Disclaimer: I don't own Drake and Josh, although I wish I owned Drake….

Summary: Drake has a secret he has been keeping from everyone, what happens when it comes out….this is slash so if you don't like it please don't read...those who do continue on...


Chapter Two

Why'd stuff like this happen to me…why aren't I more like Josh…..things have been on my mind…..Oh god don't think of that…it's only been a few days…..

"Drake, you need one, unless you want to be grounded until you're thirty!" Audrey announces after seeing Drake's report card.

"Why don't you ask Matt," Josh suggests. Drake turns the colour of Josh's milk which he is pouring.

"If you mix the carbon with helium you get?" Matt asks a very distracted Drake. Drake suddenly feels pressure on his leg, which brings him out of his trance, his eyes dart from Matt's hand on his leg to Matt himself. Drake holds his breath. Matt makes a decision, leans in and captures Drake's lip with his. Matt continues to gently rub Drake's thigh as Drake's hand finds its way to Matt's black messy hair.

Matt suddenly pushes Drake off him to find Drake's eyes full of shock and surprise.

"I'm sorry….your just so….."Matt trails off because Drake has attached their lips together again.

RING! RING!

Matt untangles himself from Drake and answers his phone.

"Hello…yeah…I'll be home in a minute," he says and clicks off. Matt looks up to find that Drake is now standing by the window. Matt moves and stands behind him, Drake feels matt's Chinese looking eyes bearing into him. Matt softly kisses his name.

"I'll cya tomorrow," Matt whispers sending shivers down Drake's spine and leaving him with a very confused look on his face.

The following day at school Drake avoids Matt, but as the last bell rings and with Drake rushing to leave he bumps into someone…..

Please not him….please…God….I'll do anything…….

Drake looks up to find a pair of Chinese eyes starring at him. Matt drags Drake into an empty classroom. Drake leans against the door.

"We're not diseased you know," Matt states. Drake looks up at him confused.

"GAYS!" Matt shouts in frustration, Drake sinks further down the door.

"I know what you going through okay, I've been there," Matt says more calmly. Drake watches as Matt sits on the teacher's desk, somehow Drake is standing in front of him.

"I just need to know Drake, if you want this, I'll go as slow as you like, I just need to know cos' your making me crazy," Matt informs, touching Drake's cheek.

"What about this hot guy you wanna ask out?" Drake asks. Matt laughs and leans in so their lips are nearly touching.

"It's you," He informs with a smile, but then Matt pulls away on seeing the face. Drake looks down, then back up at Matt; he smiles. Drake's lips attack Matt's as Drake's hands find Matt's hair and get tangled in it. Matt wraps his arms around Drake as he pushes him further into the desk; Matt's mouth travels to Drake's neck. Drake moans and his feels matt's lips suck and his neck and earlobe.

Maybe it's a good thing I'm not like Josh…..he would never do this…..


Okay so that's chapter two….hope you like it review please and name suggestions??????