I don't own Gravitation or any of it's characters.
Dear diary,
Today is the day that Shuichi and I discuss our wedding plans. I have no idea what I would like to happen. Wow am I confused, I hope we can come up with a plan. I would like to get married soon, but we might have to push the date back. Grrr, I don't want to push the date back, I want that brat to totally be mine already. I hate weddings so much, but I don't suppose that I will hate mine. I mean if I do, wouldn't that say that there is a problem mentally? I don't know, I really don't think I am mental, but who knows I am trying to marry Shuichi. Who ever would do that is definitely crazy? J/k I love the little guy. Eww, when I said that it sounded like it would come from a creepy old man trying to molest a child. Ok maybe not that intense, but still pretty intense.
You know what, I don't even really know what I am writing. It is six in the morning and I am bored out of my mind waiting for Shuichi to wake up. Heh ,like that is going to happen soon. Yeah right, Shuichi can barely get up at nine, he will never wake up at six in the morning. Which basically means I have to wait about three hours more. You know what probably more than that because we went to bed late( if you know what I mean). Lol I crack myself up, I can't believe I am up at six in the morning I should be cuddling up to my stud muffin. Heck yes , praise the lord!!!! My STUD MUFFIN!!! Lol, I said stud muffin. But anyway I am going to go back to bed before this morning entry becomes any crazier.
Dear diary,
It is the twelve in the afternoon , and Shuichi is still sleeping. I would wake him but I don't have the heart to do it. He deserves some sleep, from what we did last night., but jeez can the freaking idiot just wake up already. I don't know why he is sleeping so late, he never sleeps in this late. Okay you caught me he does sleep in this late, but come on!!! I want him right now….. Not in that way , but in the way were we can discuss or wedding ideas.
WAIT!!!!! I think I hear Shuichi…… nope he must have just rolled over. I guess I should just lay down on the couch and wait until he gets up.
Dear diary,
Shuichi scared the hell out of me earlier, but it is okay because he made it up to me by coming up with our wedding song. I guess I should probably tell you diary, because in a diary, that is what you should do. Ok, so he scared me by sneaking up on me. I mean he was très (very) sneaky. Earlier I had went to go lay on the couch, but as soon as I turned around he was there. It was très scary, when I turned around and saw bright pink hair in my face. And because I was so scared… I sort of… ummm… screamed a girly high pitched scream. Shuichi, hearing me scream, started to scream and then he fell to the floor laughing.
" Did I scare you," Shuichi asked the question anyway, even though it had an obvious answer.
" No, you just surprised me," I said trying to avoid him mentioning my girl scream, it didn't work.
" Oh I just thought I scared you because you screamed a very high scream," Shuichi said smugly.
" Oh are you sure you didn't hear you own voice when you screamed after me?" Score me!!!
" Nope, I am absolutely sure it was you," Shuichi said trying to come up with a come back.
" Yeah whatever, we need to get started on wedding planning."
" Awww can't we at least wait until after breakfast?" Shuichi asked in a sad tone.
" Of course, but why are you sad ? Don't you want to plan for our wedding," I questioned ,wondering what was wrong.
" Eiri, of course I want to do our wedding plans. It is just the thought that we have so much work to do and no time to have fun," Shuichi spoke in a sad tone.
I looked at him with shock, " Shuichi," he looked up at me with those violet eyes, " every day I spend with you, you make me laugh and smile. There is no such thing as a boring day when you are around. So stop frowning and get your ass off the couch and help me make breakfast."
"Aww Eiri, that was a cute speech. You ruined it though with the get your ass up part though," Shuichi smiled at me.
" What can I say? I am a ruiner. I like to ruin speeches that have anything to do with being cute. I don't do cute," I said in a fake serious tone.
" Oh, but Yuki, you do me," Shuichi smiled and I still can't believe Shuichi came up with that.
" Touché."
" Now go on gorgeous, make me some breakfast," Shuichi pulled of from the couch.
" When did you become the boss of me?" I asked as I complied with Shuichi's demand.
" Eiri I have been the boss of you ever since I met you, you just never knew it." Shuichi said this to me and gave me a kiss quick on the lips before he went to take a shower, while I made breakfast.
Thinking about the words Shuichi had said, I realized they were true. That man had me wrapped around his little finger and there was no way I could deny him as long as he was there to give me his pouty face.
After breakfast
" Okay Shuichi let's start this wedding planning," I said as I was sitting down at the kitchen table.
" You know Eiri I have no idea where to start do you?"
" Nope, I have no clue."
" Well maybe we should get a wedding planner," Shuichi suggested.
" Wow, that is the first bright thing you have said all day," I teased.
" Nuh uh," Shuichi said getting defensive.
" A huh ," I said messing with him.
" Nuh uh."
" A huh."
" Nuh uh."
" A huh,"
" Nuh uh times a million," oh I saw where Shuichi was going with this.
" A huh times infinity." Oh I tot tally beat him.
" Nuh uh times infinity plus one," Shuichi tried to counter.
" Shuichi that is not possible, infinity is the highest you can go you can't add one."
" Yes you can," Shuichi countered.
" No you can't."
" Yes you can."
" No you can't," before this continued I crossed the table and kissed him to shut him up, " So where were we?"
" Yes you can," Shuichi stated and I wanted to kill him.
" Shuichi fine you can , now can we continue with our wedding plans."
Shuichi paused for a second and then spoke, " Yes we can."
" Good, now I think that a wedding planner will be a perfect idea because neither of us knows what we are doing."
" Yeah," Shuichi agreed.
" So, I think in a little bit I will call Touma and he can help us."
" Yeah, but isn't there something else we can do?"
" Like what?"
" I don't know, but what do we do if we have a wedding planner?" Shuichi asked.
" Shuichi, the wedding planner will ask us what we want it is just that she will know what to do."
" Oh well, since we're talking about the wedding can we decide our wedding song?" Shuichi asked..
" Of course if that is what you want to do, baby"
" Oh well let's come up with a song together,"
" Okay well do you want it to be a Bad Luck song?"
" No, I want it to be something that neither of us did," Shuichi stated.
" Okay, but," I thought for a second, but it sounded like he already had the song picked out, " Shuichi do you already have a song."
" Yeah but I wanted to make sure you liked it to,"
" Well do you have it with you? "I asked wondering what Shuichi picked out.
" Yeah of course, I heard this song from Michigan, so it is in American ," Shuichi screamed as he ran down the hall.
" You mean it would be in English," I said out loud to myself when Shuichi left the room. As I sat on the couch I was wondering what song Shuichi picked out. I hope it wasn't that booty booty booty song that we heard on the radio that one time. But then I thought about it, Shuichi wouldn't pick that song or a song like it. It has to be something really good, something that had meaning. It was not like Shuichi didn't speak English, I mean it is not the best, but he would be able to grasp the songs meaning. The more I thought about Shuichi's song I was excited to hear what it was.
When Shuichi walked into the room he carried his iPod with him. He connected it to the speakers started the song and came over and sat next to me on the couch. He looked at me and smiled.
( a/n I know you probably don't want to read the song lyrics, I never do. But if you do read them I think they match Eiri and Shuichi's relationship in the earlier stages really well. So it is up to you)
He's Everything You Want- Vertical Horizon
Somewhere they're speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get in
Unless you were fit in
Now you're here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Pass the places where you use to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels that won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone
To push you away
There is always another
Wound to discover
There is always something more you'd wish he say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why
Well you'll sit tight
And watch it unwind
And show me what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
And show me what you're waiting for
Out of the island and
Into the highway
Past the placed where you might have turned
You never did know this, but you still hide away
Anger of angels that won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know
Why?
And I don't know
Why?
Why?
And I don't know
After the song was over, I looked at Shuichi and saw that he had his serious face on. The face he usually gets before a show that he has to perform. It is the face when he is really thinking something over. And that song was definitely something to think over. I liked the song. I liked the rhythm and I especially liked the lyrics, even if they hurt a bit because they basically describe how bad I treated Shuichi. How bad I was. This song made me think about the past and the lyrics reminded me exactly of myself. Thinking all this over I looked at Shuichi. He still had his serious face on, like the song was still playing and nothing was around him.
" Shuichi," I interrupted his thoughts and he looked at me, " you are everything I want, everything I need, everything inside of me, you do say the right things at the right time, but the one thing the song said was wrong. You do mean something to me, you make me smile and laugh. You make want to be a better person. You make me want to forget about the six years of my life that I spent mourning over that asshole, the years that I treated you badly. I hope now that you realize that I am nothing like that person in the song, because now I see how much you mean to me. And I could never give you up."
" Eiri," it was my turn to look at him, " of course I see that you have changed. How could I have not, slowly but surely I have seen you change before my eyes. I know that you think I might have changed you, but I really haven't because you were always a good person. You were just covering it up because you didn't want your heart to get broken again. And I am so glad that I got a chance to be in your life, a place in your heart. How can I not be glad when you are the best person I have ever met. Even though we had those moments of differences that I… we would get on each others nerves. But we overcame the problems and look at us, we are going to be married. What more can I ask for, I have you." Shuichi eyes watered as he told me this. And I'm not going to lie, but my eyes were watering too. How could they not be? We had shared our thoughts behind our I love you's" We had showed that our love was real and not something that is fake. We really did love each other. We had completed the journey that showed us why we should be married. We knew that we were ready for each other. And to imagine it was still only the morning.
I hope you liked it. I am sorry it took me so long, but i had laptop issues. So i will get right on my stories from now on.