JT made me listen to this song a few weeks ago, saying that this would've been my theme song for when I was depressed. I guess it's true… So I then thought of making it a special chapter for this story! (It IS based off of when I was depressed…) So um… read, I guess…
Disclaimer: "Going Under"- Evanescence
Yu-Gi-Oh!- Kazuki Takahashi
Samusa Naraku: Special- Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you50,000 tears I cry
It's all my fault. I can only blame myself for what has been done.
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
I can't take it any longer. No matter how long, how loud I scream, he can't hear me. Damn this cold cell… All this silence…
… go away…
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (Wake up for once)
Or maybe… No, I don't need him… Heh… What was I thinking? He could never love the likes of me. Too much wishful thinking.
Not tormented daily defeated by youJust when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm so deep inside of here… Nobody can help me…Kamisama, not even you can help me now. I put myself here. I wish I could at least hear him call me hi-… a mutt…
I dive again I'm going under (going under)I'm drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break though
I'm, going under
Why can't I keep falling? Aren't I deep enough? Why must I be stuck here, to wait? Hm… Then again… He's changed too. It's in those beautiful eyes…
Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out(I don't know what's real and what's not)
Heh… There I go, wishing. He couldn't love me. I'm just a mutt, an underling, a nothing to him. So why did I have my hopes up?
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust my self anymore
But he could… He's just good at hiding it…? Fuck, I'm going in circles.
I dive againI'm going under (going under)
I'm drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
Falling forever, in my cold abyss, not knowing what will come my way next. I guess I just can't be loved, can I? Or I fell for the wrong person. Hai…
I've got to break through
I'm, so go on and scream
Scream at me, so far awayNo one can reach me now, I'm so cold… I'll never feel the light again. I know it.
I won't be broken againI've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
Jeez… forever's a long time, isn't it? Is that really how long I'll stay like this? I'll stay cold forever…?
I dive again I'm going under (going under)I'm drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break though
But that tiny speck of light above me… If I were to stay this way for eternity, then why is that there? What is it telling me…?
I'm, going under
Going under (drowning with you)
I'm going under
No, it can't be.
END SPECIAL
… well? Is it at least somewhat good? I'm not depressed anymore, so this and the last chapter might seem like, I dunno, in a different style. At least it does to me. I tried. NEway, PLEASE review!!!!!