It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
Lyserg was currently running through a thick forest from his worst nightmare. Hao Asakura. Usually Lyserg was a good boy and let Hao did what he wanted with him, but he decided to stop doing what he said. He had to be strong. He would be his own person. He wouldn't keep giving himself to Hao. And He wouldn't let Hao have all the power and control. No matter how hard it was.
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
But even though he was running as fast as his legs would carry him, he knew he couldn't escape the new Shaman King. Hao said he always got what he wanted, whether it was by force or willingly, he got it. Then again…he cared for Hao in his own sick twisted way. He felt incomplete without the Pyro. Lyserg stopped dead in his tracks at the thoughts he was having. He then snapped out of it when he felt Hao getting closer. He started running again.
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
Then fire erupted in front of Lyserg and out came Hao. He stopped and tried to run the opposite way but failed when Hao grabbed his wrist, twisting it in the process. Well…it was worth a shot.
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
Hao then pulled Lyserg up close to him and kissed him fiercely. Then he pulled away.
"Trying to run again dear? Why? You know you will always fail." Hao whispered against Lyserg's lips.
Lyserg put his hands on Hao's chest in a sad attempt to push him away. After realizing he wouldn't get anywhere, he leaned up and kissed Hao with as much force as Hao would put on him. Hao wasn't the least bit shocked, Lyserg would always give into him after failing. He knew Lyserg knew he would always fail, but Lyserg obviously didn't care, as long as he put at least an ounce of effort into it. Hao kissed him back.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
Lyserg couldn't get enough of Hao's fiery sweet taste. When Hao licked his bottom lip asking him for an entrance, Lyserg immediately complied. 'I hate him. I hate him. But why do I love him? It's forbidden!' Hao pulled away.
"You're right. It is forbidden. So why can't you quit? Is it really that hard?"
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
"I killed your parents. And I sure as hell wouldn't hesitate to kill you too, you weak, pathetic, brat. You are so tiny." Hao said to Lyserg.
Lyserg looked down ashamed. He then tried to land a hit to Hao's face, but Hao caught his wrist.
"You know I saw that coming." Hao smirked in triumph. "Now kiss me." Hao demanded, giving Lyserg's wrist a light squeeze. Lyserg complied again, kissing Hao passionately.
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
Hao let go of Lyserg's wrist and started unbuttoning the British's shirt. After that done he broke the kiss and leaned down to take a pink nipple into his mouth. Lyserg moaned deeply, grabbing Hao's hands, entwining there fingers. Hao stopped to kiss Lyserg on the lips and then pushed him into a nearby tree, he then put one leg between the emerald eyed boy and rubbed roughly there. Lyserg groaned and started panting as he grew harder every passing second.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
"I'll give you a choice Lyserg. You want me now or later?" Hao asked, meaning for them to do 'it' in the forest or at the mansion.
"Now…onegai?" Hao loved it when Lyserg would plead for sex.
Hao let Lyserg know his answer when he started unbuttoning his pants, suckling his neck at the same time. Lyserg cried out from pleasurable pain when Hao bit his neck.
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
After working Lyserg's pants off, Hao pulled his lover from the tree and pushed him to the soft grass. Hao got on top of him, straddling him. He then took his poncho off. Hao saw how Lyserg eyed him hungrily, 'cause he was eying Lyserg the same way. Hao then glared at Lyserg's boxers as if they would scurry off if he glared at them long enough. He pulled them down after he started getting tired of waiting. He kissed Lyserg on the lips again sliding his tongue into his mouth. Lyserg looked into Hao's eyes and saw raw lust.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
Lyserg tried to struggle away again.
"You usually don't struggle this much. Is something wrong?" Hao asked, pulling away and taking his pants off. Lyserg shook his head no.
When Hao got his pants off, he leaned his head right over Lyserg's erection and blew on it, making Lyserg buck up. He held his hips firmly on the ground and licked the tip. Lyserg moaned loudly at the contact the wet muscle made with his sexual organ. Hao smirked then leant sown to take the head into his mouth. Lyserg gasped loudly and cried out. Hao inched his lovers aching cock into his mouth, sucking on it hard.
"Hao…" Lyserg moaned.
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
Hao noticed how close Lyserg was by the way he was shaking, so he stopped, making the British boy groan in displeasure. Hao took his boxers off and placed himself in front of Lyserg's mouth.
"Suck." He commanded.
Lyserg leaned his head forward and took as much of Hao as he could into his mouth, the rest he used his hands. Hao moaned and had to resist from thrusting into the boys mouth. Lyserg stuck his tongue into the slit knowing it would make Hao feel really good, which it did, 'cause Hao then accidentally thrust up almost choking him, moaning very loudly at the same time.
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
When Hao felt he was about to cum, he pulled away panting heavily. Lyserg was gasping for air, his face flushed. To Hao, Lyserg looked really hot. The literal meaning and the turned on meaning. Hao placed himself at Lyserg's entrance and quickly thrust in. Lyserg screamed at the sudden intrusion. Hao didn't wait long though. He started thrusting hard into the boy beneath him. The pain slowly started fade away into pleasure for Lyserg, and he started meeting Hao's thrust. Moaning, panting, and wanting more.
"HAO FASTER, PLEASE!" He screamed.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
"Lyserg…" Hao moaned out.
'I wish I could hate him…but its' so hard! I can do this though. We do it every fucking week! I can get through it. Besides…I truthfully like it.' Lyserg thought while grasping Hao's shoulders tightly.
"What a sweet thing…to think about me…Lyserg." Hao panted.
Then Hao hit the same spot inside of Lyserg that he always did, making Lyserg scream in pure ecstasy.
"Oh…Hao!" Lyserg yelled.
Lyserg threw his head back, and screamed every time Hao hit that spot.
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Hao knew Lyserg was close and leaned forward to start pumping him, making Lyserg writhe more than he already was. Lyserg then came all over the both of them, soon followed by Hao. Hao dropped on top of Lyserg, panting.
"You're a really good fuck." Hao stated, smirking.
Lyserg, still panting, pushed Hao off of him with all his might, which, I may add, wasn't very much. He attempted to get up but couldn't.
"Say you love me. I already know you do, I just want to hear you say it 'cause I know it pains you. I don't care about you though." Hao said, getting dressed.
"No."
"Now."
"NO!"
"YES! NOW!" Hao yelled walking over to Lyserg, glaring.
Lyserg got up and put his pants on, then went over to Hao and hugged him tightly.
"I love you. I love you. Aishiteru." Lyserg whispered into his ear, before pulling away to get his shirt on.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Hao stood there for a moment thinking over his words. He sounded so…sincere. Not bitter, hatred, irritated. Nothing. Those three words were filled with pure love. Hao looked down at his shoes. Lyserg looked over to Hao. Usually Hao would respond with a 'I don't love you' or a 'You don't mean that'. He walked over to Hao and put a hand on his shoulder. Hao put his hand over the hand, still looking down, and just held it. Then his grip got tighter and tighter until Lyserg pulled his hand away from the pain. Hao looked up and pulled Lyserg into another kiss. Lyserg responded quickly, quietly moaning into the others mouth as his tongue played with his partners.
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
When they pulled apart, they were both gasping for air. Hao started their journey back to the mansion, through the thick forest Lyserg tried to escape through. Lyserg followed suit. 'I really do…love him.' Lyserg thought.
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
Puppet from the dead: Wow. That took a lot longer to write than I thought it would. My fingers hurt too. I jammed one, then I dropped a brick on it, THEN I typed this…it really does hurt. Oh! I forgot the disclaimer.
Disclaimer: Don't own it.
Other Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kelly Clarkson's 'Addicted' song.
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