By: Lacus Klein
Notes: Oh my God, I can't believe I'm actually writing this. Possibly the first R fic for this series? Don't know, but I'm about to find out. I had the idea though, and I just had to write it.
Summary: TsukasaxTomonori. Rated R for yaoi scenes, though mellowed for NC 17 will be posted on soon. I'll put up a note when it is. Basic story is the development of a romantic relationship between to the two. Slight angst, though possibly may grow. Well, on with the story
Tsukasa sat in his room and stared out of the window at the full moon. Leaned against the window sill, he sighed softly. That dream again, he thought. He'd been dreaming a lot lately. And they weren't normal dreams. Sighing again, he shifted and pulled at the night clothes sticking to his body.
Is this why they call them wet dreams? Tsukasa wondered, sitting back on his bed. Slowly, he pulled off his clothes and began to change into another pair. He cringed as he realized that he was still somewhat hard. Just thinking about the dreams did this anymore. Not bothering to redress, he made himself lay back down and close his eyes.
The dream came back, and Tsukasa was panting again. His body felt on fire, and he reacted readily to the touches he imagined on his bare skin. Moaning loudly, he felt himself coming close to another climax. He didn't know why, but he was craving this to be real.
Tsukasa gasped though when he was pulled back to reality by footsteps outside his door. Throwing the covers over himself, he buried himself enough to where his aroused state wouldn't be seen. Sure enough, the door opened and Tomonori peeked in. "Tsukasa, are you awake?" he asked softly.
Tsukasa managed to find his voice. "I'm sorry, did I wake you?" he asked softly.
Tomonori gave him a soft smile and stepped inside. "No. I just thought I heard some noises in here and was concerned." he said as he knelt by his futon.
"I'm okay." Tsukasa lied. He buried himself a little deeper, feeling warmer then before. Tomonori was so close. But what would he possibly think if he knew what he'd been doing?
For a few minutes, they were quiet. Tsukasa quietly found himself cursing his luck that Tomonori hadn't moved. But then, a soft hand touched his head, smoothing back his bangs. "You're warm Tsukasa. Are you not feeling well?" he asked.
At that, Tsukasa found that he couldn't take anymore. It's dark in here, he thought. He might not be able to see anything. And it's not like I haven't kissed him before...
Tomonori froze when he felt the soft lips touch his own. At first, he didn't think anything of it. He just closed his eyes and leaned back into the familiar kiss. It never hurt anything. He'd kissed him plenty of times before. But as Tsukasa's body moved closer, a suddenly realization made he stop. Tsukasa's body... there was nothing on it...
"Tsukasa!" he said, pulling back and finding himself in a sitting position.
"What's wrong?" Tsukasa asked, forgetting his state of dress for a moment. Then the memory suddenly came back. But as he blushed, he had to smile as well. "I'm not sick Tomonori-san. I was just dreaming..." he said, crawling over to him.
Tomonori just stared at him for a moment. He'd never seen Tsukasa like this. His normally light eyes were dark with passion, and the moonlight outlined his body perfectly. It was quite an alluring sight, something Tomonori had dreamed of many times before. But now, it was actually happening. And somehow, he just couldn't stop thinking that it was wrong of him to consent to this.
"Tsukasa, stop this." he managed to say.
"Why? You don't... want me?" Tsukasa whispered, still not bothering to move from over him.
"No. I don't mean..." Tomonori tried to think of an answer, but it wasn't forthcoming. And it didn't help when Tsukasa kissed him again.
Slowly, his hands found their way up the younger boy's side, gently tracing the fine curves of his ribs. Tsukasa sighed into the kiss, moving closer to press himself against him. Tomonori felt his arousal, and tried to find himself a way out of it. But his brain just wasn't working. The truth was, he wanted this too.
Moving Tsukasa back to the bed, Tomonori cast the rest of his fears aside. He kissed him deeply, slowly removing his own clothes and enjoying the sighs and moans Tsukasa was making. Taking his time, he explored him passionatly. Tsukasa wrapped his arms around him, sighing and closing his eyes at the wonderful sensations.
The time seemed to move by slowly as they made love, their soft moans filling the room. It was everything either had ever dreamed of. Climaxing together, they then laid together on the bed in each other's arms.
"I love you, Tomonori-san." Tsukasa whispered, curling up against him.
"I love you too." Tomonori sighed, holding him close. "Do you... have any regrets?"
Tsukasa shook his head, sleep coming on quickly. "None at all."
TBC?
Notes: You know, it's hard to write a lemon without graphic lemon scenes. I'll have to write an unedited for Anyways, did anyone like it? I've never really written much smut, but I thought I'd give it a try.