Allright, actually having fun with this writing thing. Heres another one that popped into my head. WARNING: EDWARD MAY END UP BEING A MEANY.Is that an actual word "MEANY"? Anyways This is alternate to New Moon. Forget Edward came back when he did. It's been 12 months since Bella "woke up" and Edward has come back but what has she been doing in that 18 months while he was gone. FLUFF, not much this time.
Twilight, New moon no mine sob They belong to Stephenie Meyer. I'm listening to Madonna while writing this, hehehehehehehehe. Gotta love her, now back to story.
BPOV
After the motorcycles
"JAKE!" I screached as he tickled me under he table. "Cut that out." We were at Emily and Sams' house for dinner. I was sitting by Jake and he was tickling me mercilessly under the table.
"Jake." Emily's motherly voice reprimmed him. "Can't you see she can't breathe? Give her a break and eat your food before it gets cold. Man Sam, I never have to tell them to eat, usually they do it on their own." She said to Sam, who was sitting in the living room with Paul watching he game. I stuck my tongue out at Jake and he put a spoonful of mashed potatoes in my mouth.
"Jake, that was not funny and you know it." I said to him my voice slightly muffled by the spoon and my cheeks red by his actions. He and I were a "couple" now and it embarresed me when he did things like this. Not that it stopped him. He took the spoon out of my mouth and kissed me.
"Aw guys, we get enough of that from Sam and Em, not you too." Paul whinned when Jake kissed me again.
"Aw, Paul are you jealous that you dont have someone to spoon feed you your potatoes and kiss you, too?" I asked him as I got up. I walked over to him in the living room, I grabbed his spoon, put some of his potatoes on it, and stuck it in his gaping mouth. Before I left I kissed him on his forehead. "There now do you feel included?" I asked as the other guys bust out laughing, clutching their stomaches and turning red.
"Nice one, Bells." Jake told me as we left the house. "Sam, Em, we'll be back later, or we might not." He said the last part thoughtfully. We walked out of the backyard and to the front. We heard wolf whistles and howls coming from the house and it sounded like a pack of wolves were in there. Wait, there were. I was blushing of course, and Jake pulled me into his arms. I could never stop marveling at how warm his embraces were. It felt as though I had been swallowed up by the sun, not burning but glowing just warm enough. "Hey Bells, you wanna go down to the beach and walk with me?" He asked this causually but I could here hesitation in his voice.
"Yeah, cool." I said but I was off in another place. I was staring at the moon. How much it reminded me of him. How it reminded me of his skin. But I pushed that thought away and focused on Jake's warm hand wrapped around mine. We walked to my truck and he drove us to the beach. I was cuddled up against his warm body and almost fell asleep but we pulled up to the trail before I could.
We walked to the the drift wood "benches" and sat down, I was snuggled up against him when he leaned my face up and kissed me. This kiss was different, it was hesitation and lust all wrapped into one sweet moment. The kiss lasted so long that I was nearly blue when we surfaced for air. He kissed me again and this one was more passionate, we ended up falling off the log wrapped in each others arms. That didn't stop us though, all I did was reposition myself on him more comfortably and wrapped my arms tighter around his neck and pull him closer to me if that was possible. He was gental, yet loving and strong with me. I felt so safe in his arms that I just gave my self to him.
"Crazy For You" must listen to while this scene, hehehehe.
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one
I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that
Chorus:
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you
Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all
Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see
chorus
It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you
When we finally got off of the ground it was just the beginning of dawn and the sky was a pale pink. We had done more than just kissing last night and I wasn't embarrased or ashamed, but loved it, the feeling of total helplesness and total control in the same moment, I admitted to myself. I could tell Jake had loved it too, and I was happy to make him happy. I loved him, not as much as I loved Edward, but enough that he was more than just a boyfriend.If he accepted me broken and used, I would know he loved me that way, too.
"I love you, Jake." I said. I was watching his face waiting for outrage for what I said. Why should he take me like I am? He deserves so much better, yet I knew deep down in my heart, that he would accept me, even the broken pieces of my heart.
"I love you too, Isabella." He grinned and kissed me again, then picked me up and carried the rest of the way to my truck.
Okay, so hows it doing. Don't kill me because Edward might turn out mean, I wanted something different. I want it rated T so no details about the night. Please R&R. If i get oh... 3, at least three reviews I will update soon. If I don't will probably update anyway. wayyyy low will power. Plus, I love this story too much not to update regularly. Critisism is always GOOD. I wrote another if you like my writing, September, 1918please read. also T, romance. Until next time, Hugs-4-All-The-Emo-Boyz.