinking "these people should have I shouldn't I can't take care of her." Within a week I decided to give her up for adoption, I always thought it was wrong especially when I had Marc, but I couldn't take care both of them, I didn't have the money to and I knew I couldn't raise them adequately so I gave her up for adoption."

"Didn't Marc remember anything?"

"No he was only 3 so he didn't remember any of it."

"So you have no idea where she is?"

"No."

"All I know is she lives with 2 parents, both of which have good jobs and can provide for her."

"So you don't want to know more?"

"I don't need to know more."

"Ok, if you say so."

"Well I have a patient so I'll talk to you later."

"Ok."

As Andy is walking out of Lu's office she bumps into Kayla.

"Oh, sorry Kayla."

"It's ok."

"I'm glad I did though because I've been meaning to talk to you."

"About what?"

"About what's been bugging you."

"What do you mean?"

"You seem like something is wrong, like you're there but you're really not."

"Oh, I'm fine it's just that I've been really tired lately."

"Oh, ok try to get some sleep then."

"Ok."

"See you later."

Kayla heads to her car in the parking garage. She gets into her car and goes to the grocery store to get some bread, when she gets back into her car she hears a noise; she brushes it off as a rattle. As she's driving down the highway she looks in the rearview mirror she sees some thing so she pulls over thinking she left something in the back of the car. When she turns around there is a man sitting in her backseat with a gun.

"Don't scream and I won't shoot."

"Please don't do this." Kayla replies thinking he's going to take her money. He rips off her clothes, Kayla closes her eyes hoping it's just a dream but when she opens them he's still there. She tries to push him off but she can't. Within seconds it's over. In denial Kayla starts up her car and continues to head home.

2 months later

Lu walks past Kayla in the hall. Kayla drops a paper but doesn't notice because she's in a daze.

"Kayla you dropped this."

"Thanks for telling me."

"Kayla what's going on?"

"Um..."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"No not right now."

"Kayla please talk to me." Lu says as they enter the clinic.

"I..."

"Come on let's go in my office."

"Ok."

"We're in private now, what's up?"

"Well about 2 months ago I was driving home. At 2 in the morning, and after I went to get some bread, I got back in my car, then a few mile down the road I thought I saw something in my back seat, so I pulled over to see what it was and..."

"And?"

"And there was nothing there."

"Kayla, what was there?"

"Some guy."

"What happened?"

"I thought he wanted my money, but I was wrong..."

"He didn't want your money?"

"No, he... wanted something else."

"Kayla you have to say it before you'll believe it."

"I was... I was ... raped."

"It's going to be ok."

"That's what I thought."

"What do you mean?"

"Well I've tried to forget that it happened, but I can't ..."

"And you won't but you have to work through it."

"I thought I had, but then..."

"But then what?"

"Well I was hoping it was my imagination and that it would go away, but it hasn't and I can't lie to myself much longer."

"About what?"

"I...I..."

"You what?"

"I..."

"Kayla? Are you with me?"

"I..."by this time Kayla is sobbing.

"It's ok." Lu hands Kayla a tissue.

"I've been really tired, more than usual and I..."

"Kayla I can't read minds just tell me."

"I think I'm..."