A/N This is probably not the greatest thing ever. But I felt as though I needed to write something and this is what came out.

It's the shortest thing ever and has a point but doesn't. And it's totally random and mainly just rambles. I go off the subject many a time. :)

Anywho. I hope you like it. Oh and this is kinda OOC.


I think I'm beginning to understand why she was in love with him.

I know this isn't the greatest topic of discussion in the morning right after you just wake up. But there's no way I can stop thinking about it.

I'm just here sitting at the kitchen counter eating my frosted flakes, staring at him. But he's so oblivous he probably doesn't even notice. He's over there talking to Taylor and they're drinking coffee.

Ugh. Taylor Townsend?

Okay I realize that she's helped him outta a really dark place after Marissa. But I could do the same thing! After all I am a Cooper! And we get whatever we want.

Well, that's how it worked out for my mother and sister. So far for me . . . it kinda sucks. I mean I do get my way but just not with men.

And I wonder why. After all I do hang out with Brad and Eric. They are the hottest . . . straight guys on the water polo team.

Damnit! I'm getting carried away with stupid thoughts.

Oh god. Now they're touching each other. Well . . . their hands are anyway.

"Get a room." I told them in an annoyed voice. "I'm trying to eat without barfing."

Taylor looked towards me with a look on her face as though she was surprised to see me. I wonder why. After all this is my house. Well, sort of.

I just rolled my eyes at her. Sometimes she could be so cute with her naivety, that sometimes it reminds me of a little puppy. But times like now. It just annoys the hell out of me.

Just then as I was about to take another bite of my frosted flakes Ryan turns around and smiles at me. I slightly drop my spoon a few inches down and smile back.

He looks at me a few seconds and looks as though he's about to say something but then Taylor tells him something and his attention immediately goes back to her.

I sighed and began eating my frosted flakes again. Trying my best not to seem too disappointed.

Because even though we have the most non-complicated realtionship ever, Ryan and I understand each other.

Of course, he's yet to understand how he's helped me. But he will. I'll make sure.

After all, I'm beginning to understand why Marissa was in love with him.

fin


What'd you think? Okay I told you it had no point. Anywho. Plz review. I need some boost. :)

I'm also kinda into Ryan/Kaitlin. If that's even possible.lol