Thanks for That

Stupid Mother. She never should've made that Unbreakable Vow with Snape. Then Dumbledore wouldn't be dead and I might have had a way out of this death-trap. Stupid Father. It's his fault I had to do it anyway. It was his mistake that dragged me into all this. Leave it to them to ruin my life-- I mean, ruin and end my life. Mother always kept such an annoyingly close watch on me. She should've realized that I'm the man of the house now. I should be taking care of her, I'm not a child anymore! And it's Father's fault that I've put her in danger now, both of us are going to die. Yeah, thanks for all that. Your mistakes are going to take my life.

Stupid Snape. He shouldn't have gone through with the Vow. He snatched my only escape from this-- right out from under me before I even knew I would need it. He must've known, he was always telling me I was doing it wrong. He must've known I didn't want to do it, he couldn't have really thought my my heart was in it. Surely...Stupid Snape.Thanks for closing me in.

Stupid Dumbledore. Whatever happened to Dumbledore being the greatest wizard known to man? How could he just die like that? When he had just guaranteed me a way out, when he had just given me the opportunity of a lifetime? He had no business dying when I needed him! How could he have done that to me? Thanks for giving me all the false hope in the world and ripping it away from me, just like Lord Voldemort will shortly be ripping the life right out of my body!

Stupid Potter. And the rest of his friends too! Always playing the hero, leaving me to be the bad guy. Dumbledore was right, I'm not a killer, I'm not the bad guy. I offered Potter friendship at the beginning of our first year ot Hogwarts. He turned me down, now he's popular and I'm not because he makes me out to be so evil and all. It's not fair, just because Granger makes better grades than me she's treated better. It's not fair! I'm about to die andno one's even going to miss me! Thanks for condemning me to a life like hell.

Stupid Voldemort! I don't want this life, I want out! Doesn't he know I just want out? I don't want to do this anymore! Please just let me out! Why would he pick me? Why did he have to threaten me? Ha, because he knew I would try to back out...Of course he knew. That's why he's doing this. Stupid Voldemort. Thanks for prematurely ending my life.

...Stupid me...Look at all that's happened to me. I failed in my task and now I'm about to die and I can't even accept the balme for any of it. There were so many people trying to keep me safe: Mother was always checking in because she was worried; Snape was making sure I did it right because he knew I would die if I didn't; Dumbledore tried to protect me even on his deathbed-- and I'm blaming them all. I should be thanking them! I'm so stupid, I let myself into this. I was excited about this. Now I've not got anything to be excited about. I'm so stupid. Thanks for taking the time ro screw everything up nicely, Draco, so that you could die a death you fully earned.

Sixteen years isn't long enough. I'm so stupid, I brought myself to this. There are so many things I should've done differently, if I had another chance I would do so much differently...And you know, I realize I'll never be like Potter and his crowd. But I thought maybe, we could've at least been...friends?