Author's Note: Disclaimer non making money out of this,
Angel and Piotr fly back to Westchester, two days later and after eating everything in her fridge. Rogue volunteers to see them to the airport, Remy said he would go out to buy some food while she went. When she arrived back, the apartment was candlelit and a movie just waiting to press play. Goat cheese infused popcorn is also ready. Hot cocoa with a little bit of rum. He kisses my forehead and we start to watch the movie. He cuddles with me, shirtless under the two blankets. Rogue had never been so close to that much skin. her cheeks started to heat up from the closeness.
Remy comes and goes, but mostly tries to stay as much as possible. Rogue is till doing her uni and a week after the contact with Xavier's recieved a knock on her door from her agent and Drew.
"I thought you had disappeared!" she said instead of hello. She explained the weird thing that happened in the mountains during the last shoot, that they were looking for her as everyone else had been unconscious for a time being. She brought Marie's phone to her. "This is your life, do not ever lose this again" She nodded rigourously. There was a new shoot in three days, she better be ready and the jet would be coming to pick her up with Drew to go to California.
Remy complained about her leaving, said he wanted to come with.
"Sugah, you come and go for your job. I don't see a difference, you all know." He had no argument after that, though considered going by luggage.
When she came home after the shoot, he had a fancy dinner with salmon and pasta. He really loved to cook.
She gave him a key, even if he would prefer to sneak his way into her house. Old habits and all that. He doesn't seem in a rush to leave anyways.
.
.
"I'm not tired" his voice carries; the only light is the glow from the phone's screen.
"Off course you're not tired, I was on top" she replies while rolling her eyes. She snuggles into herself, folding her arms across her chest, and he doesn't move from his spot, too concentrated on the mobile game. His cell phone throws a glow that makes his eyes blood red in the darkness.
"Oh, true." He replies, without moving, she comes closer and spoons into him, both of their massive sweaters ward from the cold, but she snakes into the rift between his sweater and pants. She huffs and closes her eyes, trying to will herself to sleep. Was it too much to ask that they both tried to sleep? She had an early photoshoot tomorrow. He had worked all week and since coming home yesterday was restless. His lack of sleep suggested he had been in a location that favored jetlag.
She wasn't really asleep, but she heard him move out of bed and presumably go charge his phone, she did not even open her eyes. He would come back to bed soon enough, and it would take a minute for her to sense the lack of warmth from lying next to him. Then she felt him hovering above her and lazily opened just one eye.
"Wake up," he says, she glances at him, his pants are already off and he is pulling off hers, a hand feeling her waist, her cold skin and his warm hand, he lowers his lips to hers, kissing briefly before covering all of her, the hand that had been on her waist goes lower, and a first brush against her abdomen releases a heavy moan into his head, close to his ear. She smiles into the kiss, and soon her pants are gone too. They keep their sweaters, it is still very cold, and the comforter is lost. This time he claims the top, and swiftly lays as close to her as he can.
He says something into her ear but she is groggy, and other senses are dominating. She sighs unable to avoid the small moans that the pleasure produces in her. She kisses, licks and tenderly bites his earlobe.
"Marie" Her name crosses his lips, something in between a cry for help and a moan, that electrifies her and she feels goosebumps on her uncovered skin, her free leg folds into one of his on top of her, he searches for her lips again. Their tongues meet and swirl, a lazy dance, he pulls on her upper lip and then pulls away.
"Remy" she breathily requests. She places her hands on his biceps, noticing the muscles he had recently been working hard at. Simple harmony.
"I love you" he says, assertively. I freeze, a sharp inhale of breath. That's not possible. Love, it's not the same as lust. Love takes time. My logical side, also my predominant side, turns to face him. He is looking at me when he says it, laying on his side, avoiding eye contact. I search his eyes, then also look away. Looking at the ceiling, I reply.
"I think you want to fall in love with me." I cannot reply with an I love you that I do not feel. I want to remember losing my virginity in a positive light, and at the moment, it being him was more than enough.
"Yes." He says, agreeing. Or maybe he just says so to appease me. Maybe he really believes it. Either way, I smile.
"I want to fall in love with you, too, just so you know" He kisses me again, my lips that is. I reply in kind. Our clothes are still off. As this is the first time, He starts to explore my body again.
.
.
Author's Note: I want to share with you the word bank of words with the letter A that I used when making my chapter titles:
1.
An original movie scene
2. Again alone:
a. Again: another time, once more
b. Alone: separated from others, isolated
3. Accompanied, accompany: to go with as an associate or companion.
4. Awkward: lacking dexterity or skill.
5. Attempting amiability:
a. Attempt: try.
b. Amiability, amiable: friendly, social, agreeable.
6. Attesting alarmedly
a. Attesting, attest: to affirm to be true or genuine.
b. Alarmedly, alarmed: in an dangerous, urgently worried, concerned or frightened manner
7. Abrupt absorption:
a. Abrupt: action or change without preparation or warning, unexpected
b. Absorption: process of absorbing, entire occupation of the mind
8. Awfully alive:
a. Awfully, awful: extremely disagreeable or objectionable or exceedingly great, inspiring awe
b. Alive: having life
9. Affection alighted:
a. Affection: feeling of liking or caring, tender attachment
b. Alight: being on fire, lighted up
10. Armed and aching:
a. Armed: furnished with something that provides security, strength or efficacy,
b. Aching, ache: dull persistent pain, distress, compassion
11. Arcane angle:
a. Arcane: known only to a few people, secret
b. Angle: a corner constituting or projecting an enclosed space; viewpoint
12. Acquaintances? Amigos:
a. Acquaintances: person with whom one is acquainted, knowing personally
b. Amigos: Spanish for friend
13. Arguably affectionate:
a. Arguably, argue: to give reason for o against something
b. Affectionate: motivated by affection, tender
14. Agreeing or against:
a. Agreeing, agree: to achieve or be in harmony
b. Against: in opposition, in competition
15. Always around:
a. Always: at all times, invariably, forever
b. Around: in a circle, on all or various sides
16. Accidentally awed:
a. Accidentally, accidental: unexpected or by chance, without intent through carelessness
b. Awed, awe: emotion variously combining dread, veneration, and wonder that is inspired by authority, sacred or sublime
17. Appropiately armed:
a. Appropriately, appropriate:
b. Armed: furnished with something that provides security, strength or efficacy
18. Abruptly anti alone:
a. Abruptly, abrupt: action or change without preparation or warning, unexpected
b. Anti: opposed
c. Alone: separated from others, isolated
19. Anaerobic Asphyxia:
a. Anaerobic: living, active, occurring or existing in the absence of free oxygen
b. Asphyxia: lack of oxygen or excess of carbon dioxide in the body that results in unconsciousness; stifled, suppressed
20. Absentee Aside:
a. Absentee: missing from school or work
b. Aside: away from others or into privacy, out of the way
21. Anachronism: error in chronology, chronologically out of place
22. Acanthous anticipation:
a. Acanthous: spinous:difficult or unpleasant to handle or meet
b. Anticipation: looking forward
23. Adeciduate Ambience:
a. Adeciduate: not falling, evergreen
b. Ambience: feeling or mood associated with a particular place, person, thing
24. Alarmed and armed:
a. Alarmed: feeling a sense of danger, urgently worried
b. Armed: furnished with something that provides security, strength or efficacy,
25. Absent, amor:
a. Absent: not present; missing
b. Amor: Spanish for love
26. Angels and (Dutch) Antilles:
a. Angel: spiritual being superior to humans in power and intelligence
b. Antilles: chain of islands
27. Appointé: French for appointed: chosen for a particular job, fixed, set,
28. Anonymity: state of not named or identified, unknown origin or authorship
29. Aeviternal: everlasting
30. Autotelic: having an end or purpose in itself
