ZOMG GUYS! I got my computer back! Thank you all for being so unbelievably patient and thank you thank you for all your reviews. I really appreciate them. A special thanks to the "anonymous" Kat who brought my inspiration on. It might still take a while to put this one up because I haven't been into the story in a while… so I lost my computer in August and got it back last week... It's now November 27….. (sigh).

Any who, as awaited… Chapter Three of Persistent Second Hand………………………………………..PS Contain's rape…

Chapter 3: Love Like Winter

Chrno's POV:

So, I'm sitting in my room, my old room in Eden… This place brings back many memories. Aion left everything just as I had that day I left…

"Chrno," I had heard some one say, standing outside my room, I was laying on my bed, one sheet over top of me, depressed and lonely. The loss of Mary had taken a huge chunk out of me, my life. All of my happiness, usual optimism and most regretfully- my smile, were gone with her. "Master Aion and the others would like to see you down stairs." I heard Shader say in an unusually serious voice, almost sad. Who was she sad for? Who could be depressed living in Eden? Like Gods? I couldn't think of anyone; until my lips parted and in a hoarse voice, as if I hadn't spoken in years, croaked out a name.
"Mary Magdalene…" Random tears fell from my eyes that I had no idea would grace my cheeks with their existence. It then occurred to me who she was sad for… me…
"Come down, they'll make you feel better Chrno," She said.

I got out of my bed, stumbling over my clothes as I seemed to leave them everywhere these days, I didn't live life, I walked through it. And with that attitude I stepped, left, right, left, right, left… was I counting? Did I really have nothing better to think about? No… nothing… As if I were a zombie I fell to Aion's chest when I got to the bottom and sobbed.

"Chrno! You need to stop this! It's been an entire month and it's time for you to get over her! She's just a human Chrno!"

"Human… human's hearts… so innocent… human's lives, so short that they mean so much more… my life is so long… will I live forever? My life is meaningless then…"

"Make it mean something with me Chrno. We'll destroy the short-livers and we'll take over the earth. No more living in shadows, Pandaemonium will be destroyed!"

"No…" I had no more energy to say anything but that…

"Chrno!" He took my shoulders, "You were always with me before her! I'll make you see! You're life is worth living!"

"No…" I repeated.

"…Chrno…" He whispered and I felt something strange, a hand on my stomach. She always used to do that…
"Mary?"

The hand slipped under my shirt to touch my skin and I shuddered, a sign that this was not Mary. "…Chrno…" he repeated.
This was Aion? Aion was doing this? My master Aion? The Aion that controlled me? The Aion that used to be my best friend? The Evil Aion that wanted to take over the world and destroy a race I loved? "NO!" I screamed and pushed him away, my passion made me stronger. "I am no one's slave but passion's." I said as I was caught by Genai.
Aion glared at me, "That is a terrible thing to be slave to, Chrno."

"Better than you!" I glared back.

"I disagree. When you are passion's slave emotions make you do irrational things. I'll make you do things to better an entire existence and free our race."

I spit in his face. He wiped it off.

"You see? Irrational. That was a naughty thing to do as I try to help you, my pet." A smirk grew on his tanned, soft skinned… DISPICKABLE face.

I growled. He stepped to me, sliding his hand inside my pants this time. I struggled but Genai was strong. "Whoa there, cowboy. Eh, Aion? Ya gonna saddle him up or should I?"

"I don't know Genai… that seems…" A pause, the pause relieved me but then, "necessary actually… Relevant enough, take him to your room and I'll meet you there with Viede."

"NO!" I screamed but Genai's hand covered my mouth and he dragged my exhausted body away.

I was strapped down to Genai's bed, my hands tied before me, my knees belted down to the bed and my rump bent upward, I was completely naked and I knew, oh I knew, what was happening (I know what you're thinking, how could I not… but… I was so out of it at this point in my life I wouldn't have been able to name the color grass was).

Eventually, Aion came down with Viede, they stripped down and Aion looked me over, I could feel his cold stare on my heated and embarrassed backside.

"You're worth it, Chrno. You'll see."

'Then why am I tied down?' I wanted to ask, 'Love me if you love me… but you're love is cold... you're touch is December… I'm frightened Aion… you scare me…' I wouldn't dare let the words pass, not on my life.

Aion moved onto the bed and to my surprise reached over me, one hand wrapped around to grab hold of my cock and the other untied the belts on my knees.

I gasped at both the feeling and the shock of being let lose.

"Thank you, Genai but I changed my mind. No saddling to be done today. An excellent job you've done but really, I need to love Chrno to prove I love him."

I thought about that, 'Read my mind?'

"Ya love 'im, Aion?" Genai stared, puzzled.

"Yeah, I love him."

Viede looked around the room, "So, then what do you want us to do?"

"You can do what you want with him while I take him."

I snarled, "I'm not a tool, stop treating me like one."

"Did I tell you to speak?" His December stare…

My bark fought back, "I'M NOT A DOG!"

"Heal!"

Again, to a surprise, did I feel a lash, a whip smack right on my ass. A lash so hard I bled and then that's when I shut up.

"Good boy. I knew I'd need this crop though. Thank you Genai."

Genai nodded, "No prob'm."

Aion turned me around to face him, retied my hands, re-spread my legs and stroked down my body, "What should we do first boys?"

My mouth stayed shut, but my eyes widened and screamed.

Then boys were excited, those two pigs, the ones I called friends. Genai looked me over with his gross up-and-down glancing, "I'll take 'is mouth"

Viede continued to look at me, he knew it was wrong, I could tell he knew it was wrong, "I'll use mine."

Aion shot a glance to him, "You'll what?"

"I'd like to give him some pleasure."

I looked over at Viede, my eyes looked hurt I'm sure but they thanked him. I didn't want to be sucked but it's better than anything else a devil could think to do to me.

He knelt down near the edge of the bed, curled over me. I gulped and shut my eyes tight as he licked up my long shaft making it immediately hard. I kept my eyes shut and tried to convince myself that everything would be alright. Eventually, after teasing me for a while (and the now burning eyes of the other two who also got turned on as they watched), Viede parted his lips over my cock and slid his mouth down and over the area. I screamed out in pleasure I'm sure. I mean, why wouldn't I? Then he began to suck and as he sucked my hips made little bucking movements. That's when I started to open my eyes but as soon as I did I quickly shut them for the sight was unbearable. Genai's long, rock hard, cock was nearing my mouth. He touched the tip to it and parted my lips with it. I felt tears fall. No pain, only humiliation and a sick feeling in my stomach but I had to get it over with. I slowly opened my mouth and took the man in. I had never done it before and I'm sure it was quite noticeable. I tried to mimic what Viede was doing to me. I sucked harder as the pleasure got better; it gave me something to help busy my mind from teasing like Viede's tongue dancing around my penis in a twirling motion. I moaned into the man's cock and sucked faster, my hips now bucking like crazy. It was then that Aion made his move. Softly and gently he took my quivering hips in his hands. He moved it up to position and my legs were spread wide around him. Viede adapted to the movement; crawling up onto the bed and sucking harder now. I moaned and groaned, and wasn't really aware of what was happening, not really aware that these two were merely a distraction from the pain I was about to feel. My long-ago-friend put the head of his penis to my virgin opening. I squealed but then felt a hand grip my hair forcing me to keep my face on the genital and then the head pulled away. I felt now a wet finger touch me; he must have sucked it for lubrication. I gulped down something from Genai and anticipated the pain but Viede's pleasure yet again increased. There were too many feelings at one time, I felt like I was going to explode, I felt so… alive…? Aion pushed the first finger in, sliding it in and out and in and out until my insides were used to it, it actually felt good, comforting. Then he slide a second in with it and I felt the man's fingers slid again in and out until I was stretched to that. A little pain occurred but Genai was getting close and quite frankly, so was I. Now was the pain, I figured, an I was right with the sliding in of the third finger I felt my skin break at the stretch but with my head held tight to a cock and my cock held tight to a face I could not scream out in pleasure or pain. I knew the entrance of the real would be much worse but now tears continued to fall as the blood helped move the three fingers in and out. Genai bucked his hips into my mouth, banging my head on and off the pillow until finally he came, the sick, twisted, thick liquid filled my mouth in seconds, it shot right to the back of my throat and I gagged but he held it there 'til he was finished and didn't let me go until I had swallowed it all. He then let go of my hair, exited my soiled mouth, and flopped on the carpet underneath us. Viede sucked harder and harder and now Aion smiled over to me.

"Chrno… now that you can speak back to me… how does this feel?"

I grit my teeth and grunted, "It hurts."

"It does, hmm?" His voice was a soft sweet whisper, "Should I be gentler with you?"

I nodded but I didn't know how he could be, he was already being so soft with me.

Viede went softer as well at that gesture and the moment seemed to calm without the cowboy. My body started to relax.

"That's it, my pet," Aion whispered to me, "relax and it will hurt a lot less."

He was right. The pain from the three fingers had died down once I was paying closer attention and opened myself up more when relaxed.

He coaxed me with his voice, "Alright Chrno, I'm going to enter you now," he sounded so much in love, "And I'm going to be as gentle as I possibly can."

For some reason, I didn't object. I closed my eyes softly, my teeth ungrit and I nodded. I felt serene and the soft suckles on my penis felt nice. Then Viede picked up speed again. He sucked hared and faster than ever and I gripped the pillow beside each of my ears and bucked again. Aion slowly pushed himself inside, removing his fingers. Again, a mixture of feelings! Pleasure and pain, serenity and fury, I panted and moaned and screamed out the mixture of feeling in my voice. Aion hit a weird spot inside me, a spot at the far back within me, immediate pleasure shot out of me and with it I came. Viede, though, didn't do what I had done. He wasn't forced to swallow but he sucked and sucked and sucked me dry, swallowing all of it as he did. I couldn't believe how kind he was, I couldn't believe how much pleasure he had given, how bearable he had made this experience. My body went limp with Aion inside me and Viede pulling off. There was another pause. I welcomed the pause and I spoke.

"Thank you, Viede, my one true friend."

Another pause. The intensity of the sentence in the middle of the sweaty room, on the soiled bed meant the world to everyone in it. There was a moment of silence, a nod from the one who had helped me and then a soft thrust one the point of this 'lover' inside me. He hit it again, "Ugh!" I cried out. This pleasure, just what was he hitting? Aion then got more on top of me, laying on me as he thrust his cock inside me, over and over again. I bit my lower lip and gripped the pillow as I let out small muffled moans. Aion would grunt every once in a while but nothing major and nothing sexy. The then took my gripping hands and ripped them off the pillow, he put them onto the skin on his back and my nails dugs into them but he didn't flinch. His skin was so soft; it was so sweet tasting as I lovingly kissed the man's shoulder. I grunted and panted and moaned at this love making. "…Chrno…" he half panted, half whispered, "…I love you…"

"Chrno," I now hear some one say, standing outside my room, I am lying on my bed, one sheet over top of me and I shake from my remembering. It is the same voice that always came to get me for dinner, the voice of the girl that would always sit by my bedside to comfort me. I could always talk to her. She was always so optimistic, so giddy and funny and cute. I sit back up and look at the girl I had missed so much.

"Shader!" A smile brightens my face, I get up and run to her, I hug her tight and swing her around, "My beautiful sister! I've missed you so much!" I kiss her cheeks, her ears her neck, and my eyes kiss hers.

He laughs happily, just how I remember her. "Hey bro!" She giggles, "I've missed you too! Good to see you're up and about. I came to get you for dinner."

I laugh, "Just like always."… just like always. Suddenly I feel that living here again wont be so bad. I'm actually very excited, "You brought me back didn't you?"

"Well… I made the horns… but it was Aion's idea to bring you back."

"Aion…?" I ask, it seemed strange that he would.

"Yeah. He must be in love with you or something!" She is just joking, I cant tell by her laugh, but I still ponder the comment as if it were serious.

"Yeah…" I say seriously, "…Must be…"

"Come on bro! I'm sure you have lots to talk about." She throws her arm around me and we head down the stairs together, "We can have dinner together again. Yay!" We laugh but I still feel a bit out of place.

SO! I guess that's it. I know that this was a very long chapter and very very explicit… sorry if you don't lie that kind of thing and sorry if its terrible (first time here…). Last time you guys didn't give me a PERSONAL review like I asked but maybe you just didn't quite understand what that means. I'd like constructive criticism (hopefully nothing too mean) I'd like the use of my pen name, exclamation marks…and excitement guys? Pwease? I'd really like it to be longer. The reviews on chapter three were really nice, but it was mostly nagging about how I should update. Yes, I realize that I've been taking a while to up this chapter but… cut me some slack it's crunch time what with diplomas and everything (pout). Anyways. The "name in the story" treat is still up for grabs but I want a REAL personal comment from someone. Good luck to all.