Disclaimer! I do not own Final Fantasy or the characters or Square, although the horribly demented twisted story is somewhat mine. Umm.. yeah. This is my first fanfic, so be nice! not too mean.

Beg Me

Chapter 1

Cloud's eyes scanned the room, Sephiroth had once again disappeared into the debris that used to be ShinRa Inc. Suddenly, a flash to his left revealed his nemesis and the fervid battle began again. Parry... strike... slash... it was a never ending dance. Every time their swords collided, Cloud felt the awesome power that was Sephiroth and doubts began to grow in the pit of his stomach that he would be able to defeat him. In a moment of rage, angry that he had even for a second doubted himself, he swung his sword to clash with Sephiroth's, life stream remnants swirled around them both.

"Hah, where did you find this strength?" Sephiroth growled, nearing Cloud, inches away from the blonde's face.

"I'm not about to tell you!" Cloud spat back, breaking the contact between them. Sephiroth was faster than Cloud though and struck the buster sword with a mighty blow, knocking it right out of Cloud's hands.

"Are you sure, Cloud?" Sephiroth kicked Cloud to the ground and held the phenomenal Masamune at his throat. Cloud responded with a growl, but stood his ground. The silver haired Angel laughed and put a miniscule amount of pressure on the blade, digging it ever so slightly into Cloud's neck. A small trickle of blood ran down his throat, mingling with the sweat that had accumulated from the arduous battle.

"Ugh," Cloud wriggled back to get as far away from the Angel's sword as possible without seeming weak. Sephiroth laughed again at his feeble attempt and withdrew his sword, embedding it easily into the floor and walking towards Cloud.

"Well now... This brings back memories, doesn't it? Only last time you were on your knees..." Sephiroth said silkily, reaching down and grabbing Cloud roughly by the arm. Cloud made no attempt to fight him, he would only waste his energy that way. Sephiroth grinned and threw the blond into a wall, then dashed forward to catch him before he fell.

"Fuck you, Sephiroth." Cloud said through gritted teeth, glaring at the Angel with pure hatred. Cloud dug his nails into the exposed flesh on Sephiroth's hand, holding him up. Sephiroth released his hold on Cloud and snatched his wrists instead, pinning them above the blond's head with one hand.

"Do you really want to?" Sephiroth's voice went from being sarcastic and cruel to almost human. His pale lips ghosted over Cloud's, and for a moment, Cloud almost gave in. He remembered the days spent with Sephiroth years past, before he ever became a SOLDIER. The hours spent in his room, talking, laughing, living, loving. But those days were gone. The dark surroundings and tight grip on his wrists brought him back to the present, where he realized he could never go back to those days.

Cloud curled his lip back in a growl, showing his revulsion in the idea. It hurt to reject the Angel like this, it hurt more than helped, but if he was going to save all the world once again, he would have to think of others before himself and his own selfish desires.

"Never, I'd rather kill myself and doom this planet." Cloud's cold words shocked him and they certainly shocked Sephiroth. The Angel bore into Cloud's mako eyes almost sorrowfully and he released the blond.

"I see." Sephiroth was trying hard to keep himself from either slaying Cloud right there or making the blond yield to him and beg for amnesty; he chose a third option. He stepped back and pulled the Masamune out of the floor, then retrieved the buster sword and tossed it back to Cloud.

The Angel felt a burning inside as he faced Cloud again, the Masamune at his side. He hadn't felt this way for years, not since he had been leader of SOLDIER. He was feeling his icy heart thaw and break once again, as it had in Nibelheim when he discovered his origins. He hadn't expected Cloud to play along with his idea, but he was unprepared for the ruthless hatred he received as an answer. Sephiroth cursed Cloud for making him feel so vulnerable, so human, but at the same time... he still loved Cloud. He wouldn't be able to forget that much so easily.

"Are you surrendering?"

Cloud's voice broke Sephiroth's train of though, making him aware of the situation they were in once again. His sorrow was once again turning to anger, to hatred.

"Don't be ludicrous. We have only begun." Sephiroth swung his sword in an arc, nearly slicing Cloud again.

I want to die...

Cloud bolted forward and flourished his sword, but Sephiroth did nothing to stop it. He half heartedly raised his own sword, but too slow to block the strike. Cloud stilled the sword right at the Angel's throat, his Mako eyes glowing with rage.

"Why do you not fight?" Cloud asked angrily. He would not kill the Angel if he did not fight back.

"I am," was the simple reply. Sephiroth leaned into the blade softly so it broke the skin. His dark red blood ran down the blade thin stream, much like Cloud's had.

Please... Kill me...

"Why aren't you doing anything? I could kill you." Cloud persisted, but he eased the pressure off Sephiroth's neck, not wanting to end the duel with the Angel killing himself on the buster sword.

"..." Sephiroth hoped Cloud wouldn't be this way. First the rejection, now the mercy. Why couldn't he just end it now?

"Sephiroth... Why?"

I just want you to love me...

The angel closed his eyes and a single tear ran down his pale cheek. A silver rivulet that showed all and nothing of what he was feeling.

"... You were serious, weren't you?" Cloud dropped his sword with a clatter and stepped back.

"Did you think I had forgotten? Did you think I didn't wish things were different?" Sephiroth asked bitterly, his Mako green eyes glowing with regret. "Did you think I ever stopped loving you, Cloud?" Sephiroth looked straight into Cloud's eyes, relieved that he had finally said what he did, but some part of him wished he hadn't.

"No... I didn't want to believe that it was really you." Cloud looked down, unable to return the Angel's gaze. "I was scared... that I'd still love you. That I wouldn't be able to..."

"Don't say it." Sephiroth tilted Cloud's head up with a hand on his chin. He gazed into the blue eyes for a second before pressing his lips against Cloud's, keeping the eye contact between them, the Masamune falling to the floor beside him.

Kissing Sephiroth again was like fire running through his veins, Cloud couldn't figure how he had ever forgotten how Sephiroth's lips felt on his, how they tasted of pure honey and dominance. This kiss now felt exactly how his first with the silver Angel had. Cloud watched Sephiroth's eyes as their lips made love between them, caressing gently and slowly.

Sephiroth's mouth became more demanding, his tongue darting out to Cloud's parting lips and ravaging the blonde's mouth. Cloud moaned softly as Sephiroth's tongue massaged against his own, his eyes fluttering shut. He pressed closer into Sephiroth's mouth, drinking in as much of the Angel as he could. His hands tangled themselves in the Angel's silver hair, clenching in the soft strands he hadn't felt in so long. Sephiroth wrapped his arms around Cloud's lean body, pulling him tighter against his chest, his hands roaming down beneath the blonde's shirt and stroking the soft skin on his back for a few moments. Then his hands went to Cloud's sides, slowly pulling the shirt up above his taut stomach.

"Nhh.." Cloud broke the kiss and pulled away a bit, his breath coming in short pants. After a second of consideration, he pulled off the armor on his shoulder and his sheaths, then his shirt and tossed it to the side. He unclasped clip on Sephiroth's trench coat and slid his hands under the heavy garment, massaging the skin softly. Sephiroth growled in his throat and kissed Cloud again, shaking the coat off and continuing the oral worship of Cloud's sweet mouth. He felt Cloud pulling at the straps across his chest and quickly undid them, leaving his chest completely bare.

He moaned at the feel of Cloud's fingers on his flesh, touching, stroking. He kissed Cloud's lips, then moved over to his cheek and down to his neck where he sucked roughly at the soft skin.

"Ugh... I knew you'd get like this..." Cloud mumbled, wincing lightly at the pain. Sephiroth broke away and grinned at him.

"You know you like it like that..." he whispered, darting out to nip Cloud's lower lip. Cloud pulled away and stepped back a few steps, then tilted his head, exposing his honey-toned neck in an invitation.

"Only because you make it feel so good," Cloud purred back, unprepared for the force the Angel used to slam him back into a somewhat charred desk. Sephiroth sucked and bit hungrily at Cloud's neck, leaving a dark purple mark before moving down, biting hard on the juncture between his neck and shoulder.

Cloud cried out in pain and pleasure, it had been a while since he had such a rough lover, or any at all. He used his hands to give the Angel pleasure as well, reaching down to knead Sephiroth's growing erection through his tight leather pants. Sephiroth moaned and broke the contact between him and Cloud's sweet neck to look at Cloud lustfully.

"On your knees," he commanded, the pressure in his groin increasing. Cloud hadn't expected Sephiroth to become so dominant this fast and thought the Angel was joking at first and grinned. Sephiroth grabbed Cloud's hair and began to push him down forcibly, "I mean it." Cloud met his gaze for a second, then kneeled down slowly and began to undo his pants. He managed to unbutton and unzip them, but when he began to pull them down, Sephiroth stopped him.

"Suck." Cloud nodded and licked his lips, then slowly pulled the Angel's erection out from its leather confinement. He kissed the tip lightly before licking the precum from the crown, Sephiroth hissed in approval above him. Cloud then slid closer and took the head into his mouth, sucking on Sephiroth's manhood.

It had been a very long time since Cloud had given head, but he never lost his touch. He took more of Sephiroth's erection into his mouth, running his tongue in circles around the silky skin. Sephiroth was breathing hard above him, watching the blonde go to work on his manhood. Just as he was about to press Cloud's head and force him to take more into his heavenly mouth, Cloud looked up at him and swallowed his entire cock.

"Cloud! Yes... you're doing... great," Sephiroth panted out the words, placing his hands on Cloud's shoulders. Cloud's hot mouth around his flesh felt amazing, better than he had remembered. Cloud increased the suction around Sephiroth's manhood, swirling his tongue around the shaft as best he could. The taste of the Angel penetrated all his senses, making him thirst for the silver haired God even more. Soon Sephiroth felt a familiar sensation start in his stomach and move down to his groin, threatening to smash all his control to pieces. He tore Cloud away from his hardness and pulled him back to his feet by his hair.

"Oh no, not yet Cloud," Sephiroth growled, slamming the blonde back into the desk and kissing him savagely. Cloud moaned and kicked off his boots, then began to undo his own pants hastily. Sephiroth caught his hands and pinned them to the desk, grinning. "Allow me," he purred, keeping both Cloud's hands pinned behind him with one hand and using the other to undo the buttons on his pants. Cloud writhed under his touch, silently asking for Sephiroth to go faster, but the Angel just slowed down.

"Do you want me to fuck you?" Sephiroth asked, tugging Cloud's pants down until they dropped to the floor where Cloud kicked them away.

"Sephiroth..." Cloud snarled, unwilling to give in to the Angel just yet. Sephiroth released his hands and picked the blonde up, setting him down on the desk with his legs parted. Sephiroth leaned in close and kissed Cloud gently, then looked straight into the sapphire eyes.

"Beg me."

"Sephiroth, I won't. You know tha--" Cloud stopped talking and cried out because Sephiroth had forced the tip of his manhood into Cloud's tight entrance unprepared. He pulled back out and forced Cloud to look at him, tears building in the younger man's eyes.

"What was that?" the Angel asked, almost innocently. Cloud blinked the tears out of his eyes and glared.

"You won't last very long if you do that again."

"Oh, well. I can always just use my hands," he punctuated this statement by touching his own need, a look of sheer pleasure piercing Cloud's groin," but you, Uke, will just have to lay there and wait. Now... are you going to cooperate?" Sephiroth snaked his hand down between Cloud's legs and rubbed his entrance, teasing the blonde.

"Nhh... please," Cloud mumbled quietly, pressing down as best he could on the teasing digit.

"What was that?" Sephiroth leaned in closer and inserted the tip of his finger into Cloud's channel, wiggling it a bit to simulate him even more.

"Oh God... Please!" Cloud cried, moaning when Sephiroth slid it further in and pulled it out, then repeated the movement.

"Hmm... that's not good enough Cloud... Please what?" Sephiroth smirked, adding another finger and stretching him out even more.

"God damn it Sephiroth, hurry up and fuck me!" Cloud yelled, shuddering in pleasure when the Angel his prostate.

"I'm not one to draw things out... most of the time," Sephiroth hit the bundle of nerves again, adding a third finger, "But you're just so delicious." He bent down and took Cloud's nipple into his mouth, sucking first, then biting roughly. Cloud screamed and arched his back, pressing further into Sephiroth's mouth. The Angel licked the bite mark and moved over to the other nipple, giving it the same treatment while thrusting his fingers in and out of Cloud's passage.

"Please... Sephiroth, faster!" Cloud moaned, almost crying from frustration. Sephiroth withdrew from his chest and nodded, the teasing was having an effect on him as well. He pulled out his fingers and positioned himself at Cloud's entrance, then sealed his mouth over his lover's when he thrust his entire length into Cloud's channel. Cloud's scream was muffled by Sephiroth's invading tongue, tears ran down his cheeks. The invasion hurt a lot more than he remembered it to.

"And you said... go faster," the Angel chuckled, pulling out then thrusting back in, making a fast pace neither of them would be able to keep up with for long. After a few more thrusts, Cloud got used to the feel of being filled again and began to push down on Sephiroth's length at the same tempo, creating a primal rhythm between them.

"Sephiroth... I'm gonna..." Cloud threw his head back, moaning Sephiroth's name. The Angel wrapped his hand around Cloud's erection and pumped it furiously, making Cloud cum with a piercing scream. Cloud's muscles tightened around the Angel, bringing him to his own completion. Sephiroth bit down hard on Cloud's shoulder as he came, thrusting a few more times before pulling out completely.

The two men panted in the comforting silence, looking at one another, totally sated and relaxed. Then Sephiroth got close and captured Cloud's lips in a passionate kiss, pouring all his love into the act. When it ended, Cloud buried his head into the fallen Angel's chest, relishing in the comforting warmth.

"Sephiroth?"

"Yes?"

"... I don't want to kill you."

"You won't have to. But I must return to the life stream... Kadaj still needs a chance to-"

"No!" Cloud pulled away and looked angrily at the silver Angel. "I don't want you to go again. I don't care if Kadaj-"

"Hush. You'll see me again. I promise." Sephiroth stroked the blonde's hair as best he could, feeling the spikes with a smile, "Please don't be too sad. I will be back." He leaned in to kiss Cloud again, but the young man shoved him away and went down on the floor to retrieve his pants. Cloud was furious. He hadn't expected Sephiroth to go back to the life stream so fast, not after what they had just done.

"Cloud," Sephiroth kneeled beside the distraught man and embraced him, only to be shoved away again. Sephiroth stood up and realized what Cloud was doing. It would be easier to kill him if he rejected him. Cloud was trying to get Sephiroth angry enough to attack him. "Fine." Sephiroth recovered his own clothing and Masamune and left the building, waiting for Cloud outside.

Cloud put on his pants and considered searching around for his shirt, but decided he just didn't care. It would start quite an argument if Tifa or Vincent saw the marks on his chest, but if things kept going the way he thought they would, he wouldn't be sticking around long enough to talk to either of them. He picked up the buster sword where he discarded it and looked at the tremendous blade wondering why it had to be this Angel that he loved, and this Angel he must kill. Sephiroth had said he wouldn't have to kill him, but how else would he return to the life stream? Cloud exited the building and searched for Sephiroth and found him at the top of the ShinRa building. Something was different about the Angel's expression... it had changed back to the cold icy shell it was before.

"So I was just a quick fuck for you?" Cloud growled, dashing forward to engage the Angel in battle once again. Sephiroth said nothing, just attacked Cloud with the same fury from before. He struck Cloud with the ferocity he was known for and flew up above him.

"I've thought of the perfect gift for you." Sephiroth sliced through a part of the building, letting it fall on Cloud. Cloud cut right through it and ascended towards the Angel. "Shall I give you despair?" Sephiroth stood on a protrusion on the building and looked down at Cloud. The blonde had embedded the buster sword into the side of the building and was now standing on it.

"On your knees." Sephiroth's voice was riddled with hatred, "Beg for forgiveness." He sprung up and sliced through Sister Ray, making the huge gun and half the building fall down on Cloud. The blond removed one of the many swords from the buster and stuck it into the building next to the other and used them to lever him as he flew up to meet Sephiroth.

The two fought amidst the falling building, both trying not to get hit by the huge chunks of debris. Sephiroth attacked Cloud furiously, barely even giving him time to recover before striking again. Cloud realized he was no match for Sephiroth in such close conditions and used a slab of falling concrete as support to get away from the wreckage.

Sephiroth followed him right out, to the top of another building. Cloud almost fell over, the vigorous fighting was getting to him. The Angel gave no sign of caring for whether or not Cloud was prepared to keep fighting and kicked him to the ground yet again before hurling him against a pillar. As Cloud tried to get up, Sephiroth drove the Masamune into his shoulder, pinning him to the concrete.

"What is it you cherish most?" he increased the pressure on the blade, driving it in further, "Will you give me the pleasure of taking it from you?" He looked down the blade at Cloud's pitiful form, fighting the desire to stop right then and run away. He did not expect Cloud to have the strength or will to pull the Masamune right out of his shoulder and shove it away. The blonde stood up and watched Sephiroth intently.

"You just don't get it, do you?" he was filled with hatred towards the Angel, wondering how he could ever have thought Sephiroth changed at all. "There's nothing that doesn't matter!" He lunged forward and swung at the silver haired Angel, meeting the Masamune with his pent up rage. Sephiroth allowed himself a small smile, it seemed as though Cloud would in fact kill him. He didn't know whether he should be happy or sad, his one love was now about to send him back to the life stream. The Angel flew up into the sky, lowering his guard for the blow he knew was coming.

Cloud swung the buster sword around over his head, releasing all the other swords it kept hidden inside. He leapt up and met Sephiroth's gaze for a second before lunging forward and striking the Angel with the seven swords, finishing with a blow straight down to the ground. It wasn't until he looked up at Sephiroth's weakened suspended form that he realized Sephiroth had gotten him angry on purpose, wanting the blonde to kill him without regret.

"Stay there for me, trapped in my memories." Cloud watched as the Angel's one black wing sprung out, showing Sephiroth's true form.

"I will... Never be a memory."

The wing wrapped itself around the Angel and dissolved into life stream, leaving Kadaj's fragile body hovering in the air for a millisecond before falling down to the ground. The teen had his Wakazashi, double blade katana, and after regaining some of his balance, he dashed towards Cloud. Kadaj lost his footing and fell, caught by Cloud who carefully lowered him to the ground.

"Ni-san..."

This was the marionette Sephiroth had died for. Cloud was filled with hatred towards the teen who had brought back the one winged Angel only to take him again. Cloud let the boy rest in his arms, in his feeble state, he doubted Kadaj would even be able to walk.

"Kadaj," Aerith's voice broke the silence between the two Sephiroth clones. "You don't have to hang on any longer. You can come home now, if you're ready." Kadaj looked up into the sky as it began to rain. The drops hit his skin, and he felt them for the first time. He gazed at Cloud and shook his head, shutting his eyes tight. He didn't want to leave just yet, not before he had a chance to experience what real life was.

"Cloud, take care of Kadaj..." Aerith's voice faded, leaving Cloud holding Kadaj in the silent rain. With a sigh of vexation, Cloud lifted up Kadaj's limp body and carried him to Fenrir. He would have a lot to say when the teen finally woke up.

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What'd you think? It's gonna get better, I swear. I already wrote the next TWO chapters.. Kadaj has a bigger part. So.. review, yo. 5 reviews1 chapter. .