Hey guys, sorry it's been so long I've just been really busy with soccer and school but here's chapter 4 I hope you like it:)

"Please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me."

Smiling, "Hi I'm Haley, you must be Brooke, Lucas has told me so much about you." said Haley as she extended her hand out to Brooke

"Nice to meet you Haley." said Brooke smiling

"Hey Nate, Haley come on in." says Lucas as he comes around the corner

"Where should I put this?" asked Nathan as he came in pulling off his hat as he pointed to the cake Haley had made

"Just put it on the oven." answers Haley laughing at Nathan's hat hair

"Haley could you and Brooke set the table, I kind of wanted to talk to Nate about something." asked Lucas

"Ugh yeah sure, come on Brooke we musn't hear the boys gossip." laughs Haley as she takes Brooke's hand and leads her into the kitchen

As they're setting the table Haley notices Brooke's off in her own world.

"Hey, ugh are you ok?" asks Haley

"Ugh yeah I was just thinking about something...someone." sighs Brooke as Haley had snapped her back into reality

"I'm ugh sorry about Marne, Brooke." looks up at her, "I know I didn't know you or her, but Lucas would tell me about you guys all the time, I'd kill to have loved somebody as much as you guys loved eachother."

"I'll always love her, it's not a past tense thing." snaps Brooke as she fiddles with the silverwear on the table not wantingt o make eye contact with Haley

"Yeah...that's what I meant...I didn't mean anything by it." stutters Haley

"It's fine, I'm sorry I snapped like that..." whispers Brooke

"I wish I could say that I understood what you're going through, but I've truly never lost anyone really close to me like that."

As Brooke was about to say something back Lucas and Nathan walk in.

"Hey...Brooke are you ok?" asked Nathan

"Jesus!" yells an agitated Brooke, "Why do you guys keep asking me that, you know I'm not ok!" yells Brooke as Lucas rushes to her side

"Brooke..." says Nathan trying to apologize

"No Nathan, I really don't want to talk about." turns to Lucas, "I'm gonna go to my room, I'm not feeling so well." says Brooke as Lucas just nods

Up in her room curled up on her bed clutching to her favorite picture of her and Marne.

'knock, knock'

"Lucas, I really just want to be alone." says Brooke

"Brooke...it's not Lucas"

"Haley!?" turns to look at her, "What are you doing up here?"

"I came to apologize, I shouldn't have brought it up to begin with." said Haley as she made her way over to sit down on the bed

"I'm really sorry for snapping like I did down there...it just hurts so much, it just made everything feel so real again..." sighes Brooke as she places the picture back on her nightstand

"You know, I'm not really that hungry anymore." looks at Brooke, "Do you want to go for a walk we could stop by the high school, I need to pick up some papers I left there."

"Yeah...sure." says Brooke happy to be able to get out of the house

smiles, "Don't forgot to grab a hat and gloves." says Haley as she walks down the stairs to wait for Brooke

Fifteen minutes later...

"So are you and Nathan...like a couple?" asked Brooke kicking the snow as they made their way towards the school

laughs, "No, we're just really good friends." sighs, "I've never really thought of him in that way before."

"I know what you mean, Lucas and I are the same way."

"I know you probably don't really want to talk about it, but I was just wondering...how did you guys end up together?" asked Haley as she looked at Brooke's delicate features

smiles, "It's a pretty long story, because when we met we both went to two totally different school." looks at Haley and the puts her hands in her pocket

"We've got time." says a curious Haley

laughs, "Well you see we met the day Lucas was supposed to teach me how to ski..."

Flashback...

"Another year of us ruling the school." laughs Brooke as her and Lucas make their way to her locker arms linked

laughs, "Ahhh queen Brooke, I see the arrogant side of you is still going strong."

slaps is arm, "I'm just telling the truth, I mean come on you have Alexis Cotter and her skanky cheerleading squad drooling all over you."

"It doesn't matter." says Luacs as he takes her books for her, "I have Peyton." finishes Lucas

"Ah yes Blondie, how is she lately?" asked Brooke

laughs, "She's good." looks down at her, "Now are you going to ask about Marne, or am I going to have to just accidently slip her into our conversation." jokes Lucas as he watches Brooke's face turn bright red

"Lucas!" cried Brooke as he continued lauging at her

"Why don't you just admit that you liek her Brooke."

"I'm not gay Lucas!" hissed Brooke as she pulled him into an empty classroom

"Sure you aren't."

"I'm not!" shakes her head, "And anyway even if I was it wouldn't matter, she goes to Chazy."

smiles, "Actually...according to Peyton who was very upset last night she now goes to Beekmantown..."

"But...but that's...this is...Lucas why didn't you tell me!" yells Brooke as she hits him again

"Hey, I just found out last night!" laughs, "And since you don't like her and all I figured it wasn't that important." smiles Lucas as he watches Brooke mouth FK YO to him and then bolt to the bathroom to check herself out

looking down cursing Lucas's exhistance Brooke slams into someone and falls over

"Fk." says Brooke as she begins picking up her papers

"Sorry, I'm kind of a wall...I guess it has to do with being a sweeper and all." says the girl as she bends down to help Brooke

"Sweeper?" asks Brooke not recognizing it to be Sarah her sweeper and freezing once she realizes who it is

"Yeah, I'm new here I use to play for the chazy team." answers Marne when she picks up a paper with Brooke's name on it, "Brooke?"

looks up, "Ugh yeah wow you go here now?"

"Yeah, my dad wanted me to play for a better team so that I could get a scholarship to St. Lawrence." says Marne standing up and handing Brooke her papers

"Oh." was all Brooke could get out

smiles, "So ugh I have no idea where I'm going, could you maybe help me out?" asked Marne

End flashback...

"So she ended up at your school?" asks Haley

"Yeah, I was so happy." answered Brooke

"Oh we're here, I'll be right back." says Haley as she unlocks the door and goes in leaving Brooke to wander around and as she does so she see the soccer feild which causes memories to come flooding back

Flashback...

"Marne!" yelled Brooke as she watched Marne clear the ball up the feild to Sarah, "Sarah number 22 on hard!" yelled Brooke to Sarah as she skillfully chipped the ball over the other teams head to her

"Shot!" yelled Ashley the right wing, as Brooke wound up a scored winning the game after a double overtime in the last 2 minutes and 43 seconds sending them into the sectionals as the number one team

"Good game Brooke." said Marne as she came up behind Brooke

smiles, "You too."

"Hey would you stay after and help me put away the equipment?" asked Marne

"Yeah I'm just going to go put my stuff in my car I'll be right back." said Brooke as she made her way to her car

Ten minutes later...

"Marne?" yelled Brooke as she looked around the turf

"Ugh yeah, over here." yelled Marne as she put her hair down and ran her hair through it making it practically perfect again, "Could you grab the ball bag and bring it over here."

"Where do I put them?" asked Brooke as she got over there

"Ugh just go right in there and I'll be right in."

As Brooke did so she suddenly felt her body being slammed up against the wall of the building and soft warm lips crushing her own.

"Mar...Marne."

"Brooke, you know you want this just as much as I do." whispered Marne in a deep throaty voice

All Brooke did was nod before Marne had attacked her lips again, feeling the heat in her face rising Brooke moaned into Marne's mouth as she felt Marne's tounge run along her bottom lip begging for entrance as Brooke quickly let her in. Soon Marne's hand was making it's way under Brooke's uniform and Brooke was so turned on she just melted into Marne's touch.

"God I've wanted you for so long Brooke." moaned Marne as her hand caressed Brooke's breast

"You have no idea." whispered Brooke causing Marne to laugh

"You're amazing Brooke Davis." laughed Marne

End Flashback...

Shaking that memory from her head Brooke quickly walked back around the school right as Haley was making her way out the door.

"Got them...god you must be really cold your face is beat red." said Haley as she brought her hand to Brooke face, "Wow...you're really hot are you not feeling well?" asked Haley

Brooke just blushed making her face even redder, "I'm fine, trust me." laughed Brooke as they continued their walk

"If you love someone enough, you can stil hear their laughter when they're gone."