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Chapter 11: Completion and Comfort, Maybe Even, the Beginnings of Love

Ryan watched with anxious excitement as a fire lit within the depths of Eric's eyes as the Cuban stared up at him.

Then, all rational thought left Ryan's mind as a hot, nearly scorching hot mouth covered his own possessively, while strong yet gentle hands tangled into his hair.

Ryan was still for a moment before his entire body seemed to sigh as he returned the kiss with an eagerness that surprised him.

Through the haze he was now in, Ryan let out a small moan as he felt himself being rolled onto his back, with a solid, warm weight resting comfortably on top of him.

When his lungs began to burn from a lack of oxygen, Ryan pulled away with a gasp and stared up at Eric, dazed where he lay.

A humorless, hungry smirk spread across Eric's lips as he stared down at Ryan, who lay breathless beneath him, lips wet and slowly turning red from the very passionate kiss they just shared.

A very nice image in Eric's opinion.

They stared at eachother for a moment before Eric slowly leaned back down, this timed moving to the side as his lips sought the soft, very sensitive skin of Ryan's neck and throat.

Ryan inhaled sharply and instinctively arched into the body above him and wrapped his arms loosly around Eric's shoulders as the Cuban's mouth began to gnawed greedily at his throat and neck.

One of Eric's hand's snaked it's way under the too big T-shirt Ryan was wearing, seeking out one of the small, brownish pink nipples that graced the young man's chest.

Ryan cried out as he felt Eric's fingers begin to fondle and tease the hypersensitive bud, twisting it to the point of pain, all the more intoxicating as Ryan's lost his grip around Eric's neck, his arms falling away and landing limply on either side of his head as he writhed and moaned under Eric.

With satisfaction, Eric paused in his ministrations to push up Ryan's shirt, quickly devesting the young man of the offending garment before diving in for another passionate kiss, which Ryan returned fervently.

They kissed till the need for air was too much to ignore, with a gasp, Eric wrench his mouth from Ryan's lips and then sat up, pulling the younger man with his so that he now sat straddling the Cuban man's lap, with a full feel of what all the passion was doing to a certain part of Eric's anatomy.

The room was still, amplifying the harsh pants emulating from its two occupant.

" I want you." Whispered Eric as he gazed up into Ryan's glazed eyes.

Ryan slowly buried his face into Eric's neck before he spoke.

" You can have me."

With that, all permission was given and taken.

Ryan bit his lip to keep from crying out as he felt Eric'c hands travel all over the scarred flesh of his back, both gentle and powerful, driving him almost mad with want. It intensified when Eric's mouth once again attached itselt to his throat, this time biting at the sensitive skin.

After several long minutes of sheer, delicious torture, Eric pulled himself away slowly climbed to his feet, pulling Ryan up with him.

Once again, Ryan's felt his mind go blank as Eric's mouth covered his in another fiery kiss.

As they kissed, Eric slowly manuvered Ryan backwards out of the room, the two of them stumbling back up the hall to Eric's bedroom.

In the process, Eric lost his own shirt and almost fell through the open door of the bathroom before they reached the master bedroom.

The room was dim, the curtains partially blocking out the day light.

Then, they were falling and landing onto the soft mattress of Eric's bed.

As he lay under Eric once again, Ryan let out a breathy moan, with his head falling back as he felt one of Eric's hands sneak under the waist-band of the sleeping pants he was wearing, seeking out what lay beneath the fabric.

" Eric... Please..." Moaned Ryan.

Eric paused in his touching to loom over Ryan once again.

" Please what Ryan?" He asked, deciding he'd torment his lover, just a little.

" Please... t-take me." Whimpered Ryan.

With a growl, Ryan's lips were once again captured by Eric's greedy mouth. Eric all but devoured Ryan's mouth as the hand that had sneaked into the younger man's pants slowly pulled the garment away.

Ryan felt vulnerable under Eric's hungry gaze as the older man took in the sight of the pale, naked body beneath him.

" My God, you're beautiful." Whispered Eric with a genuine smile gracing his lips.

Ryan felt his unease melt away, a warmth washing over him. He felt a small blush spread across his cheeks.

Eric found this absolutely adorble as he leaned in for a slow, sensual kiss, laying between Ryan's legs.

Ryan moaned as he kissed Eric back, his arms wrapping around Eric's back, his fingers digging into the powerfully musculed flesh.

Eric's pants were soon descarded to the floor, leaving only skin touching skin.

As he attacked Ryan's chest and shoulders with his teeth, Eric fumbled open the bedside drawer, pulling out protection and lube.

He sent a look to Ryan's flushed face, forewarning of what was going to happen, one final chance to back out.

Ryan simple stared at Eric for a moment before he lashed out, taking Eric's face into his hands and pressed his lips to Eric's, a kiss of consent.

Everything got blurry for Ryan after that as his world was shattered the second he felt Eric penetrate him.

Everthing else disappeared as Eric slowly, torturously thrust into the willing body beneath him.

Ryan buried his face into Eric's throat, each breath his lugs expelled ending in a tiny moan.

Eric continued to gnaw at Ryan's sensitive skin. Tasting and touching everything he could.

After an eternity of torture and pleasure, Ryan felt his last wall crumble.

The rest of the world, his past, the scars that marred both his flesh and his soul, what he was going to do concerning his job and suicide attempt, all of it was gone, in that moment, only one thing, one person mattered...

" ERIC!" Yelled Ryan as he came between their joined bodies, feeling absolutely free for the first time in his life.

When his release had ended, he fell limp beneath Eric, panting and seeing stars, still feeling Eric inside him.

Eric knew he was close, he'd nearly lost it the second he felt Ryan go rigid underneath him as he'd come.

Two more thrusts into Ryan's spent body and his vision went white as he came. He spilled his seed into the condom, still buried deep inside the body beneath him.

When his orgasm passed, he used what strength he had left in his spent body to gently pull out of Ryan's body, a small wince passing across Ryan's face at the motion.

With a small groan, Eric sat over the edge if the bed and pulled the protection off, throwing it into the waste-basket by the bedside drawer.

He then turned to see Ryan staring at him, with dazed and content eyes.

They stared at each other for the better part of an eternity before Eric lat back down on the bed, one of his arms snaking around Ryan's waist.

To his silent relief, Ryan didn't flinch away from him, allowing himself to be pulled into a warm embrace. His back plastered to Eric's from.

Sleep was slowly taking hold of both of them.

Before he gave in, Ryan spoke.

" So you're never gonna let go of me?" He asked softly, a ghost of a smile playing on his lips as he felt Eric nuzzle the back of his neck.

" Never." Whispered Eric as he tightened his hold around Ryan.

" We can talk some more later, right now, sleep, and don't even think about trying to leave, I won't like that." Smirked Eric.

Much to his delight, this earned a tiny chuckle from Ryan, who snuggled back against him as he let sleep take full hold.

Eric felt Ryan's body relax fully against him, the young man's breathing evening out.

With a smile, Eric pressed a soft kiss to Ryan's naked shoulder before settling down beside him, finally allowing sleep to take hold of him as well.

Before Ryan surrendered fully to sleep, a single thought ran through his mind.

" I think I'm falling in love with you too Eric."