I know I should be focusing on all my other stories, and I have written about half the new chappies for all of them, but there's one big problem. You see, my grandmother was my muse, she helped my think of new ideas and kept me focused on writing and not stopping just because someone didn't like it and bad-mouthed my work, but she was diagnosed with cancer and died in Easter. I know that was ages ago, but I haven't been feeling like writing and she said she had a brilliant idea but died before she could tell me, so that makes me feel bad.

I've decided to take a break from my other stories, but I have NOT just abandoned them, I will still write new chappies, but it will take some time.

I came up with this idea a few nights ago and it hasn't left. I've always felt bad for Chris because he wasn't all that special like his brother, so this is based around him. I've also started to watch Wolf's Rain, which is great, specially if you love wolves like me, but I hated that Toboe died, he was my favourite, so this is also about him. Like all my other stories, it is YAOI, so no likey, no ready, go it? Also has mpreg.

This is a Charmed, Wolf's Rain crossover. Main Pairing ToboeChrisXTsume.

True paradise

I have no idea how it ended up like this. I was laying down in the corner of the room that was used as a bed, large pillows and different types of cloth piled on top of one another. Because of my …condition I was in my true form, that of a copper wolf, laying next to me was my mate. The other pack members were around as well, each one too excited to go work in Blue's coffee shop, so someone else was running it today, like they had all week. You couldn't blame them though; any day now there would be new pack members for us to look after. Thinking about this made me think about Granny, the old lady who looked after me, before I was reborn in this world. Then I started to think about the family I had here: mum and dad, the woman who always had time for her family, no matter how old they were and the man who was hardly ever there, but always had time for his eldest son and not the youngest. Wyatt and my cousins, who all had important destinies and saw themselves above everyone. My aunts and uncles who hardly had time for their own children and tended to forget about me because I wasn't important enough, but now I have my true family back, my pack mates.

And this time I won't lose them, even my unborn pups.

As if they had followed my thoughts, they orbed into the apartment, shocking everyone but me into their human appearances. Kiba stood closest to them, growling softly to warn them to stay away. Hige and Blue were behind them, blocking their exit, even though I had told them it wouldn't work. Tsume was still next to me, his hand shacking in rage. Cheza was in the garden looking at her pretty flowers, I was happy that the glass would protect her.

My mind was too fuzzy to hear what was being said, the tiredness seeping in on the afternoon breeze. Their voices were getting louder and louder; I couldn't help but think of how long it must have took for them to notice I wasn't 'home', a small giggle came from my muzzle, but no one other then Tsume could hear it.

Why must I go back there? This is my home, my pack is my family, not those people I share blood with.

Slowly I change to my human appearance, Tsume helping me stand. They look shocked; maybe they noticed one of my many changes. As I open my mouth to ask them the many questions, I can't help but think back to how this all happened…