If I was to confess my deep feelings for you and let them grow and flourish beyond measure… Would it be a blessing or a burden if those feelings were mutual?
The blessing would be that my honey would be there beside me. Be there to make sure that I always have something to look forward to and can enjoy my life as much as normal people do. But in saying that, what part of our lives would be normal? My honey would also be able to bring out of my dark, gloomy enclosure when I block off the rest of the world in an attempt to uncover a villain. My honey would also be able to uncover that part of my soul that I would never reveal to the world if given the chance. The blessing that I would never be truly alone. The warmth in my heart that my honey would provide would be worth a thousand deaths. I'd risk the world itself just for my honey to be there. To be there to share my load… my burden…
But would loving my honey be a burden in my eyes? Would I be a burden in their eyes? This world full of corruption that will never cease. Everyday taking that risk of being hurt or injured. Would my feelings for my honey cloud my judgement? Would I cloud their judgement? Would the worry for each other eventually be our weakness and downfall? Would our oppressors compress and make a mockery of everything we would hold dear for each other? Surely they would want to break our self-esteem by killing the primary bond from our hearts. No matter what the cost. Would we be forsaken by our own team members? If one of us were to loose… would there be any time… anymore?
Would my honey be a blessing on my heart, easing its pain and sorrow? Knowing that it would never have to dwindle on my broken past and give hope for the future. But would it in turn also be a burden on my mind, straining my contours of worry and stress beyond control… clouding my best judgement? Could I let those simple feelings get in the way of my teams' sights and goals? Could I let those feelings be the downfall of my being… and put my honeys life on the line?
Maybe I should confess my feelings at a later date… Until everything is stable… But not when it is too late…
Innocent drabble about Robin and how it would feel to let certain emotions out…
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