a/n: This ones for you Rach. Needed some EOness b4 tonight's episode (gag me!)

Chapter 11- One Long Night

It was a little after midnight when Elliot heard a pounding on his door. He was in a deep sleep, and didn't want to move from his position in bed. He was cuddling Liv, holding her tight. Her head was rested in the crevasse of his shoulders. The pounding continued. He carefully got out of bed hoping that he didn't wake Liv.

"I'm coming, I'm coming." He said towards the door.

He opened it up and saw Kathy standing there. He frowned. "Kathy what are you doing here?"

She barged in. She was drunk, loaded, completely hammered.

He pulled her arm back and got a whiff of booze, "Jesus Kathy how much did you drink tonight?"

"I miss you Elliot. I miss you so much. I'm sorry for everything. I want you back." She began to sob.

"Kathy, don't do this."

"Why? Elliot those men didn't mean anything to me, I swear. I love you. Please, let's work this out."

He just shook his head, "Kathy we are not getting back together. I love you, I do, but I'm not in love with you. You are the mother of my children and we will always have that bond, but Kathy you cheated on me countless times. How can you stand there and tell say you love me, you don't know what love is."

"And I bet she does?" She said coldly. He didn't say anything. He wanted to keep Liv out of this.

Kathy looked around his apartment. She didn't recognize this apartment, it wasn't familiar at all. This was Elliot's new apartment, his new life that did not include her. She looked at the photos he had hanging on the wall. They were of his children mostly; she felt the rage grow when she saw Liv on his wall. Not just once or twice, but many. Photos of him and her together. It really made her blood boil. She looked towards the couch, and saw a pink hooded sweatshirt laying on it. She looked to the doorway and saw a few pairs of women's shoes. She looked on the kitchen counter and saw a few prescription bottles. She picked one of them up, 'Olivia Benson'.

"She's here? You are living with her?" Kathy's temper started to flair.

"Yes Kathy she is here, and she is sleeping so I would prefer it you kept your voice down so you don't wake her."

"Like Hell!" she stormed into Elliot's bedroom, "Get up you bitch! You bitch! Why couldn't you just die?"

Olivia stirred; she was having a dream about her mother. It felt so real, she heard the words, and she smelled the booze. She was going to get beat again. She felt a cold arm on hers trying to wake her, "No MOM! NO! Get off of me! Mom No!" She shouted.

Elliot pulled Kathy away from Olivia, his heart broke when she said, 'mom'. For the first time he got an inside look into Olivia's childhood.

Olivia opened her eyes, "Kathy?" She rubbed them to make sure she was seeing correctly.

"Kathy get the hell out of my apartment, now!" Elliot said shoving her out the door. He could tolerate getting yelled at by Kathy, but he wasn't going to put Liv through it. She had nothing to do with it.

Olivia got out of bed and headed towards the living room just as Elliot slammed the door.

He walked over to her, "Liv, I'm so sorry. I don't even know what to say, she just showed up and barged in. Are you ok? Did she hurt you?"

"It's ok Elliot; it's not your fault. I'm fine." She said taking a seat on the couch and rubbed her forehead.

He sat down beside her and put her arm around her. "You thought she was your mother didn't you?"

She looked up at him, "How'd you know?"

"You called out her name."

She bobbed her head up and down. "That scene right there was my childhood. I can't even tell you how many times she would wake me up in the middle of the night screaming her head off, throwing every name in the book at me, and then beat me until I passed out."

"I'm sorry, Liv." He kissed the top of her head.

"I know. It's ok, I got used to it real quick."

He shook his head at the comment that came out of her mouth, "That is not something a child should get used too."

"I know."

He tilted her head so that it met his; he rested his forehead against hers and held it there. They starred into each others eyes, "I love you." He whispered. He kissed her hard on the mouth. She was taken back at first, but then her body reacted. She kissed him back, massaging her tongue with his. He placed her hands in his hair and he cupped her jaw in his hands. He needed her; he needed her to feel him. Feel how much he loved her, feel how much he meant to her.

He ran his hands up her shirt and rubbed her breasts. She moaned into his mouth. This was as far as they had ever gotten in the past months, but something about this time…something told them both that they were not going to be able to stop there.

He continued to kiss her, as he took his hands out of her shirt. He pulled up the T-shirt she was wearing above her head, never losing eye contact. She kissed him hard the second the shirt came off, "I want you El, tonight, now."

"Yeah? You sure?" He asked making sure she was physically alright.

"Never been more sure about anything in my life." She got up from the couch and outstretched her hand for him to take. She pulled him up and they headed to the bedroom. She pulled off his shirt and let her hands rub up and down his chest. She looked at the man before her, he was gorgeous. She kissed his navel and licked her way up until her mouth found his again.

He moaned into her mouth. He sat her down on his bed and helped her out of her shorts. "Did I ever tell you how hot it is that you don't wear underwear to bed?" He said smirking at her.

She just giggled. He laid her back on the bed so that her feet were on the floor. He knelt down on the floor. His tongue licked each breast and his hands rubbed her outer thighs. She let out a low moan. He smiled. He liked that he was making her feel this way. It turned him on.

He took his hands and spread her legs apart, he began to stroke her insides with his two fingers, and he could feel her body contracting to his fingers. He pulled them out and brought his tongue into the mix. Her hands clenched the sheets in a tight fist. "Oh my God El, you are fucking unbelievable." She moaned out in deep pleasure.

He let his tongue do all the work, licked every crevasse, sucked up every ounce of her juice. He made small circles around her inside of her and could feel her legs start to buckle. He knew she was ready, "Let go Liv." He said.

"No, I want to wait for you, I want us to come together for the first time…but you have to stop doing that." She panted out, trying to hold on with every fiber of her being.

He crawled up on top of her, "Are you sure?"

"Never been so sure in my life, please, now. I need you inside me now El." He obeyed her wishes. He kicked off his boxers and stroked her thigh. He placed his hardness inside of her. The minute he entered her he felt her shiver. He could feel the pressure built up. He began to thrust her gently, but she was to far gone for taking things slow.

"Harder El, please, faster?" she begged. He had never heard Olivia beg before; of course he had never been inside of her before either.

"Am I hurting you?" He asked licking her lips.

"Impossible." She said taking his mouth into hers.

"Jesus El!" She screamed. He began to pound into her hard and fast. He felt like he was up so far he was going to split her in two. She screamed out his name in complete ecstasy as she felt him hard and deep in her.

Hearing her scream his name was more then he could take. He was going to blow, but he wanted this to last. "Liv! Oh my God Olivia!" He screamed out and he thrust into her quicker, and quicker.

"Uhh! El…don't stop, don't ever stop!" She panted.

"I'm going to come Liv, are you ready?" He asked her.

"Never been more ready." she got out.

He moved his hips in sync with hers, it was only a matter of time, a few more times in and out, and little bit faster, a little bit deeper. They were both in ecstasy.

He pumped one final push inside her and released himself in her insides. The warm feeling of him inside her made her come immediately. She screamed out his name and her body went into convulsions underneath him.

"Jesus Christ that was amazing." He said as he collapsed onto her chest. He kissed her on the mouth and wiped the hair out of her face. They were still trying to catch their breath. She couldn't talk yet; her body had not come down yet.

She took a few deep breaths, and rubbed her hand over Elliot's hair, "That was fucking great El." She said looking down at him. He was nuzzled on her chest. He looked up at her and moved so that they were both lying on their sides staring at each other.

"I think I love you more then life Olivia…" He said as a tear ran down his face. She kissed it.

"I know what you mean El. Scary isn't it?"

"Only when I think about losing you." His mind wondered back to the time when he thought he did. Tears filled his eyes. "I'm so thankful that you came back to me. I don't know what I would have done with out you Liv. I don't know…" He said shaking his head.