Titel: Trust

Summary: Sakura likes Syaoran, but convinced herself of the opposite, when she figures out, he doesn't trust her at all. While capturing the cards, and living her hard life, Syaoran has to seek the truth behind all the mess. SS ET R&R

Disclaimer: I don't own CCS. Even if I said I did, you wouldn't believe me anyway. Hell, I wouldn't even believe that myself, I'm not that brilliant…! XD

Chapter one

The first beginnings

Life really isn't fun sometimes.

On her age of 11, Kinomoto Sakura meets a Clowcard for the first time, and with that, she meets Keroberos for the first time, the Guardian Beast of the Seal. Discovering her own powers, it took a long battle to capture the card, named Sweet. At her age, this was a difficult battle and her brother Touya had found her in the backyard that time, all drained and tired with a talking stuffed animal.

At this moment, Touya grew very overprotective of her. He didn't let her experience anything, for then, when a card would appear, she would already be drained before she could fight the cards.

Not being able to watch over her every moment of the day, made him promise her to be at home by 4 pm, strict. In that period of her life, this would mean, right after school. This meant, there was no time for her social life, which resulted in having no friends at all.

Sakura always listened to her older brother and hardly ever complained. And how could she? Not only was he twice her size, she didn't had parents to turn to. Their mother died 3 years after Sakura's birth from a decease, and her father died 2 years after that in a car accident.

This meant her brother had to take care of her. But she was glad he did. Without Touya, she wouldn't be anywhere at all. But it didn't mean it would make life that much easier.

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At the age of 17, Sakura went to College. This was a chance. A new environment meant a new friends, a new beginning, and, very important: instead of 4 pm, she had to be home at 5 pm. A whole improvement.

And new friends she got. In her first class, she made contact with three girls, Naoko, Chiharu and Rika. Second class, Tomoyo and Takashi were new. But most important, in her fifth class on her first day, she met Eriol and… Syaoran.

No, don't get me wrong here, this wasn't love at first sight, not at all. It came step by step, first unnoticed, and later on more willingly. Just one problem about this… it was one-sided.

Or he never showed it, or… even worse then that. But we will get there later on.

Life went on for Sakura, and beside all her new chances, her problems didn't disappear, they only got worse. In her first week, she had to skip a few hours of her classes, because a card appeared nearby. And to make it worse, her new friends thought it was normal to hang around together after school.

Okay, so it was normal, but not for her, she couldn't come, and even worse, she couldn't explain. Lies, lies, lies. She spread lies everywhere, and she hated it.

But lets just take a closer look at the cards for a moment.

In the 5 to 6 years she captured the cards, she had gotten 39 cards. It sounds like much, but then again, Sakura had no idea how many cards there were at all.

Just so you know which cards where already captured:

Arrow, Big, Bubble, Change, Cloud, Create, Dash, Dream, Float, Flower, Fly, Glow, Jump, Libra, Little, Lock, Loop, Maze, Mirror, Mist, Move, Rain, Return, Sand, Shadow, Shield, Silent, Sleep, Snow, Song, Sweet, Through, Time, Twin, Voice, Watery, Wave, Windy and Wood.

Maybe you already figured it out. The most difficult cards aren't in the list. From the start, it was the same: every new card there came, was more difficult to defeat then the last one.

Though it made her stronger, and the cards easier to defeat, Sakura, nor Touya, could figure out why it was like that. It was a mystery. (Even to me XD)

All cards were hard to defeat, but Sakura won every single one of them. But this had a cost. Every time one had to be turned into a card, they drained her energy to transform into a card. And to make it harder, they also drained her energy when she used the cards to fight the others. This resulted in her, being powerless after every fight.

She tried her best not to be seen by anyone, for after every fight, she was pale, weak and dirty from the fight. The sight of her would make question marks rise in people passing by.

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okay, it's just a beginning, an intro, but it is something. So how did think of it? Even flames will do, as long as I get my reviews XD XD

Oh, I know… I said I wouldn't post anything, until I had the story half finished. But I haven't written anything besides this, and I did post it, so there…! Just be happy with it! (I HOPE YOU ARE!) But this time, I know what is going to happen, the entire story is in my head, and a large summary on my pc, so this time, no forgotten characters in the end, or sentences that didn't make any sense at all.

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