Disclaimer: I don't have any claim over Kyo Kara Maou. The song Maybe belongs to Neocolors.

Summary: Wolfram's thoughts when he broke up with Yuuri. Side fic to Wolfram's out of my life. Songfic Oneshot

Genre: Angst/Romance

A/N: No happy ending. You've been warned. And I changed the she to they on second line to the last of the lyrics. Thanks to my wonderful beta-editor Hareta!! I don't know what I'm going to do without you! Sorry, it took me so long to post this one. Oh well, on with the story.

Maybe

There I was

Waiting for a chance

Hoping that you'll understand

The things I wanna say

Wolfram being Wolfram always expressed his feelings for Yuuri every time he got the chance.

He always said that Yuuri belonged to him but the double-black never seemed to appreciate or even acknowledge it.

As my love went stronger than before

I wanna see you more and more

But you closed your door

At first, the flaxen-haired knight held on to the engagement purely to save face. But as he got to know the Maou, he slowly but steadily fell in love with him.

He fell for the king not because he's a wimp. Not because of his status. Not because of his attractive face and innocent smile but because Yuuri was Yuuri and that was all there was to it.

Why don't you try

To open up your heart

I won't take too much of your time

If Yuuri would only recognize him as his fiancé, he wouldn't demand so much from the boy king.

If the ruler could just see past the fact that Wolfram was a guy, the blond knew they would be happy.

He knew both of them would be satisfied and neither of them would suffer heartbreak.

"Yuuri? When are we getting married?" the fair-haired swordsman asked innocently.

Yuuri stiffened. "We can't get married," he said in a quiet voice.

"I can't understand why we can't get married. Tell me. Tell me, why!" Wolfram shouted. He could not comprehend what Yuuri just said.

"We're both guys for Shinou's sake! We can't be together!" The ruler of the Great Demon Kingdom shouted back. Clearly annoyed.

"That's just a lame excuse of a wimp like you!" he yelled before storming out of the room.

The raven-haired king failed to see the tears falling from the soldier's emerald orbs.

I believed what you said to me

We should set each other free

That's how you wanted it to be

Yuuri and Wolfram had another fight. For Yuuri, it was a part of their daily routine so he hadn't paid much attention to it.

But for Wolfram, he finally reached his limit.

"So this is nothing but a mistake for you all this time, huh?" the blond said, his voice cold and his face emotionless. The only thing that betrayed his façade was the hurt evident in his emerald gaze.

"Yes." The black-haired king said exasperatedly.

"Fine." The Maou's fiancé said curtly.

Yuuri blinked once. Then twice. A dumb expression on his face.

Wolfram turned on his heels and walked to the door.

"Wolf! Wait!" The dark-eyed boy said after the fair-haired knight.

"The papers would be ready for you to sign tomorrow morning. At last you'll have your freedom back." He replied, his back facing his king and his voice detached.

"Wolfram!" The half-demon ruler said agitatedly.

"Good night, Your Majesty." His voice quivered from his effort holding his tears back. Then, he finally turned the knob and let himself out of their room. No. Heika's room.

That night, he lied in his gigantic bed. Alone and cold.

Maybe it's wrong to say please love me to

'Cause I know you'll never do

Somebody else is waiting there inside for you

Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day

'Cause I know they're here to stay

But I know to whom you should belong.

He should never have asked Yuuri to love him the same way he did the Maou because there was no way that the sovereign of Shin Makoku would love someone like him.

In addition to that, he knows that the monarch would not even notice if he would be gone. If anything, the obsidian-eyed boy would probably be glad because there were a lot of noble and beautiful girls that would be more than willing to take his place as the king's betrothed.

If he hadn't foolishly believed that, in time, Yuuri would love him too, he wouldn't end up like this.

He wouldn't end up with his heart broken beyond repair.

Owari

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