She stared at the stick in her hand. "Negative, negative, negative, negative…oh shit" her face went completely white. Syaoran's going to kill me. She sighed it was best to get out of this relationship anyways. She remembered the past with exquisite clarity.

Syaoran and Sakura had met in a club nearly 5 months before. Sakura had been down on her luck and needed to go out with friends. That day she had lost her job, and the rent would be due in a couple of days. Syaoran had sat down at her table while her friends were out dancing. "Please don't be sad, I am sure whatever is bothering you will be ok." He said this simply she looked up at him and fell hard. It was love at first sight. She began talking to him that night. They had gone out on a few dates before he asked her to move in with him. He said it was a friend helping her out. She should have known better, but she was a bit dense about those kinds of things. She never dreamed she would be the mistress to the most powerful man in Asia. She still didn't think she was anything special. Sakura was just Sakura. Women envied her, because she got attention from Syaoran. She felt differently, she could have all the attention in the world but that didn't mean he loved her. He could drop her tomorrow and she couldn't say anything.

She knew the score and always had. She couldn't possibly tell him he was going to be a father. He had told her he never really thought about children. He said he didn't know if he could be a good father. He also said because he had so many demands on his time he couldn't bring anyone else in the picture. That had closed the book right there on her when she became pregnant. No one wanted a pregnant mistress; especially when she was nobody. She wasn't the type he could bring home to his mom. Yelan Li was famous for the cold shoulder and having her son's mistress bear her grandchild out of the question. She had only one thing she could do. She had to leave him. She started to cry thinking about leaving him. She loved him more than anyone else. She didn't get to see her friends anymore because they couldn't believe she would be his mistress. It was hard to see them when they didn't understand her situation. As far as she knew there was only one person she could turn to. Oh Touya please take me in. She packed up her clothes and left him a note.

Dearest Syaoran,

I have enjoyed our time together. However, I feel our arrangement isn't in my best interests anymore. I know you will find someone else.

Take care,

Sakura

Come hell or high water she was keeping this baby. She dropped the note on the table. She went to his closet and picked up a shirt. She inhaled his fragrance one last time trying to remember exactly what he smelled like. "Oh Syaoran how I will miss you" she whispered and quickly walked out the door. She tried her best not to look back but from the taxi window.

She arrived at Touya's a few days later she didn't just want to drop by with her bags so she stayed at a motel for a few days thinking over her options and on the last night called him. He took the news better than she expected. He told her, she was going to live with him and that was final. She got out of the car at her brother's paying the taxi man. There was an awkward moment and he hugged her tight. She sighed; not many women move back in with their family in their 20s. She couldn't help but wonder if she had done the right thing.

Unbeknownst to her a pair of amber eyes was taking in the scene. He was furious. He should have known she had another lover…

Author's notes

I know you think I am a horrible person for doing this to our favorite couple but this is not a one-shot. There is always more to follow. Let me know what you think.