Disclaimer: Do I really have to do this?

Warnings: angst… rape… blood… shonen ai… same old, same old…

Love hurts,

-'Cause 'love is blind'

"I love him. I really do. When we got together I was so happy!

It was great the first few weeks. Even now I remember them with a smile. But then I started to feel anger through the link I share with my yami. Every time I met Yami Bakura, I felt waves of rage through the link.

I tried not to let it bother me, but then one day when I was alone with my white-haired lover, my yami took over. It was so sudden that I didn't have time to react. And through my yami's eyes, I saw what he did to Bakura. I heard my yami tell Bakura to stay away from me.

Later, Bakura held me in his arms and told me that I wasn't to blame. He told me that my yami couldn't tell him what to do.

I hate the way my yami makes Bakura suffer, makes him bleed. And still he stays with me. I've even pleaded him to leave and save himself from all of the abuse, but still he stayed.

I just wish my yami would stop hurting him…"

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But 'A leopard cannot change its spots'.

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"I like him, of course, but not the way he wants me to. Not that I'm going to tell him that… It was his yami that I fell for, but I know Yami Malik would never care for me, so I took the second best. It was kind of nice to have someone who loves you.

Then, a few weeks after we had started going out, Yami Malik decided to make an appearance. I was partly happy to see him, partly worried of what he might do. But I wasn't afraid. There's nothing Marik could do that would scare me. I remember him backhanding me and I fell to the floor. Before I even realized what was going on he was on me, ripping my clothes with the dagger of his millennium rod. Marik raped me in the middle of their house hallway. He bit me on the shoulder when I tried to push him off. I have a scar to prove it. When he was done he told me to stay away from Malik, and then left me bleeding on the floor.

Later I told Malik that I didn't blame him, and that I wouldn't go anywhere. In truth, I was glad in some sick way, because I got to be with Marik.

Every bruise, every drop of blood, is worth the time I get to spend with him.

I just wish he would care for me, just a little…"

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And 'Don't dig your grave with your own knife and fork'.

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"I hate the time they spend together. I hate the way Yami Bakura has his arm around my hikari. I hate the way my hikari reaches up to kiss Yami Bakura.

A month or so after those two started spending time 'together' my anger reached the point where it started leaking over the mind link I share with my hikari. And then one night I snapped.

I took control over my hikari's body and locked him into his soul room before he had time to fight back. I forced Bakura to the floor and used the dagger on the millennium rod to rip his clothes open and when he tried to fight me I bit down on his shoulder. His blood tasted sweeter that I had expected. A pleasant surprise…

I took him, and told him to stay away from my hikari. But he wouldn't listen. I will continue with what I do until he understands that I don't want him anywhere near my hikari. Because he belongs to me.

Yami Bakura is mine, and mine alone. I will not share.

I just want my hikari to stop touching Yami Bakura…"

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And 'Action speaks better than words'.

After all: Love is blind.

Owari

Last note: Yeah, I know it sucked, you don't need to tell me that… (sigh)