Thoughts
By: Dragon Queen
Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket, but I love it so much!
A.N. Kyo and Tohru deserve to be together! Even though I want Kyo for myself...
Tohru was on her way to school when she really got to thinking about the differences between Kyo and Yuki. She was really confused to who she liked better. There were times when she thought it was Yuki, but then her heart would rmember a time when Kyo had touched her hand in a kind manner or when he was extremely gentle with her. Why is this so difficult? Why can't I just love them both? Evan as she thought this, she knew she couldn't love them both. They wouldn't appreciate it, and she knew she couldn't live with it.
She thought of Yuki, who was as kind as a prince, his namesake at school. He would always help out with the household chores. He was always kind to her, too! Never rose his voice at her unless he was reprimanding her for not thinking before she did something. When they were at school, he always smiled at her and encouraged her, too! He didn't mind that she was sometimes clumsy or that she didn't understand certain things.
Then she thought of Kyo. He was often very mean to her, but lately she found out it was mostly because he was looking out for her. Yes, he is an insensitive jerk at times, but then again, a lot of guys can be insensitive at times and not know it. It drives us girls crazy, especially when we care about them! He has such a gentle and caring nature, though he may not always show it!
What she really didn't understand was why she was so drawn to him. Yeah, the cat was her favorite zodiac animal, but that doesn't explain why her heart picked up tempo every time she saw him. Every time he smiled, her stomach had butterflies fluttering around. Whenever she woke up, and she saw him returning from jogging or from his dailly workouts, she knew she blushed because she couldn't help but admire his well defined body.
Which brought her back to Yuki. He was very active in martial arts, too, so why is it that she had never thought about his body before? She couldn't even remember what it felt like because he has held her before, and he has definitely come up behind her numerous times. Yet it was Kyo's that always made her catch her breath.
Yuki and Kyo are so alike in many ways. They were both neglected in the area of love, but for some reason, she felt that Kyo needed to have her undying love. She felt confident in the fact that Yuki could find someone else to love him, but Kyo has always had that difficulty.
What's a girl supposed to do in this situation? My heart and head are so confused! As she kept on walking to school, she had another thought. This is their senior year in high school. What's going to happen to everyone? Where will everyone go?
Will I be alone again? Will Yuki, Kyo, Haru, and everyone else leave me? A cold feeling came over her. She remembered how she felt when her parents died. At school, she put on her happy face, but at night, when she was all alone in her tent, she always felt like crying her eyes and heart out. Will I ever find joy again after they leave me? She kept on walking, hoping that when the time comes, she'll be ready to be alone again.
Is it selfish to hope and pray that that day never comes? Images of her and Kyo, many years down the road appeared in her mind, and she secretly hoped that she would have him by her side. For the rest of her life.
It's kind of short, but I like writing the short and sweet fanfics! so i hope you guys liked it, but please feel free to leave reviews (hint hint) i love to hear suggestions or comments about my stories! If I get enough reviews and know that people are interested, then I will update an epilogue for this story about what happened with Tohru, Kyo, and Yuki. If no one cares, then I guess I will leave it like this! Please Read and Review, though!
Dragon Queen