MWAHAHAHAHAHAH I'm back bitches with vigar! I'm InsanityRelapse for those that don't know and I'm a fucking crackhead. HURRAY!!!!

Andy: Insanity, stfu. No one wants to listen to your retarded ranting.

IR: But-

Andy: Shut up before I shove muffins down your throat.

IR:...This is my beloved little sister Andy and also my co-author.

Alex: She's right you know.

IR: MAN You're siding with her too?! This is Alex my other co-author...and they're both as violent as rabied wolverines.

Evil Co-athors: WHAT DID YOU CALL US?! both smack IR on the back of the head

IR: AH!Goddamnmotherfucking...Anyways warning wise, this is yoai smut and has lots of cursing, don't like don't read.

dreaming

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Here and Gone in a Dream

"Where did he go?"

A raven haired teen sat on the roof of the uchiha estate. The sun was setting, casting Konaha in a red, orange, and yellow light. The perfect picture for a summer sunset. He let out sigh, he was thinking about his idiotic teammate again. It was a rare occasion to catch the uchiha with his mask faltering and reminiscing. It had been five years since he saw the dobe, no one really knew what happened to Naruto. Just suddenly during a C class mission he disappears. Sasuke had spent a good three years looking for his rival, but to no avail. Most of the village was happy that the blond container vanished; they no longer had to worry about the demon breaking free from its seal. Sasuke was sickened by their lack of feeling for the boy; this only made Sasuke weary of further contact with them. He became more distant and frigid.

Sasuke finally stood after the sun sunk into the horizon. He just turned 17 a week ago, his other teammate Sakura was throwing him a large party as usual and him not caring as usual. It had bothered him that even his team didn't really put any effort into finding the demon carrier. A year after Naruto's disappearance Sakura almost seemed to forget that he even existed. It was the same with the rooky nine and the rest of Uzumaki's supposed friends. It disgusted him.

The raven stalked into the hollows of his past 'home' and made his way to his room. Striping to his boxers the emo laden juvenile immersed himself into the chilled coverings, trying to ignore the swirling thoughts and memories. For some reason or another Sasuke couldn't, wouldn't accept the very plausible idea of Naruto just being killed on a mission. It just didn't seem possible to him. Soon his eyes grew heavy and slid shut, slowing drifting into what Sasuke thought would be another dreamless night.

Obsidian eyes fluttered open to brightly lit forest. "Where am I?" he stood from his spot on the ground.

A deep musical chuckle came from behind him. Sasuke quickly whirled around to meet the most exotic eyes he had ever seen. Standing three feet away from Sasuke was a very handsome and beautiful man. He had blond sun-streaked hair flowing down to his waist; bangs gracefully coming over his eyes and cheeks, the tips of hair had a slight orange tint. A bright warming smile that you would want to drown in embellished his face. He wore a black long sleeved shirt with lose, almost baggy gray pants, he wore no shoes. And his eyes…

Sasuke continued to stare at the exquisite creature in front of him until he heard that harmonious laugh again.

"It's not polite to stare Sasuke."

Sasuke almost jumped at hear his name being spoken from the angelic being but years of ninja training steeled him from such a thing. "How do you know my name?"

The blond creature's smile faltered for a second but only just that, a second. The smile held its place firmly. When the blond spoke this time it was almost playful.

"I'm so disappointed Sasuke, I thought you of all people would know who I am."

For the life of him Sasuke couldn't place a name with this man's face. The raven teen prided himself in his photogenic memory. But yet this man knew his name, so he had to have met him at least once, he seemed to have a familiar aura but at the same time it felt like this was their first meeting.

Sasuke shook his head. "Are you sure? I think I would remember someone like you."

The smile widen slightly. "Positive."

Sasuke smirked. It sounded like the blond was challenging, daring him to remember.

The graceful being turned his back to the darker teen. "Well I'm not going to tell you. You'll have to figure it out on your own, maybe I'll even drop some hints but for now you need to wake up."

Sasuke could feel is dream-stated self being ripped away from the landscape. The raven teen struggled to stay. "What can I call you then until I find your name?"

Just as Sasuke left he watched a pair of soft lips create one word.

Sasuke stared at his blank white ceiling with only one word on his mind.

"Kyu"

It had been almost a month since his dream encounter with the mysterious creature.

Kyu…

That name haunted his waking thoughts. After his dream Sasuke searched the whole village for any information about the man and his 'name'. No one had ever heard of such a person. Kyu has to be a hint, this man doesn't seem like the type to just throw some name randomly. It has to hold some meaning.

But no matter how hard he looked he couldn't find a thing. It drove the shinobi up the wall. Sasuke considered just giving up on this mystery man, it was just a dream after all. As soon as the thought came into his mind he shoved it back out. He would not give up like some many others did on Naruto. And with that, Naruto…

Sasuke had almost forgotten about the dobe in his search for the dream man. Obsidian eyes grew solemn with the thought. It was like he complete abandoned the joyous blond for this older elegant blond. With shame filling his already stone heart he traveled from rooftop until reaching the vacant grounds in which he resided. It was late past one in the morning, the emo teen had stayed later in the library then he had intended.

His eyes immediately closed when silken black locks touched the feathery pillow.

"I almost thought I wouldn't see you again." Sasuke's eye shot open to see Kyu hovering just above his face. A crimson blush crept onto the usually porcelain mask. Sasuke did manage to get a better look at the angelic face, his bangs still hid his cheeks but all the black eyes could concentrate on were the other's eyes burning into his own.

Kyu's eyes were just as exotic and wild as from their first encounter. The pupils were slightly slit like a cat's. Blue and red always seemed to swirl within each other, never stopping to settle in one place for long.

The intensity of the graceful being's stare was too much for Sasuke to handle, finally looking away. When he did a melodise chortle erupted from the blond. Kyu sat next to the emo grinning broadly, teeth flashing exposing slightly long, sharper incisors.

"You must have remembered something about me if you're back. You sure did take your sweet time."

Sasuke simply looked at him. "But I couldn't find anything about you! Much less remembering it."

Kyu frown at his comment but recover quickly. "So that's how it is. You remembered something about me without knowing it WAS about me," His eyes glittered with mischievous. "This makes it all the more meaningful."

His black eyes showed confusion. Kyu decided to take pity on the poor guy. "Since this visit is shorter than I would have wanted I'll give you your hint." Before Sasuke could respond the creature swept forward in one fluid movement, capturing the darker teen's lips with his own. Sasuke was shocked beyond belief, nothing really registering in his sharp mind but the too soft and gentle lips on his own.

Kyu quickly pulled away before Sasuke could respond, his eyes swirling. "I was always just too blunt for my own good. See you next time Sasuke."

And with that Sasuke was found staring at his ceiling again. He gave me a hint no wait two. The first was a show of affection while at the same time showed he was not shy about it. The second was another about his personality. This at least gave him some sort of lead, it was hardly anything, but he would take it.

Sasuke was lost in thought as he wandered around Konoha. Women of all ages giggled and blushed as the avenger walked by; many tried to get his attention but were ignored like the rest. He didn't care much for their antics; never would he be caught with such low women. In fact he had never had a girlfriend before or anyone for that matter, no one interested him. He wasn't gay or at least he didn't think he was. Sasuke's thoughts drifted to the one point in his dream when Kyu kissed him. The lightest pink hue touched his stony mask, good thing he had wandered into the training grounds so no one could see. The grounds were empty accept for some chirping birds. Sasuke made his way to a small red bridge, memories flooded his mind. Most of them were of his old team waiting for hours for their sensei to appear. A small snort escaped him as he remembered Sakura and Naruto yelling at the sliver-haired jounin when he finally arrived. Kakashi!!

He hadn't asked the sliver-haired pervert if he knew anything about his mystery man. Kakashi was a well traveled jounin, if anyone might have seen Kyu it was him. Sasuke stood from his spot; at some point in time he had sat down while drowning in his memories, and began to search for his old teacher.

It didn't take long to find his old teacher; he only had to look in two places. The first was the book store in the hentai section and the second being his old ninja school. Sasuke stepped into his old classroom where he saw the pervert sensei leaning in close to Iruka. A previously abandoned notebook was hurled at the jounin's head; Kakashi's hand came up and grabbed the projectile before it hit him.

"S-ssauke!" Iruka stuttered.

"Hello Sasuke"

"Hn"

Kakashi's one visible eye showed the same smile that was hidden under his mask. It had been a while since his student came to see him, thought Kakashi. It must be important.

"What do I owe this visit from the famous Uchiha?"

Sasuke snorted. "What, I can't see my old sensei to say hi?"

Kakashi's smile grew. "From Naruto or Sakura yes, but you? You're not the social type."

"Hn"

The jounin could see that Sasuke wanted to talk about something and wouldn't leave until he was satisfied. Sighing, the pervert got up from his seat atop Iruka's desk and made his way over the black-haired emo ex-student of his.

"I'll catch you later Iruka-Chan! Come Sasuke lets go get something to eat."

Sasuke and Kakashi went to a very familiar ramen stall and ordered. For a while neither of them spoke, just eating in a comfortable silence. Sighing, Sasuke looked at his reflection in the broth of his soup. This was the stall Naruto loved coming to so much; he smiled sadly at the memories. Kakashi saw the smile and knew what the younger was thinking about. The sliver haired jounin put down his chopsticks and gave his ex-student a sideways glance.

"I see you remember this place."

"Yeah…"

"You're one of the few that still think about him, everyone else forgot him."

"…"

Sasuke's hands tightened around his chopsticks. It made he angry to think about how people just through away their memory of the energetic blond.

"What did you want to speak with me about?"

Sasuke hesitated for a minute but before he could stop himself he blurted out. "Have you ever heard of someone called Kyu?" well, he couldn't take it back now.

Kakashi was a bit taken back from the question. It was odd, why would Sasuke start asking about someone who he hadn't even heard of. One thing did pop into his mind could he have found out that the demon inside was Naruto? But wait, he said someone…

"No I haven't. The only Kyu I know of was the Kyuubi."

"Kyuubi?" He had heard about it before

"Yes, Kyuubi was a terrible demon that attacked the village 17 years ago. The fourth sacrificed himself to seal the demon away."

Wait a minute, sealed away? "But I thought the fourth killed the demon."

Kakashi shook his head. "No, that's what your generation was told. The truth was that the demon was sealed into a new born infant on October 10."

But isn't that… "Naruto's birthday…"

The jounin's face became grim. "Yes"

"Does that mean- "

"Yes, Naruto was that infant."

Sasuke was shocked at first but then everything else made sense because of it. The cold looks, harsh insults, and the reason why the village was happy to have the blond gone. This only angered the Uchiha more.

Before Sasuke spoke again he calmed his nerves but couldn't help the slight bitterness in his voice. "That explains a lot."

Kakashi's eye grew solemn. He knew why the emo teen was upset; Naruto didn't deserve the treatment he got. But something came flittering into the pervert man's mind.

"You said you were looking for someone called Kyu correct?"

"Yes"

"And why is that? You aren't the type to be interested in people."

"…" There was no way Sasuke was going to tell his perverted ex-sensei about his dreams.

"Mah mah. Well maybe if you describe him maybe I might remember seeing someone like that."

"Well he's my height, maybe a little shorter. His hair flows down to his petit waist, the edges are tinted orange and his bangs are long and cover his cheeks. His every movement is graceful and precise. And his eyes…:

Kakashi was quite enjoying himself. Seeing the usually stone solid mask melt away at just remembering this Kyu was quite entertaining. "His eyes what?"

Sasuke's eyes were slightly glazed. "His eyes are the most exotic gems you've ever seen. Red and blue are always shifting and swirling. The pupils are silted and gleams like a cat waiting to pounce."

Kakashi was taken back by this statement, at first he thought Sasuke was describing someone that would be similar to Naruto but that last part…

"Sorry Sasuke, I've never come across anyone like that. If I did I'm sure I'd remember."

The Uchiha only nodded numbly and mumbled something that sounded like a thanks as he set off of his home, he was suddenly very tired.

"Bye Bye Sasuke-kun!" As Sasuke walked off Kakashi started to think about what the Uchiha had told him. Very odd. When Sasuke described this young man I was almost positive it was Naruto, but…. Then another struck him. Why hadn't I thought of it before?! I'm supposed to be a genius damnit! And with that in mind Kakashi preformed a jutsu, disappearing into the moonless night.

Sasuke shook his head as he made his way inside the inner confines of the Uchiha compound. He started to wonder why he got so tried lately, maybe he was just out of shape he hadn't trained sense he started his search. He made a mental note after scalding himself for neglecting his training. Mechanically the raven teen walked through his house and plopped onto his bed. Sighing contentedly he snuggled into warm black comforter.

Sasuke woke up to the very familiar forest. He looked around but all he could see was trees. "Kyu?"

The forest was dead silent. Something must be wrong…

"KY-" a bare arm slipped around his neck, something purred genteelly in his ear.

"Heh, I never thought the great Uchiha would worry about little old me." A warm tongue licked the outer shell of the avenger's ear, sending shivers down his spine.

"Kyu?"

The blond's familiar laugh echoed softly in his ear. "Yes Sasuke, It's me. If you don't stop saying my name I won't be accountable for my own actions." The blond buried his face into Sasuke's neck.

By now the Uchiha's face was a bright tomato, since it seemed like his wasn't getting out Kyu's hold soon he looked at the arm entrapping him. There were lightly faded scars covering it. The raven-haired teen brought his hand up and lightly traced the scar tissue. "What happened?"

The blond blinked for a minute, not understanding until he felt the other's touch. Kyu backed away, releasing Sasuke and turned his back to him. "Oh These? They're nothing really, just little niches I got here and there over the years."

Sasuke turned back to Kyu, taking a hold of his hand. "Niches huh? These look more like battle scars…just who are you?"

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I'm going to make this a two part story Review if you feel like it, I don't really care.

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