Forbidden Secrets
By: Meef
Disclaimer: I do not in anyway own Teen Titans nor am I affiliated with it.
Warnings: Yuri (Lesbian), Gore, Suicidal content
The knife was clutched in her hands, ready to pierce her delicate flesh. Purple orbs glared down at a wrist scarred with zigzagging white lines. The shimmering, crimson stained knife was lowered to her hand when she heard a knock on her door, and she turned to see Starfire floating through her door.
"Raven, what are you doing with that human cutting utensil? Where you about to, as you say, cut yourself?"
Raven gasped, dropping the knife. Uncontrollable tears welled up in her eyes. She couldn't stop. She had been caught. She wanted to be caught, though, didn't she? That was why she didn't lock her door. Why would she want to get caught…? "Star-starfire... Please don't tell anyone… Please…"
"Raven, why were you going to do such a horrible thing? It is forbidden on our planet."
"Well the way I feel should be forbidden… I can't stop… I hate doing it, but I love it. The pain is so… glorious…"
"I fail you see the glory in hurting yourself. It hurts me to see you…" Her voice trailed off, she putting her arms around Raven. "Raven, why must you do this? It hurts me to see you injure yourself…"
"Why should it hurt you? I'm only hurting myself. No one would care if I died. Robin broke my heart; a friend who cared about me wouldn't do that…"
"Raven… I do… This emotion you call 'caring,' I have that for you… It is forbidden on my planet… ….but I... I believe the word is love… I love you, Raven…"
Raven felt her face grow warm, and knew she was blushing. She had never thought of Star like this… Would she… could she…? "Starfire, I never knew… Please help me Starfire… If you love me… I don't want to die anymore... I don't think I can stop. It gives me something no one can… I like it… The rush…"
No, I don't hate Raven. Just wanted to try a dark fic. Please R&R. Five and you get another chapter. Let's just say, I don't know how this will turn out, either. \\/ Peace!