Disclaimer: I do not own gorillaz.

I feel so bad. I know the gorillaz aren't the way I am going to make them. But, even though we would all like it if they were, they aren't, but some of us can still pretend. Well anyway, this is my second fanfic, I really hope you enjoy this. Also, this is a 2D/Murdoc. So, you have been warned. I will not begin it with heavy yaoi. But, I may get a little creative in the future. Well, read on, have fun. Noodle made me do this. lol. IF YOU LOVE KINKY STUFF, READ THIS.

Chapter 1: Hidden Bliss

2D slowly opened his eyes. He then slowly tried to remember where he was. There was a smell, beer, and sex. Nasty, yet, inviting. 2D noticed he was naked. An arm was dropped over his bady. Murdoc's arm. 2D gave a slight moan, his head, threatening to kill him with pain if he didn't get his pills.

2D's pov (yes, it's one of those fics.)

I gently rolled to the side. I was in Murdoc's Winnebago. I prayed that Murdoc wouldn't wake. Although, as I got on my pants, I had a strange urge to kiss him. He looked sad, yet happy. I quietly opened the door to the Winne' and crept out. Mu head was killing me, and Murdoc had violently ripped my shirt. 'Damnit' was all I could say. It was the 3rd time this week he had drugged me and then messed with me! i felt so tired.

I shoffled my feet the room I called my home. It was dark. I shut the door behind me, and then locked it.

'Why can't he treat me better?' I thought. I thought this alot. I would only shake my head wildly and say, "I'm 24, I love tits." But, did I some how manage to sprouot feelings for the man who fucked me without a care in the world? No! No! No! Never, could I fall for such an, an,... I gave a sigh. I got to my pills, and popped some in my mouth. "Mmmm, Pills, they make me happy! Not Murdoc!" I said.

I grew dizzy, then, I went to go wash the damned stench of him off of me.

I had a shower in my room, thank god! I love avoiding having to go out there, were he might be. I didn't want to give him the pleasure of him seeing me like this. I think thats why he does it, to make me feel like this.

I let water just fall on me. I liked it. It was gentle. It was, warming too. Images of last night quickly flashed by me as I closed my eyes. (I don't know if he can close his eyes! can he?) They shot back open. I took deep breaths in. I finished my shower.

When I got dressed I realized I was hungry, very hungry. I walked to my door and pressed an ear against it. I tried to listen for Murdoc. Everytime I leave the Winne' he gets mad and comes ta hite me. (I will use a little but of dialect throuogh this, but, only when they speak.) Why did he do that? Its like he cares, but, I know he don't. Im like a whore to him. It pains me so. And I not even dare to tell Russel or Noodle about it.

I opened the door. I slowly crept out. No one. Good. I walked through the car park. The entire time, I watched the winne'. I was so scared that Murdoc would come out. I was so bent over the winne, I forgot about the other cars. I smacked into a small car. Oh, and lucky me, it had an alarm!

I ran for the elivator. It opened instantly. As the door to the elivator shut, the winne slamed open, Murdoc looked pissed.

I silently took a very deep breath. Then the door opened and I got ouot. I headed for the kitchen. Russel was in the kitchen also. He was eating,"Over on the stove is some food. Help yourself man." He said barrily looking up at me.

My mouth somewhat watered. There was eggs and backon. I grabbed a platefull and sat down. I ate quietly, but quickly.

Russel had been reading the news paper but now set it aside. He watched me eat, "Did ya'll eat dinner last night."

"I think." I said after swallowing. I wasn't really sure though. I was drugged. I sat in silence and ate. 'Rullel thinks this normal of me, doesn't he?' I couldn't get the image of Murdoc's kiss out of my head. That I could remember, the way he had forced his toungue down my throught. The taste of him still lingered in my mouth.

I put my dish to the side. I looked at the news paper Russel was reading. "Death on the beach" was printed on the top. I was about to get up and place my dish in the dish washer, when all of a sudden, I saw him in the corner of my eye.

Murdoc had a look of pure evil and death in his eyes. They looked at me. He had leaned one arm against the wall, his hand above him. One of his hips touching the wall. His other hand placed in a pocket of his free him. Tight pants, his shirt revealing a large amount of his chest. Obviously in a sexy position. His lips curved into an evil smile.

"Ello there Dullard." He said lowly, he walked in. I cringed. My heart racing.

"Hi there Murdoc, theres some food left for you. Unless 2D ate it all." Russel said with a laugh. He never once looked up.

Murdoc had turned his back, getting a plate and filling it with food. I watched as he made his way to the table. He was probably going to sit next to me, so I would keep quiet.

He knows I would never tell anyone. Why would I? I would only be making a fool of myself.

Murdoc sat down next to me, "So your 'ungry, are ya?" He said in a low voice.

I shook my head, "Don't matter to you what I feel. Now do it?" I said very lowly. He heard though. The second he gave me a look.

He waved it off quickly, "I was only caren'. Your the best man." I had to look. He gave an evil smile.

I got up, "Well, time I go an see whot lill' Noodle be doin'!" I put the dish in the sink. I paused befor walking out of the room.

Murdoc swallowed some food, "I be needin to talk wit' ya somtime today."

I could feel my heart jump. I walked out of the room. I walked down the hall a bit ways. Then, I leaned against the wall, "Damnit! Im in fer it now." was the only thing I could say.