Cobalt- emerald - slate - mauve
Swirls like misty puffs in a witch's orb
'Tis simply night tide's fiendish mark
Upon my flaccid body – my back
(my soul)
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Paint this tawny form in crimson (father)
With each dog kick – you sinful drunk
You smear potential perfection in neglect
To create your architectural image
Michelangelo – look at me!
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I'm just a caterpillar skeleton . . .
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Dotting your canvas with my cherry dipping lips
From a slack mandible – so suffocated
In the chloroform twine of your breath
I am cocooned – trapped in your fistful touch
Rescue me from yourself!
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My pupils spew the desolation of raped innocence
Yet, I model serenity in the grey streaks of hail
(chattel to you my maestro)
Who tattoo your selfish ire upon my fragmented spirit
(shatter it and have mercy)
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I am only a glass vessel . . .
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Don't they see my imperfect scars
Etched into my skin – your branding of property
Each night when only our golden light flickers
My whimpers haunt the eve – do you hear –
Father?
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But, worry not I always whisper in your defense
It is part of the grand masterpiece
(of a lunatic)
The ache is a blissful recognition – acknowledgement
Gift wrapped in the discolored contusions of charity
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I am . . . a phantom
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Thrust your boot into my ribs, father!
It will burst through my pinky lungs in numbing stings
Because a shell of a soul cannot sense!
Allow your saliva to kiss my sunken cheekbone
For I only cherish your attention of a ghost
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This crushed butterfly will never flutter beyond
For it's ripped cocoon bleeds – fret not father
I will topple to cement floors and shatter before you
(But companions will mend the tears)
And reluctantly cast me to your door for twilight's verdict
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And I will become your bloody artwork again.
This is the simple ramblings of a mind up at midnight. Please leave a review. Critiques delivered maturely are welcomed!