A/N: Don't own any characters in here. None; they are not mine.
Disclaimer:
Huh. Don't quite know why I'm posting this. Just a little one-shot I
wrote up last night, and my friend demanded it be posted. And so, here
it is. AU like whoaaa. Totally non-canon. S'got some poorly written
smut. I tried. I failed.
Hopefully it's not too much crap. But yeahh.
Tempest
Dead punk Girl.
Marluxia named her.A girl he'd seen around, not too pretty -- her breasts are too small and her hips too narrow -- not exactly ugly. She's got short hair, it was probably beautiful once, slicked back from her cheeks and her eyes, which are always watching. He hates her eyes; they're this electric sort of blue, super-charged, angry.
Nymph.
Larxene hated the name at first. It made her sound like some sort of a pussy dyke, some pretty little bitch like the girls that worked the street five blocks over. She was better than that. She hated Marluxia, too. Daddy's rich boy; he hung around where she did because he could. Not really because he wanted to. His hair was always perfect, cut and clean and nice. Just like that stupid smile of his. She wanted to rip that smile off his face.
-8-
"So you're the new guy," She purrs
as she leans down to meet his eyes. There are scars on her wrists --
cutter, he realizes dully, -- and her tits are all but spilling from
her top. There's something savage in the way she smiles at him, her
teeth crooked and yellow. Too yellow. He eyes her arm again; there's
more to that story, but he won't ask.
Not yet.
"Yeah, I
might be," He replies simply, "Who're you?"
"Larxene,"
She responds as she eases herself into his lap, straddling him. Her
shorts are too short, the button undone, and he can smell sex on her
like poison. Her shirt should be white, but it isn't, and he is
willing to bet that she hasn't showered in a few days. He thinks he
should be disgusted, but there's something sickeningly beautiful
about this creature; "And lemme guess, you're Marluxia."
He
nods and she laughs. It's bitter and sharp, and he thinks it might
have been a beautiful sound once. Once; not now. She's grown ugly
now, sitting there in her shorts and her too-small top, her skin
pale. He can trace her veins, bright blue beneath the milky white,
and she smiles at him when she catches him eyeing her tits.
"Yes,"
He won't lie to her, "I'm Marluxia. And you need a
shower."
"Yeah, so what?" She leans in close,
licking her lips, making a horrid show of it, "You goin' to do
somethin' about it, pretty boy?"
"I might."
"So
do it."
It's a challenege Marluxia is not interested in
taking. Slowly, she stands up off him, looking down at him as if she
won some great award.
"That's what I thought. Go home, Pretty
boy. You aren't welcome here."
She sways off then, leaving
him alone in the silence. He knows she's not like the other girls,
and he believes that if she hadn't gone this way, she may have been
the prettiest in the city. But now all that's left is a
skeleton.
-8-
The next time she sees him, he finds her,
sitting alone in an alley. There are dirty needles strewn about and
she's picking them up, inspecting them before tossing them down with
a snarling curse. He thinks she looks like a dog, snooping for table
scraps,
"You're going to get sick."
"I don't
care," She says over her shoulder, whipping an empty needle at
the wall. It shatters, glass landing harmlessly on the pavement; "Get
lost, Pretty Boy. You ain't welcome here."
Her speech is
different, he notes. She's not out to get on his good side, not
interested in making friends with him now. He tilts his head. Her
hair is greasier than before, and the dirty smears on her shirt are
worse. She's deteriorating, and he wants to laugh at the sickening
mess before him.
He moves over to her and catches her wrist gently
in his hands. She looks at him, her eyes frighteningly bright, pupils
thin and narrowed, like a cat's eye. He smiles at her, watching her
like she's something fascinating. She's not, and she knows it.
"Poor
little Nymph..."
Her lip curls up at that, a screwed up look
of hatred crossing her face before she rips her arm free, rubbing it.
The skin is still sore, though she won't tell him that; "Larxene,"
She corrects, "My name is Larxene, Pretty boy."
"And
mine is Marluxia, but I thought we already went through this."
"...We
have," She shifts and reaches for another needle, ignoring him
for a moment, "What do you want, Pretty boy?"
"Just
to talk."
"About?"
"Everything," He
replies and he has to laugh at the puzzled expression, "Don't
look so confused, Nymph. I'm not going to hurt you."
"Yeah?"
She laughs, barring her yellowed teeth at him. Again, he's struck
with the impression that she may have been beautiful, once; "Maybe
I don't wanna talk?"
She stands up, apparently giving up her
search and starts towards the street again, walking past him. Her
hips sway, and there are bruises on her thighs and the backs of her
shins.
"Later, Pretty boy."
"Goodbye,
then."
-8-
He asks around because somehow, she's
wiggled her way into his mind and gotten stuck. Not many people give
straight answers. Her name is Larxene -- he knew that -- and she is
nineteen and a half. Though, this number varies from sixteen to
thirty-three. She's not right and she's got a mean streak in her.
She's a whore. That doesn't surprise Marluxia. She cuts for the fun
of it, because she likes seeing herself bleed, because she likes the
pain that ripples through her skin. This surprises him, slightly. She
dropped out of highschool, has one sister, lives alone. He drives by
her house. The lights are on, but he can't see if anyone's home. He
leaves.
She was home, entertaining a guest. Fifty bucks; it's not
enough, but it'll buy food and shampoo and pay for her to wash her
clothes. She needs a good shower. Her hair can't take much more.
She's afraid it's going to fall out soon.
She thinks of Marluxia
as the big man thrusts into her, and she finds herself fighting not
to cry his name out. He leaves her with a hundred and she thanks God
above for small mercies. One hundred will go a lot further than
fifty.
She slices herself when the man leaves and watches as the
blood runs down the sink in a thick trail.
-8-
"You're
clean for once, Nymph," Marluxia remarks as he comes up behind
her, wraps his arms around her waist, pulls her close. She smells
like cheap shampoo and even cheaper laundry detergent, and her hair
is still wet.
"What do you want?"
"To talk?"
He suggests as she turns in his arms. She eyes him warily, like she's
heard it all before, like she should be able to see through any lies.
He smiles at her; "Just to talk. That's it. Nothing
else."
"...Alright."
He smiles wider and takes
her hand, leads her off down the street towards a small cafe. He buys
her cake, which she eats like she's starving. It's too sweet, triple
chocolate or something, but she's hungry and it's been months since
she's had something this good. He watches as she devours it like some
hungry animal. He wonders if she knows she might have been beautiful.
She must know.
"So. Tell me about yourself, Nymph."
She
lifts her eyes, fork caught between her lips, confusion on her
features. Nobody's asked that before, and she doesn't know how to
respond. She shakes her head and resumes eating, and Marluxia doesn't
push it.
-8-
It isn't long before she's on her knees in
front of him, sucking his cock. He thinks she's prettiest like that,
her cheeks flushed, pale pink lips wrapped around him. His hands are
tangled in her hair, pulling each time it feels good. She doesn't
whimper or whine about the pain, either; she moans against his dick,
scraping her teeth across the head, her hand between her
thighs.
Marluxia thinks he'd fuck her if she'd let him.
Maybe...maybe not. He can't be sure. But he can be sure that she's
good at what she does, and the pressure of her tongue is wonderful,
and her crooked teeth feel good. Her tits don't seem so small now,
and the fact that her shorts are too small no longer bothers him.
He
cries out her proper name when he climaxes and she sits up, kissing
his lips. He can taste himself in her mouth and, holy hell, he's
getting hard again. Her hands are all over him, pushing his shirt
off.
"Larxene..." He groans out, making her stop,
"Nymph...no more. Enough."
She's not sure what to do.
Her hands hover hesitatingly above his cock, bright eyes confused. He
swallows, pushes her back onto the sofa and moves over. Kneeling, he
undoes the button on her shorts, helps her wiggle out of them. She's
panting and squirming, watching him. And he's sure her eyes are
glowing as he slips a finger into her, making her hips buck.
She
spills profanities as he finger-fucks her, licking at the inside of
her thighs. He knows she's pretty now...he likes the way her eyes
roll back in her head, they way her tongue sweeps across her lips,
the way her hair sticks to her neck and her cheeks.
She
practically sobs as she comes, her muscles tightening around him, his
tongue flicking lightly across her clit.
"You going to talk
to me now?" He drawls and she nods, dazed and dizzy. The phone
rings, though, and when he comes back from the call, she's gone.
There's a note pinned to the sofa, along with five bucks, and he has
to smile when he reads it.
Raincheck, Pretty boy.
I hope you
fuck with your dick as well as you do with your fingers.
You owe
me five bucks. Pay me when you see me.
-Nymph.
He tucks the
money into his pocket and goes to take a shower.
-8-
Marluxia
doesn't see her for weeks after that.
He wonders if she's hiding,
but he can't see Larxene ever doing that. His nymph doesn't do that,
and he isn't sure when she became his. But she is, and he's happy to
have her. His not too pretty, not too ugly little Nymph, running
around with her greasy hair and too-small shorts.
He thinks maybe
if she were someone else that he would love
her.
Maybe.
-8-
"Marluxia?"
He has to
contain his smile when he hears her voice. It's not like he's missed
his little Nymph or anything like that.
"Yeah?"
"...I..."
She pauses, and he can tell she's licking her lips; he can
practically see it, almost see her shift her weight as she looks
around; "I wanna talk now."
He's
silent.
"Please?"
"...Alright."
-8-
She
cries into his shoulder when she sees him. He doesn't think she's
pretty now, with the scars on her wrists a sickeningly red color,
some of them infected. She needs a shower, he mentally notes,
frowning as he rubs her back. There are bruises on her legs again,
her stomach, and he can see the wad of bills on her counter.
He
doesn't ask where they're from.
"I have your money," He
murmurs, pulling back to reach into his pocket, "Here."
"I
don't want it."
"...Why not?"
"Because I
fucking don't, okay?" She snarls, "Fuck! Just fucking keep
it, okay? Just fucking keep it."
He says nothing. She falls
asleep on his lap, tears streaked onto her cheeks and he thinks she's
pathetic, she's really sad.
He knows he would never love this
creature, now.
-8-
He wakes up alone. There is no note.
-8-
She drifts in and out of his life, and she
never explains. Sometimes, she's there, sometimes she's not. Her
presence waves and finally vanishes entirely. He doesn't miss her.
He
meets a nice woman, Aerith, and she's much prettier than Larxene. He
doesn't tell Aerith about his connections with the woman who's become
the Savage Nymph on the street. He hears vague mentions of her
occasionally, heard that she's become feral like an angry cat, become
untrusting and cold and cruel. This doesn't surprise him.
He
passes her on the street, Aerith on his arm, and doesn't recognize
her.
She recognizes him.
She goes out and makes six hundred
dollars, and thinks of him when she fakes it. She's able to charge
more now; everyone wants the Nymph. The name makes her smile. It's
his name for her, and it sounds a lot better than Larxene ever
did.
She's glad he can't see her now.
-8-
Larxene
drifts throughout the rest of her days. She's sort of humming through
life...not really sure what else she can do. She's not very pretty,
not at all, actually. She's too thin, and her hair is falling out
from mistreatment, and her teeth are still too yellow. She's got big
scars and her knee is ruined from somebody kicking it in. She can't
remember his face.
She misses him.
-8-
Marluxia has
two kids, a wife, a nice apartment. He works in publishing, and he's
successful. He's happy. He's forgotten her, the little stain on his
memory that was once his Nymph. He's twenty-five now.
He's just
about to leave the office when the phone rings. He just about
discards it. Just about. But he stops and answers it, his tone
polite,
"Hello?"
"Hey, Pretty boy."
Silence
on his end.
"Look...I...I want to talk."
More
silence.
"I'm outside and I just...I want to see you. Okay? I
won't--"
He cuts her off, "I'll be there in a
minute."
-8-
He doesn't see her right away. She's
gotten small, that savage smile on her lips is gone. Her lipstick is
too dark and her teeth are still crooked. Her hair is longer now,
it's greasy and unkempt, and her clothes hang too big on her. Her
eyes are still bright, ringed with too much mascara, only they're not
angry anymore.
He thinks she's pretty now.
Slowly, he wraps his
arms around her and holds her tight to his chest, and barely notices
that he can feel her spine. He almost feels guilty; maybe if he had
tried to help her...maybe...perhaps, but then again, not.
"I
missed you," She breathes him in, deciding she likes his
cologne, "I've missed you so much."
He's married. He's
got everything. And there she is, offering him nothing, nothing more
than her skinny, ugly little body and possibly a good fuck. He smiles
at her and kisses her forehead, smoothing his fingers through his
hair,
"I've missed you, too, Nymph."
She laughs, and
it's still slightly bitter but he can't blame her for that. He drives
her back to her apartment, gets out with her. He wonders if he's
crazy, wonders if he's making a mistake. But she smiles at him and
she keeps smiling.
Distantly, he wonders how they got to this.
He
doesn't fuck her. He just holds her to his chest, cradles her there
so she knows she's safe, kissing her neck, her ears, her forehead,
each scar that decorates her wrist. He doesn't ask about that. It'll
come in due time.
"Stay with me."
"I
will."
"Good."
He does love her, he realizes,
and he knows she's more than pretty. She's always been more than
that.
She's beautiful.