Title: In the Clamor and the Clangor (Unless you've got something better, you're suggestions will greatly be appreciated.)
Summary: This is a post In the Clamor and the Clangor fic. After the breaking the bells scene. Hence the title
A/N 1: This is my third story that I posted. I'm not abandoning Father, Mother, Daughter. I just really want to post this story. I think out of all the stories I've written (even the ones I haven't posted) I love this one the most. I have been writing lots of Gilmore Girls stories for almost a year now. But I just recently got an account. So all of my other Gilmore Girls fic are mostly finished.
A/N 2: I had to re-write this story from what I originally wrote. It kind of didn't make any sense to you. You have to get into my mind to understand it. And I guess I have to re-write all of my other stories as well if I want to post them here. The only people that have read my stories is my friend and she understands me greatly. Fortunately, I only had to re-write very little on this fic. I hope you like it.
CHAPTER 1: NO REGRETS
Why can't he just understand her? She doesn't want him to be away from her. She doesn't want him to move. Not with that trampy lawyer. Not far away from her. Why can't he just understand?
It's the morning after they had broken the bells. Which was just merely five hours ago. Now here they were. Almost six AM in the morning. Luke and Lorelai stood in the middle of the Gilmore household's kitchen. Still arguing. How did it get to this? Luke came over, cause she was hungry. And as always, he was there to give her what she wants. He brought her breakfast, after she couldn't sleep, cause fighting with Luke always distracts her from sleeping, and eating his pancakes always makes her feel better. But now, he was yelling at her again.
"You know what? I don't have to take this. I can take care of my own life, so just stay out of it." Yelled Luke, storming outside through the back door, shutting it loudly.
Lorelai stood there, anger filled. How could he just say that to me? All she wanted was for him to be happy. And she knows Nicole isn't what's going to make him happy. No, not that skinny little trampy lawyer.
Her anger rose thinking about Nicole. He shouldn't be with her. He should be with someone who cares for him. Who has been there for him ever since. Who will love him and never hurt him. He should be with me! At this thought, Lorelia grew furious. He should be with ME! She thought, throwing a coffee mug at the closed back door which Luke had just exited.
She was angry. She wanted to cry. She turned around to leave when the back door opened. There he was, in his flannel and backwards baseball cap. Looking sexy as hell. Luke stood there wondering what the hell just happened. He heard a bang at the door and wanted to know what her problem was. Then he saw her face. A sad expression mixed with anger. His heart broke. She looks like she's going to cry. Luke didn't know what to do, so he walked over to her and kissed her. Kissed her hard. Really hard.
Lorelai was a little taken back at first. But immediately relaxed as Luke's lips and tongue worked their magic. Once Lorelai snaked her arms around Luke's neck, he soften a bit. Now the kiss turned gentle. Both never pulled apart, unless it was lack of oxygen. But they immediately crashed lips again.
They didn't know who had started it, but they began walking towards the stairs and up to Lorelai's bedroom. Immediately, clothes were discarded and they made their way to Lorelai's bed.
MOMENTS LATER…
Luke collapsed next to Lorelai on her bed. Both were sweating and panting. Both were speechless. All they could think was Wow. This was AMAZING.
Lorelai knew that this wasn't how things should have gone. She didn't want it to be this way. He's married for god's sakes. Oh my god he's still married! How could she forget. It's the whole reason why they're fighting in the first place. Well of course she knows why she forgot. My god he has that effect on her. He can make her forget things. Important things. Just by his kisses. On her lips, her cheeks, her neck, her breast, her thighs…oh my god, she just wants to jump him again. Get a grip Gilmore! She tried to restrain herself. He's still married. This sadden her.
Loreali noticed the panicked look on Luke's face. Is he thinking what I've been thinking? She took hand his hands and laced his fingers with hers. Luke looked down at their connected hands.
"Luke," she spoke, just above a whisper, "I just want you to know, that this thing here, I don't regret this." his eyes widen with shock. Oh boy! I do hope I'm doing the right thing. "I never imagined it to be this way. I mean you're," just say it, "Married." god, her stomach tied knots. "But even if you weren't, I wouldn't have regreted it. Regret this." god this was hard. "And I don't regret this now. I know the situation could be much better but…I've wanted this. For quite a while now I've wanted this. Actually, more than a while, but we can discuss that later. All I want you to know is, this wasn't a mistake for me." Lorelai swallowed the lump in her throat that formed while she talked. She doesn't know if Luke felt the same way she did. Sure, he was the one who kissed her first, which led to…god. Stop it Gilmore! He probably doesn't feel the same way about you. He is married after all. He doesn't love you. If he married Nicole, it must be because he loves her, not you.
She fought back the tears that threatened to come at the thought of Nicole. What if he did love Nicole and not her.
Luke shifted his body so he's now facing her. He took a deep breath, so did she. "Lorelai," and here it is, "It wasn't a mistake for me either."
Oh the big rejec…what? "What?"
"I don't regret this and it wasn't a mistake for me either." Lorelia just stared at him. "And you're right, I am married, but damn it Lorelai I have wanted this for a long time. And I know the situation could have been better, but I really, really want this too. I want you."
Lorelai stared at him. Then smile. "I want you too." then simultaneously they both leaned in and kissed. Just a gentle yet filled with passion and love kiss.
They pulled back, but immediately crashed lips again. This time hard with more passion and more love. Luke scooted closer to Lorelai, cupping her face with his right hand. The kiss intensified, and before they knew it, Luke was on top of Lorelai nibbling her earlobe.
So there you go, the first chapter of this story. If you have a better suggestion for a title, please give em to me. I really need a title here. But anyways, i hope you like it. It only took me a month to finish this story, and 5 minutes to revise it. So i hope it's to your liking. Review please.