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Giving in: Chapter One- Why do I keep thinking about you?

"What the fuck is your problem Potter?!" Draco yelled in the middle of Potions class, yes he was paired with Harry fucking Potter the Boy-that-fucking-would-not-die.

"My problem?! Your the one that dropped the wolf's bane!" Harry protested.

"Me? Your the one that hit my hand Potter!" Everyone in the class stopped what they were doing to watch what would come out of this fight this time.

"Mr. Potter, Mr. Malfoy! Keep your voices down, your distracting the class!" Snape glared at them both, especially Harry.

"But professor, Malfoy's the one that started it!"

"No buts Mr. Potter, 5 points from Gryffindor for arguing with the teacher!" Malfoy smirked at his triumph over the raven haired boy once again. "Serves you right Potter!"

"Shut it Malfoy! Spoiled git..." Harry sunk in his chair across from Draco. "Mr. Potter, 20 points for calling a fellow student a git!" Snape flashed Draco a smile before turning back to Harry Glaring at him.

"ARRRRGH!!! I hate you both! YOUR BOTH SLIMEY BLOODY FUCKING GITS!!!!" Harry shot out of his chair and stormed from the class making his way to the Gryffindor tower.

"HA! Did you see the looks on the Gryffindor's faces! Bloody brilliant!" Pansy sniggered while walking with Draco, Crabbe, Goyle, and Blaise to the Slytherin dungeon. Crabbe and Goyle laughed dumbly with Pansy. Blaise smirked but didn't say much, Draco kept on walking beside him with his head tilted slightly downward with face fixed in concentration.

"Drakie Poo, didn't you think that was funny?" Draco kept on walking "Helllloooooo??? Drakie are you even listening?" Pansy started poking his arm, Draco kept on walking not even noticing she was talking to him. "Drakie pooh, why aren't you talking to me, your future wife?"

Pansy got in front of him and gave him a sickly sweet pouting face.

"Shut up woman! I'm thinking!" Draco went around her only to have her stop in front of him again. "b-b-but, Drakie pooh don't you love me anymore??"

"SHUT THE BLOODY FUCK UP YOU SLUT! CAN'T YOU SEE I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU?! YOU ARE NOT MY FUTURE WIFE, AND QUIT CALLING ME THAT RIDICULOUS NAME!!!!" Pansy's covered her face with her hands and started to cry.

SLAP!! Pansy Parkinson slapped Draco, not a very wise thing to do. "I HATE YOU DRACO, I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!!!"

SLAP, SLAP!! Draco slapped her then back hand slapped her. Crabbe, Goyle, Blaise, and other bystanders stopped what they were doing watching the pair with widened eyes. "GO AHEAD AND HATE ME, CAUSE I ALREADY HATED YOU SINCE I FIRST MET YOU, YOU UGLY BLOODY SLYTHERIN CRACKWHORE!!!!!" Pansy covered her face once again and ran ahead of the group heading to the Slytherin girl's dorm.

"I can't believe you just slapped Pansy..." Goyle said going after her along with Crabbe. "HA! Its about time that girl got slapped, I can barely stand her." Blaise grinned at Draco then patted his shoulder. The crowed was still there staring at Draco.

Ron and Hermoine was among this group. "Poor Parkinson, I can't believe Draco could be such a evil git!" Hermoine stated while walking away with Ron.

"I thought that bitch deserved it, I mean sure it was mean and evil but shes always talking about us. Has to be the first time I've ever agreed with something Malfoy's done." Ron sniggered.

"UGH, men!" Hermoine went ahead of Ron heading towards Griffindor tower. The remaining bystanders started whispering the newest gossip.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU STARING AT?!?!" Draco yelled furiously. The group scurried away fearing the angered slytherin. Draco made his way past them running (gracefully in his case) back to the safety of his private room.

"Harry, HARRY!" Hermoine and Ron pounded on the boys dorm room door. "Go away! I don't want to talk, just leave me alone already!"

"Harry James Potter, if you don't open this door right now, I'll be forced to open it!" Hermoine threatened.

"GO THE HELL AWAY!!!"

"I warned you, Alohamora!" (AN:however thats spelled) Harry was rolled over on his bed with his back facing his friends.

"Tell us whats wrong Harry, we're your friends and we're here to help you!"

"OKAY, okay, I'll talk, Merlin if it will make you guys leave me alone."

"Good, now I understand why your upset right now, but you've been acting a bit...odd around Malfoy ever since 7th year started, so its been about 1 month this has been happening!" Hermoine exclaimed as she sat down on Harry's bed next to him.

"Its nothing, really you just worry too much Mione."

"She's right mate, you've been acting a bit odd around Malfoy since 7th year started." Ron stated taking a seat next to Hermoine.

"Its really nothing guys, I'll tell you when I'm ready to."

"Okay Harry, but please remember that we are always here for you to talk to."

"Okay, I won't forget." Hermoine and Ron stood up and headed for the door, Hermoine and Ron shot Harry worried glances then shut the door.

"Finally I thought they would never leave!" Harry got up and went to his trunk. "Where did it go...here it is." Harry pulled out a small black book with a red snake curled around another snake that was green. It was a diary that Harry bought on a Hogsmeade trip during his sixth year at a book store, everyone knew that the boy who lived was a Gryffindor, but when he picked up the journal with snakes on it, they looked at him with suprise and wonder. A Slytherin designed journal. Harry smirked at the memory. He opened it and found a blank page, and started to write.

October 18th, 7th year

Entry Title:Draco Malfoy and worried friends

Dear die-ary- Oh my fucking god, I think I have a small crush on that slimey git Malfoy....okay, not small, a little bit bigger than small, ok so I've got a HUGE crush on that damn sexy silver eyed beautiful blond Slytherin sex god. I dunno how it happend, I was just sitting in my room at the Dursley's during the summer and I had a dream about the Silver eyed god...ARG! THOSE EYES! it was a very good, dream, probably the best one I've ever had. It was a wet dream, so thank god that I have to do my own laundry. I started to think 'why in Merlin's name would I even have such a dream about my rival? A Slytherin no less.' I thought more and more about Malfoy each day. I thought that It was nothing, just a dream, but then I had these 'wet dreams' about him more frequently. I can't believe this. I thought...I have a crush on the person I hated the most...I've hated him for since I was 10 years old dammit, I'm 17 now...so seven years of hating and it just had to happed now...I guess Ron and Mione started to notice my 'strange' behavior around Malfoy, they talked to me about it today! I don't know if I want to tell them that I have a crush on the person that we've hated for 7 years. I think if I do tell them I'll tell Mione first, she seems to understand these things better. Ron on the other hand...I don't know what to do about him. I thought about telling Draco about me having a crush on him, but after what happend in potions today made me change my mind. Why suffer the rejection? But, I still love him even if he hates me.

-Harry Potter-

Harry closed the journal and sighed "Why can't you love me back?" he mumbled.

"Why can't who love you back?" Harry jumped and hid the book under his pillow.

"Hello, Ron..." 'Oh merlin, tell me he did NOT just hear that.' Harry thought while Ron grinned at him.

"Does Harry have a crush on someone?"

"Shut up..." Ron just grinned even more

"Whos the lucky girl?"

'Oh if only if you knew Ron, if only if you knew...' Harry smirked at the irony of it all. "Oh no one..."

"You can tell me Harry, come on who is it...its Malfoy isn't it!!!!" Harry looked alarmed

'How the hell does he know?!' Harry thought. "I uh, about Malf-" Harry was cut short.

"Yeah right, You and Malfoy, that'll be the day. Who could ever love that git?" Ron suddenly said.

"Uh...right who could ever like Malfoy?" 'Ok Harry, it was just a joke, he was just teasing you.'

"How did you get in here anyway?" Harry said eyeing Ron with a bit of distrust.

"Oh that, I just let myself slip in while you had a dreamy look on your face..." Harry glared at Ron giving him the If-you-don't-shut-up-I'll-hex-your-ass-into-next-week look.

"Okay, no need to get angry, I'll just leave then, I know when I'm not wanted." Ron walked out the door going to challenge someone to wizard's chess.

"I think I'll go for a walk." Still dressed in school robes,Harry gatheredhimselfand left.

It was after curfew and we find Draco on his bed. "ARG, I hate Pansy....I hate her...I can't believe that my father would even want me to marry that disgusting pig!" Draco said to no one, while lying on his bed glaring at the canopy of covers over his bed. 'Hmmm must think of something other than Pansy....Potter! yes thats right I must think of new ways to Make Potty's life Miserable, hmmm what shall I do?"

Oddly Draco couldn't concentrate, each time he thought of Potter he found him self thinking of his eyes. 'ARG! get out, get out! I hate his eyes, I don't like them, I don't like him! Why do I keep thinking about you?" Yes Draco was gay, but nobody knows. Nobody was trustworty in the Slytherin house, let alone anyone else in the damned school. Slowly Draco was becoming bored, he hated everyone in Slytherin house except for Blaise, and his god father Snape. "That is it! I can't stand this, I'm going for a walk!!!"

Draco got up, walked to his closet, grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom door slamming the door behind him. 10 minutes later Draco emerged from the bathroom, he was dressed in a tight black shirt and baggy black pants with a silver chain hanging from the side. (AN:Hes not a goth, he just grabbed some random clothes, but gothic draco is hot) He snatched his school cloak off his bed and slipped it on, covering most of him. His hair slicked back and not a strand out of place he left. 'Good thing I'm Head boy, I'll just take points off anyone whos out after curfew.'

Draco made his way down the stairs and into the Slytherin common room, every pair of eyes was on him, each of them was giving Draco lustful looks excluding a few of the guys.

"Drakie-pooh, do you forgive me?" It was Pansy walking towards Draco with a sick lusty look on her face, Draco wanted to gag.

"No, I don't forgive you, so shut the bloody hell up and leave me alone." Pansy started to cry and ran up to the girls dorm. Draco smirked at the rest of the people that were still staring at him, then left through the portrait door of Salazar Slytherin.

AN:Okay! thats the first chapter! So click on that review button!