A dialogue never to be forgotten
In light of the upcoming special day…or should I say VALENTINES I would like to give this SEQUEL to all those who asked for it and also because of the threats I received…hehe…I offer this to all my dear reviewers…
loujane14 – Well, here is the continuation just as you asked…I do hope you like it
obsessed dreamer- Mi-chan really is unbelievable that's why he is different and that's why we love him so, right? …since you pummeled me senseless with a mallet I lost my idea for the sequel…KIDDING of course since THIS is THE sequel! Hope you like it.
khryzle kawaii- thanks for the comment no harm taken let's just say things get a twist when something happens when it is least expected…sweet is what I want …hehe…about the update for the other fics I'm working on it so to speak.
yanagi-chyan- here's the sequel yan-chan! hehehe…maybe he guessed it, maybe not…as he said he knows Fuuko likes annoying him. He did not want anybody to read his paper but Fuuko who does not fear him...well took the challenge and well she met the surprise of her life. I also liked the Tokiya is gay part…teehee…
abubi-chan- here's an update…hope you get settled
airawinoa- hehe…I know she should've done that but I want to make it different…after all Fuuko is different. Anyway, here's the update for you to know what Fuuko will do…
larsha- sequel's here! Thanks for reviewing!
malo – I give in to your puppy eyes…hehehe…lucky for you I adore dogs especially pups.
Lady Lyris – well, here it is at last…let's see how you will like Fuuko's response
judy-chan- Thanks Judith!
carmelahere – hehehe…I guess it does not end there…here is the sequel
sawadik- LOL, isasama na din kita sa reply ko
Wija-chan – I knew the ending sucks sooo I suppose now here's the sequel the ending will change…I do hope it will please you in some way…
Thanks again guys…I did not know that you will like it. Anyway hope you like this sequel…and Happy Valentines DaY! Consider this as a gift…spread the love!
It was another one of those peaceful days in the University. Everyone was going about doing their mundane activities; everyone had a pleasant which seems to be because they had a fun weekend…except for one purple-headed girl. Fuuko walked the grounds of the University quietly and her face void of emotions. As she passed by each group of people, those people started whispering to each other but she did not care. Heck, she knew what they were whispering about. Airheads. She smirked. Hell, even if I know how annoying they are I still am amused on how they can make me make fun of them. After a moment of amusement Fuuko returned to her unusual demeanor. This is crazy. No matter how I try to make myself feel better and when I almost succeed it goes away. Damn. What's the matter with me? He just said that he is in love with…with…that girl. It's not even me…right? He could practically call any woman a monkey…and any woman can give him any nickname…right?
You know very well Kirisawa that he does not call any other woman names BUT you and the more he does not let ANYBODY give him nicknames except you.
Lie.
You know that what I'm saying is true. And why are you affected that when you thought that he could call any woman a monkey and any woman can give him a nickname? Jealous are we?
No! I am not and never will be affected especially when it is about him…I don't care about what he said! He is a great big joker…GAY JOKER that is!
And you are a great big liar. Not affected ei? Who was not able to get a good night sleep over the weekend? Who was bonking her head every time she thought about what she read? Who was avoiding him when…
Shut up! Who do you think you are?!
I am just your conscience…I am the voice of your inner soul.
Crap. Whatever.
You are so stubborn…your stubbornness is the cause of your blindness.
What the hell are you talking about?
You are blind to see the cause of why you are behaving this way. You are too stubborn that is why you are pretentious.
Pretentious? Are you really my conscience? Because you are talking way too much like…like…
You cannot even say his name as easily as you used to… are you scared? Scared of the knowledge that he loves you?
Ha! Sacred?! Me? Because of his love? Why would I be scared of such a silly thing? Hell, you are not even sure if his feelings are true!
Have it your way. Believe what you want to. The man practically told you that he does not toy with anyone's emotions and that it is something new to him and the least you could do is respect his feelings. You are being difficult Fuuko. Shouldn't you be happy that he of all people fell in love with you? Or you are acting that way because you do not share the same feeling? Unrequited love perhaps? But what ever you choose think that he asks nothing from you…he never asked you to love him back. So stop acting like a loon and face him.
I…I don't…know…what I feel…I…I've never had a love of a man before…It is also something new for me…what should I do? What do I feel?
That is for you to find out
What!?! You tell me that you are my inner conscience and the voice of my inner soul…are you not supposed to help me?! I need answers!
A while a go you wanted me to shut up. Now you are asking for my help. You really are a fool. I am only you conscience. I am only here to tell you what is right…I do not tell you what to feel. Look into your heart.
Bull…"Stupid crazy heart!" Fuuko unknowingly blurted out.
"The monkey has gone crazy I see." A voice perked up behind her.
"Mi-mikagami!"
"Hmmph. Kirisawa you really do amaze me. Since when did you get all jumpy when in my presence?" Tokiya nonchalantly asked.
"Me? Jumpy? You must be imagining things." Fuuko retorted.
"Denying the obvious. Anyway, move out of the way."
"What did you say?!"
"Move. You are standing in front of my locker monkey." Fuuko looked around to see where she was and realized that her feet brought her to a place where she should not be found in. Shit. Fuuko mentally cursed and stepped aside.
"You better head to your class Kirisawa if you don't plan to be late." Tokiya said as he closed his locker and walked away. Fuuko was once again left dumbfounded. How could he act like that? As if nothing happened…how could he? Was he just joking? What is this? Why am I…feeling hurt? Am I…was I wishing that what he felt for me was true? Kami…I'm confused…Damn that Ice block! With that Fuuko marched to her room with a face that screamed bloody murder if anyone dared to cross her path. The students who were witnesses of the recent encounter of the two famous figures of the university as of the moment were left in confusion as well.
For most of the students the day passed by so rapidly but to one particular person the day was unfolding ever so slowly. Fuuko stood beside the entrée way of her last class, which was where it all happened.This is it! My last dreaded class…maybe I should just cut this class…after all we meet 4 times a week and I have not been absent yet so maybe I could skip…
"Do you plan to go in Ms. Kirisawa? Or are you planning to skip my class?"
"S-Suzuhara –sensei!"
"Yes, it is I. If you are feeling sick I can excuse you today…but…remember that running away is not the answer to your problems Kirisawa-san." With that her professor went inside the class. Fuuko who was temporarily startled followed suite and proceeded to her seat quietly not making any eye contact.
"Good afternoon class."
"Good afternoon Suzuhara-sensei."
"Today we will only have an activity since we had a lecture and a writing activity last time. Now let's try engaging ourselves in public speaking. What I will make you do is let you talk in front of class with no particular topic. Just talk freely. Say what you want. I was thinking of letting you do a monologue but that would be time consuming and hard for those who are a bit shy so instead of having a monologue you'll have a dialogue. You will be paired with your classmates randomly. You will line up outside. Students on the odd numbered rows go out the right door of this class and line up there and for the remaining vice versa. You will not know who your partner will be until you get inside the class."
"Sensei, are you saying not all of us will get to see everyone do their dialogue?"
"Yes. You are right Satoshi. It is not of important matter that you won't be able to witness everyone…I'm sure that you will find it to be a bore. I'm just doing this to evaluate how well you talk to someone."
"Alright class. Speak in straight English. This will serve as my evaluation to see how well your English speaking is faring. Is that understood class?"
"Hai, sensei." The class said in unison.
"Very well then. Please line up at your respective area."
The students cleared out the classroom and lined up outside. Tokiya was at the right side while Fuuko was on the left. Tokiya chose to be the first one to go. (Take note both sides could not see each other) Fuuko on the other hand chose to be in the middle. Fuuko saw that the first person in her line was a female…actually most of the people lined up in her group were females and not so female…right, all these people sat together in a row…all in front and behind Tokiya…humph…I wonder if any of these dimwits could strike up a decent conversation with the King of Ice…if they end up being his partner. How unfortunate…I could just imagine. Fuuko mentally snorted. Just then she heard one of her classmates ahead the line say that Tokiya was the first person from the other side. Hah. Expect Tokiya to be always the first in line. I guess he does not want anyone seeing him performing his dialogue if he gets to have one. While Fuuko was busy making a mental conversation she did not notice the line in front of her was getting short. Then it came to a point that it was her turn.
"Uh…Kirisawa-san. Y-you are next." A young man who seemed frightened for his life called the fuujin master's attention.
"Huh?" Fuuko was snapped out of trance and looked around her. Shit. The second time this day. "Right. Hehehe." Fuuko cheekily said as she scratched her head, smiled and waved as she went inside the classroom. The young man sweat dropped, smiled and muttered softly to his peers, "S-she…s-smiled at me!" then fainted.
As Fuuko entered the classroom she thought I wonder who my partner is…her line of thoughts were cut short when she heard nonsense blabbering coming from the audience area. Actually, it was more of baby talk. Then she saw that all the people who were ahead of her in her line sitting in their seats with funny looks on their faces. Some were muttering undecipherable words some not even words like "ga-ga" and "duh"…some were even just drooling.
"What the heck happened to them?!" Fuuko blurted her thoughts out…too loud for comfort. She clamped her mouth right away. She was about to apologize to her sensei when her sensei spoke up.
"I suppose Mr. Mikagami is too much for them to handle. I wonder if you could be the one to deal with Mr. Mikagami and entertain me." Chuckled her professor.
"What? What do you mean?"
"What she means is that if you could strike up a conversation with me and not and up like them." Came in a cold and very familiar voice. Fuuko shifted her gaze from her sensei to the owner of the voice who happened to be…Oh no…not him…
"So Kirisawa are you going to be able to amuse me with your conversation skills?" Fuuko just looked at her former comrade and said nothing.
"Hn. This is useless. Sensei let the others do this. If Ms. Kirisawa could not talk to me I doubt that the others could. I'm taking my seat." The once cool Tokiya changed his mood to cold, which their professor felt as chills ran down her spine. She was about to speak when…
"Wait…Mi-chan…"Fuuko called out in almost a whisper. Tokiya who just turned his back from and was about to walk away stopped.
"I was…I was just confused. I don't know how to respond to you because I doubted what you said was true and…"
"You don't need to worry yourself about what I earlier said, or rather wrote. If you are so much affected by what you read don't be. The person who I mentioned there… is not you." Tokiya casually said. Fuuko on the other hand froze. Silence dominated the air. Fuuko felt numb. Then she tried speaking as normal as she could.
"Not me…I knew that…I was referring to another…"
"Don't lie Kirisawa. I know you thought that the girl I love was you."
"What?!" Fuuko started to fume. What the hell is he saying?!
"You are not the only woman who calls me silly nicknames, you are not the only woman who I call a monkey. Don't think that you are someone special to me…because you are not."
"I never did say anything Mikagami! You are the one who think highly of yourself! I would never dream that someone like you to love me because I would never fall in love with someone like you!!!! You don't deserve to be loved!" Fuuko shouted out loud with so much anger not thinking how painful her words were. Too late it was before she realized. Tokiya placed his pockets and shrugged nonchalantly and said, "I finally found a way to make you say what you really felt for me. For the past days you have been avoiding me and if ever me met you were silent. Heck, (1)for a woman who has a lot to say, your silence can be deafening…now, thank you for being honest Kirisawa. I was expecting that you could never love someone like me. You are not special to me because you are more than special…before, I could describe you but then I realized that no words could comprehend what you are and how you mean to me. Everything about you I will cherish after all you are the first and only woman who conquered my heart." He paused then Tokiya chuckled and continued, "I really am crazy in love with you…because no matter what you said I still choose to continue loving you…"
"Tokiya…I did not…"
"You don't need to say anything…don't force yourself to say anything…don't force yourself to feel anything that you don't want to feel…but if ever you suffer because of my confession…forget that I ever said that I loved you…I'd like to keep the friendship we have…"
"Sensei, Kirisawa and I are done. As for all of you, I hope you are entertained." Tokiya started to walk away when he felt a pair of arms encircling his abdomen.
"Fuuko…"
"Tokiya…how could you? You said you don't toy with people's emotions. Why did you have to make me mad? Look what happened…I said words that I did not mean to say…"
"Fuuko, everything is clear to me and I accept everything. You may think that what you said was not true because you were mad but it is said that everything you say in impulse when mad is 99 true."
"I don't believe that…but if it were true there is still 1…I don't dream that you love me…I want you to love me. You don't deserve to be loved because you deserve more than to loved…and I won't fall in love with you because I am…already in love with you."
"I don't want you to force yourself to love me…"
"I don't need to force myself to love you!!! I…already loved you even before you knew that you loved me…so please…tell me again what you feel…I want to know…" Tokiya felt his back become wet…is she crying? Tokiya unhooked Fuuko's arms from him and kept it held in his hands. He turned around an looked at Fuuko whose head was bowed down. He cupped her chin and tilted her face for him to see. Fuuko' face was flushed, her hair in disarray. Kami she is one of your greatest creations…do I really deserve her? Only one way to find out. Tokiya wiped away the traces of tears on Fuuko's cheeks and said, "Look at me in the eye Fuuko and tell me again that you love me." Tokiya said…no, more like commanded. Fuuko who was looking helpless changed her expression to an annoyed look and looked at Tokiya squarely in the eye and said, "I don't know what I saw in you for me to love you…how many times should I say the word I love you in pub…" Fuuko was cut short when she received Tokiya's lips…Fuuko at first was shocked then thought of pummeling Tokiya to the ground for taking her first kiss, she wanted after all to give her first kiss to the man she loves…wait a minute…Tokiya is the man I love! Hmm…I did not know he is such a good kisser…Tokiya ended the sweet kiss, pulled away from Fuuko and looked at her and smirked.
"What are you smirking for?"
"How did you find my answer?"
"What answer?"
"The kiss."
"What?! That was your answer? What does that mean?! And was that even a kiss?! You kiss like a chicken and…"Fuuko was once again silenced by Tokiya's lips this time it was it was long and deep…Tokiya only pulled away when he was out of breath but did not allow the distance between them to go beyond two centimeters then whispered. "The kiss I gave you meant that I love you. And the next one will be your punishment." Tokiya was about to lean in for another kiss when Fuuko placed a finger on his lips. "I'd be delighted to have that punishment…but that could wait till later…after class…I think we have put up a nice show to earn us a perfect grade for this course and I must say we did gather quite a lot of spectators." Fuuko whispered gesturing to the seating area, which was unusually full with unfamiliar faces too. Tokiya got the message. So he took Fuuko's hand in his whispered something on her ear then they stood up and took a bow with their hands still together. Then Tokiya spoke up, "I hope you all liked the show that my girlfriend and I performed in front of you." Then he bowed again pulling the astounded Fuuko down with him and whispered once again, "Don't act all shocked about being my girlfriend…don't expect me to court you…I love you, you love me…that is enough to declare that we have a relationship." Fuuko blushed at the forwardness of Tokiya and simply nodded. The whole room erupted with applause. It was a show they will never forget.
OWARI
Finally!!! It's done! I wanted so much to post this before valentines that I had to force myself to finish this in one sitting…well…I do hope you did like it…I tried my best to make it nice…well…I am not expecting that everyone will like it…but then I do want to hear from you! Please review!
(1) The line came from the movie Anna and the King…the King said it
Gomen for the typos, the grammar...I was writing this in a hurry...hehe...
Again, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! Hope you like my gift!
See ya! Hope to hear ya!