Would you make the one you love cry: by kilta

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-Nothing in this world worth your tears-

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A whole week had already passed, and finally the doctors had removed the drip from Suoh. Today was his first to start and eat again. Akira went to visit him with Utako and Nagisa, but Nokoru was still in the student council room, finishing his paperwork, because he already promised Suoh to finish them all before he comes and visits him at the hospital.

"Let me help you with that." Nagisa offered.

"No! … I mean thanks. I can do it myself." Suoh said as he tried to figure out where that damn spoon was.

"Are you sure?" Nagisa asked worryingly. It was Suoh's first meal since he had done that accident, and because he's 'blind' Nagisa thought it was a little hard for him.

"Sure I am sure … don't worry about me Nagisa-san." Suoh said stubbornly and his hand found the Spoon finally, but he sank it in the juice's glass instead of the food plate. Nagisa couldn't take it anymore. She excused herself. She didn't want to see Suoh like this.

"Um … senpai? Can I hel--"

"Ijyuin!"

"G- Gomen."

Akira looked at Utako and she shook her head. Suoh was so stubborn, they couldn't help him because he didn't want them to.

Nokoru entered the room and the two greeted him with a smile and Suoh noticed that it was Nokoru who had just entered, because now he could tell, and every time Nokoru visits him his heart kept beating faster.

"Kaichou! … You're late." Suoh said a little angrily, but Nokoru kissed his cheek suddenly making the ninja's anger melt away. Nokoru knew that Utako was there but he thought that one kiss on the cheek wouldn't make her so suspicious about them.

"AAh! This is your first meal right? … Are you having any troubles?" Nokoru asked with his cheerful voice. Akira and Utako sighed hopelessly knowing that Suoh would say 'No!'

"Well! … It's kind of hard, can you feed me, Kaichou?" Utako opened her mouth in shock, While Akira blushed because he just realized that Suoh would 'love it' if Nokoru feeds him. He could see the small smirk that played on his senpai's lips when Nokoru sat beside him and started feeding him.

"U- Utaku-san! Let's go to the hospital's café." the girl nodded and they left. Akira wanted to leave them alone so they would feel more comfortable.

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"Nokoru?"

"Yes! Suoh."

"Are we …"

"Suoh!"

"You said that you love me."

"Yes! I know … but--"

"Is that because I'm blind?"

"No! … Don't be silly."

"Then why you're not sure?"

"I- I want to be with you … and … yes! We can start this over again but I want to think about it first."

Suoh moved his face away sadly. Nokoru took the food tray away and then sat back next to Suoh who was still embarrassed. Nokoru lay on Suoh's chest and closed his eyes. Suoh wrapped his arms around Nokoru tightly and sighed.

Nokoru wanted and so badly to be with Suoh again, but he was afraid that he might hurt him more than he already did, because he still thinks that Nagisa shouldn't know about them, no matter what, and he didn't want to make the same mistake again, especially now that Suoh became so sensitive. If being with him was so much pain for Suoh, he'd rather to stay apart from the one he loves.

"Now your words to me won't heal my injured heart … and it won't return the lonely tears that I've shed …… I wished to find with you peace and love … but the real you were a cheater … and your road is full of pain."

He couldn't forget Suoh's words to him, because it had hurt him so much, it had torn his heart. What Nokoru had done was because he loved Suoh and he felt so jealous and betrayed when Suoh started to reject him … couldn't Suoh understand him a little? He hated to make any lady cry was that so wrong?

Nokoru knew that he was the one who stole Suoh's heart away from Nagisa. The poor girl, he didn't do anything to seduce the ninja or anything. He always treated him as his best friend but also he couldn't deny there was attraction between them from the first time they met.

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Few days had passed and Suoh had finally discharged from the hospital. The house felt really different to Suoh, in fact everything became different when he had lost his sight, but something so good came out from that unwanted blindness, which is that Nokoru always by his side, and he couldn't refuse anything for Suoh that was what he always wished for.

At this moment, Nokoru and Suoh were gadding around. Nokoru thought that he should take Suoh out to smell some fresh air once in a while. He held Suoh's hand, although he could walk by his own with out bumping with anything, after all he's a ninja and he could sense about his surroundings, but of course he would rather pretend that he couldn't in order to hold Nokoru's hand. Suoh lifted Nokoru's hand, rest it against his cheek. Nokoru blushed and stared at Suoh, he would pull his hand away but he didn't want to hurt the ninja's feelings.

"Suoh! … Don't do that! We're in a public place." Nokoru stopped walking and faced with Suoh looking at him sadly.

"I don't see anybody …" he smiled and kissed Nokoru's hand making the later wince at the sudden action.

"Of course you don't-- … Ah! Never mind, do you want to go to a particular place?"

"I want to go to a place where I can talk with you freely." Nokoru thought for a while about where he could take Suoh, before he smiled and tagged Suoh to the limo that was waiting for them at the end of the alley.

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"Here we are." Nokoru said while tagging Suoh inside a large fancy room.

"Where are we?" Suoh felt a little confused. He heard a sound of a closing door and then two arms wrapped around his neck and a warm body pressed against his. "Nokoru?"

"Chill out, Suoh … we're in my bedroom." Nokoru said then he pulled away slightly staring at Suoh's hazel blank eyes. He put his hand in front of one of Suoh's eyes but it didn't make any reaction then Nokoru lowered his hand sadly.

"What's wrong?" Suoh asked while he wrapped one arm around Nokoru's waist and the other stroked his cheek gently.

"Wrong? … Nothing is wrong dear." he said still staring at Suoh's eyes sadly. "What do you want to talk about?"

"Did you think about it yet?"

"About what?"

"About us!"

"Oh! … I didn't decide yet."

"What do you mean? For how long I'm going to wait."

"Suoh! For god sake … can't you forget about that thing even for a while?"

"I love you … so tell me how can I forget? And I don't understand why you need all this time … I mean you love me, right? even though now I don't think that you truly do." Nokoru pulled away from Suoh when the later said that, it has hurt him as it appeared.

"You don't trust my love? … Think of me and how I feel, I can't go through this again when I still refuse to tell Nagisa-san about our relationship."

"What? … After all this, y- you still- damn it Nokoru, what's kind of heart you've got? After all what we've been through because of your stupid policy you still at it? Can't you stop hurting me and hurting yourself because you don't want to make a lady cry?"

"Stop that Suoh! You don't understand?"

"No! You're the one who doesn't want to understand, I'm sick of this I'm sick of it."

"I- I can't … I can't let her know about us her heart would break and … and she would cr--"

"ENOUGH! … Me! I am the one who always cry and because of you, I can't take it anymore … I'm tired of it and I'd do anything to have you back, that's why I'll tell you the truth."

"T- Truth?"

"I told Nagisa-san … before that accident, I told her everything." Nokoru's eyes widen in shock but then he became so angry that he lifted his hand to slap Suoh but the later griped Nokoru's wrist before it hit his cheek then pulled him into a heated kiss. Nokoru's tears started to flow down on his flushed cheeks as he kissed Suoh, but he didn't know if these tears were because of the happiness or because of the pain. Few Minutes and Nokoru pulled away from Suoh. He backed away few steps from him.

"I won't forgive you Suoh … you're a traitor." Nokoru glared at Suoh but then he felt his heart thumping when Suoh started to walk towards him with slow steps. he put his hands on the blonde's cheeks then he wiped his tears away, his hand went down to Nokoru's shirt and he started to unbutton it slowly, Nokoru's rested his forehead on the ninja's shoulder surrendering to the other.

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Akira was at the council room, making few phone-calls. It seemed that Takamura Suoh was missing, he didn't come back home yesterday, so that is why Akira was so worried. 'I thought he was with Kaichou.' Akira walked towards the window and stared through it. He has been calling Nokoru so many times but the blonde's cell-phone was closed. Now he couldn't do anything but to wait.

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(Nokoru's room)

Suoh opened his eyes slowly and he could see nothing but the dark, but there was something different, he blinked few times and stared again at the dark, which started to fade away.

"W- what's going on?" he closed his eyes tightly and then opened it so wide … the dark changed into a bright light and that had hurt his hazel eyes, he closed it immediately but he smiled. He sat up and tried to touch the figure that lay next to him still closing his eyes, and when he touched Nokoru's soft cheek he leaned down until he could feel Nokoru's warm breath on his face. He opened his eyes slowly and everything was white this time. He blinked more and Nokoru's angelic face started to appear slowly in front of Suoh's eyes, his heart started to beat faster, his eyes glistened by unshed tears.

"The first thing I wanted to see was your beautiful face, Nokoru." he removed the golden locks that were on Nokoru's forehead and kissed it gently, and then he ran his fingers softly allover Nokoru's face.

"You captured my heart and you wouldn't let it go, andthe hours with you become like seconds." Suoh said softly while smiling sweetly at Nokoru before he leaned a little and pressed his lips gently against Nokoru's. Nokoru started to open his eyes.

"S- Suoh?" Nokoru whispered, trying to focus his gaze at the charming boy that was on top of him, staring at him with eyes full of love and passion.

"I'd challenge the whole world just to be with you, and I'd shout with all my power that I'm in love with you. I don't care if it's right or wrong." Nokoru blushed and touched Suoh's lips and Suoh kissed Nokoru's fingers gently.

"You … you can see? You can see me?" Suoh nodded and as he did the tears started to fall down from Nokoru's eyes. Suoh leaned again to kiss Nokoru's lips again.

'I don't care as well Suoh … I don't want to see you cry again. Nothing in this world worth your tears.'

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(At the council room)

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They wanted to surprise their friend, so Nokoru was holding Suoh's arm in order to guide him. Well, … Akira was the one who surprised them at first because when Nokoru opened the council room door, Akira stormed to them shouting and sobbing saying he was scared about them and he thought something had happened to Suoh.

"Calm down, Akira … we're ok." Nokoru said, while he walked slowly towards his large desk.

"Then … Takamura-senpai you were with Kaichou? The whole night?" Akira asked naively and the two blushed. Suoh went to his desk too and Akira's gaze followed him strangely because he was walking confidently like he wasn't blind at all.

"Yes, Ijyuin … I was with, Kaichou." Suoh replied then he looked at Akira who startled and ran towards Suoh bending down to look at the ninja's eyes.

"Takamura-senpai? I thought that you've just looked at me, I mean …"

"Isn't that wonderful, Akira? Suoh can see again." when Nokoru said that Akira jumped to his friend to hug him but the chair couldn't stand the sudden added weight so they fell down.

"What's going on there?" Utako asked as she entered the room with Nagisa, and when Nokoru noticed the later his smile disappeared.

"Utako-san! It's wonderful! Senpai … he could see us again." Akira shouted happily and the girls started to shed some happiness tears and they went to join the hug with Akira. Nokoru crossed his arms against his chest jealously, and then he approached them pulling Suoh away from them and into his chest holding him protectively. They stood up and stared at him strangely.

"K- Kaichou?"

"Don't touch my Suoh!" the three gasped and Suoh looked at Nokoru with widen eyes and a blush on his cheeks.

"Nokoru-sama … what does that mean? 'Your' Suoh." Utako asked and the shock appeared on her face.

"It means that I love him and I won't aloud anyone to touch him, even the ladies." Suoh couldn't help but to smile happily. He wanted this for a long time now since he started his relationship with Nokoru. He wanted so bad that Nokoru would tell the others about them.

Utako turned to look at her friend who smiled at her to show her that she was ok with it. "I knew that Utako-san … Suoh-san had told me about him and Nokou-sama already." Utako stared at Nagisa in disbelieve. She knew how much Nagisa loved that ninja and it sounded strange that she accepted this.

"B-but I know that you love him, so how come you let him go so easily?"

"I- I just … know that I won't be happy if he was still with me and his mind and soul with someone else." She said sadly and the tears started to fall down from her eyes. Nokoru turned his face away in hurt, laying his head on Suoh's shoulder but he still refused to let him go.

"H- How? How could you do that to Nagisa-san, Nokoru-sama? You know that Suoh-san belongs to her, how could you take him away from her?" Utako shouted angrily but yet Nokoru didn't let go of Suoh but instead he tightened his hold around the ninja and that make Suoh feel like he could fly from the happiness.

"Enough! Utako-san … I'm ok, I thought about it long ago, if I couldn't be his lover, I want to be his friend." she said with her sweet voice.

"And you are a good friend Nagisa-san … you had encouraged me to not give up on him and keep trying, and finally I'm with him thanks to you." Utako gasped at what Suoh had said. She didn't expect that Nagisa even helped Suoh to go back to Nokoru. She felt dizzy suddenly and Akira caught her in time.

"Utako-san! … I'll take you to your room." Akira helped her out of the room and Nagisa followed them but before she left, she turned around and smiled at the couple.

"I wish you happiness."

"Thanks … Nagisa-san." Nokoru smiled at her and she nodded and left the two lovers alone.

Nokoru finally let go of Suoh and went to face the large window. Suoh looked at him strangely then followed him standing right behind the blond. "Do you regret that?" Suoh asked worryingly.

"No! … But I was thinking of my new policy." he opened his fan to hide his smirk.

"And what is it?" Suoh couldn't help but to feel a little anxious at Nokoru's new policy.

"Hmm … do you really want to know, Suoh?" Nokoru turned around to face Suoh who startled at the sudden move.

"Y- Yes … I would like to know." when he said that Nokoru rested his hands on the ninja's shoulder and leaned forward so he could whisper to Suoh's ear.

"I-would-never-make-the-one-I-love-cry." he pulled away from Suoh to see the later expression and he found Suoh smiling. It seemed that he liked it.

"We should make plans for another summer romance, where could we travel for the next summer?"

"France?" Suoh suggested as he wrapped his arms around Nokoru's waist.

"You're reading my thoughts, aren't you?" Nokoru smiled and then leaned closer as he met Suoh's lips half way into a French kiss.

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